from behind the gun

I watched u die before my eyes as I felt u slowly fade inside. N its because of this is y I will never cry, for shit jus isnt that serious in my mind. What u did was twist honesty inti a raw reality where I stood alone clingin to my sanity. Emotion lives yet stars dont seem to shine quite as bright in the chilled night skies. I tried seein ur reason but I fell into each season reachin for the end of treason. Allowin u to destroy somethin I was needin had me leavin before I ever left losin meanin. N now all thats left is a numb lesion, scar thats heald as the bleedin tears doesnt drip in thoughts misleadin. U were the one yet I was done n never had a chance from get go gettin to where I was headed alone. Thanx for awakenin me from behind the gun that hugged the temple so snug the comfort owned my very own luv.