On hush...

It's jus the feel of her backin up into me layin on my side as my arms wrap her up... Mmm, the feel of her body close as skin collides with the comfort of touch... I wonder if she knows what my heart is willin to do to keep get here with me n safe... Bcuz when she's in my arms is when I myself truly escape... Lost in a dream of some sort jus goin with the flow... As I awaken to the realization of how it is I am alone... Grippin my pillow as if she were here layin next to me... Makin yet another moment hard to accept jus wantin to wake to the way she breathes... Damn shit damn... The feel of a real woman would feel the depths of this man... Laid by her side to ease her head on my chest... Yet that's another story of luv bringin out the bests... Curled up in warmth settled in to the feel of flushes nakedness jus wantin to be held... As sensitive as she is to tenderness holdin on jus to be felt... N yet I again wake to the absence of her tryin to get under my skin... As for times like these makes me think of my own fuckin feelings goin dim... Cravin the texture of another clingin to luv... Ssh, let's jus keep that on hush...