ups n downs

better thing grabbing a hold of the will in my grasp.
tugging me away from what it seemed i wanted in my past.
doors rudely slammed shut in a misguided state of confusion.
and other fly open to welcome an old face n give resolution.
life is so complicated at times when things change every time.
forcing self to adapt to the ways shoved in face screaming goodbye.
for happiness to re-emerge as a piece of the puzzle right on cue.
giving another taste of it's sweet flavor after feeling so blue.
ups and downs ripping n healing the insides oh so often.
sometimes it's good n others one would rather be in a coffin.
it's a game of life with no way to expect what is to be.
left blinded without any true way of actually being able to see.