"MY LITTLE PIECE OF .COM"

Sunday, April 29, 2012

structural rebuilding

Strip me down. Peel me free. Bare minimum. Out of a dream. Show me love. Give me will. Filled so full. Live in happyville. Shed with me. Break free. Turn from stone. Sharing rings. Be yourself. Stay true. Live like you love. Through and through. Make no promises. Actions speak. Words become mute. Always think. Stand with me. Hand in hand. Fight with me. Not against your man. Polish my surface. Cleans me whole. Become one. Let the heart unfold. Pull me down. Build me up. Redirect my intensions. Filled with love. Chip me away. Make me fall. Fix my face. And only you will ever have my all.


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18 years gone

Tiny toes growin old. Watchin how they bend n fold. Ticklin a touch full of luv. Lotioned n rubbed. Itty bitty little witsies. Wonderin if they'll ever miss me. So small as they crawl. Learnin to walk as they fall. Runnin around makin sounds. Head aches as it pounds. Pitter pattar little ones scatter. Knowin what truly matters. Playin with a laughter n the smiles r big. Into the chest they dig. Time spinnin as the heart is driven. Livin so deeply within. Watchin little me's fiddle. Drawin as they diddle. Talkin tongues speakin daughters n sons. Callin dad n moms. Agin before the eyes they explore. Never a dull moment nor a bore. Young men n women as their sent. Walkin how they we're meant. 18 years gone causin tears. Emotions tryin to shake bein left alone in fear. Free to live their lives n unwind. With a kind heart n open mind. Hopin all has been taught as the only thing left is pictures on the walls. Frames filled with photos so small. Memories float as they leave grown hopin they can cope. Wantin them to find their hearts home. From marchin legs to a stand makin their chargin. Eagarness starvin. All one can do is keep from goin numb. So much patience has been spent with luv. For so long all ones known is teachin right from wrong. Singin n laughin in between songs. Leadin troops into battle with this worlds goofs. Its their turn to choose. Now sittin back forced to rlax n willin. With not much to do n chillin.


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Saturday, April 28, 2012

a lost species

In an angle oposite of a 90 degree corner I stand fighting off this worlds ways. Sruggling to maintain with swiveled head confused by the humanity from which we've strayed. A lost species due to the misplaced sevens sins in todays society. All in which are ignored repeatidly showing the lack of interest in the human race to co-exist with individuality. Self absorbed selfish proposters ingraving our history and mutalating our futures well being. Its an ignorant act when manors and respect is not taught or cared for in this lifes breif window fleeing. Its sad to say the least when materials and anything free or cheep runs through the veins uncontrolably. Missing the point of what it is we can become with the acceptance in our very own differences that allow us to live happily. We are a unique form with mind and emotion conflicting without learning there true potentials purpose. We as the majority of this great planet have in the balance its distruction hurting not only us. Yet all living creatures not of our battle to rule for the power no single soul will ever aquire. Making their walk irrelavant to the meaning of life before it retires.


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Friday, April 27, 2012

i no longer

I no longer walk alone standin in the rain that blends in with my tears. I stepped to the plate n became a man with only 1 individual lonely fear. 1 in which I need not to worry in this life time for I've been completed. Needed I have beocme more than forever wanted. I no longer sit alone wonderin what it is I havta do. My mind was cleared n I can see the truth in paradises never to start overs use. Opened up n givin the best of me as me cuz I found what I was lookin for. I no longer drift into empty nights callin out to self from my inner core. Yet stand as the man I was meant to be n I found the me I lost long ago. I'm back n I owe the thanx to my best friend as she fills me whole. I got nothin but luv in me n passion that lingers at it own will. I no longer feel the anger in pains unwanted so called thrill. Lifted by a sinlge kiss n touched in a way I've craved as long as I can remember. N I can't hear the sounds of my twisted whimper. Loyal to a peice of me that connects only the way she can. Fittin in to the puzzle of my hearts desired unconditional plan. Naturally I feel deep enough for my wife is my 1. Its as simple as I no longer havta look another wink for luv..........


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Wednesday, April 25, 2012

to unwind time

Watching minutes tick I can't chase down. Rushing times untouched mystery that can't be unwound. Listening to the clicks spin ever so slowly. Feeling my existance control me. The heart can't seem to unwind time. Doin it all over is not an optionas it plays out in my mind. The past is where its forgotten. In a time spoiled n rotten. Only if this chapter in my life would have come sooner. I would of still true to her. Years pass and ways of the wise settle in. No more tears filling the eyes nor blocking the vision to dim. Yet escaping was happiness almost to late. There's no other explanation for how she is my fate.


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Sunday, April 22, 2012

red rain

Cold blade. Inserted and slicing. Stabbed in the back. Freinds are foes deciding. In and out without a care. Turning a slit. Flesh punctured for fun. Life is a trip. Hole opened. Bleeding tears of pain. Dripping friendship. Red rain. Foes with memories. Walking alone. Hated enemies. As the roam. Tossed like blood. Slung from the knife. Selfishness residing. Full of pride. Trust misplaced. Bond broken. Face rearranged. Cold steal soaking. Marinating a stain. Loyalty is dead. Maintaining a smile. The past haw fled.


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Friday, April 20, 2012

am i?

Am I good enough? Can she feel me in a simple touch? I'm more than words. Expressed and unheard. Am I worth the time? Or on her mind. Thoughts of what she intends to do with me. Outside her fantasies dream. Am I that one she craves? Her very own slave. Does she know I have no limits? My love is no mimic. Am I a moment spoken of? A memory that will forever be loved. How am I felt in her heart? Am I doing my part? Am I happiness staring her in herf eyes? The feeling butterflies. Where is it I fit in? I'll think I'm going to ash her do I live within?

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Saturday, April 14, 2012

its me in your eyes

I can see me in ur eyes and I'm different. From the start you were never hesitant. Lookin through mirrors is a clearity and a vision. One without words that always seems to mention. Its the stare aimed towards I as it never lies. Speakin what's on your mind. Gazin out hazel windows molded by love. I notice how you get stuck and can't get enough. How is it possible to find this kind of happiness. Zoned in to a glare needin a witness. Tears form in the corners and overflow. Pushed out by the joy that has no control. With an interest in peekin between blinks. I know who I am to you as I kiss a sippin drink.


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directed at what matters

Tickin timebomb. A man shovin it deep inside. Emplodin n easin on the outside. Along for the ride. Fightin within he fears the worst. In the real world givin his best. Eyes rollin behind the lids. Hidin the pain fit. Thoughts stabbin at his will. Heart beats still. Pausin in moments skippin rythm. Numbin his system. Takin the blunt load of confusion. Bobbin a weave with his intensions. Always the outsider comin up short. Mouths muted as words are aboard. Ready to leap. Tastes foul n cheap. Once again not of importance. Weighin out the circumstances. Bottled for the good. Life as he knows it is lost in the middle of moods. Roamin he sits blank. Shuttin down feelins because he can't. How much more? Spoilin his core. Contiplatin if life were to change. Losin the callin of his name. In here lookin out he tears up. Showin how tough. A man is breakin n chippin away. So fuckin affraid. Lettin no one know his weakness. Clingin to his happiness. Slobberin on conversation that make no difference. Clinchin his fists. Behind closed doors he opens to god. Findin his place n his spot. Wantin nothin but to be loved. To be molded by a touch. Crushed by breif instance spoken to hurt. Tongues seem to always blurt. The heart ache squeezes emotion. Tuggin on his willin devotion. Faith in the lord gettin hin by. Always on his mind. Never wantin to waste a moments worth. Unwillin to start this ride over before the fallin dirt. Peices crumble n settle. Landin never so gentle. Expressions are meant to shatter. Aimed n directed at what matters.


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just to let u know

Lovin me for so long for I was unlovable. Until I met u I couldn't find a feelin pleasurable. My walk is as different as nights gave way. Empty no longer I found reason that fills my days. I jus wanted u to know how much I luv u as my heart has grown n now so huge. Seems like forever I was self absorbed. Within other so very bored. Somewhere livin different lives periodically with strangers I never loved. Yet it took one conversation n I started fallen so completely in love. From times where I didn't care to share that special peice of me. To an oppertunity of a life time I can not pass that is free. Just to let u know I am in love with you. The complete package of love is u.


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Thursday, April 12, 2012

hmm

Uuhhhh. I got nothin.  .  .  .  .


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in love

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rubbin the tastebuds

Wrestlin tongues havin fun. Slidin carelessly n swung. Satisfaction settlin the emotion. Rubbin the tastbuds devotion. Kisses from lips to lips. Tryin to get a moistened sip. Connectin n releasin the pleasin. Givin more than reason. Marinatin loves happy touch. Breath lost within the emotions bein flush. Hearts felt through pulsatin help. Healin as they're felt flowin a melt.  Slippin wet raisin the chest. Pausin silently on their quest. Catchin winds loss as the mouth bends. Pressin the curve of the smiles mend. Heat gatherin space exhaled from within. Acceptin the souls soothin chance to lick a drop drippin. Its the contact that shows the facts. Excitin an explosion that become a blast.

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self hypnosis

My eyes r rollin into the back of my head. Runnin from the daylight. Into lala land where daydreams appear. Away from this worlds sights. Hidden in the darkness behind the shelter of their lids. Relaxed pupals easing quietly deep inside the subconcious. Carelessly raoming everywhere thought allows them to venture. Under a state of self hipnosis.

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like to love life

Life makes love hard for the way it spins in this day and age. Yet love makes life so much more enjoyable for that's the desing for how it was made. Like, gives a chance for love to exist in the heart. Yet loves power over shadows the need of like in which it got its start.


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Wednesday, April 11, 2012

lack of interset

U eva felt urself talk n ears couldn't hear u? Muted from the sound surrounding u. Speaking load enough to be hear. Down to every last individual word. Losing interest in conversation because its about u. Wondering why ur silence n what's the use. Becoming lost in translations tongue that tastes it own. Spoken syllables that r grown. Neva onsce raising ue tone. Somethin like lack of interest n ur minds been blown. Findin yourself studderin letters missing their target. I tell ya that's the hardest. When chokin in the middle on a sentence cut short. Forced to abort. Attention swung in another direction. N lets not forget to mention. The hearts emotion being swallowed. All because one decided not to follow.


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know

When u hold ur faith in ur hands as their cupped n beads leak like water flowin through them, getting away one drip at a time. When it feels as if hope is easing away n pouring out of control as if u haven't a tear left to fill yourself, know u always have prayer for a lifetime. When true intensions seem to fade without a cause for this world is so difficult to bare, and your strength is softening fast. When dreams are replaced with a reality not fit for gods eyes that can see all, know angels are amung us helping our fates task.


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Sunday, April 8, 2012

all by myself

Here on this blog all by myself attacking lifes ways. Hoping someone will take notice of a man before hesa grey. Just as a reader with some kind of ibterest in words gathered. As if to someone letter expressed mattered. This is me beating on my brains uncontrolled releantlessness. Placed here in form so an other can partake and feel this. I'm craving for a response that would show me I am the least bit interesting. For the me in me is confessing. I'm strung across every diddle I can imagine to exhale. This shit is far from for sale. Free to the eye to scope a new angle. As the tongue can't keep up with what's being tangled. I am here speaking as a ghost in the dark that can't be seen. Dripping from thoughts outside my day dreams.


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thats what it is

Its the pursuing of interest. One finding in self an others emotions spent. Following up on the intent to truly know someone. So they won't feel so alone. Left in the blind side because no one took the time to feel them. With feelings more than lent. Its one taking the initiative to go the extra mile to take part. From start. Time is at hand to put giving aside. Crawwl iside someone and simply live side by side. Knowing all there is to know because it is of interest. For if they weren't here you as self will be missed. Its the way one feels an others gain. As the heart can only attempt to be tamed. With love bringing out their best. Living within that one chest. Its being a irreplacable peice of mind. Never to shy. Allowing self to be exposed. Becoming more than close. Its laughing with happiness with thought. Because you've been caught. Yet free to be. For you are an others dream. Its a simple thing without a game controlling curiousity. Leaving thoughts clinging to the possitivity. That's what it is. For its the shit.


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an angle in diguise

U look so lovely n ooh I like. Please don't tell me ur an angel in disguise. I could tkae losing u in the mornings light. U have my attention so whatcha got in mind? Cuz all I have is u in my sight. Heaven mustve thought I needed a blessing so right. So if ur here in the mornings light. I'll give u my best fight. Just don't tell me ur gonna take flight. Back to the golden gates at the end of this rhyme. Out for a night. Blowing in the wind like a kite. Hell, who knows we just might climb to eternity n live loves hype. So if ur here to claim me that's alright. Own me til u can't get enough of ur find...........


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you

I have the time if you do. My mind has the space to think of you. How's your heart feel? Because mine is feeling real. You see, I got notions in mind. And you're just my kind.


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Saturday, April 7, 2012

finding home

I haven't been home in years. Forgot what it felt like due to the tears. Left with wings spread and clipped. Slowly losing self and my grip. Struggled to find warmth in lifes gain. Time beat me down as I was drained. Pounding in the brain I turned inward. Wondering when was it going to be my turn. I couldn't seem to gather self hurting. But I was constantly learning. The emptiness filled me whole. Leaving a void and claiming my soul. God was a story told to comfort. A dream of some sort. Oh how I walked a lonely road. Somehow I wound up all alone. Never to love for I couldn't feel an other. Why in the hell should I bother? No one was worth the time putting in to a lifetime. Always starting over doing me as my smile faked a shine. I never knew a womans touch that explain home. As I carelessly ran as I roamed. Faithfully didn't exsist to a man unwilling. It appeared to be so fucking silly. Yet there I was opened up once upon a time. And home came to me and she claimed me as mine. I drifted for so long and became well rounded searching for my one. Thing is I wasn't looking past a single days fun. I found home in a stranger I've known for so long. Seperated and grown we sung the same song. I just wish life would've given it a chance before waisting moments. Memories unwanted and folding with poets. I'm home at last with someone I dreamed of. Living a life I absolutely love.....


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divide the facts

Add it up. Take notes. Do your research. Don't lose hope.  Study. Wrap your mind. Accept reality. Don't cry. Learn your surroundings. Do the math. Realize the situation. Life you must grab. Divide the facts. Don't multiply emotions. Find the clues. Pay attention. Recycle your thoughts. Think of the out come. Make a choice. Decide and don't run.


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rambling

Without a topic. In the zone. Rambling for no reason. Not even alone. So if this makes no sense. It wasn't meant to. I'm jus floating around talking about nothing at all. Just because I do what I do. Breaking the silence of pleasing self. For I know the way I like it. Scrambling within psuhing out the cure. Flowing in a rythm all my own. And that's for sure. Read it or not I'm taking my space. Who's going to stop me? He he ha ha ha. I'm alive and speaking without sound as I dream. It feels good to just blurt out whatever comes to mind. With a delivery so clear. On point as if my fingers were my heart. In control of the minds fear. I just am in this piece. Nothing more nothing less. A man diddling about. Here on earth as a guest.


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speaking in my sleep

I had a dream last night that was intense. Speaking in my sleep I was on the defense. Begging and pleading turned into accepting a lovers wishes. Forced to walk away I did not want to tried to calm her imtensions. My heart stopped as I did nothing wrong. Our love was no longer strong. For some reason I was unsure of she wanted me gone immediately. Losing my best friend I also lost my best dream. Time seemed to go one forever as I tried to convince her I didn't want to go. Yet she insisted and told me in so many words no. Leave and don't back back, I don't want you mother fucker. Words cut me deep as I awakened to her sleeping in her own as a dreamer. Its funny because this wasn't the first time. Actions seem to haunt me in my mind. All was clear on why I dream of her leaving me again and again. She's told me in reallity I'm not a man. Shaken I am scared of her leaving me alone with a love in my heart no one else can fill. She own my will......


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whens the last time?

When's the last time you've taken notice and someone you've enjoyed? Stepped outside of what it is you want and seen what fills an others void. Who is it that makes you want to be a witness to witnessing you? Can you put self aside and give some attention that would mean the world to someone? Paying attention for just breif moments in a day for its not onle about you. So when's the last time selfishness was abscent and you took part in an others happiness of what makes them tick? Becoming stronger with interest because you love in whom they are. Doing something they would like to do. When? When did you come from within and live within another through time spent their way? Just being and knowing they do the same for you. When have you simplified a situation and cared enough to take part in both of your lives? Making a whole out of halfs.


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in the end?

In the end who is it that will be standing next to you? When life has passed you by who's face will still remain the same? At the end of the road you've traveled whom is considered a friend? Deep in life as the skin has wrinkled what individual will still have the same effect through a simple thing called touch? Loved like you mean something to them who is it that is still there? When time is about expire will they care to sit with you? When a friend is more than needed creeping up on remembering a life and clinging will you be alone? Who's past will resemble you own when its all said and done? Sharing moments to be forgotten what is the outcome of leaving them to themselve without you? How can we make it a ride this one will be by your side with the heartache of letting go? In the end is there a place for you in the heart of an other that will last forever? On times line of years experiencing the path you've chosen is love still felt like the day you've found it? With the tears sheltered from the pain can you watch the emotion fall from their face as you slip away? When ends up and the calling comes can they remain strong enough until you meet again in heaven? When you've given all you can possible drain from self for the gain of an other will it be the same as they carry on? Will love become a one way street when you've taken your last breath and they do nothing but morn? In the end will a lifetime of happiness help them maintain to survive in you're memory? When they walk solo in a world meant for two will you have made an impression like no other? What makes one stand the test of time and see you through lifes tugging pull in the end?


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Friday, April 6, 2012

freezing

Its cold out. Face is frosted. Bitten by the chilled air. Moisture in my pores is frozen. Cheeks are hard. Red from the brutal wind. I feel my body shivering. Goosebumps standing up. Its to much for even me to take. Snot is flowing. Falling down upon my lips where it pauses. Dripping slowly as if to cicle. My skin burns from the fridget breeze pounding its will relentlessly against me. I tighten and ball up to avoid freezing. But my bones ache. Muscles are solid. I can't move. Sucking in cooler air. Breaths are hard to take. There's nothing I can do. Sitting in the fetal position waiting on the warmth that isn't about to return. Thoughts spread like photo albums in my mind. Moments collapsing inward of everything I love. Not long now. The pain is setting in. It hurts something fierce. My hearts slows. I can't feel it beat. All I wanna do is sleep............


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figment

I'm just a figment of a daydreams imagination. No one is paying attention. No one seems to take interest on what makes me tick. Or even what makes my will click on like a light switch. I'm always giving and finding interest in others so they feel needed and enjoyed. Filling a void. Yet I feel as if I were not in my shoes, someone else would come along and I would be forgotten. Heart stopping. My phone doesn't ring. Texts are limited in variety. Faces are strangers regularly. I'm just one of those individuals that doesn't seem to matter. And all I ever hear is peoples teeth chatter. Freinds are abscent and family is foes. All I have is a woman who loves and kids wishing they were grown. I don't feel much like a man. Yet I walk the walk as I stand. I just haven't any reason to anyone. I am the lack of meaning. My face is aging and those I once knew won't even recognized me after a while. Killing my smile. Why is it I am the way I am and no one cares? Guess from here on out all I need is my lady that is rare.


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doing all for an other, the way it's suppose to be

A man isn't suppose to ask a woman for anything. His intensions is to spoil her and make her heart sing. And its all good when a man knows how it works. Relying on her to hint on a flirt. A man is willing when a woman is jsut as unconditional as he. Over all that's the way true love is suppose to be. When she wants something she is to get it as soon as possible. And he loves when her smile tickles. If one or the other holds out in any department its considered a lack of interest. As this thing lingers on the enjoyment being missed. Everyone wants someone to do for them as they would do for self. Not everyone will find this, going through lifve with no help. Its the overall picture that needs to be seen. Lacking in one department makes one or the other drift and dream. Unfulfilled by one unwilling to please an others wants and desires. As the mind and heart sizzles a hoping fire. Love, freindship, trust, faith, financial, mantal, physical and sexual. When two have each other on lock life as they know it sensual. Slipping one will get frustrated and intension can confuse any one of us. Leaving one slowly feeling of unwanted due to an other missing the point as emotions are crushed. We are human and by nature so we want someone to show us we are indeed that special piece of their heart through actions. Doing all and the above if asked with a positive reaction. Yet a man isn't suppose to ask. So how's a woman suppose to know how to make it last. She allows man to figure things out and find her as well. Willingly drawn from their shells. So what is it one can do if something they would like is not fulfilled? Even when asked and it dents their will. True love, real love, forever spoken is exactly that. Anything the other wants because one is willing to do for them as an other would them. How far for your one will you be willilng to bend? To show them they need to look for an other ant further. For you have them covered as a friend, partner and a lover.


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Thursday, April 5, 2012

FAMILY

As family its not about picking sides. More so, tightening up one an others flaws. Prepairing each other for the world that could care less. Without communication not a one will witness their own accomplishments. Contructive critisism is a key factor to helping loved ones who are willing or unwilling. Listen to family that doesn't wanna cause problems for they have learned something and are willing to pass it on to you. We are all surrounded and molded by family because they know us best. That is if we're fortunate to have one worth the time put in. Yes everyone changes but the one you were born with inside of you will remain until the end. F.a.m.I.l.y. those who have your best interest if raised correctly. F.a.m.I.l.y. Those who will stand next to you if one does indeed do more than act like they care. Pointing out an others wrong or mishap is not an selfish act. Its a way of showing one cares with interest that they can bring about how one can sharpen their game sort of speak. Becoming self and knowing who self is by learning and not being so stuborn. But it all starts with the parents. If they are not willing to teach and guide in a manor that will raise respestable individuals that can fend for themselves if all else fails. They have not only failed themself as a parent but has failed in the state of mind that they did not do all they can to ready their own blood. Family is rare in this day in age. There's always something going on that pulls and pushes on the bond like the devil on ones faith. No one is obligated by blood to deal with those whom take advantage or cause or is a constant issue. We are human. If relations are not right, then a connection is lost that will never return. Nothing will ever be the same for re occuring events in moments that hurt and frustrate the will being of the definition of the integrity of the word family. Accepting someone as member is with an ubderstanding is vital. Any member can choose whom they love and is not for self to decide that another can be with them. It is their life outside the boundaries of the immediate family that they live. It's not a seperation kind of thing, yet a combination of growing up and adding to the well being of the happiness as those around you are happy for you. And as you join forces with an other that has a family already and accepts you, for you are good to a piece of their family as well. Its simple logic. Blood runs thicker than water. Yet water quinches the thirst. Balance is more than neccesary to having an unbreakable love shared by true family.........


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Tuesday, April 3, 2012

tell me!

Tell me if you've read this. Respond or something. You see, I've been spreading myself thin. Stretched from end to end. Filling space captured by the alphabet. Yet they seem waisted without a reader. I do this for me hoping someone will take interest. Stop and feel something. Maybe chit chat about different topics. Mostly I do this blog because I can't keep it in. I can't stop. I am addicted to allowing letters form in the shape of my emotion and so much more. So if you will, take a moment and actually look at me through words expressed. Tell me you've been here so I know who actually gives a............


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u r b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l.

U r my world. My dream. My chance. My everything freed. U r my smile. My will. My passion. My uncontrolled thrill. U r my love. My life. My only. Husband n wife. U r my patience. My emotion. My swag. Me in slow motion.  U r my mornin. My noon. My night. My unspoken truth. U r everything. My fulfillment. My best friend. U r my movement.


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bitter

Six men walking with a floating casket. Arms stretched out and hands gripping its attatchments. Lifting the load of a fallen loved one that will be missed. Step for step carrying the hovering lonesomes dying wish. Weight shifting in stride to its resting place in total darkkness. Set alone as the muscle eases back with the bitter taste of emotional sadness. One more down as the dirt covers and swallows an other lost solo soul. That's the way the end comes around the bend and shows us the meaning of a bitter world that will always remain so cold.


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Monday, April 2, 2012

i remeber

I've neva made ya cry. Not once. Always, ur on my mind. Even in the hardest of times. I remember. Who it is I have in my life. Tears that have fallen. Were learnin. Halfway done n stallen. My hearts still callin. Whole with u. Always n foreva wantin. Yet there hasn't been a single moment. I neva hurt u. Groovin with ur movement. Even through hard times that faded. Its been u n I. Baby we've made it. With memories the will last foreva. I've opened up. Willin to admit a luv shared together. I don't know what id do without u. U own me. Neva to be used. Our time has come to make us mean somethin. We are here. Finally after a hollow nothin. Abscent n lost without each other. Fallen further daily. Havin one an other as more than luv'rs. I'm willin to do what's needed. Give self. I've begged n pleaded. Showin self interest in a real woman. N u see me. Lookin out for our love zoomin. Soarin as high as we can. Partners. Hand in hand.


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Sunday, April 1, 2012

always his son

Highs n lows. Souls been sold. Wantin it back. Facts remain black. Lost n found. Bow darkened crown. Leep of faith. Taste my escape. Standin with god. Oddly faced bond. Wastin no time. Minds clearin fine. Meanin in word. Cured my yearn. Turned so fast. Dashin at last. Now there's understandin. Handlin me abandoned. Thoughts were confused. Used with blues. Fallin further inward. Slurred slang heard. Stolen from self. Help wasn't felt. Searchin for meanin. Feinin answers dreamin. Devil tricked me. Pleadin I'm free. Lord came quick. Thinnin thoughts thick. Clearity finally seen. Wings spread sunbeams. Always his son. Runnin I'm done. Acceptin his creation. Immatation released relations. Holy truth spoken. Holdin ground moldin. In good hands. Standin as man.


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need surrenderin

Mouth drippin. Pussy juicin. Tongue rollin. Slowly lickin. Minds blowin. Fingers crawlin. Pleasures settlin. Tastebuds burstin. Lips bitten. Breaths pantin. Hormones jerkin. Hands holdin. Will slurpin. Need surrenderin. Saliva slingin. Softly experiencin. Head given. Forever wantin. Legs collapsin. Body reactin. Vigina pourin. Walls flowin. Longer everlastin. Orgasm chasin. Quickly exploadin. Well deservin. Between the curtain. Thrustin insertin. Tenderly pushin. Never hurtin. Closer hoverin. Double explotion. Moment pausin. Time haultin. Heart callin. Both fallin. 


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