somethin went wrong

only if u could see my face fadin as time slips away.
fallin behind ur luv walkin into the distance of pain.
jus to hold u under truths touch jus once would mean so much.
cuz I'm still sittin hear shakin my head, madly in luv.
how'd this become when in the moment we was so beautiful.
I'm starvin n I can't seem to tell u how ur still irresistible.
only if u could see me now achin somewhere new.
as ur hand let go for some unknown reason changin truths.
u wouldn't recognize me if ur eyes ever rested upon my face.
I lost my use to feel anything comfortable as I'm in a daze.
somethin went wrong as I broke inside jus wantin ur forever.
yet strangers we became breakin under the pressure.
it's like e never happened n in my dreams u crawled back into.
jus wish the unthinkable to come from outta the blue.
the way u did back when ur eyes lit up peek in a glimpse at me.
I was everything I ever wanted to be collapsin as my heart was freed.
but if u an were to see me now u couldn't tell that I'm the same man u knew.
I'm twisted n in need of somethin as real as I have u to stand true.
til the end where I thought I'd wind up in Luvs tenderness.
somewhere where as I give I'm not half stepped feelin another loss.
guess letting go of somethin that's Luvd unconditionally jus isn't fair.
when depths of intensions stood up n showed they cared.
yet it was all for nothin is what I tell myself everyday.
but truth be told, I think about u hopin I can come home someday.
sorry for the pain that over ran what I was truly attemptin to do.
this is gonna be a long life as I'm back to wonderin bout only u.
the feelin won't fade from our yesterdays memory holdin on to my emotions.
I still feel u as naturally as luv can be expressed within the walls sensation.
but if u were to walk me by, you'd probably witness an empty stare.
it's shows a smile but lies to this world makin due livin in a nightmare.
I've said goodbye so many times n woke up whisper in ilu one.
quietly as kept in goin thru the motions feelin someone else for the moment.
I don't know how long it'll last before the end is no longer a vent.
I don't wanna go on with this torchered way of life in which ive landed.
cuz even she doesn't see the good as imma wind up empty handed.
I miss u n if this is read by the wrong person it's sure to come to close.
but there's only one luv of my life n she walked away so............