the song you can not hear

putting words together riddled with the song in my head you can not hear.
trying to explain whats going on in between the floating notes waiting patiently to shed a happy tear.
bouncing off the reasons before consuming my every thought, all in together like i never knew.
softly whispering rhymes that make me want to lay you down & roll under the covers embracing you as a long lost lover i wish i could whoo.
showing u whats been roaming carelessly free, as it's been telling me what it wants to show you.
thoughts rattling a verbal slang built up & expressed as its aimed directly towards something as true as u.
& i'm needing just a few moments to gather & collect these thoughts before their known.
until now what i'v always thought could never happen in a million years, has never been shown.
sharing all the little things in which i could never seem to get a grip.
handle this thing i feel or even shoot from the hip.
so as i chitter a chatter in the dark with one thing in mind that makes a grown man sigh.
how to get you near? living & sharing the space that's in between & outside the lines, all at the same time in which i rhyme.
& i cant seem to put us together as smooth as my dreams have dreamed, or as i oh so ever wanted.
seems like i'm tongue tied again, who would've thought 1 could have ever thunk it.
& this is just a note to self of a masterpiece made for you, laying round enjoying the sounds in my head.
lounging about until the time gives way for me to say what's needing to be said.
& it's that song you can not hear pounding it's echoing enjoyment in a special place throughout my mind.
as the red carpets been unrolled for you to embrace a melody i've been desperately trying to hide from someone that i believe is my kind, & i don't know why?
all i ever wanted is to finish this song you can not hear, because it's never been expressed in your ear the way it feels from within me as my lips have been sealed for years in fear.