goin hard..!

i took one to the heart n doubled it up with wtf one two many times lettin em dig their own separate ditch... n as they simultaneously dug i was etching names in to my hearts headstone where luvd ones rest within where i live... i took it to the head as rounds poured out the inner walls of my mind upon my express gettin lost... feelin how they repeatedly went under the limits of self respect as i died for em both livin the same twisted realty gone wrong... i took every fuckin blow n stepped in pace walkin with em on my back as i neva let em down...twins from a different era n fams yet identicale in every way from head to toe back up to the frontside flippin ova to the brown round... i took em on n won the war poundin at my hearts vibe tryin to throw it off... got nothin but issues i held in my hands as nickels wasnt much but made a lil sound when rubbed parralell with bad habits goin ghost... i took my word n stood on it as it was dared to move yet neither of em can realize that kinda friend leveled up... u cant tell me a fuckin thing about luv they didnt teach me for ive been there twice in a repeated pattern on hush... i took the air carryin my name like Butchie B Butch was not right as outta my mind i was... yet its not like lips pursued to retrieve the truth as made men come from angels life can only guide into the arms of luv... i took a hit X's 2 like i was back for more jus to earn the understadin not even u seek to simply fuckin know... gettin a feel on how to control the explosion throwin debri at everything ive ever known... i took the pain as a welcome party sendin my emotion over the top for em n didnt miss a beat... memories goin hard will recall who was there for em to lean... me..!