I aint done

This world has its way of how it wants to be.
N I'm in the sideline watchin shakin my head cuz I do not agree.
Eye to eye we will never see, yet it's survival n I understand.
The man in me jus don't find the realism in actions that stand.
But here we r side by side buttin heads.
Neighbors sleepin with peekin eyes Layin in bed.
Known in of us will get the come up livin the life.
Shit! I shoulda married the bitch n made her my wife.
I wouldn't be in this b.s. surroundin my mindset.
Twistin thoughts on swivel cuz no one be trusted.
This struggle is at my fingertips n I can't strangle the mutha fucka.
Down at the bottom after controlin it like a sucka.
Guess I shoulda kept to script n posted attention n gave no trust.
But to the top hrs before long is a fuckin must.
I ain't done n it will give me mine from the blindside.
N it's doesn't matter if I become it this time.