My heart was set for life. I found comfort in a unique piece of mind. But damn if you didn't step the fuck up. N I'm not sorry to say fuck ya! Not really but I had to to shut down the neverending rush. In you I fell the fuck in luv. Just for you to walk straight thru me the way you did. Oh the emptiness. The feel of looking back at this world never to be missed. With you I had happiness. I found a better version of me. Fit the first time ever I was freed. Smiling like I never felt myself come the fuck alive. As I lay these days with the cool of a cold heart raping my mind. But there you are, nothing more than a dream. A fantasy once lived as if suffocation keeps me in my knees. Then I get to the other side of tipsy while drinking alone n I remember the way you move. As you come back around the memory to hang out to cut me loose. I know. Let go. Damn me for trying to be witnessed before you were to leave. Fuck you. That's the thought I get when you think of me. So I dream. I drift without a pause. I'm lost. N you're making it look like I never mattered. Ignoring the fact that hearts went with the pitter patter. Way to go. You won your own game just so you know. You overlooked the fact that luv was deep in the middle of desires heat. But at least one of us are free...
We've all been there.
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