within my own mindset

Down at the bottom I'm never lookin up.
With a twist of my own twistin the life outta a mutha fuck.
I'm above the struggle standin in the way.
Cuz somehow I want to kill life's pain
passin they my veins.
On a ride of a lifetime no matter how hard time is dealt.
Straighten out the mind in a tipsy tilt.
I can't be broke nor fade away from who I am.
Starin eye to eye with ticks tryin me as a man.
No, I will never lift my head to a higher being.
Not bow to my thoughts that evade my truths cut from the string.
I'm here n nothin can break my inner insight.
On what I have runnin thru my veins never slit by the knife.
It's the way I am that drives me within my own mindset.
Diggin into feelins n decipherin thru the b.s. to find my best.
Jus gettin at my only chance to put a bounty on my heart.
Willin to live cuz I'm in luv with life's flow feulin the fires spark.
In my turn before I fall all alone n by myself.
Fadin info the end of the gift cherished deep inside as there's no help.
Goin, goin, gone, leavin the only place I'll revert call home.
As this world spins without me on its depths side provin with me it's done.