MAYBE I'M TRYIN TO ESCAPE FROM MYSELF. TO FREE UP SPACE FOR SOMONE ELSE TO BE FELT. MAYBE I JUST DON'T WANT THE WRONG ONES TO KNOW. BUT DAMN, HOW I COULD GETUSED TO ANOTHER GETTING CLOSE. OR MAYBE I FEEL LOST LIKE I HAVE FOR SO LONG. IT COULD PERHAPS BE I BELIVE THERE'S NOWHERE I BELONG. MAYBE A TOUCH OF WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I BECOME. ONLY IF THE OLD ME COULD SEE THIS NONSENSE OF ME BEING ON THE RUN. JUST MAYBE I'D LISTEN TO TO ME AGAIN. THE SIDE THAT OPENS UP TO OPPORTUNITITES WILLING TO ACCEPT A FRIEND. MAYBE I'VE FINAALY GOTTEN BORED WITH MYSELF. SITTING AROUND WONDREING WHAT TO DO WITH THE TIME LEFT SO THE HEART CAN FIND A LIL HELP. MAYBE THIS WAY ISN'T THE BEST THING I CAN DO. LIVING IN ISOLATION KEEPING EMOTION FROM EVER ABLE TO MOVE. MAYBE, JUST MAYBE I'VE OVERCOME ME OWN REASONS TO HIDE. COULD IT BE, I'M MORE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE THAT BRINGS ME TO LLIFE? MAYBE THE UPS N DOWNS N BACK N FORTHS HAVE SHIFTED ME IN WAYS I GET THE CONCEPT OF HOPE. BUT WILL I ALLOW ANYONE TO DIG IN TO KNOW? \MAYBE IT'S FEAR OF FAILING ONCE AGAIN. FUCK THAT, IT IS N I CAN'T STAND I FIGHT MYSELF TO ENJOY A FRIEND...
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