It's the fact that, once you gain the peace within your own freedoms. Gaining access to a drama free life. The ability to see emotion becomes a thought process bcuz the feel in its own is toxic. It's difficult to set self aside for a potential friend on another level bcuz of the possibility of trading the silence for the chaos all over again. Once you've truly found yourself as needs n wants separate. Real maturity leads the way so that self is what's seen as a whole before ever considering relations with anyone. Sometimes beyond alone is one of the most beautiful things to take place in your life. There's no doing what you don't wanna do. You can take to whoever you want without someone's jealous azz comments spitting venom. The sense of living is just different when it's just self that will never turn on you. It gets to the point of being called names, as broken n monster a are couple when others cannot get what they want. N it's not selfish. Nor wrong to hold out n feel people out of you're to allow someone into your life. Not everyone has crossed over to live in reason. Outta harms way where that sigh is wish the mind clear understanding of what it takes to be as is. Being just one person trying to hide from the circus of repetitive malarkey. Once you've fallen in luv with the calm, you witness self in a new way that your actually like you. Unfazed by others there's a lack of give a fuck blanketed by humor. Hiding a deeper protrude that not just anyone is gonna get to play with. N even though the solo act craves a Lil something extra, the mindset knows that comes with attachments. Making it easier to simply stay to self...
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