Everyday I must learn to let go.
The ache n the pain I dont wanna hold.
Some how though its all thats left leakin from my heart.
U jus dint know how fuckin bad ive luvd u from the start.
N the truth is I miss u so much.
Its jus the way we use to lay madly in luv.
Nothin will ever have that kinda emotion.
No one will ever get that kinda devotion.
U were the the one I gave my all.
But now its round bout that time to move on.
Its the saddest thing ive ever known.
Bein left with this void as my hearts on loan.
Healin cuz an other is more of a friend.
I jus thought it was us til the end.
Yet shit got bent n broken cyz u gave up.
I dont think u realize how bad I was crushed.
Its always been u in my dreams.
N to live without u has become a reality.
After walkin next to u I will never be the same.
Thinkin back when we narried n legally u had my name.
Guess I gotta learn it jus didn't mean the expressions u used.
Cuz right now im the one still wantin my truths.
Opened n willin no matter what.
Seems though u had to go n fall outta pure luv.
Its ok as long as ur happy with the life u choose.
My loss is the way loose on the way I lost u.
Yet I gave everything I could possibly give.
Jus to see if it was me to help ur smile live.
I think im suppose to say goodbye at this point.
In this moment of realization of luvn u is void.
So here I go as my last words die slippin out unheard.
AILOWY1! Its come to this for over is my turn.
Jus remember it was my fault n imma think bout u everyday.
This thingy within me will never fade n wanted u to stay.
I gotta go, u forced me to find our comfort in someone else.
So til we meet again, don't forget my touch will always need ur help.
.... ilu1! Is that what u wanna hear?
Nah, im done with a smile from ear to ear.
So don't think ur wanted in time.
U had ur chance to claim me as ur very own mine!
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