4 so long

wantin somethin 4 so long. i shoulda known. put it 2gether as u were on my mind every now n then. i was always lookin in the wrong places. dealin wit not knowin when i'll get mine. i felt u in ways i never knew. un-attempted, it seemed never 2 exist. checkin others off 1 by 1 at a time 1 after another n repeat. 4 they were'nt u. i never knew this as they disapeared from a growin diminishin list. i felt u without knowin we could co-exist. walkin seperate lives grittin teeth n clinched fists. u lived in me 4 so long. n i didn't know y til now...........