The wind I laid in...

Feet done went n made it to safe grounds as eyes look for home... Oops the mind damn near forgot... Crazy legs took off... Eyes wondered to the back of the head to decipher through those damn near lost thoughts... Feelin the comfort of a mattress even though the body is alone... N it's cool for the moment jus til things line back up... As the hooch sticks close to my side without the foam... Interactin with a mo fo that's done went n put a roof above my lifes luv... Single n steppin after a few yrs of misdirections goin that a way... Here in the come up living the way I am outright wibblin solo af... Only throwing the towel in the wash bcuz I ain't never gave up on how I play... Goin all in jus to crack the window for the wind I once laid in to come in... Wondering how my home had wheels n took me to work... Oh yeah, keys didn't come easy as the man in me questioned nerves goin thin... Talk me a yap bcuz u jus don't know how bad that hit hurt... Everything gone but the rubber up n under my feet spinnin... Tryin to redefine the meaning of goin home bending every corner rubbed... N it was the dog within that talked​ to me n said enough is enough grinnin... Shit... That mo fo made sure I had a friend to touch... Bottoms up I came to a level mentalizations that peeked behind words dribbled for eyes to read what is real... I'm here n i ain't goin no fuckin place till I decide... I worked for this even though it needs an eventual woman's feel... Oh yeah, this is mine... Home!!! From alleyways that found me in hibernation lookin for my break... I'm no longer numb... I am my own great escape!!!