Lets say

Let's say I come real with who I am.
Something I've held back for reasons of damn.
I am not who u think I am in our time.
Yet I gave my all and it fucked up my mind.
Let's say I was different with u with purpose.
Watching u constantly do ur part to hurt us.
Dealing with the issues for I need u bad.
U bring out my better or worse as I've been had.
Let's just say I was trying to show u someone loves u.
Just to endure a pain so deep that has no cureable use.
Begging the banging to ease for a brief moment.
Doing all I can do for us and attepmting to hold it.
Let's just say as matter of fact its not my fault.
What u instilled in my souls rebuttle of cause.
I know I am therefore I can survive this show.
Playing along side the words that fake a role.
Let's just say I can't take the betrayal of greatness.
Scrapping away layers of my fortuned happiness.
Living in wills path of failure choking my restraint.
Looking for something worthy to actually gain.
Let's say trust and truth is at the ends of flight.
Gathering intel for the sake of my own selfish rights.
Doing what it is I do best before acting upon what I hide.
Do u know whom it is that truly lays his head beside u?
Let's say I am a fool to a fools eyes ruining the passion.
One that will one day witness the honesty in a reaction.
As I show a face that will never want to be seen again.
Just before the pain settles in between the drips of rain.
Let's say I purposely lost ur trust thinking I had u.
Ignoring the guidlines that make love live loose.
For one day I will give back the past we share just the same.
As recieving is carma doing its job and earning its name.
Let's say for shits and giggles I hide the one I was.
Before u came around and I found meaning in must.
Rotten and unfazed by an other as I was all that mattered.
Allowing no one to mix their blend in the batter.
Let's say time is ticking with hands releasing the lies.
Piecing together the heads rotation as it spins as mine.
Leaving thoughts somewhere lost and forgotten.
Walking away as feet step as nothing can stop them.
Let's say today is the day I become the one who got away.
Stepping on the neck of hidden secrets only delayed.
Rising from the pit u choose to dig for me.
All in the sake of a lifetime with a dream.
Let's say everyone has someone they'd do anything for.
Unable to disguise promises told to the souls core.
As real as air gives a percentage of life to claim.
Do u get the point of the message saying my name?

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