no mans land

Trapped tryin to get back to u. against my will, theres no excuse. fallin into a life i cant excape. held within my own face. beneath the expression that misses the smile. so i retreat deep inside. stuck somewhere else jus wantin to go home. n im losin hope. fadin is everything i once knew. ive been imprisoned in a place in which i have no use. so much is wromg here. slippin into my deepest fear. unable to return to u. ive been captured by this silent abuse. as the rage has r...eplaced the pain. diggin into my own untamed. this is not where i belong. this side attraction has been prolonged. there is no help where i stand. n all i think about is u in my life again. ur there but ur too many miles away. as im the one to blame. jus know this is not my life. im jus tryin to make it back to u by my side. as it hurts livin this way. hands tied or homeless are my only options year to date. in the now i sit n miss ur face. fightin what u cannot see. u are the reason for in which the way i breathe. my will lives cuz u still believe in me. n im comin jus as soon as i figure out this horrifyin dream. im in no mans land. swimmin in quicksand. lost without bein able to make things right. but im on my way n that is no lie.