My heart dies every night just to awaken to a new life of hope. As days wait for me to decide to be luv'd so i can finally go home. Yet i don't know where to turn to so i too can find my peace. Although I'd enjoy falling into my imagination away from daydreams. To live in the now knowing i am worth another's thrill. But i rest alone waiting for the morning to come to me with it's free will. From lost in the dark hours of wonder to the head swiveling attempting to catch an eye. My emotions are restless like the thoughts that have stepped outta myself to reclaim my mind. I'm here when i wanna be there. Wherever the spark never allows the emptiness to be the only thing that cares. Feeling a snuggle lean in before the feet ever touch the floor. Always in the moment as if there's no such thing as ever wanting more. With a chance still crawling through my chest for i know what i have to offer. Only if that one person would appear that i simply refuse to go without as i tenderize to be a lil bit softer. And Yet in bed i sit shaking my head of the yesterday wasted due to i didn't even try. I just let things flow with the breeze n felt me wanting to cry. Slipping off into a place where my vibe moves. I died for a few. To live on the other side once again like a coward afraid of luv. Although if i knew where my friend was I'd give her something to trust. To break free from the pitch of black where sound seizes to exist. Expressing a goodnight place gentle upon her lips.
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