Tickin timebomb. A man shovin it deep inside. Emplodin n easin on the outside. Along for the ride. Fightin within he fears the worst. In the real world givin his best. Eyes rollin behind the lids. Hidin the pain fit. Thoughts stabbin at his will. Heart beats still. Pausin in moments skippin rythm. Numbin his system. Takin the blunt load of confusion. Bobbin a weave with his intensions. Always the outsider comin up short. Mouths muted as words are aboard. Ready to leap. Tastes foul n cheap. Once again not of importance. Weighin out the circumstances. Bottled for the good. Life as he knows it is lost in the middle of moods. Roamin he sits blank. Shuttin down feelins because he can't. How much more? Spoilin his core. Contiplatin if life were to change. Losin the callin of his name. In here lookin out he tears up. Showin how tough. A man is breakin n chippin away. So fuckin affraid. Lettin no one know his weakness. Clingin to his happiness. Slobberin on conversation that make no difference. Clinchin his fists. Behind closed doors he opens to god. Findin his place n his spot. Wantin nothin but to be loved. To be molded by a touch. Crushed by breif instance spoken to hurt. Tongues seem to always blurt. The heart ache squeezes emotion. Tuggin on his willin devotion. Faith in the lord gettin hin by. Always on his mind. Never wantin to waste a moments worth. Unwillin to start this ride over before the fallin dirt. Peices crumble n settle. Landin never so gentle. Expressions are meant to shatter. Aimed n directed at what matters.
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