Tell me

Tell me how it ends. How easy it is for u to walk away. So when that time comes ill understand. That way ill know how to respond within that day. Tell me the reason of u leavin before I get caught up. Losin my mind from the loss. Settin reality apart from what I awaken to as of now. Givin me strength so the heart wont be used as if a pawn. Tell me prior to the date in which all begins to fade. Id luv to know y im jus not good enough. Cuz to be aware of the crumblin memories endin would prepare me. Of how u lost interest in speakin my name. Tell me for shits n giggles. How im suppose to make it till then. Livin with the devastation of u gone. I jus need to gather ho I became someone u don't consider ur friend. Tell me how i win up missin out on u. On us makin sweet cherishable moments that parish in time. Cuz it jus might cushion the blow of how u blew my mind. Not once but twice as what we share is left within the walls of the distructin mind.