Freindless

Without a single ear to hear me.
I can not be heard nor lean.
Upon a shoulder to listen.
As my word r whistlin.
My deepest pains to laughter.
Freindless I don't believe I matter.
Speakin in silence my mouthdoesnt move.
I rely on my fingers to push me through.
Spreadin lifes way in my time.
In a form as I decline.
The closest people to me ignore it.
Take for granted my on human wish.
In need of someone who cares jus enough.
As I to fall to peices on my crutch.
With a bond of truth that helps my mind.
No conversation avoided as the eyes dry.
My presense in this world is unfelt.
So I keep to myself n don't ask for help.
Yet I'm breakin down n no one knows.
I'm suppose to jus put on a show.
Jus one individaul to give a lil interest.
For my walls r cavin n I'm defensless.
Who's has my back when I need it watched?
Am I alone or am I seein spots?
Smires in a crowd of people who turns away.
Cheeks r all I see damn near everyday.
Losin myself in a battle I can not win.
Tears r beginning to flow from within.
Comfortin my face where a hand should be.
Drownin in hurt in the middle of a dream.
Its so quite outside my own head.
Talkin to the man in the mirror instead.
Feelin completely overlooked in solidtude.
I don't wanna feel n forgot my attitude.
The image I am is only to be seen.
Inside I'm much different than a plead.
But how can I get back from beggin please?
Body aches from puttin in the work.
Blackness coverin the heart from feelin burnt.
The cryin has become a nights release.
I to am guilty of an emotional freeze.
I'm at fault for my own sorrow.
Wish when I awake it will change tomorrow.
I can't find a soul that willin to speak.
Tell me as I do others as they r not weak.
Maybe I'm a loner til the day I die.
That won't even make me feel better tonight.
Strength is deterioratin so fast.
N I don't know when this will pass.
Everyone seems to lack the concept.
Luv is real n if one can accept.
Sittin I nthe corner of my room.
Askin what is it I have to do?
Spent I'm drained n thoughts repeat.
I'm close to what is considered defeat.

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