Ok... Another requested topic... Situation bein in luv with someone who is losin the feel of ya luv... This one has truths to it bcuz it's a personal experience I actually put the work into for someone known as the one... I've recently had to step up n ask her myself wtf is it...

Wtf is this...

Damn... I thought I had a friend... But that look in her eyes ran me down a dead end... Talkin of vows n the changin of names... U shoulda neva walked down that isle if u were playin games... Did u forget about the bond we have... Our story isn't suppose to be sad... Seems u went n forgot about me... The man u claimed to came from within ur own fuckin dreams... Yet u let distance put space in between our luv... Somthin u alone allowed as u gave me a shove... Addin a L for the loss n gained a shovel...  How am I suppose to dig this shit n keep my head level..? U know I'm addicted to u n that's the truth... I thought I gave u proof... U know I ain't got it in me to try on luv again... Damn... Where'd u go... I can't withstand this feelin of bein emptied as if u lost the purpose of our home... Eyes set into a drift before we were even done livin our life... N u haven't reached for me in quite some time... What's goin on in ya mind to the point u haven't any desire to feel me..? Bcuz even layin with u I feel the void as u retract to ur own personal game... Who have I become to u my luv..? Am I jus another face wastin ur time as if I'm jus another dude unworthy of ur touch... Where's that feel of it is I that fulfills those emotions so untamed... U see, I'm not tryin to stir shit up nor feed unwanted fame... It's jus that u ain't the same no more... U turned on me to quickly like my affection jus isn't enough behind closed doors... I don't know if u know how hard it be to fill ur space... N how I'd miss even sayin ur fuckin name... As real as the air I breathe, u anyway know that u do it for me... So why do u play this child like psychology for we both know u wanna set yourself free... As the questions of what I did or didn't do rise from the confusion u put me through... I am in luv with u, but I am no fool... Tell me what it is that plays ur every thought against me at all costs... I wanna hear what it that's taken ur luv from me n pitched myself to the side as forever tossed... Worth is a valuable thing u don't seem bothered by for it u have misplaced... Or​ is it the moments we've had jus ain't enough for u to wanna stay..? Here in the presence of sharin life together... No matter what as more than friendly luv'rs... As there are no words to begin a life if u were to truly leave... I'd be lost like the wind blowin it's breeze in between the trees... N I'm sittin here in wonder like u told me I'd neva havta do... Are u not payin attention or is ur word jus not gonna come through..? For I've seen us at our best comin out to play... As the only thing u will allow now is a routine that changes day by day... Can u not see me crushin on u harder now as more time gathers up or happiness to be seen..? Who are u n what have u done with the passion that doesn't seem to be able to breathe... Correct yourself or jus let me go... If there is no meanin to us restin upon these thrones... This here needs honesty bcuz it hurts to even attempt to be strong... Where in the fuck is it that I went wrong..? Who is it u thought I was..? N u call this luv... Goin through the motions for u haven't got it in u to be real... As there was a time u looked at me as ur third wheel... Fallin into my arms... Cheered the fuck up by my charm... What is my purpose to u..? Will u return or is the end overdue..? I can't chase after ur crazy lil legs anymore... Ur gonna havta choose what it is u want to fill ur forevermore... As I'm done peekin around corners like, Hey stranger... Do u remember me..? As if I stepped into the unknown danger... Me..! Bein the man u said was ur everything..! The one that set u free... Guess that goes in more ways than one huh..? Ssh, hush... All I need to know is wtf is this..? N please speak no lies from ya lips... For I feel I no longer know who it is u pretend to be... N all I want n ever have is for u to lean in to me..!