I had a dream last night that was intense. Speaking in my sleep I was on the defense. Begging and pleading turned into accepting a lovers wishes. Forced to walk away I did not want to tried to calm her imtensions. My heart stopped as I did nothing wrong. Our love was no longer strong. For some reason I was unsure of she wanted me gone immediately. Losing my best friend I also lost my best dream. Time seemed to go one forever as I tried to convince her I didn't want to go. Yet she insisted and told me in so many words no. Leave and don't back back, I don't want you mother fucker. Words cut me deep as I awakened to her sleeping in her own as a dreamer. Its funny because this wasn't the first time. Actions seem to haunt me in my mind. All was clear on why I dream of her leaving me again and again. She's told me in reallity I'm not a man. Shaken I am scared of her leaving me alone with a love in my heart no one else can fill. She own my will......
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