the change

Watching them change before your own eyes.
No longer the one you fell for as you have to say goodbye.
The desire that fluttered faces the fear of never seeing them again.
Teaches the faces torn decision to made a stand.
Finding happiness left as they can not find you in their heart....
No matter what or how long you stood next to them doing more than your part.
The change of pace paves an exit strategy with reason.
Settling nerves merging as reality wraps the bends meaning.
Who one was is not who they've turned out to be.
As wasted time was enjoyed behind the eyelids lead.
Blinded by the emotion believing in what will never seem to become.
Letting go as the ease of understanding singles out the definition of done.
As arms release the comfort that holds time unjustified.
Not once wanting them to be perfect but to simply just be life.
The way it was meant as the day luv started to build.
Yet, reaching for them dropping the mic to scream what spills.
It just isn't worth the attention given to waste moments that doesn't mean shit.
As the audience of friends in the head chatters on a sad reality that has flipped.
Turning on a pivot so self doesn't travel back down the same road.
The mind wraps around how useless it would be to claim framed walls as a home.
Hiding the distance in between a luv coming to a close.
Attempting to protect self misguided and misplaced by the roast.
Tearing devotion apart within each word ripping the r.i.p. From the p.i.n.g.
That bounced off the head getting caught up with what was more than a fling.
But to every beginning there is an end.
Everything is subject to change as u lose another friend.
As the choice was made to stand in the presence to fit in.
Seems the real individual beneath the surface lives with a different kinda grin.
Luv is a disease that kills that fuzzy feeling of connecting strengths.
Unraveling in the actions intent bold faced enough to breathe.
Faces change but the same ol game surfaces to play.
Flat out, no one believes in you in motion just before the hate.....