Moving freely in the meaning of unconditional.
Standing right or wrong for my own intentional.
To luv with guilt is not luv I'm willing to accept.
Need me for you can never do without luv spent.
Confirm your status showing purpose in actions.
Do not feel sorry for me for I am not a reaction.
Resting in the middle of your very own luvs will.
Allow me to sit and rest with the ability to openly spill.
As real as emotions trigger the effect of worth.
Just be you in a time of becoming one with more than words.
In the centers core where lies can not pretend.
Let me in to show you within me you have a friend.
Who is it I stand before u as that you see?
Landing in your heart I'm falling into my dream.
Catch me and find how gentle I will touch.
As pure as the passion filling a needed rub.
Watch my back as my eyes focus on your blind side.
Share an interest in me as I do in you as my kind.
Riding the desire of having someone like no other.
Unfazed by outside voices fake and undercover.
Know I speak of us in every sense making my day.
Tapping into time spent as forever is on its way.
Have no fear in being who you choose to be.
Just remember I luv u unconditionally.
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Just unconditional time spent
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Worthy of the while
Sinking in deep under the armor to find the warmth.
Pours opening wide as if I'm an uncloseable door.
Straight to the cores wildest untold mysteries.
I'm feeling u wonder inside the completion of me.
Swimming deeper as u ease a suttle backstroke.
Nerves touched like ripples rolling afloat.
Destination set to concore my untamed smile.
Worthy of the while of making me feel like a child.
Beneath the surface of going the distance.
Ur taking control of emotions without resistance.
Captured by ur luv I'm so glad I let u in.
Then again I couldn't help myself for I need u as a friend.
Only u
Standin directly in the way of harm.
Nothin will hurt u within my arms.
I am that one that fights for only u.
Lost in ur eyes with a luv so very true.
Takin the bumps along with the bruises.
Ur luv my luv I could never abuse it.
Protectin ur happiness as I am.
Stand behind me n claim me as ur man.
Here n now I've finally found u.
Forever always in luv only with u.
I am ur eyes peekin when u sleep.
Watchin those around u as I peep.
These ears of mine listen with interest.
N hear the one that make life so intense.
I am ur will givin an uncoditional luv.
Showin u desire within a warm embracin hug.
This is the way I am with only u.
Puttin self on the line of honest use.
Starin over ur shoulder watchin ur back.
Defendin ur worth of bein my last.
Monday, October 29, 2012
In the dawnfall under the storm.
Findin the shelter away as it pours.
Lays the lessons learned that sticks.
Lifes revealed plan that ease a fix.
Within the mist that falls lightly.
A change in the wind is slightly.
Directin clearity cleansed from the rain.
Becommin face to face with the pain.
Behind the storm comes conclusions.
Steppin out the minds institution.
Free to become one with wisdom.
After the flow all side its peice n done.
Friday, October 26, 2012
Just do it
Here me here.
Now I speak.
Take me there.
To my peak.
Its two ways.
One way street.
In between plays.
Plesureable knees.
Listen at will.
Can you hear?
Imma lay still.
Lend an ear.
I need satisfaction.
From only you.
Where's the interaction?
Meant for use.
Are you interseted?
In taking part.
Because your tested.
Leave your mark.
Just do it.
As I would.
Me your fix.
If you could?
Misplaced somewhere in pretend
If we can't touch as if the pleasure lives within the connection?
What's the purpose of being felt in a moment of intensions?
Where would the interest in contact take place if enjoyment was abscent?
How do you think it would feel to be just in passions event?
Can it be that meaning could be misplaced somewhere in pretend?
Unable to whole heartedly partake in the movement at the end of fingers that bend.
What if purpose retaliated on the sake of pleasures sigh?
What would be that point made once notice changed a mind?
Would u miss what you can not have if your desire craved a tease?
Where does the heart linger if all this ended in a pretty please?
Begging within communication to be given a grope meant for enjoyment.
And if it wasn't wanted both ways coul you give a graze knowing emotions are bent?
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Sexual sensation
Climb as far as u can rise to ur most freakish occasion.
Raise up n arc to the mannor of sins needin frustration.
Speak for I wanna hear u call out to ur fantasies realization.
Peek as u grrr ur best whimper you've ever given to aggression.
Cling to outlastin a moment dragged out by gratifyin affection.
Scream a tale tellin me the secrets u hide deep within motion.
Accept that I am that movement captivatin ur celebration.
Cummin a twitch pulsatin jerks made to justify intensions.
Climax now n let loose of the bodies sexual sensation.
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Act lika pro
Work, my pole.
Ri-ide it slow.
Down u go.
Act like u know.
Make me grow.
I wanna say oh oh.
Act lika pro.
Put on a show.
Slow, ya role.
Freak me fo sho.
Ma, Wet ya flow.
Cur-url my toes.
From the bed to da flo.
Grab ahold.
Don't forget to blow.
For that's da way I roll.
Monday, October 22, 2012
Released
Plastered mind sluggishly rockin.
Wicked trim sideways knockin.
Twisted screw unhinged hangin.
Roamin patterns dropped danglin.
Fuzzy cloud poof floatin.
Inhale exhale chokin tokin.
Smashed ease softly soothin.
Fazzed level drftin woozin.
A pointed close
Decisions of a decidin vote.
Will pausin as if a button on a remote.
Pride hurtin n deluted to less.
Rectifyin faults behind the mess.
Conclusion endin btterly sweet.
Likeliness unheard with rapid beats.
Ego bent showin a restarted road.
All has failed blamin a pointed close.
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Collidin in the middle
Loose enough to wiggle pleasures outlastin naugthy.
Close rub slidin slips in contacts best ability between bodies.
Holdin nothin back grippin skins clincin hairs tangled.
So into the gasp of becomin meanin in an other dangle.
Bared palms flush fingerin downward in a graspin feen.
Chasin stares collidin in the middle of sights dream.
Facin rapid emotions acceleratin the pulses heat.
Touch makin a scene spread from the head to the feet.
Behind boundaries of comfort tossin a tongues swivel.
Definin a strokes moisture preachin to the souls level.
Saturday, October 20, 2012
I need
Impress me.
Work u out.
Lemme see it.
Gimme ur best bout.
What's up witcha?
Where ur mind.
I see u lingerin.
Eyes made of nights.
Tempt me one.
I can make two.
Lastin in a piece.
Make everyday new.
So u wanna be my last.
Flip ya wig.
Show face.
Correctly invadin space.
I'm willin.
Where do u stand?
Tell me how u want it.
Make me ur man!
Give that sweet sense.
I wanna understand.
Is all else past tense?
I'm a beleiver.
There's someone for everyone.
Be about it.
Stick to ur guns.
How bad u want me?
Cuz I'm feelin ya.
Come with ya best.
I need ya ma.
Loosin up forever.
Gain some trust.
I'm anxious to know.
Who's more than a plus?
Direct n patient.
Franklie I'm in.
Yet I need to know.
Am I livin within?
Or worth other.
Make the call.
Bring it on.
Memories on the wall.
Hook sunk
Bitten tongues.
Holdin luv.
Patience noticed.
Forced focused.
Trust felt.
Hopeful help.
Mouth pointed.
Double jointed.
Smiles awake.
Fates mate.
Standing stares.
Complete repair.
Planted passion.
Perfect traction.
Spinnin hearts.
Doin parts.
Cupids disign.
Gratifyin find.
Vibin care.
Equal pairs.
Hook sunk.
Whipped spunk.
Make ur presense known
It doesn't matter.
I still remain me.
Listenin to laughter.
Sittin a rare breed.
I'm not of importance.
Actions rip away claim.
N I support it.
Yet I know my name.
Reconfigurin thoughts unwound.
Skippin irrelivent patterns.
Takin notice in now.
Constantly climbin a ladder.
I am just.
Fallin into place unheard.
Honeslty feelin crushed.
Yet I see without a blur.
Make ur presense known.
Escape false intensions.
Do what u want all grown.
I'm here fadin with the unmentioned.
Hear me say nothin.
That's the way it goes.
I'll find somethin.
To help me stay afloat.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Lets say
Let's say I come real with who I am.
Something I've held back for reasons of damn.
I am not who u think I am in our time.
Yet I gave my all and it fucked up my mind.
Let's say I was different with u with purpose.
Watching u constantly do ur part to hurt us.
Dealing with the issues for I need u bad.
U bring out my better or worse as I've been had.
Let's just say I was trying to show u someone loves u.
Just to endure a pain so deep that has no cureable use.
Begging the banging to ease for a brief moment.
Doing all I can do for us and attepmting to hold it.
Let's just say as matter of fact its not my fault.
What u instilled in my souls rebuttle of cause.
I know I am therefore I can survive this show.
Playing along side the words that fake a role.
Let's just say I can't take the betrayal of greatness.
Scrapping away layers of my fortuned happiness.
Living in wills path of failure choking my restraint.
Looking for something worthy to actually gain.
Let's say trust and truth is at the ends of flight.
Gathering intel for the sake of my own selfish rights.
Doing what it is I do best before acting upon what I hide.
Do u know whom it is that truly lays his head beside u?
Let's say I am a fool to a fools eyes ruining the passion.
One that will one day witness the honesty in a reaction.
As I show a face that will never want to be seen again.
Just before the pain settles in between the drips of rain.
Let's say I purposely lost ur trust thinking I had u.
Ignoring the guidlines that make love live loose.
For one day I will give back the past we share just the same.
As recieving is carma doing its job and earning its name.
Let's say for shits and giggles I hide the one I was.
Before u came around and I found meaning in must.
Rotten and unfazed by an other as I was all that mattered.
Allowing no one to mix their blend in the batter.
Let's say time is ticking with hands releasing the lies.
Piecing together the heads rotation as it spins as mine.
Leaving thoughts somewhere lost and forgotten.
Walking away as feet step as nothing can stop them.
Let's say today is the day I become the one who got away.
Stepping on the neck of hidden secrets only delayed.
Rising from the pit u choose to dig for me.
All in the sake of a lifetime with a dream.
Let's say everyone has someone they'd do anything for.
Unable to disguise promises told to the souls core.
As real as air gives a percentage of life to claim.
Do u get the point of the message saying my name?
Whspering through details
Resentment is calling to my character.
Whispering through details caught by the eye.
Forcing the mind to detect the unbareable.
Hearing syllables refute the anger settling why.
Creeping within the nerves sets a horrible explosion.
Ignited by a fools game one isn't good at.
Looks like I'm back to square one with tradition.
Trusting no one and turning again on my accepting lack.
Holding out
Before me stands the fluxuating difference in now and tomorrow.
Blind I am not, yet proof is out of reaches tips of sorrow.
Complex as it is I'm caving silently with the winds change of direction.
I believe there for facts must line up simultaniously withput dedection.
Here watching I've seen the possiblities that trigger the curious questions.
Giggling I refuse to want to face the bare truths misguiding reactions.
Self is becoming one in the same the best I know how onse again.
I'm no fool for I've been around the block and reasons are lame.
I act stupid and listen to tales told to a lent ear caring for a response.
Lmmfao, only if known what I've gathered twists would run backwards at once.
As clear as day yes I've noticed what I shall not speak of as this present time.
But its coming and I feel lost in the future where I stand alone and without a mind.
Its climbing out of me as I swallow the taste regergitating the raw flavor.
And a smile seperates me from a reallity where I come to have bad behavior.
I'm turning slowly as trust in anyone is irrelivent to choice in the matter at hand.
My hearts stopping and I can't feel anything within my own breaking as a man.
In other words I've know for a while past over due smirks that speak the hidden.
Guess I've finally stepped to the plate and at last I know by everyone I've been bitten.
so I fade beaneath the emotions expressed as squeeze the patience.
Holding out for more than words spoken as the fun is upon me awaiting the situation.
Its coming
Its coming so still movement is unseen.
Approaching silence in an awaited stream.
It may take time to show its face of truth.
Telling whits presense of its use.
Slowly it creeps pacing around and about.
Taking its time to reach purposes cloud.
Acting as if intesions should of known.
In reactions over and over were shown.
In arms
Held by arms of secrets hiding face.
Wrapped by half hearted lines traced.
As fingers cling to sufficating the air between.
Feeling the passion in the forward lean.
Flush and compressed to only love.
Lies fill gaps irritating the quiet hush.
Going with the flow of neverending.
Around the body elbows are bending.
Completing a circle of trust untrue.
Seeing imperfections in images drew.
Affraid to be released by a hug so rare.
As the heart will begin to tare.
Dont wanna
I don't wanna be loved by a conscious.
Plagued by guilt givin only one option.
Knowin back in time I've been crossed.
Playin a game of u know who's the boss.
Trickin my worth into beleivin in a fadin cause.
One day to open eyes to a pause.
Cuttin photos of the happiest times ever lived.
Rememberin what it was I was capable to give.
Left rearranged by an others falsehood.
Wonderin could I love if I would.
Forever changed by the hearts misdirection.
Makin the best of the doubtful corrections.
As double sided doors are seen differently.
By eyes on opposite sides as of failed oppertunity.
I jus don't wanna be claimed as a mistake.
In relations I refuse to comfortably partake.
On the ouside fadin back n forth to the inside.
Rockin in a moment made to break the mind.
Visions appear of thoughts unwanted here n now.
Escapin in a withdrawel ignorin the possibility so fowl.
Lookin inward I feel the what's left snappin in frame.
Eyes unable follow the misqued signals before the rain.
Starin at time spent unravellin driftin sequences unseen.
Even dreams are losin touch unconnected with means.
Poppin in n out I seek for hints of truths subconsciously.
For I can not handle the load of facin coincidently.
Pullin from depths I find myself losenin thy grip.
I beilve on this run I may have somewhere slipped.
It is dark tonight
It is dark tonight as I walk in mis air.
I feel the ground beneath but I do not care.
Destination is unknown as yet of how far.
I'm willing to go for I lost the beat of my heart.
Emptiness surrounds the echo about.
Calling to the imaginations repeat of the mouth.
Drifting inward the whole is so real.
Behind me lays the same as I stop and kneel.
Pausing on space I touch my soul.
Palms to souls I start to roll.
Uphill bouncing it is so weird.
Downhill climbing off a peir.
Hollow shadows unseen yet heard.
I am not alone nor can I hear a word.
Lacking sight behind the eyes I linger.
Following misguided fingers.
I am no where fast as I am where I began.
At least it all looks the same according to my hands.
Lost in sight of abscent images.
Tip toeing softly in the blank dimerage.
Sound is not close enough to make.
And their isn't a crack in which I can escape.
It is dark tonight as I lose myself.
I really think I need some kind of help.
Gratifying rubbish
Theraputic lines stretched sideways like the strength of a rubberband.
Snapping letters loose as if a spitball on the minds untamed stand.
Pshycological entertainment spread like silk so smooth on a sheet.
Laying so beautifully adequate before the eyes resting comfortably unique.
Irresistable imagination begging the tempting consciousness the finally speak.
Dropping curves round shapes behind the meaning of fixated insatiable peeks.
Chemically balancing the imbalanced curiosity of depth suffering from curruption.
Confirming self is resistant to the chains unsatisfyed by the torture of disfunctions.
Enthusiatcally combining texture to the taste of purposely tampered theroretical clearity.
Is guidence played by the alphabets maze that is doing so much more than baring me.
Relentlessly cliff diving in the minds clouds of space is a message that bounces off the pupals impact.
Rattling nerve endings cleverly maintaining comprhension of no more than facts.
Imortalizing self as lifes lessons passes by with diddles left alone rectify a rare breed.
Scribbles scrubed with disenfectent of owns once lived troubles and unread dreams.
Gratifying rubbish unseen by forevers ongoing tick of diluting indulgence of pleasures.
I will live after creativity has spoken rationally to the captivating of my own hidden treasures.
Be me for a day,
Cry for me, for my eyes can not see.
The angle of selfishness untangled.
Feel thy pain, ease this hearts dripping drain.
For I am unable to capture the inabled.
Speak my words, for the taste is sour.
Crumbling before ears can hear my core.
Be me for a day, endure the unwanted pain.
Breaking unselfishly as I am as human as irrelativety.
Reach with hands, that clinch my stand.
Losening free will as paths drift yet stand still.
Beg for thy tongue, piercing beleif from the lungs.
Overflowing with desperation and clearifycation.
Comfort real love, expressing actions through hugs.
Wrapped so tight with all ur might.
Be me for just a day, showing interest in more than a faze.
Dazed and confused without a single hint of a clue.
Love leaks
Through the cores cracks I feel the hollow creep.
Alone inside this man lerks self breaking with need.
Partaking in a game so unjustifyable to true emotions.
I as a man am beginning to shut down the everlasting devotion.
Under the skin lays me as human as life exists.
Boiling in frustration of what's been taken from me as a gift.
Love leaks in streams speaking of the pain without.
As words spring to fight for what's fed through thy mouth.
From deep within I call to those that matter the most.
Yet alone I sit begging with this empty pit I feel the most.
The struggle of self is an arrangement of things lacked.
Some in which have change my will, fading to black.
Different I am with more meaning for the point of sake.
Reaching for those cared for, that in, my heart wants to partake.
There I am not, but not by choices of my own character.
Forced hands smacked loose of the clinging barriers.
Lines of which needed not to be drawn so deliberate.
For I know what I am, for this I have the intellegence.
Misguided paths part before reasoning is matured.
Most of all cut short of memories haulted by a detour.
Beneath the passion of this man I am sits still the greif.
Misunderstood, causing so much unwanted beleif.
Seeing with eyes, the reallity of a situation confused.
I am left dangling for this unforgiving world to use.......
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Two sides
Amazing stories lived through trial and error.
Spoken tales from angles different to similarities.
Directions of the minds perceverance unravelled.
Opposite alterations seen so unique with clearity.
Which to believe as the minds speeks of its own belief?
Gathering information stored in only one view.
Set in stone lays two sides conflicting a result.
Combined is the truth told for the walls to put to use.
As mute as the wind without a flow to whistle.
Double edges slice fact nor fiction their seperate ways.
The restless peice of information settles in confusion.
A game of tug of war flat out and simply played.
Blamed!
Pointing fingers stretched beyond repairing conscienceness.
Unbent limbs blaming cause behind irritations misguidedness.
Changing coarse twisting depths abscent before crustating eyes.
Leaking responsibilities own frustration examined by lies.
Landing resentment in frame of mind unrepairable without trust.
Desguising resemblance replaceing matter faking purpose of love.
Turning with resistance hope is all that's failed in a lifetime of knowing characters magical.
Alone and walking past hands that quit lending friendship for reasons immaturely impracticle.............
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
The breaking
Understanding the misunderstood.
Collapsing the mind covered by a hood.
Hiding the confushion snapping the mind.
Answers unwritten are hard to find.
Lost on peices that don't fit near enough.
Reaching for realities lessons coming undone.
Cracks cave thoughts unable to maintain.
Words leak of filth so utterly profane.
Spinning dazes rotate a swiveling blur.
Pretending to have meaning in some kind of worth.
Ends dropping beneath state of minds wealth.
Breaking down silently one needs some kind of help.
Gathered questions stuck in a frozen stance.
Waiting for reason to be given in the outcoming plan.
Struggling within the battle fades the will to rise.
All that's left is the figment of imaginations try.
Beaten below the courage fleeing into defeat.
The cries of a man are unheard as his breath stinks.
Pleading with why's un~naturally resting the head.
Fallen the bobble is gone as the nodding is dead.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
For me
I wanna live like about it is as natural as breathin.
Givin more meanin in a kiss than the fact of reason.
Up early doin what luv could enjoy watchin from afar.
Up close gettin the bigger picture of its own design learnin its part.
Further more all I want is to jus wanna claim my unconditional one.
To be own by the guidence of an others heart doin all it can.
Standin in mind the lifetime that awaits in this cravin man.
Everyday never missin a beat of fillin the pleasure of home sweet home.
Adaptin for there is someone like self that is oh so grown.
I wanna feel the erge to complete the understandin of communication.
Both parties givin self in every way without exadurations.
Mornin to night thru the wee hours of secrets played out.
I want it in a way I'm willin to show I am all in here n now.
Please forever give me my time to do somethin I've never done.
Gimme my desire of confort the individuallity of one.
My words can never express my depth of happiness I need.
For someone to do for me as I would for them on n off my knees.......
The ache
Wearing a face that doesn't resemble my character.
Feeling the strain that makes me appear as an amiture.
Breaking actions hold back true intensions unseen.
Lost in my mine os me snapping out of reality.
Ooh the ache that shows what's going on inside.
Checking self and doing the best I can to hide.
Resistance is appearent to the eyes drowning flow.
Squeezing the life out of what it is I now don't know.
Defeated i run
Its everyone around the walls in which I retreat.
Defeated I run emotions out of the hearts stream.
Sneaking peeks I'm becomming who I was.
Trusting not a single untold word of such.
Locking the gates as no one is allowed to enjoy my thoughts.
Excluding no one from caught outside my own faults.
I gave time and will and found me was not worthy of gain.
Unravelling in frame remains the purpose that has been stained.
Fact of the matter is I am just me unable to feel the comfort.
Hearing lonely chords play a melody fit for me of some sort.
Beleiving in nothing coming from an other for they line boundaries.
Found in me I stand unimpressed and alone with sound of needs.
100
Bigger than I can be, swallowing unheard screams.
A person suffacating on selfs wants and dreams.
No one appears to 100, falling short a few percentages.
Why is it I'm expected to be unhuman with defencelessness.
All or nothing for I know what I have and my capabilities.
Watching everyone around me get lost in currupt abilities.
Its never about me for I can not ask of an others will.
The lack of interest is weakening my very own skills.
Losing movement in the hearts comforting determination.
I feel I'm lost inside myself unable to understand domination.
Actions reflecting true form of character as words cut deep.
I see the meaning with the abscense of me being me.
Does anyone put someone else before their own pleasures?
I can not comprehend why some things they will never.
Is it one just is not good enough to give without asking?
How is it the good is me is turning around and not reacting?
Shutting down of all things as if I do not matter.
It is everyone elses way for what I like would not rather?
I am backed into the corner of my mind hiding from emotions.
Words are ignored like the clearity confuses devotion.
People in general all as one are all the same, I know this now.
There is not a single soul around me that will bend a frawn.
Not for my sake and it shows with great disreguard.
My back does not face the mirror that watches me do my part.
Lines uncroosed for I am nothing to anyones happiness.
My heart feels I am alone on the facts of 100 and restless.
Maybe I should give what has and is being given.
But it only makes for a lifetime of shortened satisfaction in liven.
Friday, October 12, 2012
At the ends of creativity
Running out of the fluent reasoning making sense in my rhyme.
Trying to find words to put in this so called empty pit of a mind.
Tired and strained from the overloaded reallity of endless.
Pages rip unwritten tolds of the overwhelming releantlessness.
Searching details within invisible ink read to tell the whole story.
Needing toughts to fall from more than the forgotten momery.
Stained imprisonment captured by the compelling imaginitive thrust.
Pumping a fulfilling blindness to the naked eye closer than flush.
I'm at the ends of creativity falling short of a shush of sound.
Loosening free will to open up untamable unguided grounds.
Anything away from the norm that leaks temptations uncontrolability.
Something even dreams look forward to, drifting under unstained sheets.
Ahh as the fingers let loose of the extra caricular activity.
Loosening gears grinding with the power processing unity.
Torque spinning the top of the minds everlasting impulse.
Tip tap clicking clacks releasing all the imperfect flaws.
Rounding sphere of knowledge gitty uping the ride.
Digging deeper than the reverse side of what can not hide.
Plunging into an outlet suit to fit the moods creativity.
Again I remain guilty of the fluent charisma gathering activity.
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Turning i pray
Breaking hell open.
Scrapping the erosion.
Long awaited redemption.
Ending unwanted relations.
Holy water sprinkled.
Releasing pains drizzle.
Facing the evil.
Tongues are bilingual.
Standing as saved.
Lords will behaved.
Expression my opinion.
Making real decisions.
Eternity at stake.
God I'm claimed.
Devils not needed.
Torn and weeded.
Lied to repeatedly
Always defeating me.
Taking my sins.
Heaven does forgive.
I've found home.
Leaving demons alone.
Protected by faith.
Beleiving thy name.
Fire all around.
Snapping the sound.
Turning I pray.
Evicting Lucifers stay.
Anger rages air.
Leaving without care.
Untouchable by hate.
Clearing the slate.
Stepping from entrapment.
Hole closing magic.
I'm finally free.
Amen I speak.............
All of the suuden
Bam! Wtf? Where'd u come from? U came for love.
How? Why? Here. Who said I was worthy of ur time?
Damn! Hmmm? Bells. Did I wind up the groom?
Wow. Hello. Geez. I become more than ur fello.
Deep freeze
Thin beneath the feet ice cracks uncontrolably weak.
Gapping holes waiting as knees fold with the cold creep.
Slipping balance slides sideways in defiance chilling the rant.
Elements frozen as feet prints by the dozen are a has beens cant.
Deep burrs are heard through a path deserved & well learned.
Solid ground biting toes that pound creavises without a sounds turn.
Reshaping wisdom
Strange occurances ducking in & out of narmallity.
Moments changing the pasts avoidence of dualality.
Grips loosening by ways of disposals conflictions.
Reshaping wisdom walking in opposite directions.
Standing individually understanding self as found.
Ready to live gathered for the better of gaining ground.
Slowly fluxuating meaning in a little peice of mind.
Appreciating time spent determining to confied.
Lasting afloat
Piecing together lifes disign to beat the relentless drwan out struggle.
Standing strong, choosing when to wear the the hush of a muzzle.
Lasting afloat upright & determining very own my own path.
Adding up the perks & completing the mutliplication of math.
Coming together & easing into a lifetime of deliverance of living a dream.
Popping out of sleep, now reallity is tasting so deliciously sweet.
Complimenting right from wrong made by the days actions.
Getting the feed back without asking for a selfish reaction.
Being me as doing self insists of partaking in more than self.
Showing interest in ways I peek with a mornings fastening on my belt.
Pain & pleasure shaping form in whom it is I truly am.
For my loved ones I will always have purpose in becoming a meaningful man.
Monday, October 8, 2012
Sleepin ride
Catch me sleepin. Roll n watch. Slip ur mind. Pick a spot.
Creep in slowly. Sneak a feel. Play at will. Rub a steal.
Soft n easy. Have ur way. As of yet. Do not wake.
Please own self. Take ur claim. Touch with emotion. With hormones unafraid.
Crawl on top. Slide on down. Slippery when wet. Without a sound.
Bring me back. Curlin my toes. That's a game. Naked no clothes.
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Making of a man
In the slow unique process of the making of a man.
Details have been left for him to make his stand.
Alls been given to the soul to search for purpose.
Finding the meaning in self can show more than worthless.
From the beginning man has dtermined his destiny.
If willing to become an individual one can live without intensity.
Own choice molds character into times completion.
Facing the man in the mirror with more than reason.
Correcting mistakes made by misunderstanding situations.
Trial and error shaping a true mans restoration.
Doing what it is he is capable of to be respected.
For he knows his manhood everyday will be inspected.
Moments define a lifetime of a mans gratitude earned.
As actions speak of what it is he's actually learned.
It is not until laying upon his deathbed that he knows.
Looking about the pain expressed before he lays low.
Asking did he do all he could for the ones he loved.
Answering yes as the loss is more than a simple touch.
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Me loves i as i loves me
Me as I n I as me.
Inside of me I am free.
One plus me is the greatest thing.
In me bouncin within my own dreams.
I became me n found my lean.
Breakin the ease of a mind on lease.
Me I bring forth ever so clean.
Blingin my own style n seen.
I am the please beneath breaths on knees.
So excited to be me as I cling.
As me I fling n sling.
Me as I as I as me.
Need the blood flowin in my stream.
Feedin off the pulse I lead.
Vibin on lifes ring of jeans.
Damn it feels good to me as I am me.
Shakin my dinga linga ling.
My everything is me actin as self as me.
I is me in eyes that stare as me they see.
A different breed cuttin loose at the seems.
I am a single beam under heavens wings.
Without greed of the greens temptin tease.
Me as I as I asm me.
He he ha ha ho ho hummin cheese.
Good bad mean n all that's in between.
Singin my own song tuned to days of blue n green.
Never to flee from me as me is I stayin me.
Makin reason in seasons of summer fall winter n spring.
Its me u see pleedin with self never to leave.
Playin in leaves fallen from the trees.
Til the end as I is so happy to be me.
Freinds with the days heat releasin the steam.
Seizin the gift of glee deep in my souls me........
Me loves I as I loves me!
If n would could
If I stood it up would set it out
I'm jus sayin cuz u got me speakin outloud
What if I was truly serious
Would u use ur imagination n be the least bit curious
If luv played its part n found fraction of lust
Willingly to me, would u give it up
For jus a moment to simply entertain
Could u ease into drivin me insane
Let's say I had to have every inch of u
Would u find time to cut urself loose
What if I was good n wanted to see ur bad
Could it be possible to see u mad
Givin what u always dreamed
Findin enjoyment in what it seemed
Under n over rollin silkishly about
N if I wanted u to do more than moan a bounce
Could it be me that you've needed to be free
Cuz id luv for my toes to curl n freeze
If I dared to see u come alive
Is it in u for ur innocence to step aside
Maybe we could play a game for nothin more than the sake
What would u do if u found about me what u crave
To release the power to take control
Doing what u do endin up on my pole
If indeed I were to get to u
Would u if u could put ur body to use
N if I told u what I really wanted
Would I be worth watchin how u flaunt it
For everyone has someone they'd come out of the bag for
Spillin secrets in a nights grind from the bed to the floor
I'm jus askin
Jus would luv a breif glimps of passion
What if I were to allow myself to be ur toy
Would u find me useful as ur sexual void
Maybe what if could never be to straight forward
Would u do more than speak a mumble of ur untamed words
N if u absolutely couldn't help urself
Is it in u to please as I'm being felt
I'm jus wonderin if I could get a hint
Of what it is u want to be bitten choked or clinched
If I overwhelmed ur empty hormones
Do u think u could finally go crazy n act full grown
Pretend u r what u are affraid to be
I wouldn't think less of u if u were on ur knees
If n jus if u were the freak u hide
Yes I know its there stuck deep inside
Could u jus be who it is u actually wanna be
For one night as I am completely under seige
Cuz if u could find it behind an if
Id be forever urs hard n oh so stiff
U see I wanna know the real u that will not lie
Actin out what feels good on this body of mine
So if its possible to lay for a moment
Do u think u could posssible attempt to own it
If that one u tuck inward deep within
Yeah that's the one, I wanna see if she can contend
Its jus a question if u could answer honestly
One in which if u would give in to the effect openly
Friday, October 5, 2012
Rambling truth
As I search for the proper way to say what it is I need to say. Will you find patience in my tone of sound released from the depths of my honesty to wait. I'm going to attempt this verbal acknowledgement with this man I have become to express from thy heart just to tell you the secret that describes my emotion for only you. Opened up to the likes of acceptance and knowing you have finally heard the truth. So as I ramble through the letters I pluck from within and align what is going on inside me seen by acts of will. Please try to find reasoning of someone like myself to love you the way I do sitting so close and trying to remain still. So if you can dig into that sacret place no one is aloud to be, you see I need you to understand the passion that is over flowing underneath the vision of the man it is you do indeed crave. My love I must get to the point and try not to have a loss of words as speech may break down before you today. Do not worry if it may take time to get out the comfort in which you give to me, beacause I would just for once want to direct the attention in a conversation correctly. You see, I do not mind one least bit for you to take up the space within me that has never been filled before. I quite enjoy the meaning you give to the unused purpose I have carried for so long in my core. Hear me if you have the tiime to listen to your man putting himself on the line in a way I am so desperately willing to hold on to. Not that anything is wrong, but to assure you I am that one whom can not help but to love only you. Lady, you receive my best pouring from these lips with actions that speak louder than I could ever put letters into form. For you I give me because you deserve a man who enjoys opening more than doors. I guess what I am trying to say is what I have just let slip out so freely. Wow, seems I did not have to try like the way I love you so easily. Goes to show it is natural for me to give me the way I do. Now all that is left is for you to believe I am so in love with you.........
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Without you
Your not worth anything to me lost.
All that would be still is in the calling of a pause.
The wording may seem hurtfully wrong.
But I wouldn't know what to do if you were gone.
Surpressed memories broken and ignored.
Losing you deep within my unselfish core.
Your worth my every individual imparticular thing.
Misplacing you just may change the way I think.
Even slipping loose from a rings inner diamiter.
Will leave me alone to show the face as an amiture.
Without you dying alive seems appropriate.
Walking alone I would stand confused and misguided.
Life as I know it could never be repaired.
And all my will misplaced is so easily misfortunately unfair.
According to the obvious facts are apparent
According to your smile breaths are faint around kisses.
Eyes sparkle with a twinkling enjoyment in wed as Mrs.
Language of your flowing sway speeks without a word.
And it is the greatest thing I have never heard.
It is apparent love has settled in to your creases.
By the tone of you voice you have gathered the peices.
Put self back together before me as I watch you live.
And there is not a thing for you I would not give.
Obviously you have found what you have longed for.
In me as it shows as looking threw me is no more.
You see me as a relivant way of life showing interest.
The way you cling within a reach tells has me speechless.
Fact of the matter that is as real as emotions shared.
Is that how in one an other we were meant to be paired.
Easing out of me I step away and take a peek.
Letting things be what the truly seems.
Watching the freedom of drifting off to sleep.
Oh how I need to get lost in a dream.
For my face leaks of hope that flees.
As my eyes sees self worn and beat.
Running thoughts meet expressions freed.
Staring I creep back into my own heat.
All but the walls are falling at this point.
Standing like toothpicks in the wind.
Cracking as if my spine can not handle the weight.
I'm almost spent and I'm frightened.
Toughts strain aches bruising thy will.
Confushion settles to the nerves pinch.
Poking at the unseen endings likelyness.
One upon a time I had this thing clinched.
Roofs wiggling looser by the days tick.
Allowing moisture to awaken a drip in the eye.
Pain creeps in between the darks path.
Nails cling to structure in a broken mind.
Floors creek like my body that's so sore.
Bending and hiding vibrations as it lays.
Falling quicker as second claim the night air.
Needing a miracle of support I pray.
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Given a second first chance
Given a second first chance after time has been lost.
Almost as if time was meant to be interupted and paused.
Waiting patiently for the moment of irresistable fate.
Hoping lessons learned never came to unfortubately late.
Love sat still enough in the uknown heart to maintain for truths own.
Leveling heads made to understand we are indeed grown.
Days then years slipped away for the sake the breath taking of us.
Its undenyable that we are meant to be more than a childhood crush.
Here standing and given a second first chance to show selfs acceptance.
Honestly we fell asleep on a dream that was unseen as releantless.
Together we now know why the memory lingered and remained.
Living as freinds first as days go by and there is so much more to gain.
Have meaning in tone
Straight up. As real as alphabets has definitions.
Speak to me. With purpose of words chosen worth a mention.
Showing ur face. Be able to beat a bush into clarity.
To the point. Listening I'm waiting on security.
Taking away uncertainties. Fill me whole.
Be u. Here n now as it is u that unfolds.
Have meaning in tone. Chipping loose the past.
Whom is it u r with? Do u want it to last?
Grab ur claim. Hold the truth as feelings r set aside.
Tell me of all people. Confide n do not hide.
Flush lips only retain. Speech attempting to be heard.
Grasp reallity. Grown n flowing willing to learn.
Speak to me. Release all the things u never say.
Upon my ears. Waiting for a freindship that won't stray.
Trust in my reaction. Be one with ur inner most.
Actions told. N together we can grow old as we coast.....