extractin myself

found within me restin n waitin. deflatin in time. escapin memories gravitatin. pressin n elevatin to limits beyond experiencin the driftin of whats forsaken. creepin in within the thin lines in between what is givin in n mistaken. tryin to relate n missin the point set in by the confusion. lost in the mastermindin delusion of deliberate rejection. thinkin i'm dreamin n forgettin the reality slippin from the abusin pieces of stained emotion. greetin the activatin sarcastic expressions life spins in my direction as i begin releasin the pleasin of minds bendin misfortune. all in all searchin n never becomin somethin pretendin to happenin. fleein the cracklin cricks creekin n breakin as i'm hidin deep in the space, layin sideways n over ridin my shine cuz i am watchin n lookin for my moment of extractin myself from me in great timin.