i see it turn

I can see it.

Deep in the centers of my eyes.

Disapearin into the mirror.

I see emotion walking away from the surface.

Beneath the shell.

Hidden from touch.

Its stepping backwards into my core.

Watching me.

With a spin to unlock its cage.

With its back against this world.

Trapping self into my own prison.

The feeling is not wanting to know me.

My one friend doesn't even trust me.

Yet I understand.

I to felt the knife that's gripped.

Untwisted from the heart.

Spilling out.

I hang my head for I am witness to my best friend walking away.

Shutting shit down on the inside.

I believe I failed me.

I am only human damn it!

All in the same.

I knew you'd turn when I needed u the most.

I know I'm a piece of work but I am real.

Facing what is to come.

N where r u.

Fading in the depths dying alive.

Not wanting to feel again.

I can't see u in the dark when I chase u in my dreams.

Gimme the key.

Stand with me in a stare.

Y do u let me live as the pain?

U fuckin coward.

Where's my reflections use?

Cuz the image has changed its expression.

Cuttin the ties to what I resembled in my mind.

Its all gone to hell.

Cuz I flipped out on self.

I hurt my precious feelings.

Gone n went numb.

Yeah its my fault.

I coulda stopped it.

But u wouldn't let me remember!

It was u that held on.

U the heart.

Not me in mind.

So run!

IDC anymore Cuz I stand as a man without u.

Peek in at u giving the fuck up.

Yeah I see it.

Lost in a blink as the head turns.

I get the cold shoulder.

Swelling the wells.

Dripping Cuz I lost me after alls said n done.

Im standing in silence as the passion is leaving me driftin n alone.

I see it turn.