Here i live

Here I live.
I am here.
Staring at self.
In a mirror.
Now has come.
Dividing self.
Choosing sides.
Without any help.
In my face.
Reading earned lines.
Deciding my fate.
I can not hide.
Close to the image.
Following movement.
Copy cat motions.
Determined nuisance.
To become me.
Weeding out filth.
Changing reality.
Lifes on tilt.
Direction turning.
Noticed aches.
Back at me.
Never to late.
Asking self.
Questions consumed.
Relating answers.
I stand groomed.
Its me peeking back.
Finding a way.
Pausing dreams.
Redefining a gain.
As a man.
I hear my tone.
Crisp lil noise.
I'm all alone.
Searching for life.
Under the skin.
Tangled in thought.
Here I've been.
Loosely lingering.
Working on flaws.
Under the gun.
Time clinging with claws.
Reading the eyes.
In much disbeleif.
Length of stares.
Un-noticed team.
I'm at war inside.
Good intensions fall.
For better or worse.
Claiming me as mine.
And caring less.
Reasons sit still.
Afraid to speak.
Scared of something.
I can hear them breath.
My task is a battle.
All mine to make.
As difficult as it is.
Its a chance I have to take.
I must find my place.
So I invade my depths.
One foot at a time.
Slow crreping baby steps.
My decision I will witness.
Arranging and in line.
Self as a whole.
Caught in a bind.
My mvp is at risk.
Losing peices of me.
Chipped and nicked.
On a reclaiming spree.
My friend that insists.
Peeking from a reflection.
Inforces a choosing pick.
So here I live.
Am here alive.
Living my own.
Making up my mind.

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