Holding out

Before me stands the fluxuating difference in now and tomorrow.
Blind I am not, yet proof is out of reaches tips of sorrow.
Complex as it is I'm caving silently with the winds change of direction.
I believe there for facts must line up simultaniously withput dedection.
Here watching I've seen the possiblities that trigger the curious questions.
Giggling I refuse to want to face the bare truths misguiding reactions.
Self is becoming one in the same the best I know how onse again.
I'm no fool for I've been around the block and reasons are lame.
I act stupid and listen to tales told to a lent ear caring for a response.
Lmmfao, only if known what I've gathered twists would run backwards at once.
As clear as day yes I've noticed what I shall not speak of as this present time.
But its coming and I feel lost in the future where I stand alone and without a mind.
Its climbing out of me as I swallow the taste regergitating the raw flavor.
And a smile seperates me from a reallity where I come to have bad behavior.
I'm turning slowly as trust in anyone is irrelivent to choice in the matter at hand.
My hearts stopping and I can't feel anything within my own breaking as a man.
In other words I've know for a while past over due smirks that speak the hidden.
Guess I've finally stepped to the plate and at last I know by everyone I've been bitten.
so I fade beaneath the emotions expressed as squeeze the patience.
Holding out for more than words spoken as the fun is upon me awaiting the situation.

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