enjoyin what becomes the past..

Through u, imma live.
Cuz I've forgotten what it was like.
How strange the concept....
I never thought it be me that hides.
To feel a bit of anything.
Jus to wanna be alive.
I count on u when i know i shouldn't.
Cuz you've captured my untamable mind.
Here in the now i fear.
Endless moments that soon will fade.
Another loss buried in the misplaced past.
Another luv undenied by hate.
I move within cuz of u.
At terms with the pain that follows.
Opened up wide, jump on in.
Feel me, complete me, leave me overflowin til my drain is hollow.
I'm a dead man walkin.
Heartless i feel only u.
As our fingerprints connect n press.
We to will become an afterthoughts uselessness.
So fuckin glad to have met u.
Jus to watch me go.
The emotion simply can not live forever.
As the mind releases a lil place called home.
Driftin into u i remind myself.
Time only lasts so long.
As precious as the memories made.
At some point it can't be prolonged.
I feel u settled in my nerves.
Adjustin the tingle in my rib.
Helpin self to my own.
N i cherish the blink in which we live.
The absence prior to u will come again.
As I'd die one more time inside.
Lost n ruined by the touch that escapes.
Til then I'll believe ur lies.
I'll be ur everything.
The only one you'll ever want.
The best thing that happened to u.
N enjoy the luv that chizzles the numb.
Stomaching tomorrow hasta come.
Eventually takin u away as my paradise.
As irreplaceable as the feel of knowin u.
Outta the back of the mind one day u will climb.
Stuck in the imagination of u n i.
Stranded as I'll face this world alone.
Abandoned n betrayed.
Ur king, my queen, dethroned.