Love leaks

Through the cores cracks I feel the hollow creep.
Alone inside this man lerks self breaking with need.
Partaking in a game so unjustifyable to true emotions.
I as a man am beginning to shut down the everlasting devotion.
Under the skin lays me as human as life exists.
Boiling in frustration of what's been taken from me as a gift.
Love leaks in streams speaking of the pain without.
As words spring to fight for what's fed through thy mouth.
From deep within I call to those that matter the most.
Yet alone I sit begging with this empty pit I feel the most.
The struggle of self is an arrangement of things lacked.
Some in which have change my will, fading to black.
Different I am with more meaning for the point of sake.
Reaching for those cared for, that in, my heart wants to partake.
There I am not, but not by choices of my own character.
Forced hands smacked loose of the clinging barriers.
Lines of which needed not to be drawn so deliberate.
For I know what I am, for this I have the intellegence.
Misguided paths part before reasoning is matured.
Most of all cut short of memories haulted by a detour.
Beneath the passion of this man I am sits still the greif.
Misunderstood, causing so much unwanted beleif.
Seeing with eyes, the reallity of a situation confused.
I am left dangling for this unforgiving world to use.......

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