saddening effect

Shifting thoughts move the eyes as the head follows.
I don't feel like much of anything anymore, jus hollow.
Whispers crawl through the mind haunting to self.
In a state of bein alone, I believe I need help.
Somethings goin wrong inside where no one can see.
Confusion bounces of my shell as others watch me dream.
Idk what's goin on day to day as friends have shown faces.
Uncertain of the clearity in an others intentions failin embraces.
Questions riddle the info eating behind lids shut to be ignored.
I haven't a clue to how I fell to lies n secrets hidden, y for?
Slipping I'm caving beneath the skin peeking at smiles.
Knowin imma never be met makes me less than worth while.
Saddening effect twists a change of pace colliding with the best thing ever.
Noticin how partnership is losing interest in me, can I be better?
Where does it leave me when more is to be said from lips that don't speak?
Truths blanketed by what I need to know as nothin more is leaked.
There's somethin in the way of my gut tellin me to explore.
Yet I don't wanna know the answers to the fear in my core.

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