Tired

Mentally blown away.
Exhaustions playin its game.
Worn down with repeat.
Ends must meet.
On auto pilot backin up.
Takin a step wonderin wtf.
All in on the line.
Energies spent on the climb.
Out of the unknown struggle.
Jaws locked with a muzzle.
Is bein about it this damn hard?
Everyday doin my part.
Watchin other drift.
Doin some ol b.s.
I got me where I need to be.
Where I belong as free.
Yet my beatin thoughts simmer.
Avoidin a close encounter of dimmer.
Lights out before my time.
I believe in the signs.
This path is my wills right.
Makin it within the lines.
Fine print read n accepted.
I signed up for this.
So givin up isn't on my lips.
Confronted n frustrated is all to be said.
Tryin to stay outta completely outta debt.
Gettin loved ones to do their part.
In my eyes it isn't that fuckin hard.
All as one to live comfortable.
We r all very much capable.
Small things that show interest.
Happiness flowin with differences.
Individuals as a united stand.
So y is it I feel less of a man?
I know me best n I give my worth.
Tryin to receive an honest burst.
As never bein told takes control.
Simply gettin it in n holdin.
Clingin to a better way.
Outta this place as we're saved.
I'm losin my mind on this one.
Yet I'll remain on my games plunge.
Diggin deep to find purpose already seen.
Wantin to live my own fateful dream.
With others chosen to understand.
That this is our livelyhoods stand.
As family is in the #1 slot.
Never givin in to an unwanted stop.

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