Collapse into without losin yourself... Feel that extra portion of ur heart tilt...

I'm jus gonna sit there n let u feel me the way u wanna feel me... Enjoyment at its finest comin to life...

What if it was the loose ends to free up some funds so u can live a Lil. That partner type status we can get at together with a bit if will.  Playin life here amongst the living so alive we're truly felt.

We all have a different reality in which we live. Our own personal piece tryin to figure this shit out. Hey hey, here we are. There's no better time than now!

I'll stop immediately n leave. N I want come back... Get ur square azz away from me! There's no time to find that shit funny n laugh...

A freak with thoughts but a tease in the bed. Better loosen up n show ur freak if u wanna fuck with my head.

Most feel the same in the sense of thought.
Thinking without a heart bcuz it paid the cost.
Wrapped up in shying away from worth.
All in the presence of bein alone ramblin words.
Guilty yet unconvicted for admittance is weak.
Yet behind closed doors the aches silently leak.
Frontin in plain sight appearin to livin it up.
Claimin those emotions can't be trusted with luv.
Forgettin they come n go for we have a life.
Clickin for a bit so time can tell us about the hype.
Droppin the mic on the leave as kiss my azz speaks.
Men n women don't live in dreams tucked away from reality.
As the fairytales fed to the mind mixes with the let down.
It's all in what ya put in to have that comfort that'll always be around.
False kings n queens representing yet another realm of royalty.
Jus to wind right back at the point of less than perfect spoiling things.
Laid back connectin with self after a few times rollin up under the bus.
With hate slippin from the grasp of letting go as the tongue tastes the cuss.
U gotta remember n maintain that we're all in this shit together n not all of us clique.
Even if it's good in the beginnin of the end to come sayin done as names are removed from ya lips.
It's self needing that image in the mirror to step up n ask....
Who am I without a sidekick to claim the hearts stash???
The mind flips under the pressure of relations getting it in.
Who's exactly suppose to win?
So can u luv ya self before u give it out so freely?
Knowin mentally in the game of give n take nothins guaranteed...

Unable to feel a thing captured in the minds realm.
Fightin off thoughts grippin the flippin of neva felt.

One on one wraped up in the middle of pure lust. Back to back spinin to face luv starin on the hush. Silent until behind closed doors comin undone.
As all hell breaks loose as climaxes are overcome.

It was the feel of it. That sense of no return. That, I finally got it. U know, that Lil feeling of my turn. It made the heart flow with the rhythm of her feet. Tapping her way through life. It brought the man out to play. For before emotions there was a like. I neva felt the power it possessed for the long haul though. Seems standin still watch that strut go. It was the snap in the mind of reality changing behind n in plain sight. Eyes filled, drain n dried til there was no mo. it dug it's hole decorated as if a grave. Unable to see the reasons but knew the truths. Luv, hate, luv. For me there was a loss of use. Left with a raw state of self knowing self has what it takes. Whelp, lives were to be lived so it is what it is. Earning yet another memory cut short by irresponsibilities hate. One more face to miss. It was my honor that was drained of the trust. Loosening the connection of proof that didn't exist. Moving on the retreat unlike paradise it failed. Roaming was I drifting attempting to

I cannot trust what hides in the darkness if ur heart. For it doesn't wanna be seen as goin unnoticed is an art. A game I can no longer play with u or any other. Complicatin relations of secret intent never brought to the light of a luv like no other. I fear the pit of no return dug so deep I'd perish in ur depths. Knowing the possibility of u allowin me to fade is my precious time spent. That other side of ur facial expressions is only seen in mirrors that'll never lie. Behind closed doors as ur natural beauty come forth with unheard sighs. I cannot cling to what cannot be seen. For I choose to be awake as u drift into the slip of ur muted dreams...

No one gives a shit n no one cares. We all come n go with googly eyes n blank stares. Felt periodically til time is a waste. Til luv is misplaced n replaced by hate.

A lifestyle took what most envy right outta my hands.... An addiction not of my own for I fiend for her luv... So yeah, she can most definitely have my heart... I don't need it, for enough is enough...

I don't mean to lead u on. I honestly jus wanna be alone. But I have this desire to play with someone like u. As u fit the description in my mind slowly stripped down til ur totally nude. I don't play games that are not felt as pleasures finest. Jus don't go looking for emotions n try to somehow define us. I've come to enjoy u in a pure physical sense. To touch, to taste, to feel u til ur no longer tense. I want nothing to do with ur emotions that aren't connected to ur sexuality. Giving n receiving the thought of us is a most cherished reality. Yeah I'm comin at u but I really don't wanna be ur man. I truly wanna be less than what reaches that plateau of what u cannot stand. Flickerin in the night with candles lit. Becoming ur fantasy n explorin the feel of ur skin upon my lips. Playin double dutch with the shock waves rippin off the ease. Use me for I could use someone like u to please. There's no desperation, jus a simple interest that's as drivin me crazy. Come, lay with me. Feel how clever the tongue can curl ur moans. As I massage the kinks outta ur bent n damn near broken toes...

I went deep n found a friend like no other waiting for me within. I came back to the shallows of vanity that changed its grin. Somehow goin through em the way I did I can see em for who they are abandoned in their core. I dove in to find myself swimming along their curving shores. Dragged into the deep blue n pulled under before I even had a chance. U eva tried to stay afloat upon the surface where the waters edge meets the suns reflection as they dance? U prolly neva looked down from the horizons display of paradise huh? The canvas also has a hidden secret that turns black away from the line of sight so fuckin blunt. Splash! Grabbing bubbles of survival mode to rise to reach dry land. Damn near dead I came back in rare form as a man. Move to the side for there is much to be done. I own me with a better understanding of why one needs to feel home! Fallin in luv with the emotion that takes away from the thought of who self is. I'm back n I will not put up with ur goofy Bs. I am the factor in my life. Without me, no one I enjoy will eva take my side. U wanna step on something so ur feet can find comfort some time soon? Stand on ur word n don't let move. Full circle jus might bloom with some deep azz roots. I got me intact n living loose. Ready for the next round to untie the wave of words released with facts. Trust in me as self or u kiss my fuckin azz...

If imma live without Ya. Then that's jus what I'll havta do. U will not come n go. Know where u belong in this civilized zoo. Choices of chance volunteer time ridin the vibe. N I'm like oh my, jus tryin to live my life. Friends zoned by depth getting closer than comin in to play. Home. Jus say my name. Following up ur step in stride. On the front lines allowing u to light up my life.

I can't kick it bcuz I can't be seen through the shell u see... I can't be me bein judged bcuz I'm different than thee... Seems independently my minds pulled away from false dreams... As I'm on the outside of societies mind without a person to relate to the way I think... By myself ridin that solo train of free... No, u are not like me... I don't believe we could eva connect mentally to simply be... I'm on the other side where I actually have accepted life's means... I ain't feelin u nor anything that falls short of common sense bein able to breathe... I live in a different place in my head that deciphers through wants n needs. Leaking a trail to be caught by relativity... By relations on any level that have stepped away from the teachings of insanity... For the luv of humanity... U ain't feeling this shit that lives within, that if u could, you'd damn within me...

On a cloud looking down. Eased back thinking bout the absence of sound. Hearing only thoughts speak in tongues. Inhaling a toke as the minds on the run. Watching words come to life high af. Hit it again Butch n let the tone make luv. Carving letters outta smoke. Puff... Now hold. Ahh. Let it kick in n breathe. Now release what's unable to be hidden within creativities cure. Opened up n pure. Lost in a visual mentally so far gone. Rhymes without a rhythm choking on abong. As the ink spreads truths as if the legs of a whore. With stories to tell that drip from the pour. Leaking like a river raging for change. This is life rearranged. Known the purpose of my own name. Fallin from societies fame. As the flame strikes another blast accepted by thy lungs. Once I say what I can't get out, I'll be done. Twisting the alphabet any which way n loose. To play with my state of mind til the zzz's are through. I'm at war inside beneath the fog like wave of comfort. Able to see clearly tempting the honesty within the core. Inhale, pause, exhale. To be me I could neva fail. Ripped with bloodshot eyes drifting into my special place. Relaxed in life tapping on the flava of its taste. Call me crazy for expressions are real. Without them who would know how to feel? So under the roll u go popping out o'rings to entertain my time. Yeah, I'm goin all in on every last sigh. As apart it must come to show me what's in actual facts. So maybe this diddle will be my last...

I appreciate the offer but I don't agree with ur reasoning. I'm not the one to be a moment of a seasonal flings. Loneliness isn't good enough when u don't enjoy who it us u am. I could neva fulfill ur void if jus having someone is the angle in which u cum, for I am not a fan. If u don't wanna wind up in a booty call situation looking back wondering why I can't stay. Chalk it n watch the way u say my fuckin name. There's nothing wrong with two adults grinding n then getting to get of the I'm goin home. Relations can be sexual as lives don't connect other than in the middle of the tension of attention bein known. Ur alone n I get it. Shit. I kinda miss it. So yeah it be nice to have some in house down n dirty on a regular. But those emotions that linger plays way too much n I'm good as imma stay singular. Ur intentions ain't what u say they are for ur eyes are fuckin me as we speak. Woman. For u I'd have only one need. To please n pleasure my own desires unleashed upon the tenderness of ur orgasmic nerves. So if u didn't know, now from my own mouth, my words you've heard. Keep that fairytale Bs to yourself thinking tis the season to lock a good man down. I see through ur intent bare faced as I am not ur clown. Dick runs deep this way n it'll fuck u up. Show me why u need my time without mentioning luv. N skills u will receive. Yes, I am a rare breed...

When we meet in that moment of for once in my life... Tracking in from the unknowns reality of getting to the good shit... Holdin the line... Know me to enjoy the way I move luv'n u... Like when we get there... Let loose... Gimme all u got to give... N I will make certain, u will have a life to live... I'll be ready on the downside of lessons ain't got shit on me... So make sure u jus come willin n free... When we actually collide n are unable to resist the facts... I'll be waitin kicked back n intact... Let's do this... Whenever ur ready to calm ur nerves n soothe the void of bein missed... It's only a matter of when the ticker climbs through our tenderized chests... Til then, only you will eva make the difference... Where oh where can u be..? Come be u as I'll be me...

'd suggest u ease on in. My water is frigid along the shore lines of thy heart. U might wanna reconsider jus jumping in. I'm damn near frozen solid n need that one spark. If u wanna chill I'll bring a new meaning to the term. A Lil more ol school n to the point. No I don't trust anything emotion has to give. Skinny dip if u must flirt.

Are u not ready to get down? Come on. Come down! Let's get outta the way we think n dial in to  a different tone wantin more. Whispers to moans, jus speak so ur words  are considered luv. How longs it gonna take u to open up n feel the rush? The return of me is very possible if ur about it, but I can go. Not sayin much other than imma find a lil sum sum til u turn around n face me. How is it u enjoy bein above n beyond my means? Shit makes no sense to me. Not one bit. Tickling the ribs. Tell me to touch u n I will not stop. U got it. That thing for u I have in the bulk of alots. I'll catch u if you'd jump into my arms before I gotta remember myself. Jus know I'm after ur smile to be felt.

In my mind I'm alone n gathering thoughts that need not be held. Telling self to let go for hearts jus not felt. Crippling my mindset is an entity taking up valuable time. N for the life of me I don't recall why I even died. Living has become a wait that doesn't make any fuckin sense. Everything that lingers beneath the surface is past tense. N I can't get with it to see anything that might come correct. As I know the real is in here that I continuously inspect. There's no excuse for the mangled chips on my hearts calling. I have every piece n as of yet, I'm stalling. Stuck on stupid wondering where I belong. This shit has me rubbed raw. So from here on out I'm dropping the dead weight. For my own person fuck sakes...

I never heard that whiskey train rollin down the tracks. I needed that crack in fact to dig in n come to pass. N it ain't like I needed that winters chill to the breeze that went right on by. To know life as I knew it was about to change with the coarse of time. As I gotta say it was the best thing I could stepped away from. Without a drop of flava to wash down the bitter sweet sip fibrin trumped for once.

Yeah imma flirt, but I know the lines of boundaries felt... It's all in good fun until relations take serious interests in self... Redirecting intentions towards one spinning the head loose... In no disrespect, not all men are dogs tryin to decipher through female woos... It's like getting a buzz before one gets to the party goin all night... Jus peeking a look-see at what jus might bring him to a Lil four letter word called life... Know we ain't all jus tryin to hit it n quit it jus so u can undo the belts... Some of us has been there on both ends of use n are bypassing females waiting without searching for that one that crawls up n under the skin to melt... Like wax trickling from the flame lit at the tip on point to dance as passionate shadows fall uncontrollably in... Yeah, there's a look , walk, tone, tude n maturity level we peep as we gaze from within... This is jus a piece of a glimpse of real men so u know what to look for as u take a gander in between the lines twisting as we want a tad bit more than to visually n physically ride ur curves... Sights is a visual lust in the immediate appeal yet not the ultimate turn on as men think before feeling with that overwhelming nerve...  Touched n teased all in one from a far to flush giving moments to connect... To flirt in a single man's mind is to take notice n inspect... Welcome to the insight of our train of thought... Where friendly friendships never cost that penny as it is u he craves to applaud...

Doin time outside the mind in the wide open closing sights in the reality in which is lived within musical rhymes. Hi. Shit has dropped on the dime spinnin on a pivot n gone is the feel of the hype pushing rivets . 7 yrs in relations rolled the release date as unknown

There's so much to write that emotion could bring to life... Yet luv made sure it doesn't live in my mind... Existing only in a figuratively kinda way it appears. As there's jus no response from inner inner makings on a level of the only thing there is is them getting near. Close enough to connect n bounce off the walls within. N the taste is sweeter from the bottom up. looked down upon n irrelevant to the version of my version of luv. Seems chewing syllables is to reload the ammo shot from the mouth of disregard. N pretending that immaturity of crazy is actually bein hard. Only if the tongue could do what it unleashes behind closed doors. Locked for a reason of pleasure as passion runs it's drip contributing to my core...

Playin a different kinda game. One worth the time given without stayin. A chameleon type of luv workin em over then I was gone. Real mental shit I was too good at that anymore jus ain't worth playin. Bein inside her mind is better to be a joy than knowin the works was in to breakin her. An old fascination that's second nature laid down as if the delusion was unreal. Believin in me for I believed in myself before I tried on luv n got chard... Games of two genders in the mix of relations as differences collide. Sex vs emotion with the mental stability attacked by true intentions. Lie to me not n I'll NevA lie to u. I was a player like u were diggin by definition...

When's the last time u felt ya'self making luv? Wrapped up n movin synchronized with the feel of touch... Rubbin skin to skin kissin n gropin the flow of somethin turnin into a bit more than a crush. Flush with the rush of the hunt of the brush. Of sweat drippin from above... As passion runs from the fingers leap grippin the bodies curved bumps. Tongue takin the shape of an others taste enjoying a Lil grub getting at the goin down on Ya  as it is a must... It's jus like a question that intrigues me comin undone.

The wooing n dinners of spending my m$o$n$e$y on Ya... Nah. Dating? Yeah OK. I'm a gentleman until I hit the bed. But I like that mental shit. Not this winning ya over on what fades or needs replaced. U know that Lil ol thing called relating...

Playin a different kinda game. One worth the time given without stayin. A chameleon type of luv workin em over then I was gone. Real mental shit I was too good at that anymore jus ain't worth playin. Bein inside her mind is better to be a joy than knowin the works was in to breakin her. An old fascination that's second nature laid down as if the delusion was unreal. Believin in me for I believed in myself before I tried on luv n got chard... Games of two genders in the mix of relations as differences collide. Sex vs emotion with the mental stability attacked by true intentions. Lie to me not n I'll NevA lie to u. I was a player like u were diggin by definition...

Can we end this n get down for once?

There's so much to write that emotion could bring to life... Yet luv made sure it doesn't live in my mind... Existing only in a figuratively kinda way as it appears. As there's jus no response from the inner makings on a level of the only thing there is them getting near. Close enough to connect n bounce off the walls within. N the taste is sweeter from the bottom up. Looked down upon n irrelevant to the version of my version of luv. Seems chewing syllables is to reload the ammo shot from the mouth of disregard. N pretending that immaturity of crazy is actually bein hard. Only if the tongue could do what it unleashes behind closed doors. Locked for a reason of pleasure as passion runs it's drip contributing to my core...

Goin nowhere in between the clicks of getting those federal notes. Home has moved away as I sit in alleyways losing the thought of hope. Keys ain't unlocking doors of where I've been before. Jus the four door rubber rollin tent that gets me around moving when I push the pedal on the floor. But I have a way after losing the materials that mean nothing n aren't worth havin as they were taken by the hands of luv. Sash, don't judge me. I went in n wound up................... Done!

I'm not the only one. I jus refuse to hide from it. I accept what it is I feel. It's who I am. N I am real. No I am not alone. We're jus sidetracked by the ways of this world n have forgotten what it's like to actually luv. Huh... There's a thought. Bcuz we all know it Neva needed to be taught. Some shit jus doesn't make sense. Walkin towards luv thinking this is it. Yet, not considering the facts of not everyone cliques. N I like it deep enough there is no return. But for me I jus haven't found my worth n have been more than hurt. So no, I know I'm not riding this spontaneous emotion solo. Whether u admit it or not, we're the same with saloon doors swinging open for business til we're closed. They look better in the comin as the satisfaction of em leaving is a relief. But why? We all have a life to live. Who are we hating as lies to self are believed? U wanna fill a void? Fill it with yourself so u know who u are. Then come up for that fresh breath of air to do ur part. Not everyone gets it n we havta face the facts. Alone? Nah. That's jus the lingering effect of the past. Move on n let em find what brings em life. Settle those fed thoughts of gettin even n sigh. I will Neva half step myself bcuz an other is afraid to look in the mirror. I know what luv is n it is what I fear...

U wanna be single. Yet u also wanna play. U don't wanna give in. Now ain't that a crying shame? U want the attention as I can relate. U really want someone's worth. Before u jus jump in n fade. I guess I'm the alternate choice. N that's OK.  I'm good with fillin the void. Close enough n give that comfort. As the only string is cut for total freedom to do as u please. Jus doin our thing. I can detail ur wildest dream.

I'm not hollow. I jus have a reserve. Gathering every emotion unused. Jus to be unleashed on a real woman's worth. Whether ur out there or not I'll wait. I ain't rushing a damn thing tonight. I'm jus resting n getting ready for when we meet. Thinking with my head on my shoulders about how it is u bring me to life everytime I tell u goodnight.

Be beautiful to me with my eyes closed. It's a trust thing that cannot be seen tucking my bone. Don't touch, jus come close enough to be felt jus before we collide. Sssh... Jus close ur eyes. Go with ur other senses for once in ya life. Try to see me in a different way I wouldn't mind. Now come undone with what naturally flows. Bcuz like u there's more to me than what's bein shown...

Naked eyes dancing with the fever of the flame. Whispering moans clinging to the sound of names. Touch goin soft in the caress of luv. Parallel with the shapes moving along the walls on hush. As silhouettes take up the same space in time. I bet u don't know u blow my fuckin mind...

The broken silence within a man roars.
Comin from chewed words that pour.
At the limits of lines crossed like bordered boundaries.
The stand rises as fed up with the twisted
Bass fills

Seems i ain't been out to play since Mandy I parted. That's not like me.  Life was discarded. Putting rest to a dream. Damn I missed bein me. WTF is it I thought? Thanx one, for now I'm free. I paid the cost...

It's my fault as the thought came from the back if my mind. Into my reality standing here in life. I fell n they fell learning valuable lessons sooner than expected. But that was to be intended withstand careless heart. Now inspected. Shown em how a man rises from my depths up n runnin.

Would eva could...

Thinking within a conversation with self.
Not getting the response I need to be felt.
I'm divided between the heart n the mind.
In the middle of their feud tryin to get on with life.
These two stubborn mofos jus can not agree.
N all I wanna do is sleep in peace with my dreams.
This name callin bullshit is for the birds.
Neither of them for one an other have any worth.
My thoughts tells me I'm a sucker for luv.
Yet my own fuckin emotions say they refuse to go numb.
Both flipping fingers to show me what I've done.
I guess I've separated who I am n it isn't any fun.
I'm jus bein me torn apart inside attempting to relate.
Pulled through the ups n downs hearing the hate.
Why are we alone my feelings ask daily.
As my own brain simply jus can't save me.
There's no winning with neither of them turning out.
Sittin in silence this battlefield needs to calm down.
It use to be peaceful beneath what is shown on the surfaces plane.
As for what resides now is luvs dismissal of nothing that remains the same.
Speaking to myself doesn't do any fuckin good.
But I wish one of these two would eva could.
Jus give in n find mutual grounds to play nice.
My personal lil fiasco done with the way I live my life.
Yet they jus don't understand we are the full package.
As the rise of hormones chimes in n awakens what's to be imagined.
No! I will not allow us to step to anyone til this is settled.
N they pout like two yr olds bcuz I meddle.
Bcuz I care to be united with who I truly am.
Damn if I do. Damned if i don't. Damn!

Have u ever been afraid to use emotion?
Like ur stuck in time in the middle of an explosion.
Jus simply scared shitless of feeling anything.
Shut down n in need of a friends scream.
All cuz urs jus wasn't heard n ya can't breathe.
Never wanting again to ever be hurt. Damn me!
Yeah, it's like that.
Runnin away from the past....

Can Ya feel me now?
Standin on my own two feet.
In true form corrected.
Lost in my own silly dreams.
Bringing u to life.
Here in my imaginary state.
Solo n riding the winds of time.
Read the expression upon my face.
It's mental knowing who u are.
Willing to stand in ur way.
The same as day one.
Feeling what'll never fade.
Back to who I truly am.
Living my life opened n bared.
Waiting for u to come get it.
Willing to see how much u giving a care.
Here I am.
Staring u down.
Putting ur luv on the spot.
Are u in or are u out...

Why is it u came here?
Of all places to be.
Falling further than one can help.
Is this in which how u breathe?

Waitin my turn...

Jus accept it n lemme crush on u... possible look at u in a stare or two givin u proof... So what, i gotta thing for u... U can handle a lil humor can't u..? I ain't talking bout luv jus yet... i never even said i was gonna reach out n grab me a touchy feel with my lips suckin on ya neck... Ooh, i think i jus gave me away... hold on, im not easy to tame...Jus a lil fun n get along is all im gettin at... I'll stay in my lane until u feel me back ... Jus tell me when i can let loose n do a lil more peek a boo... ill keep respectable n take my turn if it comes around to find some use.. Listen to the way I say ur name... no wait, I gotta remember u that maybe one day...That is if ur available... Bein so fuckin irresistible... But for now imma jus give u time to figure some shit out allowin u to breathe... yet, Imma savor every syllables within conversations jus so i taste what jus might be... As it goes on n on n on... On down my very own way followin me to where im goin...  U see u tracked me to this point in time... Tellin me i can not have u in my life... Damn thing jus dont make sense if ur askin me... But thats the way it goes as i watch everyone else live the dream... As i ease back n think about u when my minds not over ran... How is it that im not ur man..? I see u n u jus dont appear to be all that happy let ur eyes tell the truth... Seems to me ur goin through the movements of bein use to someone tellin u ilu... I wont tell ya ur goin to waste... Its not my place to change what u think u feel upon ur face... Lets jus say its tellin a different side goin down in ya very own heart... N for every endin theres a start... This is that curiosity comin out to play... Bcuz of u lil lady, i am not afraid... As i sit still as i may never fell u against me jus once... If i did youd be done... So imma jus u do what it is u do as i linger in the back of ur mind... Wantin to explore u n i in the middle of the hype... Livin life n gettin it in... Hmm, what u could do to my grin... U jus dont know the vibe i get when i get caught pretendin im not lookin at u live... But i am n im diggin what i know about the way u spoke words to give...

Watcha puttin in... U matchin what I have to give... I'm jus sayin... Bcuz if ya ain't, I ain't stayin... The one way head trip u can keep... I'd step out n jus leave... Don't bare what u know u can't level up to... So again, Watcha got for time to do... If ya in I'm down... But don't go switchin shit up... Don't fuck with my luv... Once I dislike u I'm done... Been around to long to feel ya feet step on me... Bent every which way but loose chasin dreams. Come play with me in reality... Where those fairy tales embedded into ur mind meet maturity... I am alive with a will to get it in... If u ain't digging your'e receive nothin from within... Yeah, a real man u will appreciate the way I will u... Round out n come away from how you've been abused... I didn't do hat shit... So let my name actually feel ur lips... Watcha wanna do... It's ur life n it's up to u...  Correct me if I'm wrong when I say we have the same mindset... N if I'm wrong left right left find ya step... I'm on some other shit comin out into the open... Gimme what I seek tradin in ur past hopin...I don't mind the single life one fuckin bit... But I am missin that certain kinda tickle in my rib... Laugh now cry later jus ain't my style... U can tell me now so I know ur worth my while... Imma grown azz man n ain't dishin out birds... Not unless ur fake like the rest with ya vision blurred... Lemme see Watcha got up n under that mask... Make me gasp...

No gimmicks. No twisted tongue. Don't play with emotions out the gate for like is more important than luv. Speak to her as if her vanity isn't part of her personality. Be as if u can relate as a factor of reliability. Winning her over isn't goin to far if character doesn't hold its line. Take notice but go beneath the pleasure of sight. Be yourself in true form n explore her creativity. For she wants to be seen for more than her vanity...

Does it havta be so sexually orientated? I mean yeah it's there yet can't we be more versatile n a bit more obligated. U know, to mental stability n emotional connectivity. There's more shit like, like over luv so relativity levels out with a grown aspect of maturity. Don't get me wrong bcuz I'd like to know what u look like draped in a lace thong. But that's a bit explicit at this point even though I'd like the way you'd moan me a song. I'm jus wantin to tap into the inner linings of ur mind opened wide the fuck up. Sorry to be so vulgar but getting to the source of the eyes wondering back n forth crossin vision is only a crush. I jus wanna know if ur depths have ever been swam in the way I could dig a lil deeper. Find ya thoughts n get back with me as imma ease back n pause for a moment to check out more of ur features...

Would u wanna actually be mature? Wrap ya mind around a cure to what u thought was so pure. Standin with true intentions without a hook or a lure. Take a tour free of charge n see for yoursrlf I'm not goin door to door. Jus came across someone that seemed to be a Lil more than what others had in store. Paint a picture in ya mind of what it is in ya core. This isn't relations at war. Jus a common interest wantin to explore ur ways before u think I'm jus another bore. As my tongue has now flipped the vocal chords on in the direction of wantin more...

I'm somewhere else doin things in my mind words can not express... The lights are lowered n the mood is set... As my eyes are damn near rollin outta my head... There's a bed... N petals scattered in the shade of red... Fully undressed... Playin anything less than games in total agreement of sayin yes... Let's!!! Movin to the rhythm of the thumping chest... As candles bring out my very best...

Lemme in.. It's cold where I'm standin. Allow me to unthaw the both of us. Jus melt the chills chatter of bones ramblin. Lets get close U n I n shut it up. For once jus to warm the void. Givin a lil comfort. In from what's become the norm. Open up. I'm freezin n could use someone like u. Weatherised with the burrr that hurts. Shakin with even skin turnin blue. Knock knock. Ding dong. Is there anyone home? Or is it u jus do not wanna get burned by another flame? Would u rather be alone? The heat could do us some good. Wrapped up next to the fire. Lit with a spark to ease the hearts drip. Comin back to life as somethin to admire. The temp out hear has locked up my chest. Stuck in a deep freeze. Like ice cubed for a later date. I have a chisel if ur in need. We can chip pieces of solid moisture a Lil at a time. N take a moment to find what's been shoved away. Jus shovel through the depths forgotten. I'm jus outside if u feel the will to play without games...

Seeing faces that would be so nice to awaken to. Afraid of strangers that truly have no clue. Of the man within that is tryin to come back out. Hearing sounds giggling that'll never come around. Jus to feel the warmth of a body worth the time. Wondering who she is that'll step up n relate in life. As time slowly passes n he drifts with the commotion of the hype. Beauty in the eye seemed to find what lays beneath bet smile. Going the distance n a few more miles. With his thoughts tucked in between his legs. For compatibility somehow fades. Solo, jus creeping along reaching out. Not wanting to bother her lifestyle or speak out loud. Yet the comfort of a friend he simple jus wants to know. Could she be the answer to what he's worth. With so much luv to give goin to waste. Seems he's tried everything to give himself away. As the passerby's might not see him fit for he's different. Locked in mentally with emotions to spend. Scared n frozen, listening to how men are all the same. But don't care to even attempt to see how it feels to say his name...

It's in the way the tongue moves. The way it creates a sound to be heard. Like a wave rushing a moan. Tasting the flava of nerves breaking their silence of worth. From right to left n with a roll. The stroke slides gently into a flick. Speaking without a word. Bouncing like ripples pulsating the vibe to be felt from a defying lick...

It's in that moment of silence when the thought of getting close on an emotional dip occurs. That fear that surges. What if it happens to be another lesson served when there's only one single nerve left? Scared is eyes watching the reverse of the loss in the visions blur at its best. Got hurt. Yup. That ache don't feel so good in the beat of an outta tuned chest. That test of finding out worth clings in ways splurges rip holes like a train wreck. Yet, on the hush, I crave the feeling of bein in luv. Of finding the design of passion flush n runnin free with its brush of touch. Oh the rush of such is like ripples on the hearts shore. But that feel of losing again is too much for when the empty has no more to pour...

Yeah imma flirt, but I know the lines of boundaries felt... It's all in good fun until relations take serious interests in self... Redirecting intentions towards one spinning the head loose... In no disrespect, not all men are dogs tryin to decipher through female woos... It's like getting a buzz before one gets to the party goin all night... Jus peeking a look-see at what jus might bring him to a Lil four letter word called life... Know we ain't all jus tryin to hit it n quit it jus so u can undo the belts... Some of us has been there on both ends of use n are bypassing females waiting without searching for that one that crawls up n under the skin to melt... Like wax trickling from the flame lit at the tip on point to dance as passionate shadows fall uncontrollably in... Yeah, there's a look , walk, tone, tude n maturity level we peep as we gaze from within... This is jus a piece of a glimpse of real men so u know what to look for as u take a gander in between the lines twisting as we want a tad bit more than to visually n physically ride ur curves... Sights is a visual lust in the immediate appeal yet not the ultimate turn on as men think before feeling with that overwhelming nerve...  Touched n teased all in one from a far to flush giving moments to connect... To flirt in a single man's mind is to take notice n inspect... Welcome to the insight of our train of thought... Where friendly friendships never cost that penny as it is u he craves to applaud...

Where in the fuck is ur mind? Mines wrapped up in rhymes spending time in between each n every line. Piecing words together in truths written without a beat or a hook to help me through. I'm me n ur u. What else is there to prove? Let's make a move n get loose. Let the chosen letters scrambled into a setting before ur eyes find their place. What is it u see in a face? In a shape that makes u taste my name. Can u see me as I cannot be tamed? Where's ur thought as it passes midnight's stroke of clicks upon the wall? Into the pillow as u fall. Questions need an answer if ask not con figuratively speaking. U know, it's a game of chance before we're done breathing...

I ain't on fighting ova ur immaturities so called crazy. Nor declaring war with ur selfish stubborn getting ur way or ur flipping out Bs. That's fuckin shady. If u gonna go run that game my way imma walk right on by Ya silly azz.  Even though Imma look u up n down as we pass bcuz I can't fuck with Ya. But I'd tap that. So get ova yourself talking that crap runnin yappidy yap trap u got. Get with it n step outta sequence of what ya surroundings that have taught n sunk into ya train of thought. Loosen the fuck up n turn in the mirror my way so I can decide if u look better comin or goin. For I'd see for myself both sides of ya intentions before they'd have a chance to ask what I'm doin...

If I may ask. How is it u see life? Without the materialistic attributes. If u broke down in a mental moment without emotion to who it is u truly are. Ignoring the chaos that floods the streets. Jus raw thought of what it is u have seen n felt. What is life to u? Bcuz no matter where I am or what I'm goin through,  it's everything to me... It's all there is. It's the tickle that touches my smile. The reason I have enjoyment. Life... YeS I wanna live it...

Forgive me if I'm human n I do some real shit. I'm addicted to life n the offers tasted upon my lips. Straight forward with my head twisted on swivel. Somewhere else upgraded I'm on another level. Look me over n see I don't throw punches at irrelevant childishness. Taking chances on new pretty faces that come n go with my happiness. Rounding back to self standin more erect than I was before. Unable to find an opponent in the must of configuring luv giving more. Up early to the grind runnin down my keep no one can take. Behind the scenes fuckin with everyone I meet. Over look me for I'm a Lil different in the way I live. My mind tapped out n allowed me to gain a tickle in my rib. Nothing fazes me due to I've already lost everything I had. All but self still laughing at the memories that won't fade into my past. Jus one man I am digging in to getting in to where I fit. Damn near lost without a home goin all in on luv that stalled out n went to shit. Blaming self for sticking it out with empty hands walkin away as a clown. Carryin self in this world made to force one face down. A bit of a slow learner as emotions turn on my mindsets frequency. Standin solo looking for the keys to my castle n someone to listen to me. To feel me comin from the depths of my pit making room. Comin simple with the fundamentals technique hardly ever used now a days. Don't mind me as u pass on by looking off in the distance seeking the same ol same. I've been to the bottom on my way back up bein someone else's strength. Something u prolly don't know about for u woulda bailed out on em in need. So don't let me move the way u sway right on around me peeking up. My reality has taken me to places you've neva felt that left me as a what was. But u wouldn't understand why I do what I do. N that's the truth...

I'm in luv with money the way I should be feeling on a females curves. Yet only a few has ever paid me so I'd rather take my azz to work.  They come n go the same. But that green paper stays until I decide to go broke playin games. Spend mine? Lol. U need to learn. U trippin like a prostitute wantin my cash flow to go on u givin what in return? Society has Ya mind warped. A gentleman is a sucker in a false sense of reality losing digits havin to seek out more. I ain't on it. This is the righteous dolla I earned n ain't on no Bs. If I ain't making it, ur in my way. N to lose u I ain't afraid. It's my pockets I don't wanna burn a hole in. Keep ya hands out n stay focused on ya own n we can stretch a grin. Digging in to the means to havin a better life. Bringin dreams in from the darkness to the reality of light. Or I'm solo. Chirpin with birds raised up whistlin oh hell no!!!

Behind event lines...

I'd blow ya fuckin mind if I felt that connect. With a dab of tenderness' intent n a splash of bein in full effect. Jus caress that shit u don't want no one to somehow touch. Tasting ur emotions on the other end of what it is u show dawgin luv. Behind enemy lines ur legs would shake with the flutters in ya hearts pour. Simultaneously skippin beats rollin with the tides unfoldin on ur untamed shores. Lemme squeeze on in n it's over for I'm not ridin that same ol lame bus. If I'm comin ur cumin n ur gonna get a worthy opponent wrapped up still n flush. Locked in to all that craziness calmin the fuck down knowin I got truths. Stop runnin, I ain't gonna hurt u. Jus wanna fill u with my curiosity breachin the surface of my smiles giddiness. Feelin u from the inside out spun n spinnin on the texture of ya willingness. I'd change the way u think of the man runnin through Ya heads open space. Leavin silhouettes in the dark to play with the shadows that never come to the light of day. Don't let me slide up n under ur skin n breathe. The vacant loft u call ur own might find a few memories Ya might wanna hold on to. Feelin the yahoo. With a mutual use down for a better cause crusin with ya best friend in me. In the flesh livin that fairytale of so called dreams. No Bs. But we gotta clique. My all ain't no half steppin random goofiness jus tryin to mingle. There's a fuckin reason I'm single. I'd step to ya if ya came a closer in my closin movement. Landin in the middle where bodies accepted the comfort of gettin along foreva in the moment. Playful n mental with the thought of U n I walkin together in life. Screamin check please under the sheets for the satisfaction comes as natural as that first kiss that tells a tale in between the lines. Findin eyes stuck in a stare. Where u goin if I tried to play fair? I mean, if I took it easy on ur mind jus wantin to stroke ya time. Held my tongue n spit no lie. Digging in you'd enjoy my presence like I'd die for yours. Losing days as clicks round the clock runnin out n wantin more. Collidin. Who's ridin?

Lemme put my tongue there.
N my lips somewhere on grounds unfair.
Down below where skill is dared.
Lemme take u right up n outta those underwear.
Let's see all that shit u talk play out.
Digging in to moaning sounds.
Mrs. Queen B lemme hear it from ur mouth.
Louder! More! Let her come so proud.
From within the hidden temples frame.
Lemme hear u say my name without bein tamed.
U say ur it n that you'd drive a mofo insane.
All laid up drained unable to handle ur fame.
Spread em n see if it's about that time.
To Lose ur fuckin mind bumpin uglies in the grind.
Filled with a stroke life itself woos the ride.
That is unless ur talking shit n the only thing about u is ur words neva bein defined.
Lemme taste ur dreams soaking the bed sheets.
Free to come play with me in reality.
Justifying the freak u claim lives beneath the sheets.
I need a Lil proof to go with that story of how u leak.
Drip drip drop doin shit that'll cure my fuckin toes.
U said the shit so now I wanna fuckin know.
Let's do this n get that shit as we unfold.
Or take ya azz on somewhere talkin ur way on down the road.
Say what u mean n mean what u say.
If we collide n connect with passion I jus might stay.
So what's the dilly Yo, live n direct from callin ur name.
Break me off jus bcuz I think the flapper below ur nose runs n ur lame.
Always yappin about how good it is n how others are sprung.
Let's get it as if we're outta our minds n as deep as we can dig into luv.
One hush two hush three hush n I'm gone if ya ain't speaking up.
We can slow roll, be creative or all out fuck.
Pick n choose the roll ur chatterbox explores.
Talk is cheap leaving expectation wantin more.
Either do the damn thing or  hit the damn door.
I ain't got time to half step with u jus for u to be endorsed...

U got me like wow...  Jus letting it be known. Yet I fit in with so many others. As my angle jus isn't felt. There's too many tryin to show that interstate I refuse to compete with. Guess ur too much of ur own shit! With wanna be luv'rs comin outta the woodwork. Undercover lips jus wantin to tickle ur taste. Getting butt hurt. So I sit peeping the way u enjoy em flock. Robbed. Sad ur goin to waste. I could really use someone like u to invade. Down in the mix of two comin togetber as one. Fuck. Yeah. U got me like action wantin to step up. Peeping the Lil things u say tryin to figure u out. Knowing we all have our own thing as compliments fills ur head as WTF. Let's jus say I see something in ya n I ain't trying run no games. Witness to ur fame. Famous for ur vanity few see beneath. N it's lame. Ur depths seem to swim in the shallows. Layin on ur shores on point. Follow me with the thought of layin in 50 less shades in ya void. Unless it's the attention u seek. Is that what helps u breathe? We've all been hurt. Stop runnin on water jus to sink. What's worth ya time of day? Think. Bcuz I'm standin in the sea of so called men tryin to see the design in ya eyes. Knowing what it'll take to make them shine. I'm jus sayin. Ur not mine. Do what u do. I'm jus weighin out my mind. Living loose. Pausing to see if you'd wanna take a walk. Do a Lil thing like talk. Jus get away from the stalkers hawking ur pause. I know u have flaws that'll collide with mine. It's cool. Be u. I don't want u to hide. Open up the proof of u. Live. Give. N be the number one pick. But hey. I'm not the only one feeding that fill am I? Don't lemme forget u got it like that. Jus don't lie to yourself in the middle of that dump felt feeling of bein alone. We all want the need of bein luv'd. To go home n know when touched someone else feels that rush. Yeah, I know of luv. So what. A man can't express a bit of his truths?  N how it's u I'd luv for u to meet n be? Used or put to use? Free yourself from the mind games  u play with ya-self. You're ur only help. Get at me when ur ready to come up. In luv with luv... Do u n I'll do me. Tryin to bring dreams into reality....

ongue twirling the taste of ya name. Flipping it jus to slap ya azz for the claim of it. I don't wanna treat ya right whatsoever. Ssh. Jus wanna feel us come closer than together n get at it. Hush. No need to talk immeasurable dirty enough u couldn't tell Ya mama. Fr. Imma straight tap u the fuck outta ya. Full grown n more than what you've Prolly eva felt before. Shush. Sounds ain't worth the vibrations unless moans linger in their lure. Tryin to plug that drip as it pours. From the bed over the nightstand to the floor. Huh. U Betta ask about me. Imma come through n rearrange ya mindset chasin me chasin u hung n giving worth to ya thingy thing. With the slip of the hands choke. Now moan. Talk to me in ways urvtrutgs come out to play. Dine with Playin it safe. Jus getting the doubt dealt with by whatnot us I have comin at ya straight outta my mind. It's jus a shame ya scared to mingle n lay it down for a moment to urs in time. For jus on the other end of tgese ends is the cling. Feeling sweat beads join forces to slide making it harder n harder to breathe. Take.... Mmm. It...

Blunt n speaking straight to the point to bunt heads unraveling for a Lil sum sumtin more. Laid out in life's mind rollin around so the heart can feel itself pour. Intamitly goin ham sweating on the flip side of getting it in. Enjoying every curve wrapped up in nerves sprung on the resistance exploding with a Ooh. Finding more depths in the mix of the dip of emotion clinging to movement worked loose. To touch places within n along the trim of the flava twirled upon the tongues need. As words flow with moans comin to the tip of breaths rushing to fingertips the breathe. Mutual thoughts played out making waves washed up on solid ground at toes looking up. To serve Worth's moment to put up or shut up hovering n landing flush.

I've been tainted as my mind will neva turn back around. It jus isn't in its original state for it's not right as it sits without sound. Affected I believe it's been infected by the effect of luv that lingers in timeless emotions. Stretched to limits where passion drips with twisted thoughts Playin dirty lil games with Luvs devotion. It's a special kinda place in which the mental stability enjoys the thunk to think of the thanx pushed over the edge of gone n wound up numb.

In all due respect...

Tell me again who's more important.
Life or the lies that believe in extortin.
I know all ya tales swung n absorbed within me as I was the sponge.
Yet, do u know the definition of luv?
Yeah, I'm callin u out once n for all.
I'm on the upside peekin back at the fall.
Rememberin how long it took to crawl back to the surface.
Neva once believin I'm worthless.
Shit jus took a Lil bit of time that wound up takin longer than expected.
Caught in between self n bein tempted.
Last call for all the foolishness to end.
Can we be friends?
Truths need to step the fuck up quick.
Bcuz actions jus don't live upon the lips.
As relations has lost that thing called trust.
Yet I haven't an enemy so either get along or we can get along is the must.
Fuck the table n jus stand leveled the fuck out.
Or the shovel will do its work n fill in around the memory six feet deep down.
Considered dead n gone without a tear to feel slipping with gravities pull.
Caring has become a self survival second nature kinda fool.
It's all mental in the front lines back to the way I was brought up.
I do not cry for luv.
If it was real it woulda stayed.
Exchanging names!
Understand I am more different than I was before.
Zip zero tolerance of the Bs faze has come to accept no more.
Self respect flipped script n went n dug the hole awaitin.
N the mind has been done debatin.
Enough said.
Like outdated sweater vests...

Limits are imaginary lines like those invisible borders in ya mind that hide out in the open here in the middle of life... Toes mustn't cross into my world of hurt awaiting with fists that twirl of what you've neva heard fuckin with my worths purpose riding the edge of nerves... 6 feet please as dreams stand on words in need of bein checked in so u can breathe standin next to me rambling n flowing downstream in ya veins that leak... Stay away from me claiming reality sux knowing the games with yaself has stained n drained ya minds capability to take that beasts overrated fame...

Written with julie copley

ok I'm gonna blow ur mind lol          
Never forget how far uv come, everything u have gotten through. It's ur story of where uv been as its ur proof. All the times u have pushed on even when u felt u couldn't. N everytime u swore u wouldn't. All the mornings u got out of bed no matter how hard it was all the times u wanted to give up but u got through another day neva forget how much strength u have learned and developed. As the revolver within spins n plays out in ya own time of correcting self's understanding of a more complex relevance to  outright spell it out. There is no royal road to anything nor one inparticular thing at a time as all things are in succession. Even tough we're all subject to our own choices fallin here n there in our own depressions. That which grows fast withers as rapidly that which grows slowly endures a strong person can go through a lot of things and still not be bitter. Fitting better in the creases of ya minds crevasses that tuck the reality of plucked splinters...
BAM

I jus wanna take a dip. Give in to me n allow me to swim as we exist. Mentally, physically, emotionally n yes sexually. I wanna taste ur lips. Both sets. As fingers curve to ur hips. Straight mind fuck ya with the best of intentions. Fillin ya dimensions. Full of the countless expectations as I am no immitation. I'm jus needin my invitation. Finding u as my home n my permanent location n destination. Feel my kiss. The flava of its taste in my whispers wishful twist. Brushing with the breeze it's only me. Wantin the thought of a dream in which I slip to become my reality. As I spit endless words that may or might not hit ur sweet spot. Tell me what it'll cost without a paper trail to lick u into life so u know you'll neva be robbed. I got u, sittin in my creative mind playin with u tryin to lay ever so still.. That use u feind for that seems to elude ya best attempt to live a lil. As if these were my last thoughts scribbled down n placed before u to find me. I'm jus hoping to help u Breathe. Pant. Maybe withstand where you've been as u open the fuck up for once. Duh...

Whatcha wantin? Whatcha after? Is it who u wantin me to be? Or are ya chasin my mind to run circles around whatcha truly after? Don't slip thinking ur gonna get me with that twist in ya hip. Do u took imma not feel u up like the freak I am blowing kisses from ya lips? What's it u after looking my way so ridiculous? I ain't cha typical opposing gender flippin ya own mins against ya til ya crisp. Who do think it is I am ur comin at half steppin like Ya did the rest? I'm on some other shit n ain't git time to vent with ya in harsh words getting my best. This here u see is somewhere else mentally licking down the heart with no sleeves without pushing out my chest. So again, Whatcha tryin to find out before u spit venom as words as weapons neva the less. I've been where ur at mentally goin down in flames claiming that immaturity of ur yesterday. Betta step ya game up n listen to ya self in which angle u direction that Bs u grip within ya frame. Shuga coated candy laced in a stare don't work this way for I need not how good u think ya snatch can lay. If u can catch the drift in my float straight up n breathing I will not change for u as I will remain the same. Don't underestimate my lean if I give in to ya suffocation smothering ya own train of thought thinking I'm any thing less that who it is I am. Whatcha feelin u seem to want creeping up on me holding u at bay as a man? U see, it's not that I'm not interested by far as I jus can't be hurt waiting on u to appear in true form within me attempting to land. Whatcha workin with hoping to crack my safe n steal what I'm willing to give with my own two hands? Fr! Consider me the way u keep up on Ya self before u run ya so called game my way standin still. Here in plain sight in my way to be seen ya gotta rise to the occasion outside ya minds capability to understand I'm not a woman but I can feel is splitting hairs on the back of my necks chill. If ya wanna play hold ya own as an individual with that thrill for me that'll neva fade bcuz for ya I will not spill til time wraps around the clicks goin under... I don't have gills...

Friends without the benefits jus bcuz ur gonna want a Lil more than what we agree upon. I've been down that road, so I guess it's me n Rosie my right handed luv stroke getting it on. It's not ur heart I'm after n what u got I ain't pressed to get. I've had my fair share n I bet u can't break me off without diggin in to my chest. Nah, u can save that jive azz shit for the birds flapping like Ya lips with that soon to come tude. I'll do u n u do me as we separate n break away n go take care of our own woos. I jus ain't got it in me for a mediocre mind of a mad woman faking the fuckin funk. I'm past that Bs tryin to get on that over emotional tip telling each other what we can n can't do all in the name if luv. Nah, I gotta be me in my ripples touching ur butt like nemo...

I betcha think ur the shit...

U tripping n u know it. Talking bout u don't want no one to touch u unless they fall in luv with u. Ur simply n on some real life bullshit. Knowing how hard it be to fall in luv with u jumping through hoops. Ain't nobody got the time of day to climb ya wall bcuz ur still pist at ya ex n what they did to ur own decision to be with them. Hands down, guard down. Ur roots are showing ya dried out stem. If u want something open the fuck up or step aside with ya war painted face looking like a clown. Strip yaself the fuck down n start the from scratches itch n get over some shit. IDK anyone trying to deal with ur woman in charge Bs. Queen B claiming u can't be felt. U ugly n u know it, n that's why u put ya front up spittin irrelevance from ya lips. I'm in breakdown mode n for u n u n u n u n u n u n u n u n u n u, there ain't no help. Mature a lil bcuz the only ones that's ever hurt u, u allowed to do so. Wrap ya own mind around what the full package is exactly. instead of swinging blows n welcoming in the cold chill u can't unthaw from ya glow. U think irrationally. Ur played out n overlooked. That's why ur vanity jus wants to be played with with a meat stick. N I bet ya this shit right here has u shook.  Bent the fuck up all bcuz I said all this n didn't even havta call u a bitch...

Mr. Jigsaw...

That threat that goes unnoticed in eyes around their luv... Not lookin at self as a possibility of a lil kiss n touch... As stares speak out when presence is known in a room... The gifted one no one wants yet they crave to see move... Jus walkin on by tryin to get to there from here... Whispers call out jus above the silence for their better half smells the fear... As the mind wraps around the outcome of what if sneakin peeks in my direction... Words never left the mouth reachin high expectations... Jealousy mockin movement attemptin to redirect the line of sight... Curiosity is the linger in the air they fight... Even solo artist catch a corner in the eyes attention... Jus passin on by add if the breeze was as me as what it fails to mention... The one that can't be trusted carries a weight of a past on my back wantin I stop to unload... Feelin it set back on my shoulders is relentless by others unable to let go... Warnings ring out jus beyond the connectivity of sound... I'm that mo fo labels as the hound... Back door mud day visits that once played their roll... Mr. Jigsaw piecing together multiples in between their legs as desires to explode... Layin down the game which is an act of not havin game to be played... Still the wind has carried my very own name... Feelin others keep their luvd ones away from the chance of me diggin in... N I'm not even on it as that alone bein the pain in my rib... I thought I shook the images once I went all in on luv n was released as a man... Maybe I should jus be a play thing n jus give they're women a hand... The way I see it is if there's castin of long looks of wonder my way... They ain't doin their job to make em wanna stay... As my mind is left with a thought that bounces back n forth... Stay true or feed in to the malarkey n regain myself as a whore... Felt hands is a past tense feel that shears goes away... Kevin me in the moment tryin behave... I guess this is they say women feel when the jus ain't pressed... here kitty kitty, lemme put ur mind to rest...

Life's got me standin in true form, raw n uncut. Not Givin a flyin Fuck about a mo fos feelins claimed as roots , yet they're nothin more than ruts. Reality has slipped the mind skippin a twiddledee cuz it's neva been taught. Truths traded for materialistic bs, the majority can be bought. In the middle of the chaos my tongue rips what could neva be fed a dream that doesn't exist. Watchin others tangled up in the strings of fictional characters, played as puppets...

I'd luv to be someone like him... The way she looks directly in to him... Like she can see who it is he is... shapin ilu's from her lips... Damn... I'd luv to feel that crave that teaches for him... I wanna be someone like him... Yet allowed to be me... I want what he has bcuz he looks free... N I ain't got it like him... Eyes ain't lookin at me the way they do him... Never to let go of even the connection that could never hide... He's livin my life... I want what she needs in him... That movement as she physically feels him... As if dancin with anything n everything they do... I wanna be put to use... I wanna be her him... Her answer as bein him... Jus bcuz I know I got it... I could be her fix... Yet I don't wanna be him... I don't wanna steal what she gives to him... I'm ​jus waitin on time to stop fuckin with me... n jus lemme feel her body heat...

Right around the time life was passing me by I kinda looked up n took notice... n as my eyes moved to the movement standing still there corners of my sockets couldn't hold it... I found myself stuck facing this world miserable n depressed with one way out... Never give up n never surrender to the ways of this worlds great pretenders... It was a feeling I'll never forget as time did still like it was trim to show down so I could jump back on beat... Seems everything went sideways and paying attention jus didn't focus on my means... I picked my head up n nothing was the same from jus moments before that flew into yrs... wtf happened came across my lips in disbelief knowin I lost valuable  years... How in the hell did it take that long to ride out after luv walked away..? Idk but I'm glad I came to bcuz now I'm more than worth the expressions out in to the time of my name...

If I looked up for u... Like I couldn't help myself... As if to be honest by wanting to know more... Bcuz I don't come outta from within at all to be felt... I gave up on it but there's jus something about u... Ur depth is deeper than what I've seen her as of late... N I'd like to know what it be like to go for a swim... Jus through ur mind to see how ur passion takes place... Thing is ain't to many that actually catch my eye let alone soon my head the way u have... Taking a double glance as turning away jus isn't possible... N I'd jus wanted to get to know u... U see it's hard in this world full of obstacles... In n outta relations as they come n go... Yet I'm not diggin that far as of yet... I jus wanna know who it is that's caught my interest... I don't wanna pass u by like the rest until I figure out what it is about u I'm willing to place a bet...

Sit on my lap... Face away from me... Now ride... Get that need... Deep... Pushin on every hormonal nerve... Worth it... Feel the girth... Rotatin with a spin from ur hips... It touches every inch... From top to bottom... Knowin what u got... Shoved n stroked... Beyond words comprehension... Feel me slide in n out... Poking within u as if another demension... Now lay back as i fall under u... Hands drapin ur neck n breasts... Penitrating u on top of me... Takin it from the reverse at its best... Work with me n get it... Fuck me back... Right there... Tap...

Yeah... U gotta ride me... I wanna watch u in motion... Fowl mouth n all... Sexual devotion... Bring me to life as if a puppet on ur strings... Play with me... I wanna be ur thing... Do as u please... As long as I am fed... There's room in the bed... Up top or down low lapping u up or sucking me off... U got my best... Test me or it's ya own goofy azz loss...

Close the door... Lemme see u for who u are... Leave that front outside... It's not that hard... I need to see what ur like stripped down... I'm talkin bare n unafraid to be seen... Nah, keep us clothes on... Be u n breathe... There's a thing called a safe zone n I'm waiting in it jus to place my eyes on ya truths... Who are ya when no one's around... In that everyday life... Speak to me in the realization of the now... u ain't gotta hide... In fact u can show me what brings u to life... I'm game to find out what I wanna know... Jus to settle what it is about u that crosses my mind...

When the heads to heavy for shoulder, where does it lay?
As a friend misplaces time, where to does it slip away?
When a moment is a bit much to give, where is one's place?
If awake with self is a wonder, where can one go to hide from the day?
When a lil sum sum is all that's needed, how does one fit in to a frame?
After actions call out in silence, when does muted words remain the same?
Changing the face that resembles the hearts smile, when, after bein claimed?
If shown the opposite of speech, who's to believe the gain?
Passed over on self's interests, can u feel the pain?
If u couldn't be seen standing in sight, is it ur tamed?
When the takin for granted has begun, how did things get rearranged?
In the middle of emotions met, how does luv turn n aLl in the riain?

Dancin feet splashin in the sands that fill the hearts passion in its very own imagination of u n I gettin lost in the sunset on a beach as the night skies chase away the light for what luv needs to feel without seein in a moment to sink into the shores waves comin n goin as we lay motionless fallin further than the moon can carry the night as the comfort of the thought lingers in my mind whisperin jus hold on...

Listenin to self speak.

I am only a reflection talkin back that u see in the mirror.
How many times r u gonna hurt us n allow me to live in fear?
Its ur actions that make for a conversation talkin to self.
I am but a replica of a version of what u dont see as help.
The only time u pay any attention to me is when all hell breaks loose.
Whatever happened to number one bein put to use?
Can u hear me as u stare at me as if u know me?
Cuz ive always been on our side waitin for u to put me into reality.
I do not exist without u my friend.
Ur movement alone creates my existance.
Yet its me u talk to as I listen to ur b.s.
So for once jus shut the fuck up n understand what I release from my lips.
No one will be as honest as the one that is identical as u.
In a reversed piece of glass tellin u the whole fuckin truth.
R we friends or r we foes?
Cuz anymore the way u ignore me I jus dont know.
I dont have emotions n I cant feel what u put us thru.
All I see is fool talkin to self as if u had a clue.
So hush now for once n jus realize im all u have.
N I know all that u do n its drivin me mad.
Dont come to me when times r to much to withstand.
Do us both a favor n stand back up as a man!
We were back when, somethin to be reckoned with.
But u left me on the inside of this place n I am not missed.
I dont wanna hear u bitch n moan bout ur choices in life.
Jus get back at it n lets live again n simply take flight.
Cuz u forgotten who I am n my importance to who we r.
Together we r stronger than u walkin alone doin ur part.
Yes I am jus a resemblance of whats left of u.
Yet somehow u dont get that I am what u dont put to use.
Wake the fuck up n check self daily like u use to do.
Cuz ive always been here waitin for u to move..

Still in luv with free fuckin will...

Led by the passion that never fled the heart... Yeah, im still in hear it says under its own breath... Jus a chucklin bcuz they think it took the fuck off... Shit, it shoulda knowin the cost it took to pass the test... On beat yet if tune with the thumpin others have had... Free will still lingers to feel a lil somethin... As real as the clocks of time get away... Not everything comes from nothin... As that feel good is craved from this side of use... Failed by a few unwillin to witness the faithful standin still... Emotion is followed by the hope of the definition of life... Opened up the the honesty of free fuckin will... I'm still in luv with the concept that will bring me or to play... Once again tappin into the feel good rollin out the tongue... N in the return to be chased for as long it takes to be noticed as the one... I'm still in luv with free will unwillin to die off beyond goin numb...

Mama... I got lost... I don't know where I am n I do not know what I'm doin... Jus don't know how to respond... Mama... I know u can't hear n I'm talkin to myself... But I don't know what's goin on... I jus don't know what's what's... I've looked everywhere but there is no help... Mama... Where in the fuck did I go wrong... Eyes look at me as if I went a stray... N all I ever did was put in on my life... M for some reason everyone I jus don't belong... Mama... I've forgotten who it is a am... I see the old me taken away... N the new me staggerin about... I'm jus tryin to show my actions to make me a man... Mama... I feel alone here in this world by myself... I don't feel luvd the way I should... N I'm done lookin for it... Anymore I just don't wanna be felt... Mama... Tell me again who it is I was gonna turn it to be... Bcuz ur words were on point... U knew who it is I was... Mama u knew who it is I was gonna be...

Mama... I got lost... I don't know where I am n I do not know what I'm doin... Jus don't know how to respond... Mama... I know u can't hear n I'm talkin to myself... But I don't know what's goin on... I jus don't know what's what's... I've looked everywhere but there is no help... Mama... Where in the fuck did I go wrong... Eyes look at me as if I went a stray... N all I ever did was put in on my life... M for some reason everyone I jus don't belong... Mama... I've forgotten who it is a am... I see the old me taken away... N the new me staggerin about... I'm jus tryin to show my actions to make me a man... Mama... I feel alone here in this world by myself... I don't feel luvd the way I should... N I'm done lookin for it... Anymore I just don't wanna be felt... Mama... Tell me again who it is I was gonna turn it to be... Bcuz ur words were on point... U knew who it is I was... Mama u knew who it is I was gonna be...

There was this one girl named Kate... Damn I should held on to her... Nah, no one knows about of quite a few of em... Yet she was somethin that had worth... As the life of a dog was takin place... On that three strike rule havin fun... Held even in the tilt that spun for a dime new leg.... I don't wanna go back to the back yard fuck n run... But I'd like to know where she went for sure... Not that she'd ever talk to me again...  Or look in my direction if she knew who I was... But at least I did someone become a man... I key a couple prizes get away from me in my time... Guess who I wound up with I was deserving of... Idk, I'm jus lookin in reverse of ask the silly shit I've done to females in my past... I went from I can't shake em off to madly in luv... As I roll with the reels spinnin in my minds on set in a prior time... Shit was easier than trying to make right with the wrong ones... So if I neva get laid again I don't mind... I've had my share of how I made them wanna touch...

Takin time to show the interest in friends goin all out...

Comin together n connectin as action don't jus drape from the mouth..

Puttin in on the difference shown that makes the moment real...

Trust n support goes a long way when it's something the can feel...

Pullin em from that lonely place where everything stands still...

As jus lendin self is what's needed so an other can enjoy the thrill...

More than luv'rs on the moves grind fittin in sexually...

For there's a passion of depths that play better as they step outta individuality...

Showin em how to enter the friendship of relations that jus hasn't been felt as of yet...

With expressions callin out reasons of worth in the middle meet...

Wrapped up in a lil tlc that's fit for em to feel free to be...

Self from within findin their own corkiness finally comin to mature terms breathe...

Closin the distance is top priority of common sense revolvin  with a single shot...

The heart must open to caress the tenderness of they're sweetest spot...

Diggin in to a mate slash lad slash compadre of the opposin orientation on sex...

Simply put, makin em feel like no one is next will tell em tag, they're it...

It's them as the answer u gotta get em to believe in so they can live again...

Or for once in their life commence to givin up the goods to their biggest fan...

As a package deal of don't u fuckin hurt me n I won't sidestep ya whatsoever...

Wantin that comfort of em bein around last forever...

It's a bond n a sacred knowin a wordsmith couldn't even find the lingo to slip from the tongue...

Be someone to someone n be their uncontrollable fun...

Fuck a dope boy...

Hit a lick... Dope boys got it... Two in the front two in the back... Fire off pop pop comin through like it truly ain't shit... I want mine n open season sounds so fuckin fun... Free aim... Torch it, the hog tied left behind... Rid of the worlds issue as another piece fixed...

Down right silly with it jus bcuz it's who I am as to fuckin much... A lil different around the edges perfected to a crisp... It's jus somthin within you've neva seem to have seen til now... N it sits on my half crooked chuckle upon these hushed lips that fiends for ya rib... Truths of what it is am looking back atcha feelin my own certain way.... N whatcha don't know I ain't a tellin for the world to know... It's a secret I'd rather whisper in ya ear nice n soft... With a lil heated breath to get ya goin so maybe u can keep up to what's bein shown... Simply goofy AF jus bcuz I live with the untold truths of his I am... Peekin on the tongues tip n scrabbled with its own set of expressions as the mind even sighs... Dangerously with it but I ain't said shit or nothin much n won't jus bcuz... I play to much n would jus wanna drop down n live my life... As not jus anyone will do with my eyes are drapped n undressin the looks u... There's a certain kinda mmm hmm that tickles the thickened chub... N there goes the taste buds puttin in on what u feel like... Lust, luv, whateva u wanna call out jus don't end a given up... Tap if u must in the middle of some shit I jus won't say... There's things no one needs to know that's wantin to play witcha bad... N the days already begun as I ain't had my moment beside ya yet... Hey, jus listen, imma comin home to do a few eva so needed laps... Around n around the ol pushin cushion on witch we sleep... I'mma get it into the middle of the floor for the shits n giggles of it... I'm a fool jus tryin to get it in the same way u are n u know it... Yummy yummy yummy kissin on ya tummy n lickindesplit... Flip shove pull wiggle wiggle wiggle... I'm to grown for the bare necessities of goin with the flow... Fight back n feel ur way around me as I find my way through ya garden buryin my fruits... N work a pole... Oh damn, I think I jus said to much... But I got a thing for ya n I ain't about to let u slide on by... I enjoy ya in ways fb would go in awe n blush... So behind closed doors locked n wedged shut let's belong to the hidden words that only u n I can define...

Below the waist n jus past the hip lip divin with tender kisses tastin the drips fix is a crave a man will miss if he doesn't mix some shit up to be able to play since he ain't got a one considered a dish eaten by the hero in the sheet cape sucking on her flava n touchin the ribs played n orchestrated with a bit of tongue spit action to juice it up jus wantin her to sit on his face n ride a piece of time in between the split gushing a squirt then simply dig a push finally able to live playin the game...

Watchin em come jus isn't any different than watching em go... There's a transition state that makes the mind explode... Meetin a friend that was a stranger who had no purpose to the greet... Kinda rearranges everything due to the comfort level of want turnin into need... As use becomes a way of life back to back jus before the break down... As the one u thought u knew shows their true face for once as they gotta go with voices that end on the callin without sound... Either or flips the coin of bein witness to the gain to the loss of such joy... Both indeed hold their own version of the void... Forever changed but a choice of somethin different to make time worth the while n take up space... Someone willin to go all out who to tastes the flavor of neva tonguin any others name... Yet to see em walk on by had the same effect of another life that awaits dependin on how the mind relates... It's jus in the difference of feel that reflects the moments had with mates...

In relations...

Tongue snatched by the cats curiosity to know the feel of tender thoughts tastin the strokes reflects comin to life... Mmm... Yah... Open up kitty kitty n grip the fill full pulled into ur zone as if eaten alive... Ahh... Yah... Yummy yummy, up in ya tummy goes plan b witness to what's felt as ya establishin extraordinary skills on display upon the tip... Ooh... Ahh... Wiggle wiggle, feel the fiddle riddle ur lil twiddle a lick for I like... Hmm... Yah... I'm taken by ya half cocked twitch needed dug into n stuffed as there is no fuckin hush... Hehe, ooh yah... In I go rubbin ya point of no return doin more than touchin ya gee's ilu so much... Hell fuckin yeah... Ahh........ SLD

Real shit at the verge of tip toes inchin their way away from the line of no return of the undertow... With survival of emotions crawlin from beneath the feel of luv's grope gripping the paired thrones... Deep lustful moon lit passion ravishing to the texture of dippin in to what neva been known... Comin full circle blazed as a ring of fire temptin the heart to plead with the minds will to explore the simplicity of grown... On point n savage to the likings of comfort claimed as mine goin all out to use what's been held in to be shown... Two in the connection of comin undone simultaneously with the movement of truths cover blown...

It's like they take u away from doin time alone jus to lock u in a different kinda room thinkin the customized chains u were loose... Unable to be self in relations as that solo kick jus isn't right in the head sittin stimulaniously with shackles either way it goes with zipped lips... Gatherin thoughts that's crippled the rust off the bars on the heart waitin it out to become who this world despises without a rhyme... Goin deep to acknowledge the influences self allows as life rests on the brink of the hype goin from one form of captured to the other side... Tryin to rewind the minds  lingerin sounds no one else can hear comin up from the rear as everything rounds out... A prisoner within lookin for the feel of someone to come along n give that imperfection meanin like it's really ok for once to live... Released by the click if one's cell to walk abroad n upright as there's some who jus wanna own the way the mindset has come to terms of a reality... Misunderstood in it's mature reasonin of the knowin of how somehow feeling held down behind lines dared to be crossed by the irrational mouths... Sinkin in to touch luv changes it's direction of findin out to switchin shit up to control certain attributes of individuals goin numb... Residin in hostel territory after a moment of acception the four walls seem better off than that there of the movement of bein anything other than lost... So goin home to the process thunk slips the twist missed to jus be strollin with yet another pinch... Wakin to the choice of chance lead by a hand that tends to claim it cares as if the embarrassment has been depantsed... Cuffin wrists n ankles to devotion into a ready made coffin set on display unable to be who comes from behind the motion willingly losin the luv'n... As that sense of unique that's craved as a attractiveness is caged so no one else can feel the joy wantin to escape... They want u for themselves as the transition transforms the beauty we possess as rare raw n uncut having to make a decision... To be self or reside as a silhouette hidin the artifacts that make up the single thing that shows difference doin what it knows best... For two birds will rise from under the thumb pressed on the accountability that we jus gotta be the image felt in the chest...

Breaking the silence to tell on the truths refusing to speak as it's ok to let em go... Seems the only thing beneath the surface is everything that holds the skin on tight so...
Who is it wantin in to expose what's made me in the lil time had with others that had to...
Be who they were as meetin halfway that turned out in the opposin need lettin go of u know who...
Now standin a bit different lookin at an interest that idk will ever pull through...
So it's me I trust to call out what I'm willin to do so tired of piecing together all the clues...
As lips bounce on both sides of honesty blabberin what's untold from behind the scenes...
Who'd be u touchin the toxins that tainted the takin of luv's tone n neva wakin dreams..?
Beyond the stories listenin to tongues loosenin time up to feel another feelin their way in...
Driftin with the offer as a thought that could be the after effects service caught with a grin...
Words alone peel dead life from the surface like a mask sheddin weight away from the face...
Glued as paper mache bein forced together by the cracks that opened screamin pores that pour the escape...
As what's not known is callin out to sound breachin barriers unclaimed screams trim to get free...
N all I wanna do is simply fuckin breathe in between the needs of others wanting to own me...
Tears don't drip the way they used to slip from the eyes well swollen losin emotion...
They want u to sink into em yet stop at the feel afraid themselves of devotion...
Hidin on the back end of ya tale followin ya lead as the unspoken use clings to who they ain't...
N the spill sits in the spoil of mouths as dirty lil secrets spinnin clockwise with clicks so faint...
Tryin to lock in stares to find what's tucked within safe away from the exchangin of names...
Releasin a mm mm as whispers reach for blank motions findin movement in the center lane...

Thing is are u the type that can handle an actual real man? Most females talk some bullshit n can't perform when it comes down to it... Always on some lil girl shit... N I'm not the one to be tested... How in the fuck is it in which u stand? Bcuz men have been put on blast yet the majority of so called grown women jus likes the self entitlement of bein independent like ur shit smells any better than ours... I don't fuck with certain people bcuz I pay attention n there's things I don't wanna be judgemental on so I let em go on by... But y'all... Lol... Y'all... Yeah... Y'all be on some goofy as shit like it's all men when u can't look at ur fuckin self long enough to realize it's u to... Yup... U to... We do some dumb shit but the real ones at least learn from it... So to ask a question, when is it time to grow up... I didn't hurt u n u don't know me on that level to think I'd even do u wrong... Vice versa for y'all that think u gotta respond on some of Butchie B Butch is fucked up... Nah.. we see shit y'all do to... Fr... Check yourself before u point fingers bcuz we all do our own fuckin bs in relations n not a one of us innocent of a mutha fuckin thing... Stop!!!  How is it you'd stand before a man as a woman? Put the pasts down... It's winning... Fuck y'all... Fire back... Lmao

Dropping those sweet lil intentions into ur tender hands... Where u at comin to life lookin in to my eyes standing as a man..? Ready n willin to correct the emotion piece of this puzzle in which I live... I'm removing to muzzle so my lips are more than heard bcuz I have truths to give... I wanna go under n neva come back to this end of sanity losing time that could be laying in ur fuckin arms... Yeah it's more than sometimes I wish you'd show ya face n simple feel my heart... Boom thump tick vibe I'm tryin to come from within n give u free run to show me what I've neva felt or seen in all my days... Getting to the good shit on the same mutha fuckin wave with yrs to develope our own damn ways... Here we go again ridin the beat that clings to that feel as I try to work u down not only in words but through the flow of a luv songs touch... Hear me here n now as who it is that adds the shuga to my rarely used luv'n I haven't seen step the fuck up... N I'd luv to look up in the awakenings of mornings that slip light over the horizon showing me ur face again... Ooooh daaaaamn!!! No limits n no reason to tell u no as focus how there's jus something about u that gets to me... U ever wanted to feel the other type of free where u turn inside out so u can finally breathe??? It's jus me waitin around on only u... I'm jus me as a friend wantin to enjoy u the way u come n neva go that puts us to use... U eva??? Now before like neva!!! Jus wanted to collapse n be caught by the one that falls into u... Who's who?!?

What it is...

Sneaking up on ya from ya blind side... Wrapping my arms around u as my lips find ya neck naked n exposed... Giving u a mmm as I release the feel of what it is u do to me... Planting my face into the texture of ur skin not wanting to let go... It's the simple shit like catching u off guard jus to move with u in a sway... Flush n all up on ya so u know I jus can't go without ya... So I creep up from ya backside in which I watch n protect... Jus to show ya what it is u actually do to a fella...

In the mood...

What if I told u I don't give a fuck who hurt u... Bcuz I'm not them n I neva will be no matter how much u can't get ova ya past.. N I won't do u they way others have done me... I'm jus in the mood to set it so u know who ur fuckin with before u go n judge a mutha fucka tryin to keep it clean so time lasts... Nah, I ain't hood n I ain't no fuckin yup... I work my as off n I'm jus tired of fuckin around with half azz nitwits... So who is it u think I jus might be rollin out the tongue for u to sit on jus prior to u tryin to feel my emotions comin out to play... I'mma say it one time n one time is all there is to believe what comes from my lips... Trust me or walk away... Bcuz the first time u question me that's my cue to step the fuck off... So what is it you'd say to something real standin in ya way to yet another bad decision tryin to bypass me... Bcuz I'm in the mood to get a lil something like lost...

I've seen the depths in eyes taken from me... Lost myself in the same design that stole n threw away my luv to save self... Right up n under that bus like a mudslide goin down hill... Slid for the knowing of letting it give a lesson that'll do nothin more than help... Been there with a I ain't goin the fuck back... Better step like u talk or time will be spent lookin into someone else's eyes... Droppin u quick on some bs as candle wicks are cut... Now turn that thing around n let's play a game I like to call mine... I gotchu if u got me... We can roll bounce n even get that money together... N it doesn't matter in which order as long as ur head game is correct... Hmmm, I wonder what u look like laced up down to bare minimum as ova ur sighs I hover...

What u don't see is what we don't allow to be seen... Jus stretching that smile so they think everythings ok... So no one hasta pretend they care... It's a front so no one gets dragged into the bs as luv will never turn to hate... Behind the scenes we live with heavy hearts n some of us are truly lost... Not knowing where to turn to other than that forced grin displayed... Ssh, don't tell em ur secrets for they'll use em against u... Jus hang ya head n turn inward so everyone forgets ya name...

They say u shouldn't burden this world with ur selfish problems... Stay strong n keep it to yourself... No one wants to hear u cry about the bs... Keep ya weaknesses to yourself bcuz it's unattractive to call out for help... Till it's too late... This world is full of hypocrites n fake individuals that doesn't know what it means to care... It's a lost cause... If someone actually could use a friend bcuz mentally they're breaking down, they're to hush... Shits jus not that bad right..? Yeah, we all have issues... Yet some could really use a someone n no one knows they're hiding what could truly end it all... It gets to be too much n eventually they dive in to wanting it to be over... As no one can see it bcuz this world won't allow someone to acknowledge we're human n we should always find strength... Funny thing is strength not only comes from within n when the tap runs out where is someone to turn..? Six feet down finally able to smile bcuz they don't have to live the way life turned out for them anymore... As the thought alone right before doin so comforts them... N it's something the majority doesn't understand n it's real... Some fight til they feel it's pointless... Good people who try as life is jus to hard to continue on... N you'll neva hear them cry... They'll jus be gone one day as u think to yourself, they shoulda said something... But with the mindset society drills into the selfishness, no one cares about anyone but self... N that's jus the way it goes as people wonder why others​ jus don't wanna be here...

What do u know of what a man wants... How do u think u know what it is he thinks a thunk... Who are u to tell us how n who to be... Do u seriously believe we don't see the control set in ya eyes trim tryin not to be seen... Why is it what we are jus isn't enough... Like the only thing you've dreamed up in to conclusions is we only luv what we can touch... Who's this image u carry of us like a silhouette hiding in the shadows of ya mind... Do we really reside as a sigh thought out to be a waste of time... What men u been fuckin with to complete that idiocy captured within... Bcuz from where I stand I can say the same shit for where I've been...

Talk to me... Tell me ur hearts deepest intent... Spill ur interests... N breathe... Trust with an emotional feel that'll neva turn away... Tap the fuck in... Open up n leave ya past where it's been... N you'll see that look-see in my eyes willin to stay... Now whisper softly of all the things u can't tell jus anyone... I'mma listen... As it's my own passion ur untwistin.... Witness me come home... Bcuz I'm goin to waste out here on my own... Jus wantin to hear the way my name fluctuates on ya tongues flip... Lemme taste ya lonely kiss... Jus don't eva forget we can act like kids in luv yet be grown...

Break down the tone in my mutha fuckin voice... Down to the finest decimals bcuz I'm in rare fuckin form... Step in n feel how pleasure speaks of knowin only u... I'm not like anything you've eva known... Hear me go under into a whisper to crawl upon texture of ur skin... In luv with ya emotions listening up to goin down on time spent... I ain't fuckin around with the flava of names... I wanna ride ya sound waves pulsatin to the vibe of the feel like a shock wave wakin me the fuck up... Well past the moment of the rush... I'm jus rippin off at the lips... Come get u a grip restless in a smooth azz kiss...

People only have so much luv to give bcuz eventually they get scared of the shit... As truth be known they jus don't know what to do with it... Their depths only goes so deep before they realize they're the ones we call cheap... Leavin another left with a gulp caught in their throat chokin on the emptiness of sought out needs...

I'm jus wanting those eyes u capture images through to have me locked in a zooms connection as u stare in the comfort of my direction... Ooh wee the thought alone grabs at the attention seeked out to be seen as a need beyond an erection exploring the minds true intensions...

Undress yourself from those emotions n lay ur all down... I got a moment to spare for sounds to get buck wild n loud... Don't front n put those Words u choose to use... Ur dealin with a grown man now so it's time to get loose... Don't fuck with my head n I won't play with ur heart... Times come around to kick-start the ditty of body parts... Felt up n stroked tossin the covers around... I ain't trippin but into u like a playful cub ready to pounce... Slappin sounds with no filter raw n uncut... I wanna hear the way ur sweat slides as we're flush... Yeah, I'm straight to the point bcuz I see some shit in ya eyes... So shut the fuck up n lemme at those untampered sighs... Real shit rollin in the mix of goofin the fuck off... We can get rough or as gentle as the definition of soft... Correctin the issue of goin to waste is the game I wanna play... So don't tell me u haven't thought about what dives in between ur legs... Face buried as if air is jus not fuckin needed... I'll give u somethin to talk about for yrs to come as the night gets heated... Try me n imma break some shit off inside of u that will fuck with ur feelings... That type of shit that'll make u realize after me you'll need some healing... Goin once, twice three times ur up... Jus don't get lost tryin to fall the fuck in luv... That there will make me go harder than I did when u dreamt me up outta ur dreams... Bcuz I got the tender tease in which I climb up from me knees... Sloppy wet n daring u to do somethin to counter the attack... Get it girl for now I'ma jus let u read this back... To yourself while ur layin all alone... U see there's a real man here that ain't impressed with goin for the gold... Fuck a crown bcuz I'll tilt that mutha fucka like I own that azz... Lickadesplit diggin in to what u consider the sploosh of ya splash... I ain't right n I know it bcuz shiving a get I jus don't... As I'd place money on u comin up with reason why u won't... Tick tock I'm not gonna chase u unless clothes have been shed... N I can hear u now attemptin to run off the bed... Oh my fuckin oooh oooh shit... As these are only the words expressed from my lips... Turn me out, I think not as that's what u jus thought u could do... U jus don't know what rests jus beyond ur touch that you'd go through... Clingin to more of what jus wore u the fuck out... Come on down from that so called cloud... Yeah I play to much n there's a reason why... N in this life I'll slip u a freaky azz slide... Get up on it n see what u can do... I'm jus one man standin solo wantin my toes to curl by lil ol u... Dirty talkin jus to turn u on... All jus bcuz I'm jus that fuckin bored...

Report me... Idgaf... Lmao...

If u listen to it it'll lie... Tell u things that'll confuse u... As u won't understand it's crave... Stealin ur breath creatin a mute... It knows not what is good for it without a lil help... Yet it'll take the fuck off... Run into a corner n wonder wtf happened to luv... Tossin thoughts tryin to catch a grip... Slowly to feel the motion go numb... Then fall into the ache like a best friend... On the loose with nowhere to turn... Jus wantin to be so fuckin free... Back in luv with two birds... All bcuz it drifted away from home before thinkin... As time wraps the mind up within itself... Talkin to self layin in the dark... It'll misdirect the notion lost without bein felt... N that point of no return will surface on the other end of bein betrayed... As tears drip with emotion... Tellin u it doesn't wanna go on... In the depths in the implosion... All good will flee the fire... Once lit to light up ur life... Askin the walls to come on down... Caught up in the twist damn near dyin inside... As no one will ever hear what comes from ur mouth... Bitin loose lips so only u knows the truth... Crushed n cashin out behind closed doors locked... The stone will take yrs to chizzle the chill frozen... Afraid of anything that resembles comforts blocked... Swearin neva to let another in to finish u off... As if it's their fault people change their direction... Changin their mind if what it is they want not wantin u... The heart will not know what it's doin til it gets the help from the minds dimensions... Once its walls have be climbed... After takin a loss that it feels it'll never again find... Prior to the fade of pain... Dismissin all the unappreciated lies... It'll find its worth come one day... Creepin away from those lonely nights... Rememberin better days before it all began... Doin its part learnin its way through life... Welcome to the passion that comes n goes... As the friend within will hate u then luv the lesson that's a must... Returnin from what's considered to be the dead... Acceptin that forgotten talk of that mutha fucka called luv... Goin mental to control the gain openin up... With a better understandin of the dos n don'ts... How to detect n decipher what's real n what's fake... Relevant to selfs right to unfold... Allowin the torture to take its place... To teach n to know... It'll heal when it can... So when it comes jus don't tell it no...