N who says anyway is the right way?
When every1 has their own enterpritations.
Who wants to change who?
Failin to unethnical frustrations.
Y is it someone tries to awaken an other?
Helpin them to realize what reallity has to offer.
Who is it that knows more that helps?
When both parties can help one an other.
N how can one be wrong if the mind knows?
Over the heart to understand situations.
How can we learn if lessons aren't put to use?
Through the simplist thing as conversation.
N who's willin to reason with patience?
Accpetin no1 knows everything so young with a head a twirl.
So whom is it that thinks their way is the only?
Not even older folks have been all the way around the world.
Whom is a question asked to untame the minds stubberness.
Levelin a peice of somethin greater than self.
Y we chose to remain right all the time is silly.
When all we need from time to time is a lil help.
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Helpin
Monday, February 18, 2013
Lemme feel ya
Glide with me n wind up in a frame.
In form groovin to the flow the same.
Closer than friends could ever be.
Release a lil sum sum settin self free.
Slide up on the rythms movin feet.
Make ur presense felt past the moment.
Bouncin into tomorrows bold fix.
Shake a leg with my souls seek.
Movin to our own unique kinda beat.
Dance ur way into space needin tamed.
Lemme feel ya swayin to ur game.
Movement from the hip down
Together in motion strides step by pairs.
Left right left the walks worth a smile that cares.
Side by side with a friend like no other.
Better with than without a luv that never smothers.
Hands grip the sensitivity along the stroll.
Intensity built for a path yet to be known.
Feet lead the way that the heart guides with direction.
Never trippin one stones thrown that affect perfection.
Sun set relaxin toes that wiggle from the pitter patter.
Wrappin legs in more ways that one is what matters.
Movement from the hip down gettin where goin is.
Windin up in the presense of cuddlin limbs met at the lips.
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Walkin with time
In due time is the understandin of life goin all out.
In time is where the interpritation is heard so loud.
Without words rattlin the knowin in time to come.
Showin in its own time of what's earned not won.
Along side of the learnin when self knows all is only time.
Gettin the point finally made as time allows the mind to guide.
Walkin with time lessons creep with reasons path.
Becomin one with intesion before time claims its wrath.
Its all in the matter of time we grow into maturity.
Yet its how we take the time to listen to the remedy.
In need
In need to ease my fight.
Somethin please make things right.
Idk what I'm doin.
Or where this life is goin.
In need of comforts ways.
Seekin answers everyday.
Wakin to the riddled man.
I'm failin within my hands.
In need callin to the heavens.
Minds open like seven eleven.
Waitin for a clue jus to help.
What am I to do with even self?
In need of somethin normal.
Sharpened points on the head on a bull.
Ramed n poked by lifes chuckles.
As words go unheard n muffled.
In need I'm fallin apart.
In tact by wills strength that's chard.
Lookin for sonethin but don't know what.
Maybe I ask for to much.....
Matters flow
Grabbin at the back of the head.
Clawin n diggin rockin on the edge of the bed.
Confused by actions fallin short.
Double sided blade slices the core.
No way to reach the inner snag.
Minds tumblin on what's to be had.
Losin control beneath the eyelids.
Changin emotions in between every flip.
Matters flow fillin creases rustin.
Seems streatch as threads r bustin.
Over ridden by the shuttin of down.
N some how there's a question of how.
Different ways
As free as the souls can be.
The body sits feelin its dream.
Flyin as high as the spirit can soar.
Grounded physically wantin more.
Roamin the minds opened up.
The bones wanna move with a touch.
Heart taken n claimed by luv's ways.
Yet muscles await movements tamed.
Emotions live n r so alive inside.
As still as the relaxin me fights.
Different ways to get the fix.
Individually findin what's on the list.
A way
Workin on tomorrows plan to help her once again smile.
Today is where the motions r put together for the extra mile.
Here now in a way lookin forward to wakin to her lonesome side.
Under her wing snug enough to feel the luv is where I reside.
Tryin to make a differencein a way made to ease a relaxin gain.
My time in this moment is a process surrenderin pain.
New ways that giggle satisfaction guarantees best.
Out n about is me gettin to her enjoyment in her chest.
Day in day out findin a way that most of the time is spontaneous.
Knowin my own goofiness is rubbin off for I'm contageous.
Jus givin self in a way so she can find for herself happiness.
N I'm in her sights as laughs forms upoms her sassiness.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
To u
Back to u everytime my day seems to helplessly cave in.
In the comfort of ur arms I'm wrapped n holdin.
There's a luv unbreakable that makes the difference.
Makin sense of this world is u smilin with diliverence.
Ur always right on time when ever I begin to fall in need.
Wippin away emotions runnin on the down side of cheeks.
To u I lean for a piece of mind worth havin in my life.
This is only one of the reasons I had to have u as my wife.
Where hell will be paid
Out comes truths about the time where hell will be paid.
Drippin from the souls dyin need of fillin its emptyin cave.
In the end as nothins left but words cuttin the abused.
Rage in form where luv has no purpose lightin the fuse.
Eyes changed in a devilish way that two has been lost.
Havin no meanin in the torture breakin silences cause.
Pain reflects time without communication comin undone.
Pulse triggers blows burstin in the veins frustrated grunt.
Crucial conversation loud enough to wake the dead.
With no way to retract what has a slip of the tongue said.
Opposite sides facin down what could never be seen.
Hidden to comfort a lastin emotion worth the dream.
Outside twisted realism conflicts with reasons name.
On the line is put the break fallin suspect to the game.
Never to remain as once was so very joyous to live.
Freinds fade in the moment with yet so much more to give.
Snitches
Snitches opened mouths tellin all.
Balancin good n evil in the eyes of the law.
Unliked by most earnin stitches formin scars.
Equalizin right from wrong doin their part.
Civil matters gettin the bad caught up.
Away they go off locked in chained cuffs.
Citizens in the struggle of the mix.
Exhausted by the hands of the dumb shit.
Makin life pleasant so surroundins r comfy.
Frawned on by those so crooked their rusty.
Protectin the amendments made by our fathers.
Keepin eyes alert to the outside world carin they bother.
Nosy to others in a game of last man standin.
Dialin up help digits as fingers r landin.
Jus tryin to live within the concreate jungle.
Stayin true to gods way of self righteous's bundle.
F A M I L Y
Fuck A Member In Lies Youth.
Frustratin A Minds Illusion Left Yellin.
Forgettin Alliances Made Inside Lost Yesterdays.
Freinds Against Mature Intellegence Yelpin.
Fragments Aimed Masterin Irrational Lips Yappin.
Future arrangements misdiredectin lifes Yare.
In between F A M I L Y Lays letters connected explainin........... an obligation!
Friday, February 15, 2013
Free to drive
Top let down feelin the cool breeze.
Winds blowin releasin she with me.
Down the highway so complete.
Backwards on the seat I relax with her lean.
Wheel tightly gripped with pleasure.
Off we go to find the wonder of whatever.
Under the skies of beautiful weather.
Rollin on to find our spontaneous forever.
Tires snug with the asphalted road.
Hands in the winds endless flow.
Where we're goin we jus don't know.
Tryin to get there we flee extra slow.
Sun sets down upon our day.
A full tank of gas to let us stray.
Free to drive listenin to natures escape.
Shakin loose from society unaffraid.
Radios on with a few favorite tunes.
Smiles a chucklin made for use.
At peace deliverin self to truce.
On a highway to comfort the perfect mood.
Onward creepin along lines disapearin.
Deep in the country I stoped steerin.
Loosenin the squeeze of everyday fearin.
Destination yet to be found nearin.
Where we go time seems to stand still.
In our automoblie lead by the grill.
On a ride driftin on a breath takin thrill.
Windin curves unwindin jus over the hill.
Breaks unused acceleratin into the unknown.
It feels really good to be full grown.
Rubber spins a feel leavin marks shown.
She's by my side I'm never to be alone.
Out of sight at one with life.
N beside me is my wonderful wife.
Everythings at stake of us claimin mine.
Watchin the beauty of sight upon the eyes.
Trunks loaded with our blessed marriage.
Babies flew the coupes rockin carriage.
Raised is ours livin behind in heritage.
Speedin away wavin bye byes we pledged.
Peekin a wink back n forth starin.
To late to turn back from freedom pairin.
Outlasted patience luv we're wearin.
Now its us as emotions r glarin.
Ends with beginnings
Comin n goin is faces untrusted.
Frames on walls needin to be dusted.
Again n again situations flip flop.
Waitin for it all to finally stop.
At ends with beginnings that never started.
Watchin eyes of the broken hearted.
Times of change that need to remain the same.
Repeated frustartions stall the gain.
Foot down stomped with power.
Lines over ran inflickin a taste so saur.
Drained pockets fail to comply.
Wonderin on why one continues to try.
In words unheard truths r spoken.
Windin up on the other side of hurtin.
Twisted rage fills the empty hollow.
Questions rise defeatin what follows.
Balance of respect jeopordisin freindship.
Emptyin space filled by an others lyin lips.
Threads freyed
Stories at the ends of ties.
Told in the release of a knots slide.
Realization unbinds relations.
Tellin a tale of age old situations.
History claimed by pasts trail.
Periods of self buildin character.
At the slip findin whats unbareable.
Loosened snug free to take form.
Endin up on opposite sides of a door.
Walkin the path before ever known.
Breakin away from what's been shown.
Threads freyed beyond repair.
As neither party tends to care.
Driftin down the road of blame.
Torched by the heated flame.
Pulled apart for ends to snap.
Gums motionless from the endless flap.
Over comes the start with a sigh.
Jus bein in the mists of tears that decline.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Last one standin
Last one standin in the immediate line of fire.
Sheildin what's left of luv's untamed desires.
Holdin ground n starin down the irresistable fate.
Stompin on the gasoline lit into risin flames.
Intesity burns the will to the least bit survive.
Is this the turnin point in my over achivin life?
Where a man grows from within the pain.
Damn near outta juice from the unmentionable strain.
Here in the present breaths r deep n heavy.
Boundaries r brushed aside so very easily.
Diggin chests r findin more of the frustrated core.
Opened up to what's on both side of the door.
Last one standin must seem to show they care.
Tongues twisted makes moments utterly unfair.
Protectin luv with the minds unfortunate truths.
Puttin gentleness in words of misunderstood use.
Images of self reshaped by a dyin betrayal.
Chipped n reformed into an others portrayal.
At the point where all hell breaks loose.
Losin a friend callin a most needed truce.
Rises purpose from the hearts unconditional meanin.
I don't wanna be left in the rest of my life dreamin.
Regrettin a decision made rearrangin paths.
Unable to add up a choice with the aftermath.
Last one standin fightin the bettle of creation.
Layed down before us to invent our own reputations.
In eyes that notice the real callin of the souls touch.
Pressed together for a lifetime forever flush.
Led by the guidence mistaken for selfishness.
Hearin filth slanderin names off the lips.
So clear n stated to interupt a beatin heart.
Damagin emotions that have slowly begun to resemble scars.
In the way for a dime a dozen exadurates.
Reinventin self once again as worth fluxuates.
One more time n again its said of how it is.
Y can't one crawl outta her past n losen thy fists?
Last one standin is a man calm in abuse.
Restrainin from the fight of a verbal noose.
Hangin self is unimaginable with what's at stake.
Within I wonder if I can indeed argue the debate.
Only firin back when the level head needs to be heard.
Speakin to the point clearly without a slur.
My own is on unstable grounds that shake.
Wearin an unseen superhuman chokin cape.
Confusion strangles the mindset of certainty.
Not knowin what she's doin cuz she's destroyin me.
Somethin so pure this world has rarely seen.
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Hurt
To be broke.
Letters gag a choke.
With a luv inside.
Collapsin the mind.
Closin up.
Shyin touch.
After givin all.
Inward I crawl.
Down goes me.
Breakin my dream.
Still needin one.
Never close to done.
To shut emotions off.
In a still pause.
Waitin in frame.
Hopin to hold the same.
Pain hurts my face.
Invadin luv's space.
To crack n chip.
Away with lips.
Fightin back for me.
Standin up to be seen.
Final blow slappin sound.
Sting my words r bound.
Holdin tongues flow.
Crackin ever so slow.
To crumble within.
Damaged grin.
Reboundin at best.
Diggin in the chest.
Wantin the luv.
Hidin the fuss.
Rearranged me.
Deletin scenes.
At least tryin.
Drizzlin n cryin.
Holdin in the confusion.
Hearts defusin.
Sizzle stem cut.
Lit again to rush.
Back into ur arms.
To heal the chard.
In luv's trim
What is it I do to u?
Why do I remain in use?
Who am I behind ur eyes?
When will I know in time?
Where do I fit in?
I'm watchin the expressions in ur trim.
Who is it I'm suppose to be?
Whats the feelins u seem?
Why the emotional ride?
Where's the meanin u hide?
When has now begun.
Runnin down luv.
Freinds
I can be ur friend but I might get jealous.
I'm kind of a control freak cuz I can.
For some reason everytime I find a friend.
I tell myself their not as a good of a friend as I am.
No one can take the place of my best friend.
I'm all I have as I have me if u know what I mean.
We're inseperable til the end of never to part.
Me n my buddy me talk about everything endlessly.
I like me so much I don't bother with anyone else.
I know I won't lie to myself ever like if I could.
I'm as true to me n I know it without a doubt.
I'm freinds with me n my friend like I should.
So I'll think about u tryin to become a friend.
But jus know me n my pal is one in the same.
If its me ur interested in imma havta talk to him.
For my bestie is who I am n we r claimed......
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Figure someone
To ask whom one is.
Spoke from the lips.
Shall never be asked.
Lies r an endless task.
To figure one ways.
In actions day to day.
Words never equal the same.
Heard yet seen much different.
To figure it out is suspence.
The fun in the keep.
Of an other so deep.
Time tells a story so fine.
Wait for the moment to unwind.
Realization repeats itself.
Playin the game that's delt.
A single squiggle
Holdin down a run of letters in a row.
Back to back to back which one knows?
One will be used to start a conversation with self.
A b c all the way to z's end could begin to help.
Jus ones needed to get words arranged.
A single squiggle with a curve to be obtained.
What's to follow falls into place as the tongue rolls.
Constanent or vowel for the moment never put on hold.
Color laced eyes
The eyes upon me are the one that judge me.
waitin to witness the actions of how stron I can be.
Watchin me break is not an option I can live with.
Suntil the day I die I sling the piles of porin down shit.
Broken shovels make it so fuckin hard to breath.
Searchin for the ends at the bottom of the cheese.
On strike from up in a expoldin stinkin flame.
Waitin its moments unable to be put out in this constant rain.
Soakin clothes that makes it harder to move from the chill.
I dig for the answer to find the last once of will.
With stares I'm claimed by my own untamed character.
Standin alone with peices chippin a lies miracle.
I'm still restless in my head pealin away the sugar coat.
Planted in a mountain that reeks barely afloat.
Within realities reasons of what has been seen.
Surrounded by the waste of lifes untold dream.
A seed sproutin up from the manuer gettin trampled.
Needin a single ray of light to grow as an example.
There r colors that lace the windows of the mind that notice.
Givin purpose beneath the struggle jus tryin to live.
For them my all fightin for them will never hide.
Friday, February 8, 2013
In an other
In an other some run into.
Forgettin the one who gives them truths.
N memories break from good times.
When the other tries to find a talkin mind.
In someone that makes them feel they matter.
As a friend gets lost in what's not their chatter.
Set aside as miles r put on the heart.
Feelin jus maybe they've come that far.
Where conversation is somewhere else.
Like what the mouth has to say has been delt.
Old n over, needin something new.
Communication breaks down of use.
In an other both turn but only one forced.
Shut out for reasons unknown by vocal chords.
It happens for its the way life works.
Someone is always unable to be heard........
Scars will form
Under the sharpened edge awaits a cut.
Its gonna happen no matter what.
Holdin on to the need fingers will slip.
Hearts on words always seem to trip.
Beneath the blades dangerous slit.
Held together is clinched with a grip.
Scars will form showin the pasts pain.
Speakin like children of who's to blame.
The curve of luv
Last time around the curve of luv's case.
For the first time runnin down the face.
Fillin pores over ran by the drippin river.
Chilled jus right to freeze emotions shiver.
Cliff hangin on the edge of ends dangle.
Shoved from the sliddin appearance mangled.
PLEASURE
P before L followed by E AS its tailed by SURE!
Pieced left to right like a corn stalk gettin licked.
Break it down n look closer to SUR n she has the cure.
Beggin P.L.E.A.S.E. with whats left rubbin on the clit.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Freindless
Without a single ear to hear me.
I can not be heard nor lean.
Upon a shoulder to listen.
As my word r whistlin.
My deepest pains to laughter.
Freindless I don't believe I matter.
Speakin in silence my mouthdoesnt move.
I rely on my fingers to push me through.
Spreadin lifes way in my time.
In a form as I decline.
The closest people to me ignore it.
Take for granted my on human wish.
In need of someone who cares jus enough.
As I to fall to peices on my crutch.
With a bond of truth that helps my mind.
No conversation avoided as the eyes dry.
My presense in this world is unfelt.
So I keep to myself n don't ask for help.
Yet I'm breakin down n no one knows.
I'm suppose to jus put on a show.
Jus one individaul to give a lil interest.
For my walls r cavin n I'm defensless.
Who's has my back when I need it watched?
Am I alone or am I seein spots?
Smires in a crowd of people who turns away.
Cheeks r all I see damn near everyday.
Losin myself in a battle I can not win.
Tears r beginning to flow from within.
Comfortin my face where a hand should be.
Drownin in hurt in the middle of a dream.
Its so quite outside my own head.
Talkin to the man in the mirror instead.
Feelin completely overlooked in solidtude.
I don't wanna feel n forgot my attitude.
The image I am is only to be seen.
Inside I'm much different than a plead.
But how can I get back from beggin please?
Body aches from puttin in the work.
Blackness coverin the heart from feelin burnt.
The cryin has become a nights release.
I to am guilty of an emotional freeze.
I'm at fault for my own sorrow.
Wish when I awake it will change tomorrow.
I can't find a soul that willin to speak.
Tell me as I do others as they r not weak.
Maybe I'm a loner til the day I die.
That won't even make me feel better tonight.
Strength is deterioratin so fast.
N I don't know when this will pass.
Everyone seems to lack the concept.
Luv is real n if one can accept.
Sittin I nthe corner of my room.
Askin what is it I have to do?
Spent I'm drained n thoughts repeat.
I'm close to what is considered defeat.
REASON!
As kids we met. Then all of the sudden you were gone. Poof. The wind stole you. I got so lost within so many bad judgment calls. With every decision I had no will. I only cared for my three children that I had along the way. And time kept moving. Until Facebook, January 2010... I came looking for you. And finding you I did. Amazed of what you appeared to become. You were beautiful. You seemed happy with your family. So I backed off for I came searching for a reason. I was single and wanted to know why I thought of you for years. In the next couple of months I felt somthing missing. Even with someone in my life at this point. So I wrote as I do. Letting time slip away from what I would never know. You still married and havikng yhour last child in may you accepted my friend request. Not knowing who I was. Months played out as you scoped my profile, thinking there was something about me. You just didn't know what it was. I tried love for the first time and failed at 33. Then out of the blue there you were as conversation was found. We were like kids when you found out who I was and me knowing I was actually talking to Mandy! I remember when we fell in love. The word was so satisfying and the feelin of completion we felt. Life had finally begun. Starin at the past comin back around. Emotions clingin to one an other. Who would of thought we had a chance. My one in a million taking a moment to find me. It was like it was yesterday. I see u on my couch falling asleep watching me cook for you. So comfortably you and I both knew this was it. Love! True, real love. After a walk on which we both got lost. We found one an other. Jumping in head first and whole hearted we climbed inside each others chests. Found home and didn't care what anyone thought. I remember hearing your voice for the first time in years when you called. The sounds put its mark upon my face that insisted on the rest of the body to follow. So it did. Giving every once of happiness I never got drained catering to you. It did something to me the day we reconnected. November 28, 2010.
Somehow it was spontanious to lunge into the embracing arms that wondered for years. Daydreams of where you went stuck in my mind for so long. And you were here talking in conversation to all people, me. Mandy and Butchie. How sweet the sound even gives my ears a tone so easy to listen to. Over a coarse of days we couldn't get enough. Lost in the joy of standing side by side. Nights spent told us this was our moment. It took less than a month n we were living together. Ready for the world. The giggles. The passion. The desire. All as true as air giving life in between a kiss that I let feeling come undone upon. To touch you gave more purpose than life itself. Everything was so clear for the first time in my life. I had to wed you. Tax money early 2011 I gave you a ring that meant the most to me. A symble of our love. Unseperable we lived within the depths of the deepest peice of our core we could of found. It was fate the way we played and enjoyed our keep for a lifetime. Soon after we moved into a place a bit bigger and not so much us. A trip to cedar point was one memory that will live within me as long as I live. The night before Kings Island we had the big one. Something changed.That's when it all seemed to go in the wrong direction. Miscommunication and lack of understanding plagued our relationship that the heat didn't help a bit with. Falling apart in august of 2011. Two weeks before your own birthday. You took off with your six and I had to move out with my three. It was the worst thing I ever had to endure. Losing my dream to something so silly. Knowing what we had. For two weeks I never gave up and reminded you I was here to stay. Words nibbled on the your love for me. You came around the weekend of your birthday when we found another house more suitable to our lifestyle. All was good for we had what we wanted. One an other. Time ticked and you unraveled from time to time on me. I heard everything I never wanted to hear. Down to the beating heart pausing in a panic. I seemed to be an asshole misunderstood. Nights out with co-workers, I wasn't invited. Why is still one of those things. I don't know. I felt the need to try even harder. Quietly dying inside. Just to love you did it for me. This happened a few times over. Yet I stood my ground to show you what love could do. May came with a special place kin the heart. The 18th of 2012 clinched our love so tight. We were husband and wife! My efforts that eased from me for you payed off. A returning weekend at cedar point gave us a moment to simply feel the joy. Not long after losing our home we took a blow. Losing memorabilia and materials. Staying in a hotel and family for two weeks. We didn't give up on one an other finding a house. Paying the first months rent and working of the deposite and some cash. We had each other. Falling so deeply in love. Further more and more everyday like never before. We lost two vehicles and ate very little the next few months. October filled the mind. Battered by your tone. Crushing my love. Electric shut off as we scrambled to survive. We were good for each other yet it was falling apart. I was stubburn and you spoiled. The turn of 2013 came and we looked up. Still living side by side. Your health seemed to turn in January but came out you were okay as times were falling hard. You in pain and I struggling to find home. Slowly creeping I gave until I broke. Ik couldn't take you running down the pills. I knew what thdy were for but you were out of reallity. My dream was giving up as I cried like I've never felt pain before. Asking you to forgive me because I couldn't do it. Words speaking, I love you more than you'll ever know. With all my heart and soul. With everything I have to give. With every emotions I weeped appologising after our fight that I couldn't do it. Half asleep and dealing with the pain with meds you needed sleep. So I layed beside you. Holding you. Feeling the one thing that gave me more pleasure than I could ever ask for. My one! And yet I felt I wasn't enough as you were a zombie like mess. I was broken. My dream broke my reality......... Mandy broke my heart again. Thoughts came from our time together as I wanted to be by your side forever. Thoughts that pulled me back to us. In our beginning. Ooh how I thought if we could just get past the hard times and how it all fell apart. It was then I realized what I already knew. I couldn't live without you if I tried. Life wouldn't have the same reason. I didn't know what to do. I felt lost beside my best friend that plays by her own rules. Unable to shake the possibility of us dying before love. Neither of us want to move forward without one an other but I couldn't do it this way. I've given to much of self to wind up watching the end of my love falling to depression and confusion. Your not as head strong as I. But I'm the only one that has ever been as real as lifes gift giving a chance likne no other. What was I to do? Play witness to you demise. Realizing it wasn't me that can help you. I did my best right? Or was to stand by your side with so much on the line with the love of my life. My one. My Mandy! What is it you think I decided when I decided to right this?...... AILOWY! I remember..... do you?
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Some fuckin help!
Dag nabbit. When's it gonna change.
Same ol shit suckin on the gain.
Troublin the minds clearity blurred.
For real? What's goin on behind wotds,
Another day down n repeatin itself.
I jus need a lil bit of some fuckin help.
Def ears blow like the wind straight thru.
Has the heart feelin wtf is the use.
Puzzled I'm confused I'm my state of mind.
On point catchin on to all of the signs.
Nag nag nag broken records I am.
Yet I can't help but to walk like a man.
Stable mindset framed. Its the only way.
Gettin at life every single day.
Stop already. I'm in need of some fuckin help.
I feel I'm far from ever bein felt.
Grown n knowin I have what it takes.
No matter how much bull shit lays on my plate.
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Swellin in rage
Diamond plated steel grawlin with a hunger.
Bendin bars surroundin poundin like thunder.
Release me screams in its moans beneath the surface.
Avoidin contact by all means cuz it hurts less.
Swellin in rage reachin for freedoms reign.
Scars hold together the bloodsheded stains.
Unstable hatred compells behind the eyes.
N through it all the feel is all mine.
Dead foot
All on ones own, no help from an other.
In ties relapsin, blank face y bother.
Erased emotions, plain n empty settles.
Alone in between kisses, driftin on plucked pettles.
Balance is interrupted, out to find a friend.
Lost within the hollow, all seems to play pretend.
No one is connected, dislodgin gains trial.
In plain sights view, dead foot in a mile.
Screetch..........
Mangled screetch in a crumbled mess.
Twisted bones snapped from their best.
Taste of blood pours from the pain.
Losin life trapped within muscles strain.
Quick collision never seen comin.
Panic over rides emotions gruntin.
Waitin for help time seems to be lost.
Fightin in a moment stuck in a pause.
Consciousness fades with wills strength.
Closer to the other side with each blink.
Pulse begins to slow the flows race.
Chillin temperauture lowers the rate.
Blackness calls for shortness of breaths.
Deflattin the rise of an empty chest.
Sizzle
Matches made are created to give unconditionally.
Flicked into a flames burnin desire intentionally.
Sparkin a start of what is to be fates will guided by luv.
Lightin the night n heatin the days of completions trust.
Givin sight to eyes that are blinded by the depths solitude.
Gainin life in the warmth of rearrangin ones attitude.
Struck with a followin sizzle a single strike changes everything.
With this light smoke filters through cracks chokin the same ol thing.
Amountin to never enough
Never enoughs a weight woundin the mental stability.
Lies turn luv into a sense of frustrations enability.
In retreat the clashin lack of communication differs.
On the short end of the stick from lips that blister.
Bein told the opposin action isn't the way it seems.
Losin focus on reallity over powerin dreams.
Eyes protect with info seen in the cracks of a sway.
Wonderin if the mind has become somewhat tamed.
Flush with a face that hides secrets untold for what.
Endurin every blow struck earnin keeps to the lumps.
Unable to equivulate to what is ones suppose to represent.
Fallin to the endless battle of provin worths moments.
Pourin heart fades incompleted as the feelin is ruined n numb.
Never to amount to the honesty unshared by luv.
Resistance claims the pain as the heart grows cold.
Slowly defeated by impacts that tell the reasons fold.
Pages turnin freinds that do not appear to be real.
Alone n solo at the time that ends breakin steel.
Coming
Time is patience for its ease coming unwound.
All for the minds thoughts spoken without sound.
Story tellings finest letting loose and pushing along.
Settling the nerves of where one truly belongs.
Now is then in tomorrows past the endless point.
Meeting ends in a window are answers that never void.
Today waits with questions of the tongues twist.
Slowly creeping hiding the tightened clinched fists.
What's to come shall be the way it was meant.
Different than what one knows as of the ongoing recent.
Nights hide from the days as reversed clings.
Bound to catch up to the matters in which will spring.
Connecting confirmations coded quite unique.
It awaits the hands click to strike to feel complete.
Distant and lingering in the winds flowing breeze.
Just out of reach claiming lessons learned to teach.
Getting closer than the tics that overlap upon the clock.
Never giving in until face to face with a dime that's drops.
Coming to know all truths needed to make conversation.
Holiding grounds displaying act of posponed communication.
Pleasin curlin toes unspread
Carwlin onward, passion is set deep in ur eyes.
What u do, my goodness, u could never hide.
Knees skinned n scrapped, ur so good enjoyin ur game.
So far down below, doin what u havta til the drip is drained.
Playin n feedin in, fantasies fulfilled come to a head.
Puttin in the work, pleasin curlin toes unspread.
At one with the reaction, blow time away is fun.
Filled n stuff, words r moans vibratin a numb.
I watch as u havta have it, deep in ur throat.
Chokin ur fantasies, gaggin a thrustin poke.
Eye liner runnin, drippin in a stream from the sweat.
Irresistabe tongue, roundin a bone that's fetched.
Slobber made to slide, my nerves r comin undone.
Bound n satisfied, I wiggle for the suckins won.
Tasty gush eruptin, lips feel the warmths grind.
Lovin ur practice, gettin better each time.
Ur so damn good, now release me from my restraints.
Imma give u what's u got commin startin with a spank.
On the backside of jill
Over n beyond bent n leanin on a tree upon a hill.
Jack got his when he climbed on the backside of jill.
Dirty lil secrets played out as she took him whole.
He had his way with her sweet juciy drippin filled hole.
Screamin jill gasped for air n moaned so very nice.
She allowed her freak to come out n got fucked jus right.
Pants around jacks ankles jills dress pulled up past her thighs.
Panties dropped under the shade hiddin from the heats sunshine.
Long strokes penitrated past her lips in a peek a boo game.
Deep enough to flush away the hormones drivin her insane.
Pounded hard he spoke filth guidin in her untamed ear.
Bringin forth jills fantasies n smackin her ass causin sexual tears.
Slidin a slip inside her tissue like treasure jacks burst came.
Pullin her hair n callin her all sorts of desireable names.
Explodin jill got it like she had never had dreamed before.
Earnin jack a place within the depths of her misbehavin core.
In the mix
Under to the deep meditations restin place.
Away from opposites that clash everyday.
Slippin further mindsets change n is free.
Illusions r as real as a tramplin stampeed.
In the mix of of strangers standin alone.
Within the colonies individualism that roams.
Together on a concrete pavement as strangers.
Beneath the shade of urbans jungle dangers.
Differences step in every upbeat direction.
Circlin vultures stare with a scensin detection.
Eyes roll the head spinnin out of control.
Tryin to get far from a civilized pavments toll.
Driftin thoughts r on the edges end.
Shoulders bump as avoidance bends.
Turnin the bodies frame around about facin hesitance.
Pushed careless through the sea like crowds resistance.
Walls of stone surround the presense of times.
Inward retractin statements blurtin out lines.
Rude disbelief strolls on a sidewalk bein stomped.
Crossin intersections hurryin to win what's faught.
Survival in a maze forcin ignorance of selfishness.
The core slides sideways of somethin feelin less.
Standin ground n shufflin feet keepin up to speed.
Givin as taken jus to get to owns righteous dreams.
Behind the truths of selfs actions changin within.
Adaptin to reality of the mess topped with gold trim.
The need of more scatters comforts phase comin undone.
Gettin a piece of a percentage is for which we lunge.
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Changin me
Searched from the inside out.
Tryin to figure out what I'm about.
Peekin in when not payin attention.
Findin my own misdirections.
Changin coarse for its needed.
Self becomin whole when depleted.
Diggin in n watchin selfs attractions.
Jumpin in with interactions.
Loosenin the grip growin up.
Allowin me to feel a thump.
Learnin n teachin I'm my own best friend.
Patiently gettin to whom I was meant.
Thump thump
Thump thump. Thump thump.
From my chest spilled like rum.
Double beats excellerates fate.
Buzzin emotions vibe a rate.
Boomin sound stretches to escape.
Deep from the hearts space.
Explodin passion lettin loose.
Rivits swim for ur use.
Ripplin waves set to sail.
Hangin over the edges rails.
Floatin behind an endless flow.
Pounds the motor of luv known.
Splashin moves the movement.
Bangin with water slapped improvement.
Down river without a paddle.
Strokin on a backstrokes saddle.
Thump thump. Thump thump.
U give good luv.
Straight atcha
Yeah I did it to u.
I purposely gave u proof.
How do u like my way.
Now u havta live with it everyday.
Uh huh it was all me.
Openin ur eye to the scene.
Givin purpose to ur wonders.
All because u asked of a lover.
It is I that changed ur face.
Expressin luv n the way it tastes.
I take blame its all my fault.
N I meant to throw my heart at u ever so soft.
I gave u reason in the way I stand.
Directin emotions comin from this man.
N I found a giggle when it was sent.
Because I enjoyed watchin u bend.
I meant to see how u would respond.
All with a magical wond.
All that was needed was a chance to share.
N a prayer to pause u long enough to care.
Point ur finger, its ok interest I've shown.
Jus to witness u realize ur not alone.
Comin undone I enjoy who u r.
Can u blame me, u unlocked my bars.
So i had to do it for I couldn't help myself.
We both needed a bit of help.
Ur jus gonna havta accept my ways.
As I do urs day to day.
One precious need
Ur all I needed to get away.
To step away from my endless days.
Far away into another time.
So far steppin in stride.
Ur the one needed for me.
The only one that's fulfilled my dreams.
A one of a kind, a livin luv.
Ur a kind sweet sway swept with a touch.
Down to ur gifts that blows my mind.
Indiviual gifts in which I can not hide.
U r a precious gift sent to set me free.
Pullin me from where I need not be is u my precious.
Friday, February 1, 2013
Luvin attention
Wet sheets sinkin in.
Lips leak drippin grin.
Easy touch rubbin walls.
Showin luv moanin calls.
Diggin in tastin pleasure.
Stretched thin findin treasure.
Flickin tongue on the run.
Flattened rub now u come.
Gettin head over flowin.
Grippin bed now I'm growin.
Inside slow deep penitration.
Filled whole without complications.
Long strokes claimin gasps.
Hands grope landin grabs.
Nails dig draggin scratch.
Really big never matched.
Throat choked givin all.
Pinky poked drippin balls.
Climax delivered releasin tension.
Orgasm triggered luvin attention.
The victories urs
Roll with me. Playfully romp.
Tickle tickle a goochie goo. Bottom to top.
Top to bottom. Over n under.
Enjoy ur time. As the night gets funner.
Pin a win. The victories urs.
Heat the moment. Leakin from pores.
Over powered I'll give a fight. Hold ur ground.
Ur in control. Forcin out my chucklin sounds.
Its u i crave
All of it, down to ur unseen crevices.
Every inch, u have my repectable services.
I need u bad, it makes me mmmmmmm.
Ur cherished rythm thumps with luv.
Lettin loose is emotions claimed by u.
I got intensions bein put to use.
I'm here at ur worst to gain ur best.
In ur heart im sunk in ur treasure chest.
I'm so far gone beyond words sprung from lips.
All from a taste given from ur kiss.
Proovin me, its u I choose.
My one, my only, I'm owned by u!
To the last drop of luv in yrs to come.
Til lifes gift takes me away, as my time done.
Its u I crave, always have n always will.
So listen to these words as they spill.
Their out for recognition to be handled.
Alone with u n sweet scented lit candles.
The complete package, yes u r.
Ur smile is the key to my willin heart.
I havta have ur smooth presense, here.
Sharin a compellation of acceptance in fallin tears.
Follow my movement, sway with ease.
For the comfort of us, I beg u please.
Tendin to ur needs, I bend n cave.
N if u want, I promise I'll badly behave.............
Thursday, January 31, 2013
U damn re re
Do me a favor if u will.
Bang ur head against the wall til it become clear.
Harder if ya havta.
Front back side to side n then the rear.
Beat it in so u don't forget.
Cuz somethins wrong with ya for sure.
Try not to bite ur tongue.
Its the only way I assure.
U damn re re ur ate up.
Somethin is seriously wrong with ya.
So get to thumpin ur dome.
Use ur fists it be funnier to watch ya.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Jus sayin
Let's jus say u left me here with my heart in my hand.
Unable to walk with me as u didn't want me as ur man.
As I was forced to keep my head as lost I I could be.
Watchin u throw me back into the games wings.
Embraced half heartedly as my luv turned n was gone.
Tryin to hold it together id stand strong.
Til the day u realized what it was I am about.
What u wouldn't see is me fallin apart from the inside out.
Rejectin anyone who ever attempted to take ur place.
Livin incomplete as u went along without a trace.
The unseen version of me would miss ur presense.
Livin in a place where luv hasn't a chance for defense.
Shuttin down on everything I've ever beleived in.
Stuck in the middle of luv that gave up on touchin the skin.
The emotion that u stopped carin for would be wasted.
Cuz nothin like u before has ever been tasted.
But we're jus sayin let's say if u were to release urself.
N jus to let u know without u for me there is no help.
Id die inside before my time came to call me away from my dreams.
I jus hope u understand what it is u do to me.
N I'm jus sayin if u were ever to jus depart from a gift of luv.
Id never be the same cuz you've became more than crush.
In a moment with strangers
Frames filled with strangers that once knew luv.
Smilin in a moment captured for a time missed so much.
Faces change n emotions linger away from the good times.
What appeared to be forever is a memory of family ties.
Those who took part has forgotten the feelin of trust.
Hung on the wall is a time when life was all there was.
Younger expression untamed by confusions lies.
It was a sight made for fun n laughter before the decline.
Hearts found the simpler things that were real.
What happened to the connection that replaced the tears.
Happiness ripped from the soul without tryin.
Lookin back into the pictures past im left stuck cryin.
Wantin jus a peice if anything to find the feelin of forever.
It was a breif experience where we all stood together.
Petiently fiddlin around waitin on my luv
Held back for so long so I could evolve.
Becomin who it is I was tryin to become.
Reasons were mine for the understandin.
I spent many of nights out on the run.
Movin around luvs lie I dipped my toes.
Givin faces reasons that were never meant to last.
Seen tears fall as I walked myself away in my time.
I played the game so well as I lusted so fast.
Giggles rippled laughter as a grin appeared.
Falsely livin in an others world of joy.
Easin along n wastin time to know where I belong.
Alone in my own with a major void.
Practicin perfection that I found doesn't exist.
A cameleon blendin in n watchin em fall.
I was all they all ever needed to feel free.
Til I was done n patience grew from the calm.
Turnin a smile sideways as confusion was felt.
Over n over I twisted truths of gettin mine.
Had em livin life to the fullest not knowin.
Around long enogh to escape growin old.
I was leavin before I ever stepped into their rhelm.
In their eyes I was a catch beyond the stars above.
Lil did they know I couldn't be tamed be jus anyone.
I was patiently fiddlin around waitin on my luv.....
Whos the brave one
Leavin today who's gone tomorrow.
Who's gonna stay through the sorrow.
Last past the pains disturbin face.
Sleepin tight to awaken to the brave.
Puttin in the work to remain here.
Never lookin back into the rear.
Who's gonna flip the script.
Leave with spittin lips.
Steppin out to a better place.
For how long before they escape.
Wantin back in to what was left behind.
Who's gonna be strong enough to mind.
Stick around for the glory of a lifetime.
As the soul stares down the endless fight.
Choosen to stay for me as a neccessity.
Puttin reallity to the test of actuallity.
Whom shall live their life the same as mine.
As one out for a stroll in our time.
With arms embracin a suttle hearts dream.
Helplessly who's face is it I see.
In a moment never to be forgotten.
In the memory slowy carelessly rottin.
Never gone as tomorrow wil come.
Who I ask is the one.
Attemptin a gettin it
Toes wiggle with boredom fadin in life gettin away.
Off beat jus a movin for somethin to do before tamed.
Keepin the blood flowin into what could've been done.
From the feet they attempt a gettin it while they can on the run.
Bobbin restlessly needin life to walk til exhaustion aches.
Kickin up dust in a game of steppin lively before strength fades.
The way it goes
Good times comin as they go.
Harder times gainin strength slow.
Lessons learned give wisdom.
Earned moments of freedom.
Laughs chuckle a time remembered.
Frawns in between jan to december.
Years roll with the what matters.
Changin coarse if emeotions r battered.
Its the way it goes.
Jus goin along with the flow.......
Faces appear n try to stay.
In the end its nothin but pain.
Same is different livin here.
Findin life over somewhere.
Skies up n fallin overhead.
Gripped pillows in bed.
Understandin the technicalities.
Confusin frustrated lies.
Its the way it goes.
Jus goin along with the flow.......
Flush against the wind
Skilled somewhat in a different manor crossin my own mind. Loosein the grip of society squeezin yelps from the corner of my eyes. Releasin pleasure hidden by so many as I rip mine off on this crazy world playin so many games. Level headed n maintainin balance of realism configured in thought of the gain. Talent of breakin free became somethin of the past as I grew within selfs individual now worth while. Feelin even more frisky as somethin from nothin came from a man leavin behind himself as a child. Bein held down by faces lookin past my own intensions I flew into the unknown.now standin as I was meant unlike what this shpere that turns I'm grown. Redusin an others ways I play to the tunes that vibe a big bang that can not be heard. Fallin out openly in times window to put my mark with a stain in words. Seein a man becomin whole as days spin outta control in a mirror n age takes its toll. With the ability to stand flush against the wind n know its purpose as the body one day will grow cold.
Fallin outta time
Fallin outta time.
Slippin further from memory.
A face is remembered.
Yet the shades of the eyes r forgotten.
Knowin what is.
Will never stay the same.
Changin before the clicks that spin.
Losin ground left behind.
Far away from what was.
A figure slowly fades.
Poof gone one day.
Leavin the dreams alone.
Closin the minds window.
Shuttin down longs await.
Steppin outta life.
Changin the walk of others breifly.
Til normal kicks back in.
N a figment is what one becomes.
Missed here n there.
One day put back before existance.
Tears flow only for a fraction of a moment.
Someday no on will ever know.
When in our time we were here.
Makin a difference to someone.........
Im tryin
If I seem to be a lil straight to the point.
N our time together to u is a bit void.
Somehow I'm a lil to firm n ur feelins get hurt.
From words shared needin to speak a blurt.
As if I tryin to get my point across.
Upon ur ears uncomfortably tossed.
Know its nothin against u my luv.
Its jus the way I'm tryin to last beyond touch.
Its jus no one seems to wanna listen.
N as my best friend I'm whistlin.
Maybe I don't either though the way I here it.
Possibly ramble off at the gums with the sos.
U see I'm jus tryin to make it with ya.
Only with u is where I wanna.
All out in the open n on the table.
In our own catagory under our own label.
So at any time if u feel like u don't matter.
If I call it as I see it in honest chatter.
Think if u will who is it id do anything for.
Givin self as a whole for jus a lil more.
N for whom would Id give my own life.
Claimed before god as my wife.
Freinds before luv'rs one.
Never forget the passion expressed as never done.
Before relations that claim the souls callin.
If I'm someone else bring me back before stallin.
N by chance I get a lil beside myself.
In a way I as me push a lil to hard for help.
I can guarantee ur always on my mind.
In every thought of attemptin to fly.
Ur felt in the depth where u can not see.
So if u ever get lost jus remember not everyone gets to live their dream.
Awakened
Tightened game no longer played.
A man emerged from the flames.
Reborn n walkin with a purpose.
Got a life now more than worth it.
Stepped up n made a difference.
Found the gift with deliverence.
Opened the mind to the space between.
Rattled thoughts n came out free.
A road made for very few.
Awakened I found a simple clue.
Straightened the spines crooked lean.
Upright strength flows in the stream.
Confidence gained trust from within.
Now on my way to feel I live.
Monday, January 28, 2013
Along for the ride
Black cadillacs stretched I'm along for the ride.
All in a row bendin turns tail lights to head lights.
Darkened tint hides the expression from the inside.
Follow the leader to a restin place made for goodbyes.
Linin up behind the hurst bumper to bumper one at a time.
Wheels spin as tires feel their way to the end of wheepin sighs.
Lookin up at luv
When u hit a wall in the middle of the runnin of givin ur very best.
N u fall on ur azz n its not the first time the pain landed in ur chest.
Do u get back up n chase a dream that seems to wanna be left alone from time to time.
While sittin upon ur bum thinkin about the open feild that's become a maze without a guide.
Does the legs get after the meanin jus as quick as it once did or begin to slow.
Find the way unseen followin luvs trial n error long enough to withstand another blow.
Struck
Loose lips slip a slide of tongue slappin laps lickin a smack along side a red trim lined finger imprinted face laced with a taste of blood drippin a drop draggin a smire that appears before a tear struck as emotion r tucked n fucked with a question askin a blastin action, y?
Punctuations unheard
Mashin buttons as fast as fingerprints rubbed raw.
Tryin to keep up with thoughts climb the heads walls.
Bouncin from letter to letter to punctuations unheard.
Seems the point of realism is frustratin within words.
Poked with a speed ramblin gettin away so outta control.
Jottin down emotions can't keep up with communications roll.
Givin it all one can to put into form of lifes merciful ways.
Feelin in the tips press against the truths willingness to say........
Get urs
Care if u will.
Get ur fill.
Come in for use.
Stick like glue.
Show some interest.
Give ur finest.
Bare selfs soul.
Live luvs roll.
Climb on up.
Feel ur touch.
Try a lil tenderness.
Smile with happiness.
Get ur own.
Never be alone.
Free the mind.
Claim ur mine.
Jus don't turn on me.
Cuz on the line is dreams.......
One in the same
Spoilin a woman is a mans way of luv.
Yet it doesn't stop there when push comes to shove.
Knowin in his eyes emotions for here woll never lie.
He goes beyond boundaries jus nneded to be near her side.
So for a woman to notice his unconditional passion.
She to will return without pause with precise actions.
Givin herself not to be taken care of but to be cared for.
As two in the middle of desires need has one in the same core.
Sweet Mandy
Candy of the eye.
So sweet the sight.
Sugar coated gloss.
The tongue tastes toss.
Starin with a sweet tooth.
As buds r built for use.
Mmm the flavor bursts.
Causin hyperactivities thirst.
To lick the sticky yum yum.
Meltin in my mouths fun.
My favorite one of a kind.
Chewy n sweet as I dine.
Waterin the pleasure leakin.
Mandy u have me geekin.
Peices of patience
Peices given in trust of bein put together.
Through time placed in slots outlastin forever.
One at a time mixed snug with an others.
Makin a whole if one takes a moment to bother.
Some damaged before set down jus right.
Never to resemble the same of sight.
Disfigured in ways the jigsaw will remain in need.
No matter, the picture displayed is incomplete.
One at a time tryin to salvage the visual connection.
Well before left to stand to long with misplaced sections.
Irreplacable locked keys pressed into perfections masterpeice.
If it can withstand the patience used to connect a scene.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Livin in fear
Scared of luv walkin down the front door.
Maybe me on the other side without my own core.
Left sittin in the madness lost in her eyes.
As I'm rejectin emotions that fear another life.
Somewhere in a changed atmosphere shuttin down.
Without the truest one I've given my cloud.
I trimble from the futures untold side of home.
Will the lock keep me from dreamin til I'm old.
My bones shake a silent chatter that aches.
The clock awaits for memories to be saved.
Thinkin im lookin through the windows of my life.
What is possible to be once mine as my wife.
Its not my choice to remain for I am here for a reason.
I'm jus patient to see what is to come season to season.....
N I'm losin my mind before my own knowin.
Yet its actions of the face repeatin the showin.
Cuttin like air whippin through the skin.
Am I here for as long as she remembers the meanin of her grin?
As comfortable as I'm allowed to be in my time.
By here side before I'm shoveled to the side.
Burried in the past where I came from so long ago.
Where I stand sometimes I jus do not know.
Its hard to decipher the intel in the hearts confusion.
Am I the one or a simple conclusion.
Its almost as if what I'm doin makes no difference.
Am I a fantasy to good to be true or lack of patience.
I'm petrified of startin over for another end.
No one will ever replace the shape of her faces bend.
As I am I am what I am tryin to be a man.
N I'm fallin short of truths unguided plan.
Reasons of ways
Rare mindsets climbin the unclaimed space of the matters at hand.
Advanced thought proccesses hangin sticky notes of warnin signs.
Level headed scripts read of wisdom lived through the minds land.
Different reasons of ways pushin forward for the length of time.
Reachin for answers untold n yet to be found unable to find their way.
Power of will teaches lessons learned n clinched by acceptin life.
Changin the coarse redirectin the flow of strong mindedness of characters stay.
Puttin peices together in actions played out with logic that never hides.
Ripples response
Call out n listen to the echoes.
Empty n hallow fadin slow.
Gettin away from the moment.
Speak again n begin to hold it.
Ripplin against space so far.
Hear the sound from where it starts.
How long will it last in time?
Along the walls that bounce n hide.
Sit breifly n set patience on the edge.
Then allow thy tongue words to lend.
Can u hear a response that screams ur name?
Respondin to ur hearts played out game.
Lettin loose the gift of givin.
Whispers right back atcha n livin.
Rattlin the ear drums in a their cave.
Catchin the vibrations movin like waves.
Lines.
In the line of fire.
Sittin in a burnin desire.
Head on a swivlin tilt.
Stabbed emotions r felt.
Walkin on a wibblin rope.
Tight n givin balance a task.
Wonderin how to cope.
Times fallin behind fast.
Changin faces hurt by words.
Longin for the comfort of ease.
Up high flies two birds.
In the way of need.
Steppin on boundaries.
Heads bunt n a burst.
Expressions made for diaries.
Outspoken n wrote of worths.
Before the eyes that stare.
Understandin slips from hands.
No one seems to care.
In the heat of battles stand.
Less than perfect is confusion.
Can't reach an open mind.
Actions r slowly abusin.
Pain settles a nerves decline.
Over n over the clash seperates.
Hearts meant for a lifetimes smile.
Losin out on memories fate.
Fallin off a thin squggly line.
Darker side
In the shade of shadows is the darker side of secrets.
Within the depths of darkness lays the still of limits.
Settled in on the opposite side of light showin all.
Movin with figures to escape within shapes even so small.
Clingin to life n hiddin from makes it existance known.
It the other side no one seems to mention as it roams.
Collidin with the shades that fall to to grounds keep.
Along walls takin form of a silhouette some times seen.
Its there in the silence that lingers behind every object.
Playin with the greys n blacks that only night rejects.
Fightin for every crack givin life to swing its stay.
A game hide n seek only rests with the sleepin rays.
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Texture flows
Oozin from the brain slides movement of the mind over stuffed with goo slung at the backside of the souls windows. Makin sight unbarable to see through is the slime coverin the visability to adjust to the mental image percieved by shadows.
Dark n blurred silhouettes stuck in the liquified grime appear more like sludge wearin down the thinkin motor within.
Goop drips from the cracks depths like lava explodin as clearity is hard to witness the puss blindsidin the conscious rim.
Leakin over the edge of simplicity slick n thick enough to gob n stick to the surface of even dreams reallity creepin.
A mud like foam texture flows with a trail slitherin a shiny coat of residew showin the yuckie mush escapin.
Inner walls
Here a bit n over there.
Emotions back n forth on a swing.
So close yet far n oh so near.
Inside they grab at a cling.
Upside on the fallin of down.
Unstable posture grunts.
Confusin the balance sounds.
Selfs on a seekin lost hunt.
Recycled by wisdom of truths.
Feelins out n runnin about.
Realizin reflections use.
Worths thumps a riddlin pound.
On the inner walls of silent frustrations.
Crawlin upon a changed face.
Showin untamed expressions.
Words go to utter waste.
Rivits backstroke a swim within.
Tides swallowin the neede calm.
Rearrangin a uneven grin.
Gripped tight squeezin palms.
Claimin a days trial n error.
Held with an eqaul embrace.
Untold secrtes of lashin horror.
Hidden away from a single trace.
For the better of worse.
Collectin a mound of thoughts.
Its a dried out crackin lips thirst.
A war for answers at all costs.
Battlin rights n unguided wrongs.
Levelin green playin feilds.
Times r takin so very long.
For one intension to simply feel.
Settlin in the corners of the mind.
The unknown is truly uncertain.
Walkin on a stumblin squigly line.
Behind the drapped curtains.
Pain n love n in between.
Only attemptin to maintain.
Clashes the smoothness attached to ease.
In n out of solid lanes.
Driven to the cliff of half crazy.
Into oncomin emergin traffic.
Heads up in a cloud hazy.
Bitter logic is foolishly tragic.
Eyes roll in complete dispair.
Findin unwanted uncalled for reasons.
The hearts to hurt to care.
On the other side of better seasons.
Along the walls chilled n heated of the inner.
Fluxuates the the twist n pull of gain.
There wasn't meant to be a winner.
Under the drippin of pourin rain.
Fridget
Inside watchin the snow stack as high as the windows can see.
Fallin sideways in the blowin chill landin outside coverin trees.
Comin down rapidly its white glow brightens lifes dingy image.
Scattered flakes stick to the surface hiddin the dull blimage.
From above cold whips of burr r fridget feilds settlin down.
On the face of subzero depths r dumped to the ground.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
A rings demension
Jump through a loop. A hoop. A ring.
Into another demension waitin like a dream.
Fall in to a whole. Through u go. To the other side.
Enter the portal of questions layin about in the mind.
In a small sphere. Donut like gear. Worn.
Once in all that differs is the gain of a roses thorn.
Dive in n dip ur luv. Swim in its touch. Rounded completion.
N dont forget to live like eyes starin r a reflection.
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
End of age
Stickin through til the end of age.
Much longer jus aint in my cards.
Winds of change blows life away.
One time to get it right only goes so far.
Chargin time as air flows for now.
At rest in my final showin of face.
Comin sooner is the depth of ground.
As i stomp as hard as i can to geta taste.
Jus dont give a damn
Off jus a lil i set free thoughts that amaze.
Outta reach circlin reallities played out phrase.
Broke down, the breakin has become comfy.
Twitchin humor bends in a laughs tasty nummy.
Gone never to return is a vacancies rib bustin.
Goochie goochie goo my bones giggle a rubbin.
Differently tweaked winnin games in my head.
Round n round goes imaginary victories bred.
Addin to the chaos no one seems to understand.
Cuz i jus dont give a damn for i know what i am.
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Almost here
Comin together.
In reach of dreams.
Livin life grand design.
Forward i lean.
Times of hardship leavin.
Fallin away.
The struugles beleivin.
Almost here today.
Damn near upon the shoulders.
Weights lifted soon.
The past seems colder.
Now comes the bloom.
Jus a lil while longer.
Keepin on track.
The roads made will stronger.
Bout time we're back.
The ease is at hand.
Liftin spirits n moral.
We withstood the stand.
Minds unwindin the whirl.
Hearts relaxin jus enough.
Its here in the face.
Changin strength of worth.
Lookin back on the trace.
BEGINNIN
Surrounded as if the walls r closin in.
Swallowed up like a tied outta control.
Nerves r beginnin to shakes with a trimble.
Causin panic as outbursts has had its toll.
Cavin in, peices of life soar from above.
Destroyin what once was in the beginnin.
Changin the meanin of the comforts numb.
Fallin apart is compliactions winnin.
Clouds darken as the eyes r black as night.
Floodin a swim as the chin tries to surface above the tears.
Normal blowin in the wind as debris removes a place to hide.
A man is left beaten by the battle showin his fears.........
Time to show a face that remains as real as it gets.
Forcin will to become more as if life keeps on gettin on.
Findin reasons in between seasons of the defeated.
Movement claimed by miscalculations of a world torn.
Now seein the lessons learned before they come into play.
Beginnin to rebuild from ground zero as a whole.
Leveled waste splintered like bones frayed.
Busted n bruised like a collapsed structure sold.
Followin the storm laughin histarically alone.
Healin as quick as the wind that blew in from out the skies.
In the middle of the rubbish lookin somethin like home.
Back to the beginnin of scetchin the lines.
Its ur......
Its ur life not standin before ur eyes.
Its ur surroundings being able to see through ur disquise.
Its ur ability not livin up to ur standards that await.
Its ur comfort uneasy with the choices of escape.
Its ur time put in unseen by selfish individuals.
Its ur acceptance of pain displayed, two pistol dual.
Its ur emotion unused affraid to lose all ever youve known.
Its ur emptiness defeatin the sound of the heart bein thrown.
Its ur givin in that keeps self from findin worth.
Its ur retracked thoughts unspoken that causes hurt.
Its ur needs n wants slippery wet in the midnight hrs.
Its ur weaknesses that leave u vunerable as a coward.
Its ur moments shoved aside for happiness to live.
Its ur fault when yrs go by n theres nothin left to give.
Its ur own not reachin limits of ur dreams fadin.
Its ur realization of enough has come to call of contiplatin.
Its ur smile that wonders of change that is needed.
Its ur gut that speeks as those around r weeded..............
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Findin a way to say
Without conflictions of what is shown.
Bringin forth what could jeopardise reallity.
Bowin luv to its bent n beggin knees.
What to say in a way that easin conversation.
Puttin the heart aside to clear the minds interpritation.
On the table once n for all.
Without emotions that creep as they crawl.
How to remain the same after words that cut.
Silencin needs that inforce a want.
Protectin self reflectin the stand that awaits.
Speakin aloud forcin time to escape.
On the other ends of questions asked.
Now theres a moment hardship that is a task.
Findin a way to say im no fool by far.
Endurin the blows that form internal scars.
How to release the built up trama that resides.
Without losin the piece of mind thats undoin its ties.
When the battle of individuallity is luv'n self.
How is lifes meanin for two as one suppose to help?
Lies behind truths
Lungs weigh heavily to resolve what cant be stopped.
Fightin for a life at the ends of each finger.
Lies behind truths force friends to linger.
Clingin to the luv's cliffs affraid of the fall.
Knowin all thats needed to make a call.
A choice that seems more irrationally forsaken.
For a life with utmost honesty in the makin.
The struggle of friendship has been abused.
Hidden secrets found in between the clues.
Trust has faded as words screetch so loud.
None in which is the cause of word of mouth.
Time is at hand to examine the possible outcome.
What is one to do when the head begins to run.
For the heart will follow a mind strong enough.
Findin a place where comfort means so very much.
Lesson within of russian roulette
Feelin the emotion screamin for help.
Tucked between letters lays the truths.
The connection of words shows a form of use.
Written to tell whats truly goin on.
Noticin in the twist that somethin is torn.
Speakin with terms that reach for truce.
Its obvious that expression speaks of abuse.
Eyes slide in disbeleif from left to right.
Becomin one with the unbeleivable fight.
Struggle sits quietly until punctuations r set.
N the lesson within is like russian roulette.
Displayed is discomfort pealin away at the face.
With every curve drippin from the heart misplaced.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Toot ya lil horn
Let the truth of me be heard.
Carefully pluck the taste thats blunt.
As a need of want.
Carerss the flow slidin down ya tongue.
Feelin how my name makes luv.
Speak of me in true form.
Toot ya lil horn.
Tell me what it is i mean to ya.
As letters grip a rub.
Driftin in ya saliva.
I shall not remind ya.
It is me comin fromw within.
Have i touched where ive been?
Release what it is i am to u.
Put my given time to use.
Speak of me in ur own form.
Toot ur lil horn.
Connect the dots in ye mind.
Curve n bend the lines.
Speak without eyes for once.
Allow the mouth to munch.
Breakin down me as i am.
Tell me how it is u see ur man!
Monday, January 14, 2013
Catch a dream
Ur it! I tagged u. Come get me.
See if u can catch a dream.
Keep up with my moves.
Theres no way u can lose.
time outs r not allowed.
If u touch me i will bow.
Find ur inner child n let loose.
Play with me in use.
I wont try n get away.
Jus run long enough to make ur day.
Lored
More than before.
On the inside of the door.
Emotions pour.
Plucked like chords.
Musically born.
Attitide no longer pore.
Nor is the head sore.
Inward im lored.
Heart never to hit the floor.
Feelin the score.
The opposite of a bore.
Openly on tour.
Down to selfs core.
In the middle of a roar.
Waves splash on luv's shore.
At one with the award.
Of givin me im so sure....
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Alive within
Feelin myself through nerves unclaimed by death.
I sit within watchin my brain control lifes test.
Movement controlled by thoughts with a switch.
Switchin from still to active before my eyes width.
Perifural noticin touch felt puttin 2 n 2 together.
Feelin the ability of my own existance thats never forever.
I peek out as my mind takes in my surroundings.
Makin the scene somethin more than outstanding.
Still as breathes easin to be felt so smoothly unique.
It seems i wait for the end of this lifetimes run, complete.
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Its all the same as in one individual thing.
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In the naked eyes path differences r seen.
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Yet if u look close enough in between blinks.
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What comes into focus is as clear as air blowin in the leaves.
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U jus havta pay attention to details that breathe.
Friday, January 11, 2013
Chizzies lunge
Riiged n ready.
Over n steady.
Time is at hand.
Earned $ as a man.
Down we go.
Racked rope.
Sliddin smooth.
Feelin the groove.
Clear as day.
Windows slain.
Further repelled.
Kickin so well.
Danglin in mid air.
Eyes stare.
Spidey senses.
Now watch this.
Weee this is fun.
Chizzies lunge.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Betrayals finest
Privacy invaded.
Sacret spaces.
Filtered rumage.
Emotions damaged.
Gone through.
Without use.
Glass house.
Selfish browse.
Findin depths.
Placin bets.
Tweakin irritation.
Victimized intensions.
Diggin for gold.
Hidden sold.
Selfs about.
Word of mouth.
Scrappin tongues.
Rippin fun.
Misplaced trust.
Fussin a cuss.
Open season.
Absent reasons.
Betrayals finest.
Coward n spinless.
Takin secrets.
Left speechless.
Feelin done
Numb. Nerves r overcome. Patience damn near won. Emotions on the run. Tryin to find the fun. Sittin still n stunned. All thats left is a grunt. A half a blunt. Feelin done. Weighed by tones. Left as one. Me myself n a gun. Aimed at the next lunge. Protectin self from..................... another stunt. Redrum.
Luv's imprint
I have a heart with ur luv's imprint on it.
Its been felt the way that i feel ur grip.
Ur fingers formed a rivit like pattern that will never fade.
As ur palm pressed an emotion into its stay.
Reshaped to confirm were always together.
Molded by ur precious touch im changed forever.
In front of a fire
Shivers still from logs roastin.
In from the cold almost unfrozen.
Nubs unthawed with feelin.
The chill sheds as if im peelin.
Meltin the burr in which ive walked.
Its been so long since ive talked.
Hearin a conversation in front of a fire.
Poppin crackles never gettin tired.
Home warmin welcomed in.
Liftin my bitter sweet grin.
Comforted before the heats sizzle.
As truths pours out like a drizzle.
In a place i'll always remember.
The only in which i will ever surrender.
Bones regainin strength from the ache.
To move as they were meant as they were made.
Flames displayin the reality sinkin in.
As sweat spills from pores n i raise my chin.
Starin thankfully for what it is i found.
N echos shush in my head easin the sounds.
Givin silence a chance to be alive.
In front of a fire outside my mind.
Use
N there it is.
I can see u.
For who u actually r.
Ive seen what u luv n what u abuse.
The ways u have.
N what u prove.
Opens my eyes through actions.
Im witness first hand to ur truth.
Do u think i dont.
Im watchin for use.
N what i know.
I look at factual clues.
Noticin the good n the bad.
Watchin u do u.
Like a glass house.
With wide open rooms.
Tryin to shut the blinds.
So eyes cant cut the fuse.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Caught
Like the road behind the rearview starin as it unwinds n releases me from my pasts curved lines in which ive teetered on for so long. Chasin me knowin my every move its as if i can not get far enough away from the pavement on my path that no matter how fast i leave alone my wrong. The mirrors wont let go of were ive been as i wind away to my destinations awaited hault to relaize what it is i have actually done with the time ive run from as the petal sinks into down to the floor board. I can see the road slip into the distance behind me yet it clings to the bumper that cant shake its clutch as im outta gears n fumes r tellin me im almost on e n i need more. But there is no time as i speed into the future pushin the wind aside breakin silence in such a rush. Onward sputterin cuttin through thin air as time is at hand for the unwanted catchin up.
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Roundin out a promise
Promises of words.
Givin word in faith.
With faith in hope.
Hopin in its truth.
As true as reality.
For bein real earns freinds.
Freinds that r honest.
Honestly in actions spoken.
Speakin equal respect.
Respectin a promise.
Climbin the skies
I can see night comin on the tip of the horizon.
Claimin movement slow enough to sit still.
Climbin the skies n over open space.
As the breeze follows the sizzle with a chill.
Stars replace clouds as colors softly flow.
Connectin the differences pulled together.
Shades from black to blue in between n all through.
N the darkness reminds me of laced leather.
I can see the day fallin so gently to sleep.
Overcome by the presense of silences tone.
As the heat resides into the ease.
Shadowin the skin as it slides alone.
Givin chance of change that spins this world.
To rest paradise from its sights.
Seen in another way that appears so different.
Only to regain its time in the mornins light.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
As crazy ass a fuckin loon
On a serious note, i need some help!
Seems i found me strappin up my belt.
N in my mind im as crazy as a fuckin loon.
Much different i am lost in realizations truths.
Free as the wind with feet steppin with purpose.
Damn, i beleive im more than worthless.
Maybe seekin professional help i can laugh.
A lil harder than crackin a broken ribs blast.
Normal is out the window at this point with the pot.
N now that im on a roll i dont think i'll stop.
The me i am is shattered into a million peices within.
Affectin my frawn confliction with a grin.
I gotta twitch as i walk as fun here belongs.
Enjoyin life others look at me as if somethin is wrong.
Im jus lettin loose for im free from societies lead.
So as goofy as i am, i ask whats so wrong with me?
A glimps of me
Perfect i am not.
Yet me being me i will never stop.
Living i am alive.
Never filled with to much pride.
Becoming i shall see.
How long it takes to be the final me.
I am only human.
As my feet benath me keeps on movin.
In my place in my time.
At ease with the answers that i find.
Well rounded here i am.
I am on my way doing what i can.
Only one amunst so many.
Fitting my shoes good and plenty.
Weak? Me? I am not.
Somewhere inside i have a sweet spot.
I am who i am as i try.
As n0rmal as the simplist peice of mind.
Unlike this world so unique.
Living life at my own precious speed.
Stubburn i do admit.
Yet in this day and age ones heart can be ripped.
Respectfully i give worth.
For words are never a blurt.
Restless in the souls creation.
I do not do well with intimadation.
N this is only a glimps me.
Think what u want from u i am free.
Its said because they say?
They say ur suppose to give one peice at a time.
I never gave to much until u crossed my mind.
Lil fragments placed carefully together through the yrs.
As my soul walked alone dealin with the loenly tears.
Its said ur suppose to ease ur way into luv's life.
But i couldnt help myself when i had to make u my wife.
I bottled emotions n truth into a pakage that waited.
N findin u released everything ive ever debated.
Words speak that it will never happen over night.
But their is one thats made for everyone in plane sight.
U my luv i layed down my all to show u who i am.
N before u ive become ur husband becomin a man.
Never endin play
How many ways can it be said.
In different ways being read.
For whom is it that feels the phrase.
Interprited in their own lil way.
What direction fills a void.
In between girls n boys.
What words last as long as speach.
Puttin luv in sands placed beneath feet of a beach.
How many ways can it be expressed honesty.
N match the prior intensity.
What can be said that completes emotions.
Consumin rare unformed devotion.
How does the tongue release the message.
In content with confirmin luv's edge.
How can one get to the point.
As letters rearranged r deployed.
Whats the proper way to speak no more.
Findin the exact way to the centered core.
When does one know feelins r met.
Layin syllables down to a poems rest.
Why is there a never endin play off affection.
Unreached in the alphabets perfection.
How can one drift along curves that form.
N find it hard to let loose of the connection unborn.
Who has the answer to what builds inside.
Tryin to put it together for the understandin jus right.
Slippin
Tip toein on luv from an unseen angle.
Slippin into possition wanttin to be tangled.
On the oppsite side of silkish cheeks turned.
Where the eyes cant see the easin yearn.
Quietly, here i come right up on u.
Watchin u do what it is u do so smooth.
Findin a crease of my own to lay my head.
Inside ur heart snuggled i'll find my bed.
Standin behind u i smell ur scent.
As emotions cling more than lent.
The closer i get the less breath i have.
For this man knows, what he has.
With a sinlge carress with placement of hands.
Wrappin arms gentle enough to make a stand.
My luv has come for u so feel me leak.
With kisses crawlin that softly speak.
Slippin warm exhales sinkin to ur core.
Ilu1! U own my worth til the end where there is no more.
Match a fallin heart
Be as real as truth can reach for how it feel.
Earnin in an other ur own special kinda need.
Havin use in luv's realization of untamed truce.
N see how far honsety from within can take u.
Unwind ur pulse in unclaimed willin cost.
Let a peice of self let loose ever so soft.
Sit back n breathe in an undying treat.
With someone that knocks u off ur feet.
Match a fallin heart to be caught like art.
As crazy as each colorful flow connects marks.
Swiveled n splashed in drops that streaks its slot.
Equalizin a life that will never stop.
Friday, January 4, 2013
Ttt.tttt
Two times a tongue whistlin tasty luv'n fun.
Twiddlin teeth talkin a tale on the run.
Tappin twisted tangled words tucked like candy in the gums.
Triple t's touched by tamperin word like bullets out the mouths gun.
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Luv's outspoken starbursts
Lost in the curves that color ur eyes.
A maize like pettern with a peek inside.
Roundin the pupil that stares back.
Vibrant tones perfectly intact.
Shades changin with moods swing.
Gettin lost i must be in a dream.
More suttle than twilights swivel.
Showin my faces unseen dimples.
Locked in luv's outspoken starbursts.
As still as stuck gets in a sample of worth.
The mirror like wetness reflects my smile.
Resemblin the one i see before me like a child.
Alive as the souls as wide as open can get.
Within the connection noticed when retnas r met.
Drawn
Here. Thats where i need u.
Theres a part of me wantin to be used.
Ur that peice connectin a cuddle.
More of u is needed than a little.
Today meaning right about now.
U should know its ur voices sound.
Ur touches felt easin lifes roam.
Luv through actions shown.
Hear me say i crave to be with u.
Growin as old as grays balding truce.
U in my arms matters to me.
The gain settles the nerve endings.
I simply am drawn in ur direction.
Witness to ur unmentioned perfections.
Together riddles lips of passions taste.
Feel me as i am never to go. To waste.
What was once differs
Blink n its that quick.
Words that slobber when spit.
It doesnt take long.
For everything to go wrong.
Here today gone tomorrow.
Feelin whats left as sorrow.
In a moment anything can change.
Somehow become rearranged.
Never the same to be.
Captured in yesterdays dreams.
Held in as memories fade.
Tryin to stay sane.
Nothin lasts forever.
Never again together.
Wacthin from another world.
Fingers set on twirl.
Its at an instance.
Haulted instincts.
What was once differs.
Removin days so chipper.
Eyes lost in colors.
As a different body hovers.
Fingers snippin a snap.
Wakin up is a situations wrap.
Done n misdirectin self.
Til the end needin help.
Somethin so real.
Molded into steel.
Paths forked n parted.
Sayin goodbyes broken hearted.
Perfect alliance
Covered. Sheilded from pains undying indulgence.
Safe n surrounded by crisp edges of luv's tolerance.
Definned by eternal bliss within touchin the ends.
Circling back rounding the completions questions that mend.
Remembering a time walked alone in the distance.
Loneliness drained life from the realization of balance.
Teetering a line high above self peeking down defiance.
Knowing in my life now there has come a perfect alliance.
Freind of mine. This is not a dream thats met ur aquantance.
Proof stands before eyes adjusting to truths acceptance.
In ways luv itself smiles as a witness to our own relavence.
Live! Push emotions to feel the equal re alignment.
Mid 90's rain
I had a dream last night.
We awoken before the fight.
In arms we layed til sleep came.
Awakening in the mid 90s rain.
I was me in present state of mind.
18 yrs old knowing who i had to find.
Then u were there with eyes for me.
As if we seen the futures dreams.
I asked is it u as i emotions built.
Replying yes i felt my heart melt.
Nov. 28th is all i said waiting.
2010 was the answer forever mating.
It was us in a time to start over.
This time together remaining lovers.
18 yrs was given back to right our lives.
Beneath heavens response to why.
Jus u n i still in high school.
With the knowledge of luvs truth.
It was somethin ive never felt.
We knew from that moment we'd have help.
Within each other we caved.
N the future was yet to be made.
Plans n dreams of a family all ours.
Sharing what we could never have in nows tomorrow.
In our youth we had our life ahead of us.
To all come true in the face of luv.
Debris
Sittin in a puddle in my mind.
Surrounded by mud around the sides.
The feelin of rain chills my soil.
Moistened n drownin like a swan in oil.
In the middle of a lake over flowin.
I swim in my hearts endless growin.
Fillin faster than legs kickin so hard.
Leakin into rivers where the veins r.
Bobbin i gasp for airs bubblin pop.
Afloat at the chin at the waters top.
Waves from feet stompin swallowin thee.
Strugglin for dry land at the edge i see.
Dead man float driftin with the current.
A peice of debris in a flood with pain that hurts.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
When i say
When i say my life is urs.
I mean my will isnt jus on tour.
For my luv surrounds our chance.
Kept safe in the hearts dance.
Stepping on ur path as mine has footprints.
As rivits ripple quakes from ur eyes ever since.
Weaving in n out mainly together.
Strengthening in a bond forever.
When i say with all my heart n soul.
Realize my story before u unfolds.
As laughter chuckles with goofiness.
Filling time opned to happiness.
Im beside the luv ive always wanted.
My one u r truly somethin.
Matchin emotions released to touch.
As pure a air inhaled for life to luv.
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
I dont wanna be hurt no more
In a new yr once again as a new man.
The past twelve months has awakened me.
Set me at ease with the capabilities of free.
Ive never felt like this before this day jan 1 2013.
My eyes, ooh my eyes has taken noticed.
N the zoom is more clearer than i could focus.
Ive witnessed all of u n emotion u hurt.
N its not i that deals the pains worth.
The cracks r releasin the truth of own best freind.
N imma get mine for its me i will defend.
Always puttin everyone else first has ended.
As far as i need to is as far as i'll bend.
My sights layed on action repeated for a while.
N as a whole the mistreated me is on file.
My night vision deep inside where the twist lerks.
N geuss who it gonna be im puttin 1st.
Luv u i will til the end of time.
in my pockets i will keep even more than a dime.
N to be honest ive become to know who u really r.
U see im the one collectin the scars.
If i misplaced myself in another realities scenerio.
Still nothin would ever change on this rodeo.
Telepathy is what i was i had.
Runnin on the lines in ur mind made of wooven plad.
Can u see me now that im at the end of misfortune.
Givin self at wills defeated purpose screwed.
I wish u all could step inside.
Cuz ur all on another level somewhere with brail signs.
I dont wanna be hurt anymore.
U kids need to grow up n become.
As urselfs only one.
Family drift for u know not what it means.
Lost in a child we once was's dream.
Freinds r a conversation so i dont feel lonely.
No one owns me.
N my wife ur actions repeat my worth.
Only if u could see in between these words......