a final goodbye

U changed on me.
I was never given a chance.
As if the season changed.
With the chill of winters dance.
Yet im good cuz u were never a friend.
No matter how patient I was.
Distance grew without reason.
But Im ok even thou I thought it was luv.
Its jus a final goodbye is all.
A moment of truth within self.
Regrouped n knowin I dont want u.
N its no longer sad the way ur not felt.
I remember how strong it consumed.
The expressions used were real.
All for the sake to show u a friend.
Yet its u I no longer feel.
U failed me on levels unmentionable.
N what youve become isnt who I thaught.
My reality woke up n broke my heart.
Once upon a time ago I gave u applause.
Followed by hands that washed away ur touch.
Somethin so weird happened over time.
U got lost within as I couldnt find u.
N the result is played out in this rhyme.
I for one stood ground for the better of u.
Never selfish n im happy without ur games.
This is a final goodbye never to write for u again.
Cuz I wasnt the one who fuckin changed.
Goodbye, for ive fallen for an other u shoulda been.
There was no room for me in ur heart so I gave.
No more b.s. that jus wouldn't end.
Jus me fixin what u broke n fillin luvs space.
Somethin u could never find a moment to do.
So if u ever realize how much u luv me.
Please don't ever let me hear u speak of it.
Ur chance expired of me tryin to fulfill my dreams.
I did what I knew how to do.
N I was there for someone who looked thru truth.
There is no luv left to give for an other gave self.
N unlike u she's earned her place n found in me use.
Jus a final goodbye to let be known an end that came to soon.
Yet I will never complain cuz I am wanted for once.
So do u n live that life style u needed so bad.
I belong to someone else under the moon n Sun.