ding ding

Round n round. Dingin a dinglin dang ding ding. Defensively deviant. Ringin a ring a ding ding. Blows follow. Harder they land. Bringin a dingin ring ringin. Fallen n fatal. Countin n saved. Ring a ding ringin a dingle. Corner callin. Callin I'm stallin. Flingin n wingin dingle dangle. Upright n fightin. Bobbin a weavin. Lingerin a ding dongin swingin. Round 2 slowin. Inside game holdin. Ding a ling ring ding dingle. Restin n reactin. Back up n givin. Dang on jinglin ding a ring. Round 3 down. Ding ding.

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near as close can be

Missin u is all I seem to do. Partin for a few short hours is so unbearably hard. Without u near I have no cheer. Roamin around like a lost puppy who can not be found. Ur on my mind with every tickin of the clocks hand on time. I can't seem to go without ur love that clings. Wantin to stay within an arms stretchin reach everyday. Near as close can be to u is where I wanna stay.

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dead end after dead end

I gotta do more n I don't know how. As a man I feel I'm failin, slippin from my cloud. All my life I've done nothin but makes ends meet. Movin n shufflin my feet. Never gettin ahead I don't feel like much. Havin the potential yet isn't enough. Where can I turn n find my way out the hood. Seems I'm the only one who feels no good. All I want is a life comfortable n memorable. Yet as a provider I'm comin up short at the table. Squeezin by when I can apply myself. I jus don't know which way is best. Am I to walk away from decent money? Or am I to hungry? When's it my turn to land a career? Without worryin n dwellin in fear. Vehicles r showin signs of rememberin better days. Credits no good for a ride to roll my way. I'm losin the fight within myself everyday I wake. Another dead end job n I wanna take. I'm tired of livin check to check. Even when I'm doin my best. Slaved out for an other mans riches. What a bitch this is. My time seems to have missed me some how. N it need it more than ever right now. I've looked n applied n others get ahead. I can't lay another night with this in my head. Steady money is all I ask. For the loot is gone to fast. I live within my means. Yet I can't find the green. Maybe this is the way it was suppose to be. Livin in a dream.  But I'm tired of sleepin. Everyones gettin theirs as I'm weepin. No house of my own. No feelin the man in me knowin he's grown. I'm comin up short n time is tickin. I wonder if my lady knows I'm sinkin. I'm tryin to go the distance. N its hard ridin the benches. Not once has employment worth a damn turned my way. N I'm startin to be affraid. Scared I can't fulfill dreams of not only my own. Even though its about the love bein shown. I'd like jus one time for my chance to shine. Some how make a difference n be able to dance. Live a little after the bills are paid. Enjotin some of the day. But it'll probably never happen. That's all I have to say as I I'm tired of tappin.

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runnin into the old me inside

So that's where you've been. there u r. I've been lookin for u. Findin u was hard. Spent a long time searchin. Years growin. Some times I wanted to give up. Cuz of the abscence of showin. U left me standin here. I got lost. Become some else tryin to figure it out. Tryin to wipe the tears away on a smudged mirror. Hidin u were all this time. Waitin n lerkin. Watchin me become me. Smerkin. Why I haven't a clue. Yet I see. Clearer than I ever have. As u heard me beg n plead. Come out. I wanna show u who I am. Without ur help I've taken my tests. N as a man I stand. Was that the point the whole time. When I could've used ur help. Alone I've traveled. Alone I felt. Talk to me. Don't fade into the shadows. Now is not the time. Its been to long n I'm not sure I follow. Who's to say I wouldn't have learned sooner. With u showin me the way. But u were silent. Forcin me to go about my day. Needin u for I knew nothin. Together we could've grown. Within me u cowarded. I should have known. I am u as u shoulda been me. Lost back when it was suppose to mean somethin. I've found the new me n the old me by myself. So I want u out cuz u r nothin. U ran beneath the skin I wear. Feelin the pain. Hidden u absevred abuse. Yet couldn't lead me to my gain. I know me no thanks to u. U r the old me n I am still here. Always have been. Without ur abandoned fear. Leave with what u came with. Show some class. U r no longer me. Nor welcome so forget about my past. U don't deserve to witness this life. I've done it without u. N I refuse to give u the glory. N that's the truth. 

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slow breaths

I layed still all alone two days ago. Feeling my lungs fill from the airs flow. Slowly a breath followed exhaling life. I wondered if that is the way it is when we die. Expiring behind a life time cut shorter than expected. Released from the constant faint pants as we are one day rejected. Motionless I felt my chest rise and I cleared the mind. Patiently living for a moment to sigh. And even though I was relaxed I could not shake the thought of it ending. Belonging to the silence my heart thumped for a merciful  mending. Hearing the skipping of a beat from its irregularity pulsing. I paused in the middle of the room, never tossing. Like stone I gathered self and made peace with the facts. Hoping to drift away with sleep that I needed so bad. It is funny how we forget about what being alive really means. Its purpose set aside for the hype of the american dream.

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moments slip

People forget. Get tired of the bullshit. Fade away. Change and chance finding hate. Once love loses control. And the heart turns cold. Contact is no more. Conversation is abscent and a bore. Communications break down. And relations go south. Misplacing a friend in time. As tears build and can not hide. Broken hearts squeezing life. Feeling the sharp swift blade of a knife. Moments slip that stretches a smile. And nothing can be done to save them and make it worth while.

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as the day gives

When the sun fades and the moon chases away the day. When the stars replace the clouds floating away in their brief stay. When the heat sizzles and cools from the nights breeze. Chilling the movement momentarily blowing through the trees. When the light gives into the darkness sitting still with candles burning. I will be that one doing all I can so you can enjoy a man yearning. When a friend is needed and conversation is needed. When the comfort of a promise is recognized by actions never heated. Calming the emotion as they rush through you. I will be there to simple give some time and be of use. When all has failed and tomorrow does not seem so bright. When it feels as if you may be losing the fight. Making things harder tha what they should ever be. I will show my face with purpose of easing your dreams.

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tweaking reality

Running into the silence where sound doesn't exsist. I sit and find self emotionally writing a poetic twist. Fleeing I dabble inside where I can't imagine. Confusing my surroundings and over looking its reaction. Like the wind I breeze into a self theraputic state of mind. Away from the way I beat myself within the grind. Letting loose long enough to ease the hands. Balled as fists as the man I stand. Tweaking reality in the darkness I hide. So far from this worlds selfish lies. Becoming me no onme can mold as they see fit. Tired of everyone ignorant bull shit. Turning on freindships for I see the truth. Knowing its no fucking use. Alone behind closed doors I see clearly. No longer weak nor weary. To reamerge as me peeling and shedding. Refusing the twisting and bending. Grown with thoughts all my own. Actions in which that have been shown.

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wiggling thumbs

Dumb diddy dumb. I wiggle my thumbs. Poking on my phone. Expressing I'm grown. Tip tap twiddling. Constantly fiddling. Pushing out thoughts. Releasing what been caught. Click clank clunk. Of what I think thought thunk. Pressing the issue. Doing as I do. Down up sliding side to side. Exploring the mind. Dancing fingers sweep together. Partners bound forever. In total sinc swiftly swinging. Dinging a dang here and there. Sometimes without a care. Flowing patient to be heard. From letters that form words. Dropping bombs and easing with phrases. Minds been in so many places. Love and hate and grays in between. Fingers nails feel the key board they lean. Diddling away on blank surfaces. Filling a page with others uselessness. For no one hears the silence. Trying to find the balance. Squeeking a quack. Numb ligiments bruised and black.

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length of a kiss

When's a kiss suppose to end. Locked in the moment with a friend.
Lengthening with soothing lips slidding. Enjoying an expression no longer hiding.
How long can an emotion hold. As feelings released passionately unfold.
Does time set a time frame of over doing it. Showing a flowing slippery fix.
How is it known when a breath is to be taken. When a brief relieve isn't faking.
Pressed and dancing with an easing tangle. Soothing in the moisture shared as love dangles.
Is there a limit to pitter a patter tasting a tongues enjoyment. Swivling around in a wrestling movement.
Mouth wide trying to explore an other. When's it proper to pause and hold it for the sake of a lover.

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fates gentle squeeze.

Just thinking about you vibrates my heart with ripples from the beat created by your unconditional love. Thoughts floating on lingering emotions uncontrolled by time as we are forever lost in fates gently squeezed hug. My mind never stops imagining you as it holds on to the visual of your beauty the whole day through. Nights in the middle of dreams no longer need to pretend who you have become as I lay content comfortably with you. Holding on to the memory of you for so long paid off as I grew into the man you needed most in your life. Giving me a breif period to prepair myself for our end of time. I am proud to be the one you call mine as we walk step for step together. Living inside one an other happily ever after as we are forever. It's the notion of movement moving swiftly rushing through me as I feel your presence and miss you when we're apart. Love you came back into my life and made it ours as you've done so much more than kick start my heart.

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im thirsty

Spill some luv. Rain on me. I'm thirtsy. Be my dream. Trickle your effect. Watch me bathe. Cleansed from my past. Heart saved. Leak a drop. Dribble a steady flow. I need youreverlasting  touch. Slow. Shower me. One drip followed by the purity. Pour yourself out. Down to upon maturity. I want to taste you. Feel you on my skin. Sinking in. Accepted within. Drain a drizzle. Let loose in my sake. I'm waiting. Be my fate.

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you stoped

You stoped. Took some interest. Gave chance and paused. Noticed my twist. Conversation lengthened. Time got lost. Hearing voices late. The night gave in to us. It was fate. Thank you love. For looking my way. You could of had anyone. Yet you fill my days. Chosen I am loved. Wanted with a deep passion. We are the same you and I. You accepted me with interaction. It didn't take much. Just a conversation. We knew from the start. Meeting expectations. Its funny how we drifted. Now back close enough to love. Freinds as we always should have been. You owned me all my life and I just didn't know.

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how do u luv?

How is it u give self? The way u allow someone in. Other than self feelin wanted. Have an other roamin within. How does it feel? To be able to accept the way u show self. Lookin in a stare into the mirror. Seeing what a friend like no other notices as they melt. How dow u luv? Is a luv'r worth more than a chapter in ya life? Makin it abundantly clear u need em. Purposely takin their hand as husband or wife. When does emotion cross the line n become more than jus a feelin? Collidin face to face with desire. Expressin through conversation plans for a lifetime. Together forever as time watches n admires. How close is one suppose to stand without touchin as they are felt? How is love coming out? Emotions flowing rapidly. Uncontrolled. Released faster the gradually. When is it time to give self to someone like no one else will ever get? Enjoying the presence of hanging around. Living a life because they are truly loved. Speaking without a vibration of sound. Do you feel the need to set emotions free to do as they please? Stepping outside of self. Loosening for the possibilities of knowing what you can become. With a little help. How do you love when the heart becomes whole? Willing to open up and feel. Lasting a lifetime. Holding onto moments that make the difference that is real.

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I've waited

I've waited for you my whole life. Here in the present I stand. Anxious to walk with you. No life is not over. Yet it feels as if I've waited so long. Living just long enough to be with you. But it has been my whole life up til now and the fun has just begun. I've only made it as far as showing you a piece of me. Hoping and praying for time to slow down and stretch moments into days as nights linger on for months just for us. I was just waiting on forever to truly feel how love was meant to be with my one. Patiently moving along with a kind hand. Gentle gestures expressing how long ago we should of been. An eternity gone.  In the past you were abscent and could of made the difference as you do now. Holding on to a visual of your face I wondered. Yet we are still young as our lives become life as a whole. I think of how my entire life I've waited on you as if millions of years has blown by and swept you away never to return. You stayed with me mentally as I reminessed of a pryor time where you once lived in the same world as I. Face to face. Yet that seems like a lifetime ago. Lost somewhere deep within only you and I can visit. You were my one from the start and have been with me always. I've waited for my one not knowing you'd came back.  You are the greatest I've ever known luv. Ilu1!

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everyday rooutine abscent

Take a second and imagine your life reconstructed. Reorganized. All that you know changed. What is it that runs through you mind that you realize? The now no longer showing an intillectual conversation. Everyday routine abscent from the joy you've been gracefully given. Somewhere else in time where those around you have a different face. Elsewhere living out there days and befreinding. Reach inside and attempt to visualize if all you know is misplaced. Long gone from the normal life you live and breath. Pretend love has moved on and there is nothing you can do about it. Finding comfort in an others arms as your gently erased with every test. The happiness you have being redirected and forgotten. One day to over come the pain and tears unbareable to ever hide. Lose yourself in the thought of everything gone excurtiating wrong. Now bring back the good times and relieve the mind. Here in the present of becoming all you've hoped and dreamed. So comfortable and content by chosing your path. Giving all you can possibly can by being you. Are you happy with what you have?

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alive

Here I am in flesh. Alive never stelling for less. In my groove smiling wide. Enjoying my piece of time. Sucking in air so thin. Feeling life witin grin. Chasing the day that sits still. With the warm sun n breeze that chills. Here and now I am real. Above the surface undersatnding the deal. One chance to learn and and simply be. I am free.

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upon my tastebuds

I just can't help myself. I like the way it feels like when it melts.
In my mouth the flavor is graceful. Pleasing the tongue that is never wasteful.
Slidding in between juices flow. As a part of me rapidly grows.
Kissing a tease. If I could id live on my knees.
Eating some pussy. fingering it loosely.
I love the texture placed upon my tastebuds. Soft and wet sprung from a simple touch.
Glidding with pleasure I enjoy my skill. Burried deep and showing my will.
Never to stop I can play for hours. Its just one of those things I like to do that gives me a controlling power.

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away

Holding on to the o n e in done. We've all been there. Trying to show an other the meaning as one. Watching them leave we can not bare. Left in a chapter of loves novel unfinished. Blank stares at words unwritten. Confused on the actions shown without notice. Playing a hand that's been given. Chosen and released the heart breaks with pain. Spoiled and left as if self never mattered. Losing the m I s in a mistake for we thought we were claimed. Taken and thrown away as inner gravitation shatters. To sit still and be witness to an other walking away. Thoughts kill the thruth in words shared. Misplacing the t o in today as one divided into two. Thinking the must have never cared.

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a second of interest.

You ever needed attention? The kind to relieve your tension.
A touch to please to crave. Missed by the length of the day.
Pausing to make a moments worth. Possible a quiet little flirt.
Wanting just a second to show interest. Pumping in throttle from the chest.
Kick starting emotion. Rubbing some smooth lotion.
Lingering feelings met. Getting an others best.
For a brief chance to say ilu. Holding on for the purpose of its use.
Comforted by the nights arms. Never to be harmed.
Just for a the cause of love. Opened up and layed down for its a must.

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i cant ask

Tell me something. Yet I can't ask. Whisper if you have to. Dragging words as they last. Speak softly. Louder than silence. Let me hear those you chose. Without defence. Letters forming tales. Unspoken and true. Talk if you will. Vibes that move. Tickling my ear. Quietly with sound. Help me understand. Inside voice coming out. Never lie. Firm syllables are a must. Heard so clear. Don't cuss nor fuss.

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dippin

Cannon ball. Chilled by the impact. Swimmin round. Deep within the splash. Back stroke. Breast stroke. Doggie paddlin. Yes. Back n forth. Dippin in the water hole. Floppin out. Runnin round. Divin in from my stance. Playin like a child. Gettin buck wild. Twistin a spin. Lettin loose. Mouth opened with a grin. Excited. Enjoyin my time. In now out fallin in. The moisture is mine. Soakin within. Touched by the skin. Flowin across the flesh. Smooth. Nipples hard on the chest. Pullin out dryin in the sun. Breathless. Pantin. I think I'm done.

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opposite side of exterior

Walls on the inside of a shell filled with smiles. On the opposite side of exterior sheltering and blowing in by the per hour of miles. Interior decorated with the materials that seem to matter. Floors to a ceiling below the feets pitter patter. Under the roof comfortably letting loose. Windows allowing light to peek a boo. Smudges making it hard to look a see. A home lived as if a dream.

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together

She said she stay til the end of time. But who's? Hers or mine? And where do we go from there? Because the thought has me scared. Losing her would be devistating. Irreplaceable she's simply amazing. Here in now where I enjoy her the most. The feature can wait for our hearts to explode. She says she could live without me.  I as the same, could never live without she. Alive, yes. But broken is the point. Living and torn apart like a two headed coin. Never to see the face of one an other. Tragically misplaced by forever. She spaeks the same way as I. Wanting to by loved in each others eyes. On a journey to an unwanted end. How does one cope with one day losing their best freind? When the walk together is more than worth it. And life together is never hurtful.

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Late November

I've been free a couple of times before. Yet it is not the kind of freedom I was looking for.
To come and go as I damn well pleased. Do as I do as I was never received.
I did me but something was missing. A touch, a kiss and some hugging and squeezing.
I've waken to the birds whistling in the trees. Pulling me from delightful dreams.
Risen and went about my day. Doing everything my way.
No conflict, no attachments. Leaving emotionally unatractive.
My worth walking alone was self learning of what I wanted. As she was out there and by everyone else was hunted.
I use to sit so alone and just live with what I thought was purpose. Day dreaming of the day when I would meet the one I'd miss.
Lonely strolls became restless for it seemed no one noticed. Mind strong yet hopeless.
I enjoyed the sun by myself for so long. Nights empty and felt so wrong. 
Was it possible, I asked myself. For some one as I to love as I am felt.
Questions unaswered for years were built up inside. I've been by with me all my life.
Never feeling another to let them in the way I should. But I was holding out for I was misunderstood.
Time became irrelivant as patience gave up. Living in moments of lust and mistrust.
Freinds were their so they say. I couldn't trust anyone because refused to play their game.
Opened eyes is a closed mind watching and evaluating actions. And I couldn't relate to ways of dissatisfaction.
Periodically joining the world to see what it had to offer. Gun blazing from its holster.
Strapped up and laying them down. Never getting attached, just giving a wow.
A man, I felt I was not. Incomplete poking a dot.
Growing within as mornings came and went. Thinking I have not had a sinlge moment well spent.
Yet I gave in and gave up for I felt defeated. Always moving along and told I was needed. I didn't feel a thing for anyone I came acrossed. Living for me and lost in the sauce.
I was waisting away slowly because I hadn't a story to tell. One worth the memory of wedding bells.
But late November 28,2010. My prayors was answered as my heart was lent.
Minutes lingered as conversation took place. And I knew without a doubt she was my empty space.
Filling me whole I felt so alive. Emotions I no longer had to hide.
Owning me from the start a friend came from the past. One who I thought of throught the years was here at last.
And to this day I look back and thank her still. For she gives meaning to this man will.

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wheres is my kiss?

She asked me where is my kiss? I replied it has not yet left my lips. She smiled as I rushed over to make my presence felt. Swooping her into my arms as she began to melt. Replying it took you long enough, she grined so happily. I appologised as I stared into her hazel eyes fill with a love presently happening. And as she clung to me as if she needed me for the rest of her life. I feel even more in love with my wife. Pausing time for one an other in a moment that was only ours. We know we have found truth in relations surpassing calmed emotions by far. Slowly we begin to sway and rock together. Shifting heart beats putter as the co-insync a rythm to last forever. Mine she is I am hers as long as I have air in my lungs. Releasings sighs as we part to witness us enjoyed as one. Looking as a glance seems like an eternity we laugh. Mentally, physically, emotionally, and and sexually we are on the same path. Sharing our lives as partners we express daily taking patience from the day. Just to ease into the now in our own little way. Asking where is my kiss? I reply with a gentle tasteful smooch taking her breath upon her lips.

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taste my dream

There u go. Eva so slow. Down to ur knees. Jus cuz u can please. Zipper undone. Unbuttoned for fun. Pants pulled down. Inserted in ur mouth. Suck n lick. As I feel ur lips. Makin luv to my dick. Jerkin a twitch. Blow me. Taste my dream. Get it girl. Rock my world. Slidin ur hand. Feel ur man. Hard n strong. In only a thong. Turn me on. U know what ur doin. Please ur intentions. I need not mention. Take me whole. As I grow. Til I cum. Swallow n hum. That's it. Don't stop. Ejaculate my shit. Its ur cock.

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get it

Drip for me. Make it rain. Wet n moist. Drive me insane. Soft n guishy. Get it ready. Make it tingle. Keep it steady.  Tease the hormones. Slide ur finger. Roll on the ball. As ur smell lingers. Play n enjoy. Flowin n loose. Insert penetration. Repeatin a truce. Open up. Spread so wide. Catch ur breath as I clime inside. Feel my girth. Length so firm. Pushin to fill. Pullin a yearn. Slow n steady. Take what won't stop. Pausin in motion.  Feel me throbe. Lay still. Touch my skin. Accept a kiss. As my errection swims. Look at me. Play with ur eyes. Flirt with passion. Please don't hide. Make it last. As I go down. Stretch ur orgasm. Let me hear ur sounds. Break free from routine. Experience my tongue. Lickin ur taste. Pantin faintin lungs. Get it now. Do ur thing. Grab at my head. Cling. Not done yet. Roll on over. Ass in the air. Perfect now hold her. There as I come from behind. Burry ur head. Scream my name. As I attempt to break the bed. Fight back. Push it on my shaft. Get it hard. Cummin ever so fast. Take it. Get it. Want it. Luv it. Use me. I'm ur boy toy. Here to fuck u good. Enjoy.

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one kiss

Your a life time of happiness in one kiss. In a single moment you alone brought joy I didn't know I missed. Seeing your face changed my willingness forever. And all I want is a love shared between you and I together.

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prayor

Lord, when I get to my death bed please don't be disapointed when I call out her name. Clinging to the love we share, for I've found a love so rare here on earth. Know that you are in my heart but its her that I will have to leave here. Seperated once again from someone I cravr more and more everyday. An eternity with you is an everlasting joy, and yes I carry you with me in thought and prayor. But this woman has given me a joy I can not explain. I need not pick for you will win, yet as air fills my lungs she is my everything. If I were to see you tomorrow, please allow me to show her today a deep emotional love that she will feel until the day we meet again before you in heaven. I found comfort in her as I do you. So if you will and if you can find it in your heart, please I beg of you as if this was my last prayor. All I want here as I wait to see your face is a lifetime to simply enjoy her as she does me. Its not much to ask, just alittle extension for a love so rare to live a few more years longer. I promise to do right by her in your name and be the man in her life she desires. She is irreplaceable. My love here on earth lives for two purposes, you and her. Please understand that no one can replace you. You are why we have this chance. All I'm asking is to be able to express my love for her as long as possible. Thank you dearly. Amen!

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to live as

Two. To live as. One. Combined together. Forever. So hard to find. Freinds. Takin part. Rare as it is. One purpose. To be luv'd. Truth. Giving willingness. Honesty. Talkin bout life. Problems. Conjoined hearts. Livin. Feelin real luv. Worth. Special to an other. Meanin. Side by side. Acceptin. A partners presence. Actions. Showin selfs interests. Openly. Felt like bo other. Luv'rs. Doin their part. Happy. Soul mates found. Owned. Allowed to share. Everything. All that's wanted. Desire. Fulfilled so deeply. Passion. Carressin the heart. Taken. In good faith. Restin. Arms of comfort wrapped. Blown. Minds understandin all. Ready. Finally becomin.

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companions with compassion

I can feel u getting lost in me every time we touch. With a slow hand, I feel you lose a piece of yourself to me as if you were to plunge.   The willingness you have to simply love me is remarkably rare to find. With a single brush, one finger breezing by your skin releases you as you're able to unwind.   It's amazing how comfortable you are with me by your side loving you. Accepting the truth in my words and actions that I will never hurt a love so true.   When we kiss, our lips dance in our hearts rythm tangled and beating as one. Your expressions in a stare in my direction is evident, with me you're madly in love.   It's the way you react to my movement when laying still enough to feel the need of passion. Opened up and set free your eyes tell no lie and I see a companion with compassion.   Directing your untamed love in my direction you are unconditionally faithful. Breaths chant a warm wind song in the ear as a nibble is felt so mature and natural.   In between moments lays us wrapped so tight air hasn't a chance to consume its space. For we take control of our surroundings and eye to eye we're motionless with just a pulse face to face.   I can see it in your every day as you parade in acts of love that finally came to be. Unfolding your more than complete as I can say the same for me. All and the above we've found happiness in a friend unlike no other. Until the end of time we are man and woman, husband and wife, partner and lovers.

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changin the shape of my expressed face

There's something in the way u smile that pulls me. Brings out my best off intensions n fills me. Somehow u pick me up on my worst day n change that shape of my expressed face. As if u know what it takes to recharge my every emotion. Without strings controllin my every last idividual motion. It's amazin how u can without tryin, motivate my will. U r the only 1 that has ever gotten to me on so many levels. In u I am in luv with everything about u. In me u live as the queen of my hearts truth. How u got in me only years past to our childhood n the path we've walked can explain. Only if u truly knew what u do to this man, n what he with u has gained. U have change my expressions n concord the untamed beast within me. U my luv, n only u, own me.

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move with me

Move with me. If I step back, give chase n step into me. Side to side don't let me past as I step into u. Steppin back, playin our game of use. Space in between, needin invaded n tamed. Yet neither cross the line, holdin frame. Move with my body. Show urself, plottin. Follow it rythm. Allow it to flow within ur system. Become one meovment as we share our individual style. Man n woman, dancin til the end of time. Movin to the beat from our hearts, vibin to the sounds that linger emotion. Gliddin together in complete devotion. Slide with me, feet followin round n round. Steps made for the game, music can only lift em from the ground. Sway in my arms. Let me guide u around the floor. Showin u the surfaces silky soft side, unafraid. Move with me, dancin our night away.

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365

Every 52,5600 hours a celebration takes place. In many verieties of events, filling space. One in which is only between two individuals whom have their own special day. A commited passion some seem to get right as it shows them the way. Here and there finding self and prepairing a pair of hearts for the stay. But once a year a time comes along to feel a little more excited that it's emotions are still in play. It could be any day out of the blue to begin, like as that one like today. For as time lingers and freinds and other halfs choose a partner so irresistable, words can not speak nor attempt to say. It's a shared life gathering memories made for a lifetime of getting there and worth the experience  played. One is fortunate to have an opertunity to become more than a single label to the day one is old and gray. With intertwined and tangled feelings expressing patience shown every 365 days, a desire that's a little more than just playing a game.  

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unlocking the hidden

Allow me to run through your mind. Unlocking the hidden boundaries and see what I can find. Touch the sacret emotions you never thought about using. Line them up and one at a time begin my chosing. Fulfilling all the possibilities that's been tucked tightly away. Give me a chance to swin in your heart and connect with the depths of your core. Reaching deep down iside you and explore what makes your world. Picking up on the matters tha mean the most to you. Opening secrets and freeing you in a way only I can do.

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do you want to

Do you want to be teased by a simple thing as being touched? Felt with a lil thing you've probably never experinced before called love. With hands meant for only your pleasure. Seeking your acceptances mayby with a feather. Barely brushing the surface off thy skin. Or massaged so firmly it can be enjoyed deeper than your grin. How about if I bowed down and treated you a sa queen. Allow me to run through your mind and rub out your dreams. Or possibly express a feeling without coping a feel with great intensions. Lotion landing warm and lathered in my palms ready to full your desires unmentioned. Muscles craving a relaxing expression made to set a mood desperately needed. I can tell because it shows in your movement calling to be treated. I am here for you at your becking call waiting on my chance of a life time. So do you want to pampered by a man willing to do as you please until the day becomes night?

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going the distance

Reachin the limits n holdin ground. Keepin a mind rare n unfazed on a cloud. Trippin on lines crossed n maintainin balance. Findin more reasons of relavence. Steppin soft enough to be heard steps are imprinted. Trackin the past blowin away in the wind to time submitted. Completin circles as bubbles pop with resistance. Layin down for the texture of love closer than distance. Accpetin trust filterin out wonders of questions. On the line fallen forward to be caught by truths reaction.

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witness

Be my witness. Let me know my time isn't a waste. Give notice. Cast your eyes upon my face. Call my name. Let me be that one whom witnesses you. As I do the same. Speaking of a love so true. Show the meaning I give. Maturely with purpose of my exsistance. As together we live. Laying down defences.

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taking breaths

Layed out in a thought so beautiful and breath taking. Nerves are calmed within images pacing. Pleasantly warmed by a smile so content. In my mind time is slowly spent. Swaying with the breeze blowing softly. Wrapped around you and standing briefly. Watching a sunset painted and brushed in the sky made for love. Comforted by a tender squeeze and a hug. Waves splash and crash beneath the feet. Lost without time interuprting a perfect moment to please. Dawn settling in before the night sets in. Holding on for dear life as if it lives within. Dinner for two becomes laughs and drinks. Into you I fall as I further sink. Darkness landing on the beach as we collapse and collide. At one in a unique state of mind. Love meets in a kiss as breaths are taken. Panting emotions are wildly shaken. The shining of the moon bouncing off the waters face. Pressing the mood in between ever so closer to fate. Minutes pause and watch the display of love escaping the pulse. Caught up in taking breaths allowed by a thought.

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filterin through the personals

Witten n repeated. Depths of self exposed. Read to be felt. Feelins through expression shown. Truth jotted down. Hopin to be known. Loosenin the heart. Quietly as it unfolds. Silent beats thump. Mind is blown. Thoughts flushed out. An act of bein grown. Meaningful interset. So one knows. Lines form letters. As the pen roams. Filterin through self personals. Writin in a moan. Unspoken intent. Devoted n owned. Temptin a connection. Meltin in the zone.

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a game of will

Hung n waitin. Inniciative escapin. Wonderin of intensions. Is it deseption. Thoughts arousin. Thinkin bout mountin. Patience linger at best. Givin the test. Hormones ready. Whers it headin. Contact is void. Wantin the joy. Touched n fondled. Needed is wondered. One way tease. On a leash. Hardenin slowly. Emotions flowin. Will she notice. Takin charge of the surface. Holdin out. Quietly loud. So turned on. Its her turn. Interest shall show. One will know. Cravin lovers. Is it one an other. A game of will. Expressin the thrill. Is she into it. Am I her fix. Two must play. Will she cave. Am I a must. Or am I lust. Both ways it goes. Fingers allow the wow. Its an act of want. Without bein blunt. In return ebjoyed. Startin the noise.

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shower me

Fallin without form, down. In motion I rain, without sound. Drippin upon thy head, soft. Slidin slowly with gravity, neva I pause. Flowin with the curve, further. Touchin every crevice. Past the shoulders. Slippin in warmth, pleasin the pleasure. Clingin to the shape, drops fight. Connectin with life, front back n side to side. Covered in clearity, feelin relaxed. Slippin n cleansin the day, ever so fast. Glidin with essence, opened to the purpose exposed. At one with the body, in full control. Lower as I creep, roundin the bottom. Ripplin the nerves, grabbin at the fun. Carressin the sacret region, enjoyin my presence. Lettin loose plummitin, to the legs without hesitance. Swirlin on the skins soothin texture, gropin the sensitivity. By passin the knees, showin my capability. Ridin the ankles, soakin the feet. My job is done here, turn me on the next time ur in need.

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younger me lives

Who am I?

No longer just what I’ve become.

The same I use to be.

Different than some.

Me as I.

Reunited with all the good.

Reinvented once again.

I am the man I should.

Grown and reflecting.

Time slipped.

I am back.

Double dipped.

Younger me lives.

Within a more mature mind.

Connected I’m whole.

Reading between the lines.

I am who?

Reinstated as me.

Lost I fell.

Away from a dream.

Crossed over.

Returning I stand real.

It’s been so long.

But I can finally feel.

As me is I.

Finding what I forgot.

Hiding inside.

In a slow rot.

Yet I’m becoming.

Until the end of time.

In the flesh as self.

The only way I can shine.

Years questioning.

What happened to me?

Nights dying alive.

Now set totally free.

I am for I relate.

To my own past.

Letting go of it’s ways.

Embracing older ones fast.

When I was truly me.

Back to comfort thy will.

Here to stay.

I sit and I chill.

wrapped around you!

Soft kisses while you sleep.

Amazed you could love me.

Knowing you are here mending my emotions.

Breath taking I live in an unique situation.

Proud to maintain in love.

I am thankful to feel you flush.

Warmth building in between.

Fighting for its space as we lean.

Into the comfort begging it to forever be.

In love until the end of time u and me.

Its so real how my heart feels the love received.

In you I truly believe.

So as I lay wrapped around you.

Know my love I express is true.

words stand alone

Masterpiece formed into a rare context and never read. Sitting still enough, motions seem as if they don’t care. Waiting it sits patiently nervous for me to help it breath.

I tell it what to say as I leave me out to dry without a sound. All emotions opened in rare form with all I believe. Written in silence words stand alone in line straight, curved, and round.

Taunting me it takes a liking to my will to give it just a little bit more. Pausing I try to keep up with it’s emptiness that needs a thrill. Pushing out the insides towards the absent expression of the core.

Like a puzzle locked in tight, letters join for a greater purpose. My life is splattered through the stains in which it drips in the wind. Trying t live up to the expectations of space making me ever so nervous.

wanting it all

Who wouldn’t want it all? Pending on the minds status. Objects, money or family. All relevant to ones madness. One could have all they’ve ever dreamed. Within what makes their world work. Giving into one for the good. A two way street that has to meet………………

when love comes to call

There is a time in every ones life when that feeling comes along. Breaking through the shell after being alone for ever long. Sneaking up out of no where it creeps upon the will of the soul. As the emotion loses all sense of everything they knew and ever known. Giving more meaning to the little things misplaced in time. Showing what one has become to make it as they have their very own chance to shine. Individuals bound before life even took place. Made in heaven above as the hearts race for the taste. Once in a lifetime the calling is ready to be heard. Easing the simplest things of even the edgy disturbed nerve. It is a blessing sent from the curtain in the sky when one has opened up. Truly fit to give self in a way and understand a thing called love. Self can not express the comfort that is given within. Through the power of devotion is the only way to win. Will and respect earning trust along the way. Finding a friend in one other that completes the dream least to say. Whole and over due with fear long gone. Giving into a voice so sweet to the ear, it could never be wrong. Guided by the need of another for they get you in more ways than one. Enjoying moments becoming memories of life until it is done. Reaching, one can feel the connection without ever being touched. Close enough to fein for more, knowing they are loved. In the hands of the one ones waited for so long. A silhouette with a face pleasing where one belongs. Being one as two join with contentment in their hearts. Thankful that god has allowed them to have their start. Fairytales coming to life as prayers are answered. But not until the lord sees fit the willingness of happily every after. Love comes and goes and the past reflects ones face. Yet when that one individual rises to the occasion, eyes begin to glaze. Words flow as the eyes leak with joy in their minds redirection to enjoy a true lover. Realizing they have found within themselves what they would never do for another. No ends, no boundaries, anything is ones everything. And one will sit and think wow! can this really be happening. When the fulfillment of completion brings out the best. No one else will ever do, for this one is not like the rest. Soaking in the warmth of the skin applied by the ease of a fingers stroke. Making the heart skip beats as the tender mending is what one seeks the most. Knowing without a doubt why one has been put in your life, knowing their purpose. There is no more wondering around looking and feeling worthless. For the second of getting close enough to endure the long lost desire. It clicks without warning and life would not be the same if you did not leap and walk the wire. Compassion fills ones intuition of becoming absorbed with happiness. And when love comes to call, one will know how truly thankful they are for this.

what matters the most

The misdirection of the heart learns in its own time as it seeks that one thing it can not do without. Some find it in another, making more than a lover. Others are more shallow and think money is the way. Living the riches and buying their way. Some find religion the only answer in life. This they refuse to hide. People are uncertain what this walk is all about. Mind clouds the cavity in which we feel. Heart confuses the head, losing focus on the reality that we grasp. Misinterpreting the level of understanding is just that. On a level all its own. Many believe they know it all, others fail to comply. Truth is, we only know what we’ve lived. If we even give a hoot enough to do so. Self inside where no one can see is a beautiful thing if one gives their true face that does not hide from life’s ways. Feelings of emotion can tear down the strongest individuals if given them selves and rejected or crossed and thrown away. Bitterness can consume ones will to treat another as if the were who they are. Not as if the were that one that caused so much pain that seems to linger from one to the next. Yet some can distinguish the purpose of learning and take with them the actions that make them who they are to become. Giving great chance at a life worth the ride ridden when all said and done. It’s on self in each and every one of us that has that power to do as we please. Yet unfortunately not all of us can decipher what really matters. Feeding into the cracks of life that suck one into a spiral of misfortune. With a lack of forgiveness. Unknowing because they don’t have the intellect to strive beyond self and realize people are as human as life is to change. Not everyone will remain closed to the enjoyment of a happiness waiting to happen. All because someone turned on them in one way or another. Some are irreplaceable, and some we are better off without. But never let lust disguise loves power of its true worth. Allow the heart to feel as the mind watches through eyes made to see the beauty of what we put our selves through. Yet don’t get lost in the mind and forget how it feels to be felt by another wanting one thing, to be loved. Learn. Open self and accept life for what it is. Nothing is perfect. Nothing will ever stay the same. Everything is subject to change due to ones action in repeated patterns of love and war. We all have our moments and it is within these moments that we find our selves. Every movement tweaks the person in whom we are indeed to form. What you and I do at this present time and place as we do as we do on a daily routine, effects everything in our future. Know your roll by living your life. Play the cards that has been dealt and love the fact that you are alive. You have that power to choose your path and those who surround you outside of family. It is your life as mine is my every thing. Find what matters the most to you as I have done. If you are fortunate, not every one is, you to will find what life is willing to give. But you have to learn and pay attention to others as well as self in this crazy unforgiving world. Treat another as you want to be treated. Do not be so selfish and think life is only your way, or it’s all about you. Put another before you that has the qualities you desire and watch it unfold. It may not be what you were looking for but you to will come away from it a little more wiser on how to go about what it is you truly want and crave in someone else. It’s life. Figuring out the mutual grounds in between self and others is only half the battle. Keeping good relations is the hardest thing of all. Bad times can make or break a situation worth the time put in. So beware of self in times of hardship and know what matters the most.

voices muted

VOICES MUTED, SPEAKING IN BREATHES. PULSE BOOUNCING, FEELING THE TEST. PATIENT NERVES, FEINING FOR TOUCH. HOVERING EMOTIONS, SKIN BECOMES FLUSH. DESIRE DRIVEN, SPOKEN WITHOUT SOUND. SO READY, FOR SEX TO BEGIN NOW. LASTING LUST , WANTING TO BE FELT. COMING UNDONE, NEEDING THE HELP. WAITING MOMENT, GRIPPING THE FLESH. ROUNDLY CURVED, BEAUTIFUL BREASTS. HANDS FULL, DICK HELD SNUG. IRRESISTABLE KISSES, SLIDING IN LOVE. HORMONES GOING, TIME HAS COME. INSERTED GENTLY, ROUGH THE FUN. SLOW GRINDING, HOLDING ON BRIEFLY. PULSE SPEEDING, FUCKING NEATLY. NIGHT LINGERES, BED SQUEAKING POUNDS. FUCKING GOOD, WORDS OF WOW. GIVING ALL, FILLING THE VOID. THRUSTING MOVEMENT, SO MUCH ENJOYED. GRABING HIPS, FLIPPED FOR PLEASURE. TOSSED ABOUT, LACE NO LEATHER. FREAKISH GRIN, GETTING IT DONE. FACE BURRIED, NOWHERE TO RUN. MOANIG ALOUD, DIGGING IN DEEPER. TAKING ME, SHE’S A KEEPER. ORGASMS SCREAMING, ONE TWO THREE. RELEASING CUM, SETTING IT FREE. DIVING DOWN, NOT DONE YET. LICKIN PUSSY, GIVING HER HEAD, SQUIRMING JERKS, TASTING HER DRIP. STANDING STRONG, HANDS ON HIPS. MOISTENED OVERLOAD, PLEASING A TICKLE. COMING UP, GIVING MY PICKLE. ROUGHLY STROKING, IT’S MY TURN. SKILLS WORKING, HER I YEARN.

uprooted

Roots rising, ripped and plucked.

Torn from the soiled soul of pasts now fucked.

Planted seeds buried watered and grown.

Taken away into the complete unknown.

Familiarity replaced by new surroundings Rougher dirt makes for misplaced groundings.

Pulled, removed from all one knows.

Pausing a halt and waiting on h2o to flow.

Dug, jerked, shoveled into place.

Feeling the void of filling up something else’s space.

Shoved into the dust and stuck with her nature.

Within patches here and there, this is major.

Held down by the gravity of the situation.

Backing down from the over whelming intimidation.

Uprooted to soon for comfort Laying still for the cause to convert.

untouched bits of something bigger

U eva felt complete with a simple touch? Felt urself fill up with a desire to luv. Hane u eva been unconditional? Felt so irresistible.

The only id turn my back to u is if we were back to back bracin as ifu’d need some1 to watch it…

Luv is only a word that only can attempt to say how I feel for u luv. I am madly in luv with u n always will b. im urs 1….

U know when ur a hottie when u make a grown mans mouth druel n water. Then make em fein on the way u walk it out with that sexy azz waddle. So strut that thang n watch the man in me die to getta peek. Starin in ur dierection as it is only the fabulous I seek.

Jus for a lil bit of ur undivided attention I’d give a life time of luv’ n happiness. N for a second to help u smile my feelins would open up n show to ur gorgeousness.

Open up to me. Lemme see what it feels like to climb inside. I bet when I get my chance to touch ya, u’d blow my mind.

U r exactly what I want. Ur irreplaceable. Only u will do.

I held u inna a pocket of my heart for yrs past to present. Jus so u could set me free as it is evident. Roamin inside u fill me whole. I jus wanted u to know.

Luv’n u is the easiest thing I’v eva done. Knowin MANDY is my 1 so as u make ur way back to metoday. Know im waitin to hear u say. Ilu n I repeat, ilu1!

Luv doesn’t focus on th bad. Guess that’s y I only see the good in u.

I luv ur precious irresistible kiss. The inner man as it brushes thy lips. Pressin its way into my space. With so a lovely elegant graceful pace.

I wanna tamper with u. bother u. explore n release u. find what u don’t know about u. relieve u n need u. I wanna b with u please u n feel u as I fein for u. u see I believe in u. healed for u. becuz of u I jus wanna luv u.b with u. hold u n purpose marriagr to u.sleep n wake to u.im happy becuz of u n only u.

U were the 1st that made my heart flutter. N now a days u own it.whats the odds? Hmmm ilu2!.

Ilu1 like iv neva luvd. As if my heart found a beat n skipped n u r there to lend a pulse. Givin regular rhythm to a vibe poundin to b heard by the same identical beat. U r my 1!

My dreams r a reality in the makin. N u r that dream that neva went away. I am urs 4 the takin. So do as u please with a man so willin to show u how he feels everyday.

U loved me yesterday. U love me today. N if u can find It in ur heart can u luv me tomorrow. I will do the same.

With this rose I send my luv upon every petal, for its as true.

1 kiss is all it took. N I knew this was 1 for luvs book. 1 kiss from u n u stole my heart. Droped me 2 a knee as I let down my guard. U own me 4eva!

Butterflies floatin within as we kiss n I taste ur grin.smilin with a stare n caught in the eyes sweet spot of a shared more than eva needed glare. U r luv.

U r something else. How u do what u do 2 me is crazy. I have MANDY! Of all people in my life. U r my dream. I feel u deep in my heart. My 1. AMANDA JO MORGAN.

Taken by ur luv. Sprised by ur ways. Enjoyed by ur heart. Livin in the moment of the day. N all I can say is, thank u.

Don’t eva stop, keep it comin. Luv me like thers no tomorrow. U got me runnin n racin 2 the way u give luv. N I cant get enough.

I wanna b that 1 thing in ur life u cant do without. Jus by bein me without a drought. I jus wanna luv u 4eva 1. tiltimes precious gift is done.

Iv neva had any1 so far within me. Touchin a feel 2 please not only me but thee. Ur luv is on point n so perfect. Whisperin I heard it say, ilu. N I couldn’t help butt to respond.

Endless. That’s what ur luv is 2 me. 4eva on u I will lean. Friends til the end of time. Bendin I will show uhow much I want u as mine.

Jus close

Jus nuff Jus u

Jus a blush

Jus once

Jus us

Jus a touch

Jus in luv

Jus

Jus knowin some1 like urself walks this earth is a blessin 2 us all, n 2 b honest, 4 u 2 allow me 2 b ur 1 is an angels heavenly prayer answered.

Stuck on stupid, starin at u wit my mouth flung n held wide open wit druel fallin from my lip. Im in amazement of who n what uv become. (the total fuckin package)

Precious n rare I keep u close 2 my heart. 2 luv n hold doin my part. Ur so beautiful ur shadow catches my eye. 4eva I wish u 2 b mine.

U left ur luv here wit me this morning. Its got me smiling. Jus wish u could b here wit us. Lost in eternal luv.

My mind jud told my ear 2 listen 2 the beat of my heart. I did, n it sounds like it beatin ur name. MAN DY MAN DY MAN DY.

Ok its been 2 long. I waana kiss. This is outrageously ridiculous. I want my woman. I need 2 feel her against me asap!

Ur silence speaks thru eyes 2 me. Starin in2 luvs reflectin how much u care. Listenin I watch as ur smile grows. Stuck in the moment for we know this is it.

Can I fulfill ur happiness. Touch ur sweet tenderness. Express how much I miss. As u feel my gentleness.

Spinnin like a hamster in my heart, u have my pulse rollin n thumpin hard.

unseperable

PARTNERS, WALKING THEIR OWN INDIVIDUAL PATHS TOGETHER. AS ONE IN TIME, UNSEPERABLE BY SPACE NOR AN OTHER. HAND IN HAND, BACK TO BACK THEY CROSS ROADS. TEAM, KNOWING WHAT THEY’VE FOUND IS RARELY TOLD. EXPREESED THROUGH EYES STARING AS SKIN SHIVERS. OPENED FOR THE SEASON, TO BE TAKEN BY THE PERFECT LOVER. COMPANIONS FOR LIFE, AND THAT’S JUST THE WAY IT IS. A LIFE THAT IS NOT ONE SIDED BY FAR, YET IS HERS AND HIS. TWO AS ONE IN THE SAME HEART BEATING TO A SINGLE VIBE. EMOTIONALLY INTERTWINED IN LOVE AS THEY CAN NOT HIDE. THE WAY IT SHOULD BE IS THE WAY THE GLIDE IS SLEEK. SLIDING ALONG WITH EASE, WITH WORDS THAT DO NOT SPEAK. CONNECTED, ACCEPTING THE SITUATION AS IS FOR IT IS JUST THAT. UNSEPERABLE, HAVING THE BEST OF INTERESTS THEY DO NOT LACK.

united as one

CLOSE ENOUGH TO TICKLE A TEASING TAUNTING TOUCH. FEELING WHOLE IN A GRASPING FINGERED CLUTCH. AS IF YOU WERE ATTACHING AND ARE PART OF ME. CONNECTING AND WEAVING US TOGETHER AT THE SEEMS. SKIN ON SKIN RUBBING QUICKLY AND SOFTLY. HAIRS IN BETWEEN STANDING UPRIGHT AND FIRMLY. REACHING FOR ONE AN OTHERS TEST OF WILL. AS EMOTIONS BEGIN TO DUMP AND FILL AS THEY SPILL. FLUENTLY OFF THE TONGUE ITS TASTED AS WORDS ARE DELT. LOVES SIMULTANIOUS HEARTS IS FELT AND HAVE BEGUN TO MELT. BRINGING FORTH MOTIONS ACTION OF TRUE LOVE. WRAPPED UP IN EACH OTHER VISUALIZING A PAIR OF DOVES. WITH KISSES THAT STEEL THE NIGHT COMPLETELY AWAY. LOST IN THE GAZE OF TWO UNITED AS ONE AND ARE HERE TO STAY.

uncontrollably

The freak within wants 2 play, let her out if u may. Drippin wet, covered in ya sweat. Juicy luv’n, makes good for some pushin n shoving. Drops of u released, neva giv’n in til ur pleased. Dirty talkin, fingers r skin glidin n stalkin. Tongue swimmin n facin, mmmm smellin n tastin. Flow of hormones, pulled eva so swiftly from ur moans. Hummin uncontrollably, my name as I bow 2 u on my knees. Slurpin up the flava u leak, forcing the sounds I eva so seek. U surpass my greatest dreams, as u pour urself upon me. Lathered n moist, I eat 2 hear the sound of ur voice. Call 2 me, n I will willingly please ur every last individual scream. Putting in the deed, as I tease ur emotion cover me. Oh my god! u call in amazment, n all I wanted to do was taste it. Needin a good lickin, b4 I start slowly start stickin. Givin neva endin pulsatin strokes, made to soothe with a firmly light choke. Faster I pound, as u get uncontrollably loud. Meat slidin through ur walls in n out, so u know what I’m about. Grabbin a scrappin feel, u reach as my skin u peel. Getting it u cum so fuckin good, slowly I pull out n away with my wood. Neva nuttin I slide back down, as ur face is lit up with an expression of wow. Ticklin a caress fit 4 taste buds 2 explode, I lap up what’s left of ur pussy control. As u explode twice n once more again, I climb back on top n begin 2 ram. Lost in the moment, flippin u doin everything I can to hold it. Fuckin n sweatin, meltin into 1 an others grittin. Grindin Its uncontrollably ova whelmin, goin my mind starts dwellin. Neva 2 return 2 who we was, far beyond the emptiness of lust. Ur the best I eva had, u do so much more than drive me mad. Fallin deeper than eva, With any other I promise I neva. Ur more than I bargained for, n a gentleman neva speaks of what he’s explored. So know as we’ve crossed in2 our own, I am what I’ve shown. Connected for once, we united as 1!

unaswered

With so much to say in everyday life. Who can honestly say they can find the words the pin point every aspect of their very own time and existence. Where are the words that form syllables upon the lips. Telling stories of times much needed or others that are mistreating. Phases of periodic learning line the mind in a way we teach self of self to help self become. It’s a trip how one can think their way is the right way as it’s not the only way to live. People grow in their own time. Some advance more rapidly due to more radical behavior patterns. Allowing self to be put on the line as it’s forced to cross on stay put. Others slide by watching all others failing along the way, unable to feel life’s little miracles push them into the one their destined to become. So who has the letters arranged so properly that when read makes most sense? Because I can bet they will need a rearrangement in five to ten when they’ve adapted to a new way of life in itself. No one has the answers to this ride we all enjoy. Just take your time and be one with self and all other will fall into place as time will tick.

time to kill

Spaces in between. Movements invadin thin air. Thinning thinner than squeezin skin. Beneath the sheets. Before the contact. Feelins bounce back n forth. Pullin closer than touch. Urgin the skin to react. Hoverin contentment. To be held so tightly. Grazin the fetish of fingertips. Slidin passin slightly over the resistment. Obedience at a standstill. Control is losin the battle of more. Fightin the willingness of want. Needin the fulfillment of the skill. Patience turning around. Changing face in the time consumed. Desire rips through the expressions. Silent as the hush of sound. Breath heated by nature. Easin into the gropin set aside. Softly fingers linger along. Ready for the main feature. So much time to kill. Spread for pleasure layin about. Clickin closer hearts beat together. Becoming one trust has hold of its will.

thoughts of us

Here’s a little thought I think so often, bring me some real love! Show and tell to the fullest and I’ll give my true worth. Watch it play out and see the end unfold. Make time and don’t forget to be about your word. I’ll be standing still, for you I’m one with patience. Relaxed and waiting on you come whole hearted and I’m yours. Listen to my voice check the base sound that creeps softly. I’m here and ready, give me a look and feel a man’s core. Try me, I give good love to live a life time for. Take shelter in emotion within me, curl up and just love. It’s a thought I found that soothes my day and helps me smile. So brush up against my heart as it caresses a rub. Time will tell, and that’s the only thing any of us have anyways. And it’s my turn to show and tell what it is I intend. For you I feel year ago, and until now time was so slow. Now slipping away, I don’t want to lose for the second time my best friend. It’s me in the flesh, sending a message in faith. As this road we travel slides beneath our feet, and we drift. Colliding once again, with time to spare before we rest. You see I found something in you I need as feelings shift. Another thought to ponder as I wonder why it’s taken so long. If the experience we live together is this good, how can it ever go wrong. My intention are the skies interpretation of a love that’s been found. As pure as the flight of a bird soaring and singing its song. Thoughts, flowing from the mind and bouncing of the tongue. Aimed for an ear on the side of your over flowing head. So if you have room for a fool that is as faithful as you. I promise to love you until the day I lay as motionless as the dead. It can be so much more than we’ve ever expected out of anyone else. This I can guarantee, with the confidence that I’ll never stop loving thee. Thoughts of us, on my mind that give hope of the only love I want to hold. Find me reaching for you as the only thing I could ever be, me!

this woman

In my mind roams a woman I thought I’d never meet. One so unique I never knew I could sweep her off her feet. She’s lived in here for so long, I can not do without her. Words that come from her heart speak to me without a slur. Softy touching my ear as I loose all control of me. Sinking in she’s a dream reality hardly ever gets right as we plead. Searching years at some point to find someone so rare. One how actually cares and fills the void of all that’s lost and bare. This woman came to me a long time ago when we did not know. Only to be rejoined with one another and a little thing called love. Expressing how I feel is not so hard from when I get my chance. Yet finding the correct words to release, fit for her and this dance. It’s not as easy when letters get re-arranged in the throat. Pausing as if to choke, or squeezed by a rope. She’s that one person some of us find that we can not do without. And the only thing stopping it from happening is self’s drought. Becoming me is what it did best in the time I had to rethink me. Yet I didn’t know a thing for I am more me now than when I was free. And that’s a statement confusing so many as free is being self as I am. I’ve become a man I was dying to become with her in our life together. Completing this individual, as pieces lost are put back that was severed. In my mind she’s my every thought in which a man craves. No, men don’t want anyone to know it until she appears in a frame. In white and lace with trim that gives pleasure to a joyous smile. Knowing from that point on, every moment spent will never be forgotten and always worth while.

this is U & ME!

THIS IS HOW WE LIVE. THIS IS WHAT WE DO. DAY IN ,DAY OUT. THIS IS HOW WE MOVE. SLOW WINDIN. THIS IS OUR GROOVE. LOVIN EVERY MOMENT. PAUSIN FOR THE TRUTH. THIS IS US. LIVIN IN OUR MOMENT. THIS IS LOVES GIFT. N THERE’S NO TRYIN TO HOLD IT. THIS IS HOW IT WAS MEANT TO BE. OUR LIFE TOGETHER. DESTINY WAPPED AROUND US. THIS IS 4EVER. THIS IS PASASION SPILLIN OUT. TELLIN THE WORLDS WE’VE FOUND IT. THIS IS FOR US. THE FLAME IS LIT. THIS IS WHAT IT’S ABOUT. KNOWIN THE HEART IS FELT. THIS IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME. AS WE MELT. IN OUR TIME. THIS IS UNDESCRIBABLE. THIS IS ONCE IN A LIFETIME. THAT’S IRRIPLACABLE. THIS IS LOVE SPEAKING. WITHOUT A SOUND. THIS IS THE HEARTS CALLING. AS IT POUNDS. THIS IS SATISFACTION AT LAST. HOLDING ON TO GIVING. THE SILENCE OF KNOWING. THIS IS THE SOUL LIVING. THIS IS THE WAY IT IS THE WAY IT SHOULD BE. THIS IS PERFECT HARMONY. U N ME!

Thinking Of My One

As time rolls, stumbles n staggers as u make ur way through all the goofy illusion pretending to call themselves luv. U walk with purpose believing in them as if seconds matter until minutes can not spare another tear falling without a worth of good. Leading u n landing u back in ur shoes. Getting done what means the most as days grow shorter as u look without looking as u disapear. Losing frame of mind that some1 will luv who uv become in the way ur able to give self. It happens to all of us when we least expect it. But when that time comes to share self in a sense of all or nothing. Bare self in the name of 1 as if there is no other that could eva do what they do for u inside, not out. Mind speaks to the heart, yet the heart neva replies as it is consumed by the thrill it has embraced by its time to live truly in the arms of a real lover. Keeping self in line n knowing their true intensions in the key as u wind up in a postion worth the kiss soft enough to explode on impact. U will know one day as I think of my 1, MANDY! N all she does to me. No1 can ever come close to her presense alone as she owns my heart. She will get my best everyday, til the day I turn in this life to join my lord abve n wait for her 2 come n live an eternity with us……

"THE SEEK"

Inside out I creep from a place wicked n tempting to take over this worlds will. Slowly sliding further from me in which who I am amungst the seek of the thrill. Sneaky lil space within is out n about feining to get his before he’s captured again. I don’t know if I like it as my inner thing is exposed to the brutality of this rain. Like a lil me, a kid trying to get outta under the wing of grace as it craves its chance. Ready or not I’m giving in without much fight as that individual freaks life’s dance. Welcoming the light upon the skin as it touches n warms to the core of its existence. I’m helpless n some what broken by how it walks from its creator left behind at a glance. Internally I shed myself for the better of its way to make its own decisions breaking me. I’ve held on for so long as it needed my mistakes to learn a path wiser n chosen. Now it’s just one of those things where I’ll see it when time strips it down, broken. My lil me entering a world as free as he can be as I’ve done my best to help it over come. Slipping I sit alone thinking of all the things we’ve ran through just wanting it to come home. It’s the seek it no longer hides from that drives the fearless heart that pumps its vibe. N I’m proud to say I did my part while it does that thing like I’ve been doing side by side.

the reason

Seems life found me, and it’s here to stay. Snuck up on me, around about from the way.

Further than I expected it to be, it came back faster. So close to my heart and I never thought it mattered.

Inside me it lingered in between the seasons. Kept for unknown reasons.

Within I sheltered, thoughts covered the mind, Periodically thinking, and never knew why.

Love came a calling, out of the blue. Dropping everything, all because I knew.

Feelings poured out one at a time, raising my smile. Now I have the reason, why she stuck with me all the while.

the me coming out

Freed to write all the mind can let loose of. Tapping at a joy of hate, in between and love. Jotting down words riddled with pleasures game. Expressing the inner walls of the minds tempting frame. Writing anything that will come in times window. Stretching letters in a form without a shadow. Bleeding the leaking heart dripping with a grin. Down goes words flirting with my very own sins. Drips of emotions and some times those without meaning. Wrote to configure something inside me screaming. Dotted I’s and curved commas lead the way. Pages fill up quicker than my mind can play. Tears fall in pain splashing a new never ending style. Raising the cheeks even every once and a while. Groping an image without sound that speaks softly. I sit and feel the me coming out and at times can be costly. Markings of what is left of me and who I’ve become. Learning who I am with each and every one.

the drifter

IM ALREADY OVA IT. LIFE LIVED. BURRIED IN THE PAST, AFTER SET FREE FOR SOME OTHER SUCKER TO ENJOY MAKIN THEIR OWN MISTAKES THAT RESEMBLE MY OWN. SIX INCES DEAD. I FOUND REASON TO GIVE. DUG IN N I DRAGGED OUT THE SIMPLE LIL MAN LIVIN WITHIN MY WORLD THAT HAD NO BUSINESS CREEPIN N UNABLE TO GROW, TO BE GROWN. HIGHER GROUND LOOKIN DOWN. IT WAS A LONG CLIMB. YET AT THE TOP I CAN NOT SEE WHO I WAS N WHEN I DO I CAN NOT BELIEVE WHAT I WAS. PULLED FROM AN MY INDIVIDUAL I BECAME. LISTENIN TO THE WIND. PEEKIN BACK MAKES ME THRIVE TO BECOME MORE OF ME I HAVE NEVA BEEN WHEN I THINK OF THE UNCONTROLLED LUST. RIPPED OUT OF A TIME WHERE I WAS IN UTTER TERMOIL. LOST N DRIFTIN. I KILLED THE ONLY ONE WHO EVA KNEW ME N HE IS GONE, NOW EATIN WIT THE WORMS OF TIMES RECYCLIN PASSION. I STEPPED FROM ME THRU A MIRROR N WOUND UP IN ANOTHER WORLD. ONE MORE SUITABLE. FEELIN COMPELLED BY THE WILL TO LIVE WIT A LUV IN THE HEART THAT CAN NEVA BE TAKEN FROM ME AS LONG AS I REMAIN ME N KNOW WHAT IT IS I WANT N AM TRYIN TO DO. WINNIN THE WAR WIT SELF. I HAVE ONE LESS IDIOT RUNNIN MY MIND N IT FEELS GREAT. IN CONTROL OF THE ONE I WAS MEANT TO BE, WIT THE KNOW HOW TO GET IT DONE. MESSY SITUATION IT WAS. FINDIN THE DRIFTER SPEAKIN SENSE BEHIND THE MINDS WALLS. FLEEIN AT TIMES I GREW INTO A MAN N RID HIM OF REOCCURIN MEMORIES UNWANTED N AM PRESENTLY HAVIN A LIL BIT OF FUN.

spoken sound

There it is, sitting so ever still. Waiting its turn, to get its little piece of thrill. The heart is patient, feeling the worth. Ready to start, giving life as birth. Listen to it call, speaking names in tongue. Tasting the release, hearing it sung. There it stares, looking and winking a twinkle. Catching face, scanning the eyes as they sprinkle. Head holds strong, with every thought. Breaking for lips, squeezing what’s sought. Quietly in silence, motioning for love as it falls. Words linger, as it hears them open up and call. I love you, ears drummed to the endless beat. Air sucked in, as it can not breathe. It’s here before you, standing its ground. Becoming the moment, speechless as spoken sound.

speakingout

Eyes telling the story of loves past, falling short of a time well spent. Drowsy n lonely, starving & dried out they speak of an over whelming event. Hurt has settled in forming a maze of frustration within the retinas colors. So confusing it would take years to straighten the re-arrangement from empty lovers. Pain leaks from swells of built up confusion lingering without reason. Closing, beads of warmth that have not a ounce of comfort stream down like a rainy season. Causing emotion to spread like a virus, drowning the pockets that hold the moment. Dialated eyes and blank details of the struggles are evident to the expressions passing movement. Twisted anger can be seen beneath the torture that hides the face of hatred. Windows to the inner world collide with the reality as if somehow related. Only closed lids shelter self from anyone knowing the anguish one has been put through. Hiding all that has left behind the mirrors that replay visions of defeat with no excuse. Turning in watching the memories bring forth the ability to feel every last tear falling. The shutters can not blink without visualizing all that has gone wrong with loves empty calming. Ruined n bloodshot the massive valve of being broke can not be dried anytime soon. Eyes speak without the permission of the beholder, dropping hints of self & accepting the demise of self’s doom.

SOMEONE

To give up one life to be in the next is difficult to do. Episodes, teaching us of whom we really are. Re-arranging and split into chapters. Like the years horoscopes. Changing in times window we all drift at times. Seeing different faces that mean so much get lost, die or fade. How does one keep someone when life has no shape? Every five to ten stretch in our moments to live we become someone else trying to stay the same. Hoping we have that one that last a lifetime. To hold them and embrace them for all time would be magical. Seems every time we turn around we are caught up gaining or losing space. Memories we forget, others we wish could last forever. Clinging to a brief love we would love to love until the end. Truth is we just do not know what tomorrow will bring. All we can do is trust in someone and hope for the best. Try with every once of what is left within. Giving someone else a chance to feel what we are made of. Holding ground for the sake of the chance of being loved. It is a constant wonder how long we can make it happen. Becoming that one to someone one knows deep within, this is the one. Periods of glimpses of a life we all have a desire to live. Being fulfilled by another in a way that completes our every day is breath taking. Outlasting the pain in which we have endured for so long. A miracle sent to please the inner walls of ones soul. The presence of the present is where it begins. Yesterday is dead and gone. Knowing who we have before us is essential to all of our futures. To our true happiness no one but this one can fill. Giving into someone else’s needs and wants at the same time having our own met. These are real compassionate friends living together. Two as one, leaning on each other through the thick and thin. Partners for life, is a hard task to maintain without liking ones love. Not knowing who one will become in times will. Holding onto faith with fate in hand, praying this one of all other is indeed the beginning of our smile. Only time can tell the mind and relay to the heart of true intensions. We just have to believe in someone and give them the opportunity to show in which whom they truly are with actions that speak louder than words. The will to do so is a gift from within. Not all of us have the patience to wait and enjoy someone along the way. Afraid of being hurt as it is fair to say they have that right. Protecting self for that is what most thinks matters. Yet no one will ever know if they do not apply themselves to the honesty of love. The design that can not be understood unless one steps outside themselves and realizes it is not all about them. For when two become one it a whole this world can never break if both parties are willing to go the extra mile to satisfy an others feelings. It is a never ending drive that consumes us. But the reward of a bond so precious is without words. Priceless, when we make it as far to take e peek back and feel the love shared through the years with someone so irreplaceable. That is what it is all about. Finding our groove and cherishing it. Just for the simple indulgence to touched and get to know who they are, where they have been and growing old with them as to know who they are to become. Who knows with you by their side as they are beside you, you, I, us, we can do something so rare in this day an age of finding self in someone else. Allowing them to continue to live like there is no tomorrow and be free in what they enjoy the most. For they have lived before time shared together and shall openly express self. Walking a path together we can not forget at times we to want a moment to friends and family. Hopefully ones that are shared together making our time on earth relaxing and comfortable in a lifestyle everyone would love to live. We must figure out self before we can look into another and honestly say, yeah, this is the one!

she knows

I give er my all, everything I have. Does she know I’m not tryin to buy er luv? Jus wanna life all my own. 1 where her world is the same as mine. Ours! Hmm, jus curious on the opposition. Wonderin if I gave er all of me, what she’d do with my core. Once she’s seen it’s true intentions. What would be the out come of the uncertainty. Comin invisioned, I believe she’s the 1. no other will do. So as I gave me the only way I can. In a sense of us as 1. does she know I’m not tryin to won er ova? Jus wanna be me. For once I jus wanna lay me on line. N there is no1 I’d rather come outta me for. Time, money, loyalty, faith, trust, emotion, hope, fate, touch, kiss, luv, patience, understandin, willingness, happiness. They r hers. From me I givith. It’s all I have. What’s mine is hers til the day I lay at rest. Jus to be creamated as I am mixed with her asses at her ends callin. Eternity! Our luv is that strong. Spending our days mixed int2 1 an others ever more. After it’s all said n done, n I come out of me. Will she know I refuse to hurt er? Yeah, she knows. That’s y I call er 1!

captured

Reaching out. Streching for luv. Clawing. Scratching the surface. Grabbing hold. Clinging to emotion. Pulling. Closer than air. Wrapped up tight. Enjoying a moment. Lost. Squeezing the feel. Touching skin. Expressions noticed. Pealing shells. Finding the inner. Sinking into layers. Deeper. Further than ever. Captured.

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have you ever?

Have you ever sat alone and just slowed down? Tried to find the comfort in the silence of sound. Still enough to feel life as quieet as it can be. Without thought, just attempting to be more than a moments glee. Have you ever enjoyed the realness of being alive? With only yourself by ur own side. For the sake of letting the chaos go. As free as the wind that blows. Have you ever taken time to be with self? Got lost relaxing in a state of mind of stealth. Became one in a whole no one can take. Sunk inward and found what you crave. Have you ever paused as time crept by? Finding the meaning of your short lived life. Abscent from a world that has to wait. For you've found a second to escape. Have you ever been in your happy place? Where everything is clear as open space. Enjoying nothing going on around you. At peace with what you thought you knew. Have you ever stoped for no reason at all? Tokk a chance to unthaw. Felt the enjoyment of how things can be so simple. As your smile stretches your dimples. Have you ever let loose of your everyday? Lived in a day like today. Calming down and opened up. In a zone totally yours, not giving a fuck.

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