I haven't been home in years. Forgot what it felt like due to the tears. Left with wings spread and clipped. Slowly losing self and my grip. Struggled to find warmth in lifes gain. Time beat me down as I was drained. Pounding in the brain I turned inward. Wondering when was it going to be my turn. I couldn't seem to gather self hurting. But I was constantly learning. The emptiness filled me whole. Leaving a void and claiming my soul. God was a story told to comfort. A dream of some sort. Oh how I walked a lonely road. Somehow I wound up all alone. Never to love for I couldn't feel an other. Why in the hell should I bother? No one was worth the time putting in to a lifetime. Always starting over doing me as my smile faked a shine. I never knew a womans touch that explain home. As I carelessly ran as I roamed. Faithfully didn't exsist to a man unwilling. It appeared to be so fucking silly. Yet there I was opened up once upon a time. And home came to me and she claimed me as mine. I drifted for so long and became well rounded searching for my one. Thing is I wasn't looking past a single days fun. I found home in a stranger I've known for so long. Seperated and grown we sung the same song. I just wish life would've given it a chance before waisting moments. Memories unwanted and folding with poets. I'm home at last with someone I dreamed of. Living a life I absolutely love.....
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