set aside

Here I am awakened by life's answers to questions never asked.

The realization of the truth has smacked me hard enough to remove the mask.

How in the hell did I not see the angle I've gotten lost in?

Life is easing along n I'm paused unable to remember why it is I live.

I'm here in the middle of the night with a clear mind straight outta a dream.

Somehow I stoped living for what was always considered me.

The raw concept of the situation is considerably unfair.

But I know the reasons n purpose in which I truly care.

N the complications are evident, I need some me time.

Always there for others putting self aside.

As if I no longer exist as I do nothing for me anymore.

In everyone else's world doin what they want as they do nothin I'd like to explore.

I've gotten away from living in one sense to living in another sense.

It doesn't seem to make sense but perfect sense is understandably on defense.

I put me on the sidelines to watch me become in another world.

Along side the best friend a man could ever have in a girl.

How did I forget how to enjoy me when I enjoy so much?

When my calling has come n I'm so madly in luv.

Can I figure out a way to balance the task of the matter in my hands?

I wanna do things I put on hold to earn a luv worth times sand.

Needin my own lil thing as others have their space they fill.

Otherswise imma keep feeling like I'm constantly standing still.

The urgency of complete happiness of me lookin out for self is my responsibility.

Its not an others life goal to take after my own relying respectability.

It's strange that I've awakened deep in the nights absence of light.

With such a thought that I see the delivery that landed in my mind.

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