Belonging…

Never to be born with a broken heart for she is my sigh. No welds needed to hold in the feelings rendered from life to life. I’ve fallen every damn time I’ve come close to her. In many different versions, the heart’s found a worth. And even it comes to her, when she good first I die before life ends. Waiting on the next reincarnation to have at her as a friend. The cycle of us has lasted centuries with the same result. Watching her from a distance bcuz I know the beat of her pulse. I hear it my whole life long. It draws me in bcuz she’s the melody to my song. And we only have moments within each time frame to express ourselves. Bcuz we eventually luv so hard it’s too strong to be felt. The level of emotion consumes the mind. That’s when we step back from what we consider mine. It’s a forever process as we luv we’r edged we’re reignited. Then she’ll do her thing as I wonder what her next disguise is. We get off on the fact that we’re birthed again and again for one more chance to be eternal. But we find too much the fun in playing here longer than what others consider familiar. We enjoy the commitment bcuz even in death we’ll wait to come back. We’re always living in the same eras so we don’t get left in the past. Able to locate us no matter where we pop out. We like it here so why not play a game to be found? As sometimes we get some good long years in. Other times bad timing tugs in the grin. For there’s only one rule that applies so we can live. No cheating others outta their dreams to be missed. Some lives we must have patience to hold each other oh so tight. And those ones are ones are rewarding as we grind. As every now and again we skip a session. But no one feels the way we do when we’re open up our expressions. So it’s us no matter which life we’re in. She’s my best friend. Sometimes she hates with a passion and I don’t know why. Most of the time it’s the seeing each other out so wet can enjoy life. Thing is, we never know when and where we’ll gravitate back to each other. As it’s inevitable as we lay as luv’rs. Thinking about all the times we’ve come and gone. It if will ever, from this place, move on. Ah wet know is this will never end. I’m her best friend…