Pushing forward

Riding on the back of life weighed down.
Feet unmovable, stuck in the soiled ground.
Planted pivit pushing foward yet still.
Muscles ache from the strain of will.
Knees shake in exhaustions ware.
Damn near giving out to what is not fair.
On the backside of the restless gain.
Enduring the best of the chilled rain.
Eyes leak in the silence of night.
Bending for the purpose of the fight.
Face curved to the struggles misfortune.
A timeline given from the start of doomed.
Riddled with the satisfaction of just being alive.
Content with the furry of needing an eased mind.
I ride with patience spread thinner by the second.
Stronger than yesterdays precious moment.

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Perfect Morning Awakening

Cracking eyes, awakening to the sight of you drifted.
Lids lifting, staring at the comfort as if in dreamland I missed it.
Opened to a morning filled with the ease of pleasure.
Taking notice to happiness snuggled unbothered.
Pupils adjust to the shape of your face lost in another place.
Watching the rest of a beauty cling to the break of day.
So lovely to see a breath taken so relaxed and peaceful.
It is truly a moment that words find unmentionable.
Splitting to the mornings smile you seek me glaring.
Zoning in contact with the likes of perfection baring.
Emotions slips down a cheek as I'm caught in admiration.
Rolling over to feel the connection of the hearts early morning stability.

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Make me

Make me. Me. Make the man I am. Better. Me. Make my will be uncontrolled. By me. my heart needs ur make. Kind. Make up my mind. Mine. Make me believe. I am more than I am. Me. Make me step up my game. Claim me. Own me. My heart wants to be. Make me love. Willingly as me. Make me fall. Doin u with me. Make me listen within actions.calming me. Relaxing me. Easing me. Make me breath you. Me. I want it to be me. Make me your best friend. Its me that will defend. Standing as me. For us. Its me. Make me want to beg. Feening for your presense. Me. Only me. Make me. It wouldn't take much. So make me.

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Luv me

Luv me for the passion in the depths of me reachin for u. For the emotion escapin longin to feel only u. For the willingness to show patience for a lifetime for us. For the connection made in between two as one in luv. Luv me because u can't resist the comfort of me. Because I need u the same as u need me. Because the time has come to faal into my arms where u are safe. Because without me lifes flavor could never taste the same. Luv me.

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Hands unfolding

Fighting the invisiblity of failure in between the breezes flow followed by a strong wind backing down the struggle in which I am slowly losing.
Grabbing at space and swinging fists clinched that land on absolutely nothing as frustration slices the confusion in halfs causing more than inner bruising.
Hands unfold to defeat as the body aches from severe storms of havic that rip away the will doing more than giving its all for the better of worth.
Changing the face that stares at the game played to win when comfort is on the line of remaining to stand strong enough so life won't hurt.

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Leavin my best

If it were me to go first. If it was I to leave my best. Id leave u one last piece of me to ur smile. So u could to feel it in an others chest. So u can hear it beat as a part of me is alive. Left behind to comfort ur thoughts. To try n ease ur emotions. So it can be as close to so u never feel lost. My heart I gave to u. Carrying the luv of u with every pulse. To hopefully remain in ur life. So time it self dcoenst get stuck in a pause. If I left u here today. Forced to part to rest in peice. My last dyin wish would be for u to never feel alone. For us in ur lifetime to forever be.

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Tomorrow today yesterday?

If it were end tomorrow. Who'd feel the pit of an L? Losin more than what could eva be gained back. As nothin could eva compete with what bein felt. What if today was it? Losin all but memories that could neva go to waste. Who'd be the one needin it more than the other? Unable to find anything remotely close enough to its taste. If it was gone like yesterday. Would u fight for the existance to be reborn as if it neva left? Who's worth would be more than a physical presence? Havin been locked in the heart for a lifetime to spend with.

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Lost in disbeleif

Ticking so softly.
Slowly yet costly.
Emotions pound.
Deeper the sound.
Booming vibrations.
Rippling a solution.
Rattling nerve endings.
Shock waves sending.
Confussion to the pause.
Finding cracks in flaws.
Needing not to break.
For thy is not fake.
A strain settles in.
Showing where I've been.
Rips tare by the slice.
Going over it twice.
Lost in the disbeleif.
The ground pulls at my knees.
Comforts abscent here.
Leaving notthing but fear.
Poking at what is left.
Destroying my best.

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A lil different is my smile.
Falling on the ends today.
Missing its uncontrolled charm.
Bending into a break.

Puprose losing ground.
Somewhat rearranged.
Trying to protect emotions.
Sticking around fighting the change.

Blank stares silencing my grin.
Dropping hints of the ache.
I'm unable to enjoy this day.
The irritations sucking in the pours in my face.

Drying up the leaking sensation.
Turning me into a man of stone.
Mouth is more still motioneless.
All I hear is whimpers of moans.

Taken from me is the ease.
The knowing of m y happinesses vibe.
Desserted as alone I feel.
Lost in an unknown time.

From ear to ear my smiles been misplaced.
Deliberately disoriented.

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Past

Way past words purpose and clinging to you.
Emotions feel the endless in touches use.
On this side of loves never ending calling.
I'm in the middle of actually doing more than falling.
Living in the presense of a dreams true ability.
Becomming more than an ever wanted reality.
No longer behind the closed unseen colors in eyes.
Stepping out side the wonder of my drifting mind.
So far past just wanting u to know I want to know u.
In a holding embrace as one comes from two.
Laying close enough to know perfect comfort.
Outlasting the find in knowing what was always to hover.
Claiming what's willing as easy as it is to be given.
Within times clues of telling what's truly unhidden.
Completions correcting characters ways that play.
Walking a talk that means more than past days that fade.
Calming the nerve of the lack of own selfs worth.
Now before me u stand and am finally being heard.
Within cracks in each incomplete letter slowly reconnected.
Reading what's been written and properly inspected.
Finding interest in more than just a empty lonely title.
Watching steps easing along for their not so vital.
Past the clicking of not knowing shared passion.
I am yours my love to do how it as your heart tends to cash in.
Rich in soul that sings a song pushing throughout.
Above the soil as we are not past our moment to live outloud.

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Love is my find

I got it.
Found it.
In my heart.
Living n alive.
Its here.
Moving inside me.
Filling space.
Completing the mind.
To stay.
Needing me.
Needing it.
Luv is my find.
Opening me.
Throughout this man.
Searching thy good.
With a sigh.
Expressing self.
Accepted as.
Flowing through.
Hearing lines.
Told to comfort.
In beleif.
Relaxed within.
Its my time.

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Is me.

Is me. I don't understand. Words r abscent. Me. Is it? Confused I am. Rotating huh. Me is. I know what that means. Over achiever. Its me. Lost in tolerance. Unjustifyably misunderstood. Is me. Permenantly rounded. Concrete in mind. As me. Turnin pages stuck together. Missin info. Me. Zoning in la la land. Looking for reason. Me as I. Alone when alls failed. Tearing up. I is. Misdirected. Let down. Is I. Interesting enough. Able to make it. I as one. Level headed n ready. Going the distance. One is me. Reshaping a man. Looking for depth. I is. Aching deep. Searching for self. I am. Therefore I know whom. Becoming the unmentionable. Me I is. Giving alls worth. Wanting meaning in a lifetime.

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Somethin not so short

I love being tied up with you with fingers locked and wrapped in love as if in a laced pattern that feeds emotions coming alive and takes control of gratified hormones as seconds tick and patience sinlges out true intensions showing interest to please a pleasure worth the time rolling in an complex battle for the top that has two victories fighting for the right to feel a climax like no other as yours vs. Mine in an act so passionate sweat dances around puddles forming on the bed beneath that squeeks with orgasms moaning deeper than fantasies trying to breathe a gasp of survival from the heat exhaled from the lungs as if the inner most cravings boil with perfection made for a god that fills our surroundings with more than the temperature of air rising with the sun in the early morning chasing away the night in which got away from us I believe way to fucking soon.

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Asking?

What to do with ends that don't meet?
When emotion are so affraid to leak.
Where's the words that hide from the speech?
Drowning in the throats defeat.
How's one suppose to move as they plead?
Shuffling backwards with their feet.
Who's to say all is will with a please?
Bringing one of the two off their knees.
Why's it always one way outside of dreams?
Holding in the never ending dripping stream.

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Lost in you

Endless drifts in the middle of long enjoyable days.
Living in eyes peeking a boo in between sun rays.
Finding forevers outlasting the curious imagination.
Lost patiently in the ways of an others temptations.
Riding emotions that consume everything finally getting right.
Knowing no one else to them can hold a candle light.
Motionless in moments made to be made.
Meeting on the other end of the tunnel still going the same way.
Perfection speaking in smiles crossing lines no other shall reach.
Two as one being what they are being in love as it will teach.
Happy in the mood of what it is for the way it is.
Easing in comforts slow winding breeze catching a kiss.
In the time of where the hearts belong.
Dreams are complete with a face that has been longed.
No more one of these days that never seemed to come.
Finally together feeling rings worn for self is now one.
Understanding what it takes to be with the best thing ever.
Lost in loves desire for passion as it stares back into forever.
With more meaning in purpose than this world knows.
Bending til the snap of a crack breaking for loves equalizing flow.
Going further than invisible lines over stepped to make a point.
Filling more than that irritating lonely void.
Lost in you somewhere between heaven & me I see my life.
Clinging to the compassion & having a need for my wife.
I stand a man compelled by your touch.
As you own the depths of my hearts love.........

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Ive never

I've never seen it outside a dream.
Even there eyes don't speak.
Not the way a stare back calls to me.
So extreme over flowin wells leak.
Watchin happiness drip from ur cheek.
Locked in on the sights of me.
Luvin through a glare that needs.
Lettin loose of emotions that want to be free.
I've never noticed the attention so true.
Not until I ran back into u.
Outside my head where thoughts r used.
Its all in the way u do what u do.
Of this being possible I never knew.
Glanced over n peeked upon it soothes.
Knowin ur following the way I move.
Pupils stuck to me like glue.
I've never seen it that way before.
Reachin out from ur inner core.
U make me want so much more.
Of a luv that tends to lore.
Drainin energy from the pores.
As pulses race n expressions sore.
Meetin behind the closin of the door.
Touchin feelins like musical chords.
I've never witness somethin so real.
Chippin at the stone as it peels.
Made to want to heal.
Its in the way u simply deal.
A luv so comfortin it ceils.
Cracks n breaks along the walls feel.
Makin me out to be more than a meal.
I've never been eased away from being steel.

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In a world made for struggle.
Level ur eyes with an other.
Check the height of ur chin.
Or why even bother.
Walking with stress made to break.
Stand ground for purpose.
Bend for the moments.
In rythm with the movement.
Ease along until u find urs.
Enjoy the possiblities u receive.
Go ahead n take a tour.
Live as if u are alive.
In a world so utterly cruel.
Be self til the end.
Yet know u r no fool.

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Held in a frame

Head held in frame workin on a perfect picture.
Behind glass eyes as still as happy features.
Showing smiles captured in a flashes click.
Pausing moments to be seen foreve to nows grip.
Pinned to a walls space of remembrance in time.
Hanging hooks holding the pasts faces that shine.

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Hold it gently

Pick it up.
Give into me.
  As my heart lies.
    Give it meaning.

Feel its pulse.
Show me u care.
  Put it to use.
   Give it a dare.

Love my will.
Give it a chance.
  Make a friend.
   Flow with the dance.

Hold it gently.
Trust its cause.
  Open urself.
   With a slight pause.

Put it back.
Give it a home.
  Be its comfort.
   Ur all its known.

So show urself.
Become one in time.
  Break free from restraints.
   Know ur my kind.

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Reaching over the middle

So close I can taste it.
Kinda like enjoying a buzz not so blitzed.
Reaching over the middle.
Open hands outstretched within a riddle.
Helping love live with patience.
Easing into rythm ever so anxious.
Bringing forth equal playing feilds.
Something meant that is only felt as real.
Raising the bar of purpose.
Relaxing unsettled emotion so nervous.
Taking the time to teach and learn.
Giving chance for expressions to do more than yearn.
Two paths crossed marking the spot.
X-ing the treasure where secrets a droped.
Meeting in between wants and needs.
Allowing self to be used like a dream.
Its there hiding behind selfish ways.
Wanting to break free yet so affraid.
Boundaries made were meant to be erased.
Once upon a time we all get fazed.
Pulling an other away from rotting.
Spoiling someone other than self popping.
Bubbles bursting in faith.
Claiming the only thing one has in their space.
Saving the worth in loves undying eyes.
Standing only by an others side.

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Family matter

Taking a poke at families irrelivant obligation.
Forced to deal with bloods confusing irritation.
To love them is a real trying over played emotion.
When liking any of them takes so much devotion.
Back and forth along the walls climbing inside erosion.
Hoping relevance slows for the sake of the commotion.
Individualizing last names that represent different illusions.
So far away from the closest thing is bloods restrictions.
Unable to accept one an other as if time lost imperfection.
Picking away at the bound that's strained by intrution.

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Redirect myself

Needin a topic. I'm lost in the same words.
Trippin on the tongue. Sliddin on its curve.
Tasting the same . Over and over and over.
Rottin the buds frequently. Rejectin flavor.
Tappin out. I sound the same.
Playin with letters. Losin the game.
I need direction. Smooth and direct.
Straight to the point. Loose and perfect.
I'm at a loss. Brain can't think.
Abcdefg. What comes next before the zzzzz?
Sleepy verbal communication out played.
Wish I could wake up tomorrow with something new to say.

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U got me?

Whos got me?
A question of wonder.
No matter what.
Breaking silence in thunder.
No game filled lies.
Never to shy.
Show ur face.
Invade my space.
Who's got me?
With honesty.
Needing ur fix.
I ponder who's it.
Wanting all I am.
Giving cuz u can.
100 doing ur thing.
Rings that bling.
I see u luv.
In the winds gust.
Blowin words in breaths.
Getting my best.
Do u got me?
Or lost in a dream.
Give bits as they run
Leaving wanted undone.
Putting me to use.
U know that truth.
U got me?
Doing u freely.
I got u.
Through and through.
Who's got me?
Unselfishly seen.
Fulfilling my life.
On or off lights.
Letting me know.
For its being shown.
U feel me?
Who's got me?
Is it u?
Words spoken true.
Is my wants ur own?
As ur r mine full grown.
Unseperable and willing.
Doing all the above filling.
I know who's got u.
And what they intend too proove.
Its me and I can not lose.
I give for I am.
Cuz I can.
Question stands waiting.
Patiently saying.
Do u got me?
Making sure I don't need.

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Holding back the woo's

I feel as if I am being put to use.
That is a good thing until words are meant to boost.
Losing meaning in the truth.
For intensions spoken are way too loose.
Telling on self with twisted clues.
I'm backing down before I lose.
From a love who's emotion are true.
Yet it is false leadings that makes me think I am who?
I can not be that man of her dreams that said I do.
For the cofusing mind is not understanding the proof.
Unseen and unfelt breaking down the hearts boom.
I am for I luv without holding back the woo's.

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Keeping it on the hush

Words of my likes are no where near neccessary.
Irrelivant even to a lonely obituary.
It is as if invisible lines have been drawn.
Am I stepping over boundaries that don't belong?
Getting only eighty percent of the ticking that is left.
As I give my undenyable whole hearted best.
Coming up in between actions as just an other average stiff.
Willingness is not even on the to do list.
To give is to receive as a bond untold.
Seems what I want is always put on hold.
I need not to believe in a mouth that is false.
Repeating what I want to hear is a flaw.
Loves design is not completely understood.
Untouched cravings set aside that I wsih she would.
I'm creating a sheild as I fight for my likes.
Even married to my breath taking wife.
I no longer want what makes me, me.
Held out on to long of what is suppose to complete.
Resistance of selfishness shows a face.
And I'm beginning to believe I don't have what it takes.
To have the desireable passion that takes no interest.
Is it possible I'm not worth the touch more than a kiss?
My own desires are a unmentional problem as of this far.
Yet I'll do anything as I have from the start.
It is not two ways on the street that is lived.
Maybe it is me I do not get.
Putting someone else first before thy self.
I only want an other to honestly help.
Make me that one they would do for like no other.
Sometimes I wonder why I should bother.
With the things that make me tick.
Feels like I need to get a fucking grip.
I am wrong for asking as if I am begging.
I think I am going to be forever waiting.
That is not the way two as one was meant to be.
Half stepping reallities ever wanted dream.
I have patience for my only to realize what it takes.
Possibly accepting love as an undenyable fate.
Does she know what she has before her eyes?
I do not front refusing her fix as I worry about mine.
I just want for someone to do for me.
What is it I have to do to get off my knees?
I feen for it so bad it tully hurts.
To know an other does more tha flirt.
I've been in the possition and been left alone.
Coming up short is not imagined in the dome.
All that is wanted is a love that is rare.
Yet it seems for my enjoying she does not care.
I found that unique individual that means that much.
Guess I'm not as important as I keep it on the hush.

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Duece

Ways of the duece.
Face to face.
One as whole.
Keepin the pace.
Defining unconditional.
Hearts flow.
Knowing the stand.
Willing to show.
Defending meaning.
Solid purpose seen.
Playful intensions calming.
In ways of need.
Wanting the comfort.
Easing with love.
Emotion lives.
Never feeling stuck.
Games a past tense.
Dealing the received.
Taking a couple.
Accepting a please.

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Playing together

Cheeks to thighs.
Clinching my face.
Going off signs.
Enjoying the taste.
Moans to ear.
Taking up space.
Making it clear.
Your not going to waste.
Lapping with a slurp.
Picking up pace.
Tongue is a flirt.
Hide and seek on base.
Planted in pleasure.
Trimmed in lace.
Playing together.
In your cave.

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In the middle of between

In the middle of between.
Tucked into the seems.
Looking at the opposites.
Idling to the differences.
Within the comforts.
Watching basics roar.
Individuallity speaks.
Observing how two paths meet.
Relaxing in mutual grounds.
Realizing the common bound.
Loves noticed in the actions.
Reaching over me is passion.
Air tight breaths are taken.
Emotions are not immitating.
Attraction is at wills hands.
Nutural zone has been invaded.
Colliding touch is traded.
As one with own edges.
Shaping in time for the ages.
Ticking hearts beat a dream.
Naturally settling in the middle of between.

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I AM BUTCHIE

Thing is, I'm in luv.
Madly in luv.
With the only woman I'd eva.
Eva give me the way I do.
I'm so fuckin whooped.
Not in a bad way.
Nor controlling.
Yet its a connection I've longed for.
Begged myself to find.
I am head ova heals.
Passionately involved.
Opened to the luv.
Its that simple.
I'm 100% dedicated.
No matter what emotion I diddle.
I am without a doubt, free.
With my best friend beside of me.
I'm so happy I could cry.
My luv is MANDY!.
N I haven't a clue y I deserve her.
I'm jus me.
Luvin her is natural.
Instict if u will.
I can not help myself.
I am so in luv with her its unreal.
I jus wanna see her smile.
Pause for her in the middle of the day.
Jus to show her someone cares.
True to the point.
With ova flowin expressions.
Making waves that splash in the heart.
She's my one.
The only one that will ever get me.
No bullshit.
Id die for this woman.
Give my own breath to give her a fraction of a second.
Jus so she could live.
I am willing.
I care.
I am the definition of reallities meaning.
Living the dream not everyone gets.
I am fortunate to have someone like her.
Yet there's not a soul like her.
One of a kind.
N she's all mine.
I refuse to give her back.
She owns me cuz I am hers.
MANDY!.
Deep within me I am so rightfully urs.
Made to luv only u.
Cross my heart, I will always luv u.
U see I want to be the difference.
Cuz I am able to be a man.
For u.
For us.
My life is ours to outlast life.
Becomming more than a feeling.
U rock me.
Do things I've neva felt.
U make me complete.
Ilu1!
Seems I'm running around the point here.
I jus wanna be a friend.
For there's no chance without it.
I like u.
N that gives me a chance to luv u.
With honest to god truth.
U r part of me.
Helping me realize I am real.
I can't thank u enough for stopping to take interest.
My only wish is to know u.
Be a part of whteva ot is u allow.
They say being impaired brings out the truths.
N I am.
Buzzed as u sleep.
Craving u.
Feeling u breath as the day breaks.
My luv.
To touch u in a way no one can is an honor.
A privalage.
N I thank god u r willing to give me what I give.
Please know.
I am unconditional.
A friend.
For life I am urs.
I am honored to have u as my wife.
U r my dream.
One that's lived within me for damn near all my life.
N I'm crazy about u.
I know ur beautiful.
But that's noe the reason I married u.
U see I can not help myself.
I've neva met anyome that does what u do to me.
U bring me out.
Because of u I am me again.
I am BUTCHIE.
Thank u 1!
For I ubderstand u.
I feel u.
For I know u.
We r the same.
Jus different sexes woth an ova powering attraction.
I will alays be true.
Patient without a flaw.
U r me as I am u.
Foreva baby.
U r it.
Tag me back.
Since we were kids.
Plaese understand u do it for me.
U r what a woman is in my eyes.
In mt heart.
Uve been inside of me far to long not to give u all I have.
My best.
Undenyable self that shows it.
Actions 1.
If time hasn't told u that by now.
Idk what to say.
I fuckin luv u!
AILOWY!
I JUS WANNA SEE U SMILE FOR U DESREVE IT.
Cuz u r human as I am.
I am here by ur side n its ur call.
N I'm worth every second of the way.
Trust that.
Know that........
Its me.
BUTCHIE.
N all I want is my chance with MANDY!
As one.
Halfs complete.
I need u!
I want u!
I allen ray moragn.
Luv u!
AMANDA JO MORGAN!
N THERE'S NOTHIN LEFT TO SAY.....
CAN U SEE ME?

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Unseen as human

A man shouldn't be born with emotion.
Unable to deal with the misunderstood confusion.
He's the last one that gets his feelings noticed.
Always strong to give every inch of self for the better.
And everyone wonders why we don't want to feel.
Always strong to give every inch of self just hoping.
As a man not a big tough profile that's fake.
Yet unseen as human beyond the exterior of the shell, he waits.
Unable to ask, for its suppose to be without question.
Over thinking the walk in his mind as he finds direction.
We who accept our roll go without, being last.
Down to last dime broken from a bill called hard earned cash.
Knowing one day true acceptance is honest fate.
Yet the journey there shouldn't be a great debate.

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Curling inside

Hurting silently.
I speak no sound.
Curling inside of me.
Catching up to now.
Pain aches my nervous system.
Bruising confidence.
Stunting a stem.
Twisted in defiance.
Breaking down to behave.
Strenght is not seen.
No longer brave.
Turning mean.

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Lost my own

Tested and beginning to fail.
Rated on a 1 to 10 scale.
I forgot how to be me.
Yet I'm living the dream.
Bending for loves existance.
Laying down defences.
Putting an other before self.
But I'm needing some emotional help.
And I'm not being heard.
It feels like my head is beginnig to turn.
Switches throwing flags right and left.
Nothings about me even at my best.
A two way street has become singled out.
Seems its me sitting in a drought.
Me doesn't exist anymore.
I've lost my own indiviual core.
Pared up for one sided relations.
Some things are hidden with irritation.
I'm falling backwards slower than the eye can see.
Motionless trying not to blow off steam.
Yet no one stands for me and my purpose.
I'm beggining to feel worthless.
Having less meaning as days tick by.
And I haven't a clue of why.
I've noticed actions speak loud.
As words fall out of an over flowing the mouth.
Me is abscent and distant within.
Fighting a demon that won't allow me to grin.
Post dating emotions hoping to find self tomorrow.
But what are the odds of filling the hollow?

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Clouded mind

The numb fighting off smoking images forming behind the eyes. Bluring vision that stings a wink clouding the minds understanding of why. Shades pulled closed with a twist shut so sights are blinded in a sense of confusion. Making shapes that shift as wind blows in between the ears causing illusions. False state of mind resisting the possibilities of truth rejecting the movement. So close to the edge walking backwards and about to lose it. Tricks play along the inner walls of the minds curtain. Hardly making out what's so clear as most certain.

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Keep to ur word n what u say u will do for u urself expects others to do the same when they say the same to u!

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Wtfever

My erge to right anymore is fading.
Seems I speak from within yet I'm immitating.
Past experiences retold to the ear.
That's what I've been told oh so clear.
Yet every letter chosen means more than they've ever.
I can't believe I'm portrayed as clever.
Words expressed so true with meaning and purpose.
Left unread and if had feeling they'd be hurting.
I've opened up to hear sounds that confuse my mind.
I've never lied in one single line.
Yes I started writting along time ago.
But now I write with real emotion within every flow.
Cut down and falling from my hobby for its irrelivant.
Never taking notice in honest time spent.
I'm thinking about quiting this dead end.
No one seems to care how the heart bends.
Verbally discomforting to say the least.
But how am I to feed a hungry beast?
Giving all I can to ubnderstand my own point.
Somehow truth jotted down is found a void.
Not interesting enough to peek a look.
Guess I know where I stand in my unwritten book.
Spread upon pages with so much passion.
And there isn't a single curiousity attaching.
I just want to lay my finger to rest.
Even after giving my very own best.
I can't out do the hurt of being brushed aside.
I wish this resistance would tkae the explosiveness in my mind.
Far away and never return.
For the one thing I enjoy has been burned.
Taking from me the will to scribble another sentence.
Shutting down all inner sequences.
Seems my thing isn't good enough to see its meaning.
Maybe one day I'll wake up no longer dreaming.
That someone actually cares that someone is letting them know.
They mean the world to them and just wants it to show.
But its all good if that's how its seen.
Even if ever curve of the alphabet clings...... wtfever...

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Let me in

I wanna move inside.
Become your cryptonite.
Float within so smoothly.
Filling a void more than soothing.
Deep under the touch.
Soaking with a careful rub.
Sliding firmly as you peek.
Sweeping off your tender feet.
Beneath the presense you hide.
Climbing I wanna reach your mind.
Up further than no one has gone.
Meaning rights and wrong.
Under the secrets held in a hand.
Feel me i am your man.
Reaching a poke worth a reply.
Shot like an arrow in a perfect sights.
Dead aim as I sink with a grin.
Fingers on your skin growing thin.
Melting together in a moments notice.
Finding the hidden in the middle of a kiss.
Open your gate and let me in.
I can make your head do more than spin.
Shaking off the confusions point.
Tapping at the meaning in your joints.
Crawling along your inner needs.
Carressing as gentle as I can be.
Blowing out thoughts of being alone.
Let me in as interests in action are shown.
Caring about what gets you going.
Doing what it is we are doing.
Holding you tightly in your zone.
Just to hear your unwinding tone.
Letting out a blurt speaking omg.
Let me in as your head will nod.

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Password

What's the password?
That one that touches a nerve.
Letting you in.
Flowing from limb to limb.
Give me your best guess.
Put your curiousity to the test.
See if you know what it takes.
To get inside my gates.
Communicate with direction.
Enter with acception.
Say what you think it might be.
And play within my dreams.
What is it that crosses your mind?
Speak and know if we can spend some time.
Closing the door behind yourself.
Take a chance to give me some help.
Off the tip of your tongue.
Before it goes numb.
Give syllables aligned just right.
I promise I won't bight.

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One day

If I were dyin.
Would u wanna know?
Could I have mercy?
On ur on goin soul.
Would it kill u everyday?
Standin by luv easin into a fade.
Watchin one an other cry.
Would u be by side?
What if I were?
Could u speak without a slur.
Kiss my tears?
Chasin away our fears.
If forever was at this moment.
Fase to face as emotions r spent.
Could u feel the lose.
Before the dirt was tossed.
Could u bare the pain?
Forced to let go of luvs gain.
Would u stand strong?
After I'm gone.
If dyin alive was our reallity.
Would u hold onto stability?
Where would u wind up?
If I rested beneath ur luv.
Could u see me in memory?
Or am I temporary?
Would ur heart heal?
Walkin without its beats feel.
If I were abscent tomorrow.
Could u reach for my sorrow?
Unable to tell u ilu.
To hold only u.
Would u cave emotionally?
Honestly.
If I were to drift asleep.
Would it be me u need?
Am I the cause of ur lonelyness.
If I were never to wake to ur happiness.
Imaginin me through memories.
Would pain flow as it streams?
Feelin so utterly empty.
Cut short of luvs fill of plenty.
Would u move on as I lay?
If I were to slip away.
Where would I fit into ur life?
After bein cut watchin my ly.
I beg for ur forgiveness.
If I were to enjoy ur bliss.
If time were to give out on me.
I appologise now to u my dream.
I please know I didn't wanna go.
I hadn't a choice to go so low.
By ur side is where I belong.
My heart beats our song.
But if I weren't to be found in the mornin one day.
Know I miss u and I'm affraid.
Could u be as close as we r now?
If I lived in the clouds.
Leavin u here to live without luv.
Would u forgive me as ur heart goes numb?
Livin our life as urs.
Lonely in ur core.
Could u keep me alive?
As my wife?

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Small lil particles floatin to be felt.
Touchin n healin the pasts outter shell.
Comfortin fragments of luv fillin softly.
Pieces of you settlin in ever so honestly.
Deep microsopic emotions rushin throughout.
Deliverin happiness on its own lil route.

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Moanin mornin before the lights come up.
Dreamin drifter layin aloud

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Restin will

Settled nerves easin downward towards pillows soft.
Breaking day fallin into dark sights seizin pause.
Calmed thoughts uprooted layed about to sleep.
Slippin dreams claimin realities overflowin stream.
Leakin drips drainin urges past pain diggin in.
Turnin lights clickin off ignorin lifes sample within.
Coverin covers sheildin bones from the breezes chill.
Warmin soul gainin releif comforted by relaxations reel.
Motion playin pictures movin a drift silent to this world.
Lost hours taken control stealin early mornins as minds a twirl.
Lastin illusions needin escapin from civilized ways made.
Deep dark hidin behind lids shapin peace formin trade.
Collapsin frustration suffacatin time undone between lights.
Restin will reborn uncertain givin meaninful purpose of life.

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Must be seen

Must see me. Without vision. Untouched to the naked eye. Like glass as if crystal. When sight is abscent. Seen. Hardly vague. Having no shape. As motions rest. Noticing presence. Blind to movement. Knowing in whom. On the inside. Sinking in. Lids closed. Hiding the retnas. Of colors getting lost. Staring with sense. Understanding the appreciation. Feeling the concept. In the hearts light. Finding truth. Invisibly real. As self. Standing in the way. Pupils relaxing. Recognizing beyond form. Accepting nonfiction. At one with beleif. Unimagined proof. Interacting with satisfaction. Impossible as it seems. Unmistakably partaking in life. Opening the mind. Tapping into feelings. Living within the meaning of being perceived. Undescribably enjoyable. Perceptable. Aware of the conscious realization. Paying attention to the signs observed without a glimpse. Revealing an observation with heed. Must be seen.

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MANDY & BUTCHIE (diddling)

Everytime I look into ur eyes I fall deeper n deeper in luv.
Face to face locked in a stare that does more than a touch.
Yet when u touch me my body tingles n I get butterflies.
As nerves cling to the contact that fits the thought of luv in my mind.
U make me feel how a man should make a woman feel.
Opened to the unconditional presense that is forever real.
I luv the way u look at me as if there's no one else around.
N I melt the way u release three lil words so true from ur mouth.
U make me feel like a lil girl in luv with her first crush.
Sharing the taste of a kiss that speaks of so much trust.
Like the very first that took away my breath for the first time in my life.
Bringing out the best as we wed husband n wife.

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In at self.....

Holdin in irritations n not speakin a sound.
Conversation doesn't take place from ur mouth.
Boilin emotions causin misguided intension.
Everytime words flow confusion is mentioned.
Waitin on time to linger on thoughts.
Instead of talkin n keepin feelins soft.
Tension swings in the balance ever so often.
Yet a friend like no other is paused n haultin.
Hopin actions r tellin on self worth.
As visions of truth r unfocused n blurred.
Deep inside as if u wait to see.
Sits u alone pickin at a dream.
Peicin together the value of what u gather.
When letters r irrelivant to what matters.
To hear the situation as it unfolds in its time.
Would be nice, not somewhere down the line.
Honesty is key to the clues evaluated.
But now is the moment for images not to be insinuated.
Goin in at self makin sense of surpressed nonsense.
When there shouldn't be a single line of defense.

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Takin flight

Breakin loose with passion.
Out the gate n runnin.
Overflowin feelins.
Blowin in the breeze hummin.
Takin flight on luvs journey.
Shapin clouds n rearrangin their form.
Glidin with the wind.
As close to possible with the norm.
Loop d loops n free.
Higher than the imagination can fly.
Talkin to an angel.
In the middle of the sky.

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Stealing luvs intensions

If the heart doesn't have room for luvs dish.
It is a wasteland of mixed emotional rubbish.
If the compacity of possibilieties that can roam isn't enough.
Life itself will seem so pointless at the end of lust.
Completion is a seek that hides momentary to be found.
Yet if one doesn't accept the patience the heart won't pound.
Beating with purpose with the truth of an others need.
So if willingness isn't given, the heart is filled with greed.
Stealing luvs intensions away from pure honesty.
Hidding in content of false, selfish, abandoned loyalty.

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The gathering of what make me tick. n its u!

I've neva been with anyone I wouldn't mind walking away from at some point. It crossed my mind from time to time. Or all the time for I knew my intensions. But u, ur somethin else luv. Even in my dreams I fight for ur hand. Strange. I've neva been this way before. Their isn't a soul walkin earth I could'nt ignore. Eccept urs. I crave u luv. Somethin I've neva done. Needin u is a neccessity for my happiness. Its unexplainable to so the least. One, I feel for u in my heart that has awakened my manhood that has been half steppin with intention in my cores everything. You've found it be bein u. And that's some crazy shit. I could step away from anyone until I ran back into u. I don't have it in me. I can not willingly make my feet move unless they follow u. Please understand my emotions that agree with my minds thought of knowing u r my one n only. Ur what I've missed for so long. Damn near my whole life. So to have u willingly. I will do anything to help u smile. For it's what makes my day when we wake in the mornin n the curve of ur face lights up when u see me through those eyes that cave into my presence as mine does to u. Luv, this is my heart gatherin everything from my head to toe. Trying to let u know what it is that makes my good tick as its released with ur name. Ilu1! N I will remain, AILOWY! (Always in love, only with you) foreva!

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I need u here

I didn't know I was gonna change.
I need you here to see me.
Becoming a man one day on my death bed.
With emotions that aren't free.
But no, ur soul is running.
N I'm here passin time.
On my way home as u wait.
Jus like the end of this rhyme.
Pausing time to remember ur face.
Breifly together u were there.
Never to return in person.
I really need u here.
To witness what I've become.
Blinded to closed eyes.
Wonder if I wasn't the same.
Would u notice the me I am?
Seems we're both beneath the rain.
That's as close as it gets.
Cutting deeper as days fade.
And the ache is void.
Forgettin the shape of ur face.
I am no longer the same.
Grown and wanting to be seen.
I know u had to go.
But it doesn't change my dream.

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U got me

Spinnin like a ying n yang.
Twisted, boom like bang.
I'm cavin in on a spiral ova ur luv.
U fit me n I wanna touch.
Out of control I'm on a mission.
For ur all I've been wishin.
Closer than breaths I wanna feel ya.
Flush as sweat collides wit u ma.
My service is all but polite.
Down for whatevas on ya mind.
Soul mates wrapped in tanlged arms.
Lady I mean u no harm.
Teasin the hunger inside.
Pleasin a climax so hard to find.
Lemme do ya what ya neva felt.
Gauranteed ta make ya drip n melt.
I wanna appreciate ur presence.
Lay down ya wall of defense.
Round n round I go dreamin.
Driftin on thougths screamin.
Callin out ya name ova n ova.
I jus wanna show ya.
What the man in me is about.
Creep down eva so further south.
Ease back for me one.
Don't stop me til I'm done.
Happiness is jus moments away.
N I'm here at ur beckin to stay.
U got me sprung, I'm so far gone.
N I can last all night long.
U won't havta do a damn thing.
But let me hear ur heart sing.
Can ya feel the hormones feenin.
I'm jus one man beggin n pleadin.
Diggin deep into ya souls flirtation.
Baby I don't know if I can be patient.
U do it for me like I've neva had done.
By ur side I know I've won.
Relax n set ya self free.
Be wit the moment outside ya dreams.
I'm here tellin u.
A silhouette speaks true.
It jus needs a face like mine.
For ya to notice as ya ride.
I'm ya special secret til further notice.
N I'm doin it on purpose.
Throwin intensions in ya ear.
Woman u haven't a damn thing to fear.
Its jus me n u alone.
Actin unselfish n full grown.
Bumpin bellies moanin til mornin.
Tell me which way ur goin.
Cuz that's the way I'm headed.
Passionately followin for u to be bedded.
Let's jus get lost n see where it goes.
Talkin bout how bright the moon glows.
Do our thing n grab ahold.
Can ya be so bold?
Control ur time n enjoy ya life.
I'm trippin on the word wife.
I'm strecthin the expression for ya.
To become betta than ya eva.
Tko lights out u got me.
Blown out the box I can't breath.
I'm one man feelin heavens blessin.
N ur the one I wanna be messin..................

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In ya time

Get it out.
So ya feet move.
Say it loud.
Living a groove.
Stand for self.
Release the pain.
Tharaputical help.
Laugh at the rain.
Know you.
Give ya mind.
Speak the truth.
In ya time.......

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Where is home?

A year ago I was pure.
Yet I've been stepped on like manure.
12 months in the past.
And I've changed as I've been bashed.
Gave my all with devotion.
Backfired with verbal expolsions.
Aimed to hurt truth.
Selfish games have no use.
Watching words shot from lips.
Those in which I kiss.
Taste changing face.
Heart losing pace.
How much more can I take?
For my own sake.
Actions speak louder than being heard.
Eyes zoomed quickly in from a blur.
Forgotten and ignored.
Heart bouncing in rythm on the floor.
Slice by slice inches shaved.
Emploding as the chest caves.
Once I was pure.
But time I have endured.
Crashing in a burn.
When will I learn?
Unwanted is how I feel.
Tongue shedding a peel.
Dragging out the point.
Squeezing a void.
Upon a time ago I was everything.
Believed every syllable sang.
Left searching self for respect.
Nerves shaking and tense.
Where is home?
The mind roams..........

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Often

Elapsing emotion appologising for feelings redirected.
Closing in on chasing down a dream that is protected.
Collapsing, a care stares at walls blurred and frightened.
Images change every so often as moods tense before enlightened.
Remorse, regret all fade in times way of crossing paths.
True intensions losing ground in partaking pains wrath.
Twisted touches redirecting resistance ever so often.
Walking journeys colliding and forsaking hearts that soften.
Fear controlled by lonely bottles in hand that can not change.
Beginning endings re-admit smiles to realities rage.
Five to ten becomming else as self is not the same.
Sitting in middle of avoiding games unseen til it rains.
A to b zzz's come quickly as collisions sneak as minds sleep.
Sorrow slips in casting prayors in between the days as the leak.
Sinking aikes whisper forgotten loves passion under breaths.
A cycle rounding circles as the equalibrium dizzies like death.
Failing and forgiving forever fingering fiction pretending.
Breaking free, balancing hate pulling after pouring out til the end.
In the endless lose gripping an enevidable stoppage in trust.
Taking licks picking battles til from the shoulder brushed.

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On the inside

In my mind where thoughts play out realities conflictions.
I crave help through the confusion blocking the answers of vision.
Climbing the walls I cling to the truth of facts coming out.
Deep in my imagination I creep to find the words hidden from thy mouth.
Fallin inward behind the eyes that peek on patterns that speak.
Here within the cage I drift to seek a way escape my leash.
Chained to my dungeons darkness I search for purpose.
trying to avoid all the pain that appears to be lerking under the surface.

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The satisfaction of purposes use

I wanna see me through the irresistable stare in your eyes.
As you speak when I'm not around and so far outta sight.
I wish I could crawl up into a curl inside your caring chest.
Feeling my forever presense at its very own loving best.
I'd like just once to know how I am truly received.
Without a doubt believing in the undenyable relief.
I crave the oppertunity that lives so comfortably within.
Deep in your heart where for so long I've been.
To hear you as tongues are all but unreconizably slurred.
Watching actions when my face is unseen and turned.
To peek under the mask that reveals the unconditional truths.
Ooh the satisfaction of giving purpose so much more use.

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AMANDA JO MORGAN, (in my eyes design)

Look close into the colors of my eyes. Take notice in the pettern of ur heart shaped face bursting into stardust that sprinkles AMANDA in their design. Pay attention to the flow as JO is completed with MORGAN in every twist connecting us deeper than the capabilities of the mind. Evening the balance on both sides of the retnas as a stare will tell u I am madly in luv with u in every curve of the lines. Shaping letters in the glass round windows sight that can only speak without sounds instant gratifying find. Peek inside the glossy happiness that shows joy in my face n tell me am I your kind.

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Where's

Where's my world calmin the tension.
Split like ends in fists that clinch em.
Where's the ease behind the storm that neva ends.
Pourin like tears that drown out all that pretends.
Where's the sense of homes comfort relaxin.
Pluckin feathers as if a chicken needs a catchin.
Where's simplicity layin in eyes that r blind.
Seein only the dark as if nights r lost without light.
Where's time taken seconds only once seen.
Clickin away at life like the cycle is a dream.

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Gentle giant

It is a mindset n a heart that determines a man.
His head set on his part not forgettin the stand.
In the way of harm before it reaches his luv.
Maintainin charm for his purpose to be touched.
Genlte as a giant can be as he is a teddybear inside.
With an alliance on this lifes joyous ride.
Faithfully real n devoted to the honesty shared.
Measured by his will that shows how much he cares.
Giving self in every way possible as unconditional.
Earning emotional wealth that is irreplaceable.
His patience is the key to happinesses way.
As words mentions deep feelings of love everyday.

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No place to go

Wish I had somewhere to go.
Maybe hang out as time ticked slow.
Where I could step outside.
Ignore problems for once and hide.
A friend of families back porch.
It be nice to roast some smores.
Only if I had somewhere to go.
Like everyone else not just a phone.
Feels I have not a place to be.
None worth a moment I see.
And I am resisting all contact.
A home away froms homes impact.
Yet there's nowhere to go.
And I am just sitting here counting crows.
It is sad how my trust is over powering.
I think it is time for a showering.
For I am here as those close to me drifted.
Because the point they missed it.
With a lack of tolerance for b.s.
Here I am still as letters on a list.
Paused in time wanting to get out.
Like the words coming from my mouth.

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Would you?

Let's hold the moment find answers to the facts.
Questions with words spoken through a stare that lasts.
Take my good away from intensions and ask self of my importance.
Would you still love me if I were jus like the rest of the ignorance?
Let the tongue taste the release of the truth within.
Bringing forth all the unknown hidden behind grins.
What if I were just as simple as this world that surrounds us?
Would you still love me if my eyes shaped lust.
Wait on the reply as we attempt to figure a few things out.
Allow time to consumed crucial responses of the mouth.
If I were to love you a little less after this.
Would you still love me or rid me as shit.
Will yourself to be known where it is I stand.
And what importance I would be if I were a man.
But what if I left tomorrow sometime before daybreak.
Would you love me or even miss me for your own hearts sake?
Gimme jus a second of space in your ear to fill.
With a conversation meant to understand where I fit in.
For as the ticks click around I'm running out of time for where I've been.
So suppose I did love you yet needed the same kind of pleasure in return.
Would you love me if I were less of me ir let me burn.
Give it a minute or two to catch your attention.
I am a man willing to go the distance and did I forget to mention.
This is real talk searching for the honestly in between breaths.
So if I were abscent in your life would it make a difference?
Would you love me if I hadn't a chance for true deliverence?

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Sighing away from my own reaction

Falling inward on selfs imprisonment.
Never good enough for the energy spent.
Tight roping a wire thinner than air.
Driven by the lining of the hearts care.
Hiding pleasure from pains control.
Creeping a stroll that's on a roll.
Sliding deep beneath the skins attachment.
Sighing away from my own reaction.
Hands clinched as fist break thy will free.
And I'm losing the day slipping into a dream.

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Gripping reality from a dream (its deep)

Its deep. I'm fluxuating inside. Changing like a cloud. Shapes forming unreconized. Tripping in silence. Breaking down. The movement is critical. Mute to speech. Shifting mind. Direction uncertain. Images confusing thoughts. Open curtains. Side shows off the main stage. Making more sense. Acting out screams. No line of defense. Gripping reality from a dream. Smokes squeezed unheld. Flowing through the fingers. I am not well. Unstable illusions. Roaming freely. Lost in sleep. Blowing off steam. Particles of truth feed the point. Running out of room. My cage is my punishment. Chained to my doom. Uncontrolled emotions play. Passing times chance. Nightmares defeating intensions. Losing my stance. Its deep. Pausing nights are dark. Having their way. Waking not knowing my part.

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Years past whom you was

You ever lost yourself?
Woke up and realized you don't know self.
Misplaced in times treat.
In between the cracks in the street.
Like waking from a dream.
On someone elses screams.
So far from what was normal.
In a moment of termoil.
Searching for the one that is lost.
In a state of empty loss.
Years past whom you was.
As someone now you must.
Reinvent that person without a fuss.
Living a life that's doesn't seem right.
Waking in the morning missing the night.
Kind of wishing to have another chance.
For you know who you'd like to dance.
Knowing they'd make the world of difference.
With a lifetime of deliverence........

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Leave the past

I am not one bit listening.
Don't wanna here for my ears are blistering.
Our life is ours here and now.
Leave the past of an other with abscent of sound.
Live with me n me alone please.
Not thoughts of someone that is only in your dreams.
I know you've been elsewhere misplaced.
But do me a favor and let it die where it ended in space.
Its falling on def ears muting vibrations.
All it tells me is our love is an immitation.
Its a matter of disreapect to here it.
Over and over until the irritation sounds like shit.
Who matters in the time you spend?
And why is it I feel what we're doing I have to defend.

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Why is it i love you so slow?

Why is it you can make me cry in a single stare?
Why is it you make my heart want to care?
Why is it when I'm next to you I feel so bare?
Why is it when I think of you I understand what is rare?
Why is it I wonder you complete me so?
Why is it I wonder I love you slow?
Why is it the love we share is real?
Why is it the connection is emotions feel?
Why is it us having a chance of a lifetime?
Why is it us claiming one an other as mine?
Why is it time has realized to bend for happiness?
Why is it time is living in our kiss.
Why is it I want to love you so slow,
Why is it I ask when I already know?

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When the head lays still

Tears fall downwards as they slide.
You should check the crease in between the comfort and the eye.
For there is a drip freed from a happy mind.
Knowing you my love are by my side.
Is when the head lays still in the quiet night.
Thinking about you lingers through out my mind.
Forming a puddle that gives purpose to the emotions I can not hide.
It is in the dark when this man begins to cry.
Where time waits for my soul to ease a sigh.
With a single drop moistened by your loves high.
My feelings for you escape and never shy.
Deep in the heart where you live I've been touched by mine.
It is you ONE that has this man in his prime.

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Trying to get lost behind missing

There u are.
At a distance at a far.
Playing in the breeze.
Floating on dreams.
Naked to the imagination.
Free from exadurations.
Carelessly swaying to music notes.
Cheering a happy toast.
In my mind skipping about.
Feet hovering above the ground.
Perfectly content beyond drifting.
Trying to get lost behind missing.
Relaxed with moments to tempt a smile.
You're breath taking n as innoscent as a child.

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Freinds forever

Mind set.
Imagination met.
Dreams lived.
Thoughts give.
Meaning alive.
Claiming mine.
Reallity surfacing.
Comfort nurturing.
Daydreams ease.
Emotions seized.
Knowing love.
Open trust.
Membranes rapid.
Waves estatic.
Memories made.
Here today.
Actions speak.
Words leak.
Pleasurable touch.
Willingly much.
Passion filled.
Breathlessly still.
Reactions tell.
Sounding bells.
Relation enjoyed.
Sexual toy.
Completion finally.
Loving madly.
Deeply envolved.
Truly revolved.
Hearts content.
Hands lent.
Freinds forever.
Always together.

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Eyes of satisfaction

Noticing the hairs on the skin that appear invisible to the naked sight. Slidding softly without touch along the sleek surface of beauty of your life. Watching in a way the pupils bounce to every heartbeat pulsating in the neck. Attemting to carress the smoothness of creases that take shape of your faces best. Stuck in a stare making love to the balance of interaction and hovering without landing a graze. Sinking in to your texture with an easing sense of joy I get lost laying vision upon your amazment. From head to toe I take part in covering your body with eyes of satisfaction. Releasing an expression of my loves never ending passion.

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Cold chills shiver

Days in between controlling thoughts.
Gathering imformation as its caught.
Time turns hands that begin to fade.
One loses focus trying to avoid the games.
Laughters quit to the silence of night.
Feeling the defeat of the hardest fight.
Tamed emotion forced down so deep.
For if spoken they sound expensively cheap.
Rotating life spins out of control.
Feeling of no importance n played out as old.
Breaths feed the heart that consantly pumps.
Skipping beats with a throat that lumps.
Mindly matters orbit in confushion.
Causing endless unwanted illusions.
Side ways cheecks facing away.
With tears that fill empty unfilled space.
Numbered before ever having a chance.
All the while attempting to enjoy the dance.
Rolling eyes rotate seen since birth.
Another day one bites the dirt.
Thunder breaks sound of rains hatred.
Pouring out is words tasted.
Past is the presence once was.
No matter what one actually does.
Moments of purity ruined by expressions.
Destroying the truist of intensions.
Pain creeps like the storm letting loose.
Catching glimpses of all the clues.
Patience is as the wind can blow.
Haulting how one will somehow flow.
Breezing by sweeping away the gain.
As the face is left bitterly stained.
Cold chills shiver in the heat of battle.
As the tongue must always win the battle.
Easing off of the relentless undesrved abuse.
One simply feels they have no use.

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Fake expressions.

Lending hands I can not reach.
Smiling grins with stained teeth.
Ditry soap wrinsing away contact.
Fake expressions is it exact.
Words false blurt out resistance.
Intensions seen is ignorance.
Spoken syllables taunt the will.
Character left standing oh so still.

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Stance

Switching possitions as feet posses the stance.
Making decisions before this world has its chance.
Under submission I turned in a self inflicted glance.
Losing fiction my reallity is wanting to dance.
Lonely mission impossible my eyes relate to balance.
Deeper incissions are reflecting my pasts rememberance. 

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Bursting love

Eyes speaking as passion tells as it drips.

Emotions leaking but not from the lips.

Squeezing out heart beats with every thump.

The soul can't hide what it truly wants.

Showing face of the cores experience.

Coming across with pure deliverance.

Locked in on a love so defined with purpose.

You are the meaning behind what's worth it.

With every tear that streams in between the trail.

Cheeks feel the bursting of happiness's tail.

Flowing motions of desires will take part in knowing.

Thoughts of you have me knees bowing.

Expressions are trying to touch the comfort in your path.

Ilu1, and there's no hidden secret of that.

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To receive is to give

Something willing. Without being forced. An act of unity. Drippin purity from the pores. All one ever wants is unconditional love. Someone who has them in mind. Joining forces to complete one an other. Til the end of time. Needing a feeling beyond loves understanding. Calming the nerve. In comfort of showing cause. Beleiving every word. Connections finest. Fitting in with ease. In return one will receive. Taking care of an others needs.

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Note to self

Jus a lil note to self.
Pull up ya pants.
Tighten ur belt.
N act like a man.
Shit is hard indeed.
Yet keep in mind.
Pennies will meet.
In due time.
Jus a thought to help.
Guiding u through.
When cards r delt.
Stand honest n true.
Be about it everyday.
Don't shy away from the struggle.
Stroll wit a sway.
N don't wear a muzzle.
Lace ur shoes.
There's only one way.
Don't forget to make due.
Remember the gain.
Its not about u.
Will never be.
Put urself to use.
Don't blow off steam.
Hold character in hand.
Firmly show intension.
Love when u can.
N did I mention.
Be urself always.
Know who u r.
Ur a hell of a man.
Play ur part.
It could be worse.
Do u as time ticks.
Fight for the worths.
Grab a grip.
Give without receiving.
Ur not suppose to want.
Have faith in beleiving.
N have fun.

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Wheres the?

Where's the initiation in a marriage so true?
Where's the two as one taking care of each other I do?
Where's the line when bondaries are erased?
Where's time taken will as its being misplaced?
Where's the need to give as one recieves?
Where's the meaning in the word believe?
Where's the fact of knowing an other cares?
Where's the point if a void is unpared?
Where's the reasoming in best freinds for life?
Where's the unconditional in husband and wife?
Where's the emotion suppose to turn?
Where's the patience in lesson learned?
Where's the words spoken when ones affriad to speak?
Where's the honesty as letters are tweaked?
Where's the need to please a partner?
Where's the desire when waiting makes it harder?
Where's the confusion run as the mind starts to think?
Where's the questions answwer when there's a missing link?

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Unconditionally real

Would it matter if she ever knew?
Or even if words spoken sounded so true?
Would she see the reasoning trying to get through?
Eyes speaking of completions lonely view.
Silence for phrases written to unwind.
Here is a mans relentless battle cry.
Is it unconditionally til the very end?
Hiding selfs joy in suttle wines that bend.
Would it matter to drain a conversation?
Constantly saying her refusing irritation.
A man needs as well as a woman breaths.
And there's no room negotiation on his knees.
Is there any way for her to know two is one?
When pieces are void n on the run.
Finding empty patience deep within.
Slowly left feeling utterly numb.
Is it in her to give as she receives?
Or is it she's been abused to much to see?
A real man before her waiting for his.
Returning to the images in his dreams.
Matters of the hearts desires are most definately met.
Yet tension builds as emotion are spent.
Will she notice if he never tells a soul?
Or if he asks will she repent n lose control?
Mentions of inner self has been told.
N actions tell him the movement is cold.
Never to be as she repeats.
Someday I will, as motions stall so bold.
Will she ever realize what it means?
To take hands married within rings.
Making sure he gets his as she does hers.
Or is a lifetime in her mind define her own creed.
Is it a matter of true love not giving in?
Or is it better off for where she's been.
For his past molded him as well.
Maybe that's another story to tell.

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Receiving

All or nothing.
Getting a lil something.
Giving n showing.
Hoping someones knowing.
Piecing in loving.
Falling short on some things.
Opened for the living.
Halfing a stepping.
Wanting it returning.
Meaning is deceiving.
Pleading for selfs yearning.
Gethering taught learnings.

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Somewhere with u

To wind up somewhere with u as ur hands are pinned against the door.
Moving in on ur comfort n invading ur untamed xxx hardcore.
Just to push up on u as lips taste the hormones pouring from pores.
Feening to tease ur secrets dying to come alive as they want so much more.
Pressing my body against urs until we wind up on the floor.
Uncontrolled n playing a game that could never be a bore.
Unlocking ur most selfish desires by opening all ur doors.

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Returning to the basics.

Holding on through the hardest of times.
Leaning on a friend that eases a stressful cry.
Finding the meaning of loves will coming alive.
Walking more than the purpose of toeing the line.
Becoming the unmentional looking up at the climb.
Rising up for the strengh within is beginning to shine.
Returning to the basics of the wind blowing a grind.
Coming out from behind the storm chasing a laughter that's mine.
Yet still without two nickles breaking a dime.

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Fake stillness

Unwanted smiles sizzle a frustrating frawn.
Raw lips chard to forced lips on a clown.
Fake stillness reeks of the pain within.
Unsettled words held from thoughts of sin.
Passing a moment not worth the irritation.
The eyes speak of unholy temptation.
Swallowing pride before the truth escapes.
The face is stain of emotional debate.
Confusing reallity stretched so thin.
Dragging out the day until lights are dim.

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Dragging out purpose

Unfinished demensions.
I seek eternity in the mind.
Possiblities with intensions.
Visions seen through a glass dime.
Imagination overload.
Speeks its undying cause.
Desperation unknown.
Silent yet without a sinlge flaw.
Capacity meltdown.
Brainwaves trigger illusions.
Direction unwound.
Fighting irritating delusions.
Possibilities gravitating.
Dragging out purpose.
Orbiting the wellbeing.
Conflicting a toss and a tough tuss.

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Caught in the middle of

Down when lucks run out.
Finding away to make do before what's left goes south.
Caught in the middle of nothing and everything.
Knowing only one thing.
Falling is a concrete surface.
One the human body can not hurt.
Bouncing back is a must.
For time is not over nor have I lived my fuss.
Looking up all seems so far away.
Life flowing I am still here to stay.
The fight is not at its end as of yet.
And my wills happiness has not been met.
So the climb is as relevant as air itself.
I'm going to make it for I have my health.

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Mark the line

Enough is just over the line and its not hard to trip backwards as you wind up somewhere else in time.
At the edge of luv is easy to slip from as equal invisible steps are hard to climb when the eyes are blind.
Toeing a tip is teetering in the balance of becoming one with an unknowing sense of trust.
Falling down as strength shows interest on the other side of lonelyness and a mark in the dirt is on a hush.

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Find luv

Do like we do.
True through and through.
Be like we.
Dreams filled and free.
Luv with touch.
Dust to dust.
Opened and floating.
Roaming and knowing.
Live to give.
Pick and be with.
Land in a hand.
Stand as lifes grand.
Pause for a cause.
Toss the applause.
Find meaning of mind.
Unwind and be kind.
Wait for patience.
Make it and escape.

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Potrait

Mounted and staring.
Framed in glass.
Colors and profiles.
Capturing the past.
Smiles speaking.
Clothes fresh.
A single nail.
At a families best.
Hung for memory.
Remembering the day.
Happiness shown.
In its pace to stay.

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Knowing the truth

Opening doors locked.
Thoughts cling and flock.
Suprising intension revealed.
Honest to what's real.
Keys to the hidden used.
Knowing the turth.
Willing to attempt.
Secrets neeeding to vent.
Tucked away for so long.
Desires righting a wrong.
Behind the knobs I explore.
Deep within the core.
Awaiting me to free.
Now at one with me.

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Ttfavor

Somewhere in the middle of.
Searching for a focusing dust.
In the distance eyes zoom past the mind.
Squinting a stare off upon the horizon.
Trying to find a vision of reconnecting.
Peeking into times never ending.
Everything ran away out of the known.
Left patiently seeking and its being shown.
Watching the days come and go.
Restlessly waiting as nights move so slow.

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After a lifetime of knowing

True love dies together.
One is always holding on.
Pleading for forever.
As the end is being torn.
One day the balance is broken.
Someone will be left alone.
After a lifetime of knowing.
Holding a bag of bones.
At the ledge of turning back.
Forced to remember what's left.
The heart will be attacked.
As feet stumble to step.
There's a line of letting go.
In a sense of no more.
Carrying a love shows.
Abandoned and on a lonelt tour.

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Where touch is abscent, love is there

Contact with never being touched.
Something I never ubderstood until I was honestly loved.
I found reasoning in reaching without landing.
For when a woman loves its outstanding.
Close enough to feel her silent presense.
Opening to the unexplainable residence.
Carressing a flow felt by breath released.
Locked eyes that have found a way to please.
Lingering stealth love has filled the heart.
Without ever pressing body parts.
Fingertips as still as the nights moon.
Patiently drifting with the mood in the room.
In the way love sinks in to the soul.
I can feel her walking with her sexy stroll.
Never once grazing a quick tease.
She has me begging inside pretty please.
Physically left alone to calm the nerve.
Yet she's by my side as I see her faces curve.
In a moment at one without a genlte stroke.
That's how I know I love her as she glows.

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Where shade hides the face

On the other side of the sun. Trying to find a moment when the body is done. Where shade hides the face. Leaning forward to the easing great escape. As the moon beams reflect what the fire can not see. Cooling off time behind a rock made for feet. The dim holds for as long as the day break comes a searching. The horizing sizzles in the mornings desreving. Leaving legs running into the dark side of dreams. Hiding within the cracks unwoven seems.

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All mine

Fading slowly away into a place like no other.
Where the calm of simplicity soothes the beholder.
Temptation is irrelavent here where I drift.
Patiently relaxing under a cool suttle mist.
Imagining pleasure where pain has no place.
Everyone is the same and is abscent of face.
Losing tough with reallity I am consumed.
At ease deep enough to smile at a civilized zoo.
Somewhere all my own in my own little world.
Taking a moment to twindle my thumbs and fingers a twirl.
Gone without breaths air has no purpose.
And there is no need in ever being nervous.
Here I am in orbit pausing in comfort.
Heart flowing without even a puncture.
Lally gagging just because I can.
I am content here where I don't have to feel like a man.
At self with self by self being self for self.
Not worrying about having good health.
Just able too slide to the side as I glide in time.
Its a beautiful place I call all mine.

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Backwards

I try not to hard to be in this situation.
Lifes sneaking up with its immitations.
Wrapped around my mind is a barbed wire fence.
I cant escape and there no line of defence.
Pitty me not for am what I am.
I just thought as a man I could withstand.
Dreams of a better place are fading fast.
I'm hoping all goes well and allows me to outlast.
The suffering with a side of torment.
My well being in slowly cracking with the bend.
Falling behind is a frightened state of mind.
With fingernails bent backwards in the grind.
The sky is coming down quicker everyday.
Walls collapsing and I am affraid.
Tomorrow hasn't a chance for the first time ever.
Searching for a simpler way so clever.
Never to return to this way of life.
All I'm trying to do is make it right.

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Life of a loner

For a man so easy going.
There sure isn't a soul that'll flip a coin.
All can do without his presense.
Makes him wonder, where's his heaven?
Calm with dialect that's straight forward.
Yet no one hears his words being told.
Lonelyness is his only option.
Unable understand why his own closed caption.
Left inside himself to live as a loner.
Yet he doesn't cry as a moaner.
Strong and beaten emotionally.
Over ran with a thing called reallity.
At the least bit its fair to say its frustrating.
But he can smile fake grim that's perpertrating.
Lone and stuck witht houghts all his own.
A man sits and waits for his time to slow.

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In need of help

Pride. It will destroy a man.
Weakness. Is it not the way he stands?
Failing. He rots from the inside.
Angered. Going after the thoughts in his own mind.
Self. Never asking for he's got it.
Debateable. Slowly losing his grip.
Controled. Falling by the second.
Changing. For times are hectic.
Mouth. Sealed because his will won't allow it.
Tears. Building pressure as he's stripped.
Overwhelmed. Causing so much confusion.
Ganging. Needing help to heal his erosion.
Hate. Drowning out the pain creeping.
Insane. Driven beyond the battke of thinking.
Suffacating. Words are lost in between breaths.
Relentless. Only wanting to rest.

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3...2..1.

I was sittin in the dark @ 234 in the mornin.
Lookin at my 1.
N I realized I forhot about my 3.
N the individual I've become.
It takes 2.
This I know.
But its come down to the one in me.
N I got this for I am a man that's grown.
No more follow the leader.
Its time to get back at it.
3... 2..1.
My minds on the run.
Passin time is not an option.
My thoughts r gathered.
N I'm here once again.
For I know what matters.........

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234 am

234 am.....
N I realize shit ain't right.
Lookin through pictures of betta times.
n it dawns on me I'm loosin the fight.
235....
N I'm searchin for another line.
Now 236......
N sleep is callin out to the night.
Still in the same minute.
Droppin letters as the clock ticks.
Its 237 n I know what I gotta do.
This has got to be fixed....

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Blank stares claimed by thoughts

Its that pit stirrin up emotions.
Shakin hands with the opposite side of motion.
Blank stare claimed by thoughts.
Over runnin will guided by the sense of feelin lost.
Somethin like failure peekin in windows.
Blockin the light of lifes shadows.
Somehow knowin right from wrong.
Yet unable to stop dancin to its song.
Its the worst of the best turnin out.
Watchin everything near walk in drought.
Rememberin patience like a lost friend.
Fightin off the inevidable end.
Diggin in n findin a chance to survive.
Hopin self knows what it means to bein alive.
Its a passed leadin into what's upon the shoulders.
As dirt feels like rocks fallin like boulders.
Painfully makin reality obvious.
Temptin to ignore how serious.
More drive than yesterday we break.
Stronger than who we were for owns sake.
Its a head hung without givin inner termoil away.
No matter what shade the skies escape.
Conflictin with potential the core pleads.
Tryin everythin to stand upright from the knees.
Prayin for a miracle as waitin is the only option.
Hands out for the smallest of donations.

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Void

With n withouts.
More so than it counts.
Wantin what one likes.
Drougths on the mind.
When's with enough?
Or without being stuck?
How's does fair come to play?
Missing needs everyday.
All craves their own.
Yet intensions are slowed.
All because an other resists.
Unchecked on a list.
Or getting a fill.
With pure will.
Stringing someone along.
Is so wrong.
When getting their fix.
And even so one insists......

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Living in love differently.
Never seperately.
Having ones own way.
Belongin in a sence of sway.
Giving & receiving together.
Someone always makes out better.
Lines of willingness true to form.
While the heart wants its torn.
A love so true can starin the brain.
Wondering why they can't endure the same.
One will soon begin to hold out.
Needing an equal without a pout.
To level the playing feild is a must.
Otherwise the mind thinks its lust.
Shutting down quietly before face.
Hiding all resemblances of the trace.
Standing strong for it emotions to live.
Silently fading with so much to give.
Unique lovers sharing a picture in a frame.
Mimicing one an other still in the same.
Easy it is not to feed into more.
Passing time isn't an option

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Time to time

Love me til u can't love me no more.
Then tell me do u still want me in ur core?
On some real shit say I'm the one.
Then turn around n make my heart wanna run.
I'm jus simply stating I've been watchin u.
Only if u knew the truth I knew.
U see I can say I'm unconditional.
N I see it in u til ur luv folds.
I've shown the only side of intension I eva had.
Yet time to time I feel as if repeated questions make me sad.
I believe you've got some things to learn.
I can hear it in the tone of ur words.
N ur actions r not quite in it for me.
Not the way I do what I do to please.
Girl, here I sit wonderin if u truly get it.
For I give me to u cuz u r the shit.
But its not about me when I entered this.
Yet somethin tells me you've concord my best.
I'm jus saying I see u as u do u.
Forgetttin time to time who I am n that's ur fool.
Wake up n witness luv goin down in the heart.
I'm doin so much more than my part.
Listen n speak not for words r irrelavent.
N yes I believe ur heaven sent.
All I wish is to receive the way I release my joy.
Enjoyin someone the way they should without a void.
99% of what u do is on point.
The other .01 is worth zonin out to a joint.
Honesty can change things either way.
That's why my words written here will stay.
Hidden from ur eyes for u pay no attention.
Oooooh n did I forget to mention???????......

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On my bday.... july 8 2012

Never about me.
Isn't that the way its suppose to be?
A man giving his all he can.
But when's it time for him to receive, damn?
Never asking for anything.
Wanting so much from a set of rings.
Commited to the smile of an other.
In every sense of the words that surround lover.
Yet lacking moments shine through the cracks.
Showing just what it is they lack.
Unwilling or just not as far gone in love.
Where in the hells a birthday touch?
A minds not on me the way mine thinks.
Putting someone else first as her heart sinks.
Maybe I'm over doing it.
Or possible don't say much of my own fix.
Yet I say enough that's forgotten.
And most of all jus ignored as in my head its rotting.
Everyone has what they like.
If one would read they'd understand it in the way I write.
Iits my birthday and I'm a bit disapointed.
But that's what one gets for bendingdouble jointed.
Uncoditinally I express with passion.
With every word movement and action.
Wish it were the same on both ends.
For I've found my truest best friend.

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Dancin with the breeze

My luv floats for u in the distance of wind.
Dancin with the breeze jus to see ur grin.
Needin to land n feel how it is to stretch.
Recievin the only thing it knows as its best.
Carried through the in between the way.
Silently movin n attemptin to see ur face.
Cool n driftin calmin condition with an ease.
Aimed to do nothin more the simply please.
Watch for how it makes its way throu ur eyes.
N tell me how it feels when my luv sinks inside.

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Disapointment

Pain falling. Drippin on the skin with a sizzle.
Hurt installin. Floodin out the floatin drizzle.
Emotion fadin. Bruisin the hearts stability.
Ability hatin. Brushin away attempts to reality.
Cries unbareable. Secrets told with intent.
Feelins terrible. Sea sick of the swallowin indent.
Masks worn. Disappointment showin faces.
Ripped n torn. Appointed defience leavin traces.
Suferin hatred. Pluckin nerves opened up.
Sucked n baited. Rubbin thoughts with a shove.
Surrounded by sound. Unable to unclinch fists.
Round n round. Tables turnin on the minds disc.
Never endin struggle. Relentless hot breaths build.
Crumblin to rubble. Defenseless to the upward hill.

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Misguided

What would ya do to show someone u luv em?
Would u cherish em then hurt em?
Using the best of both worlds for self.
Confusin emotions that doesn't help.
What would ya do for a luv that turns?
Showin u how n if ur willin to learn.
Causin upside down frawns that spin.
Relapsin the kindness spreadin thin.
What would ya do if u were put on the line?
Disturbin interest in a lone state of mind.
Back n forth with selfish intension.
Lost in the thoughts demensions.
Passin time for it tells.
R u strong enough to wait on intel?
Pickin ya up to drop u harder than the last.
Seein if u have what it takes to grasp.
Indecisions unclearified through actions.
Holdin on to the passion.
Trustin luv that changes faces.
Could u withstand the traces.
What would ya do if u had no control?
Watchin an other fold n unfold.
Takin the blunte end of unreason.
Left thinkin n constantly dreamin.
Could u stand strong for the sake?
Or watch a mimic immitate?
Destroyin what could be so real.
Wonderin what is the deal?
What would ya do if escapin is not an option.
Would ya be able to accept the distraction?
Tuggin day to day away from the purity.
Rearrangin the simplist thing to insecurity.
Would it be difficult to to keep hands steady?
Or find an ease in bein mistreated steadily?
What would ya do if stability was unstable?
Turnin the stomach behind the navel.
If the heart ached behind the eyes.
Could u still claim that one as mine?
If cupid misguided for one doesn't get it.
Is waitin on em worth the bull shit?

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Partacing facts

I'm fucked up and I refuse to say why. I think I watch to closely, then again I haven't a clue so I hide my cry. I see you doing you and I sit back with purpose of violence. I know my part and what I know is silenced. No one is to partake in facts. I wonder in a giggle. Who do you really think I am? Am I suppose to ease back with a shiver? Do you know my intensions? Over seeing me as a man. Its a puzzle tryin to figure out angles. Unique as rare can be tangled. I forgive for I love. Do you understand why I stand the way I do? Yet I shut up. Do you even have to answer that? I am because of you. Listen to yourself. What if I were in your shoes. Would you feel the tension within? Or does it even matter? Why do I have to put it that way? Misunderstood is the curve of conversation taking place. Is this the way it is? How does one bounce back from the turn of disbelief? Its got me needing to act out in relief. Why? I amgetting lost in our time?

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In a glimps

Showin interest in a glimps.
In an instant with crawlin lips.
Trust settin still enough to notice.
Start to finish in the mix of bliss.
Givin time a chance to cure.
Refreshin pulses now secure.
Simple little thing safe and sound.
Never breakin smile own the frawn.
Dashin hearts landin in arms.
Caught softly in a lovin charm.
Love existin n comfortably relaxed.
Here forever willin n wantin to last.

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Somethin in the way

Somethin in the way.
It's there in direct aim.
Particles of pieces fittin.
Placed perfectly sittin.
Here is now at once.
Packin a sticky punch.
There's somethin upliftin.
Movin with a shiftin.
The unguided way of presense.
Clear as undesturbed luminance.
Somehow findin empty room.
In full unconditional bloom.
Somethin is goin on.
Feelin the ability to be reborn.
Danglin in the desire.
Heated by the ghost flames fire.
There's somethin in the way of unspoken.
Pleasin the silence of words not choken.

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Escape

Dumped inside I fell within as my shell was sealed.
Left to my rotten core tryin to escape its appeal.
Fightin all the chaos floatin within picked up in time.
I'm tryin to get away from the hell caused by the grind.
Since I was droped in this cell I've concored nothin.
At war with self I'm losin the battle of sufferin.
There's not a thing in here to give that's worth a fuck.
Everything seems twisted compaired to this world that sucks.
Most days I stagger in a strugglin point view that lacks.
Myself is wantin out before I peel at the openin cracks.
Breakin down deep in the depths I have no control.
Its jus a matter of time until I escape this sicknees untold.

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Three word questions, n i jus wanna know

Are you there?
If so where?
Where'd you go?
When wind blows?
Why'd you leave?
Did you grieve?
Was it bad?
Who is sad?
Can you here?
Where's your fear?
Why's it hurt?
Was it dirt?
Are you covered?
Will you smother?
Where you at?
Has life lacked?
Have you cried?
Is it lies?
Who's missin who?
Why's it abuse?
What's your point?
When's it void?
Are you serious?
Who is curious?
Are you lost?
Where's you cause?
Can you feel?
Why's this real?
Do you know?
Who's fading slow?
Are we clueless?
When's it fluent?
Have you left?
Where's my help?
Can't you see?
Am I please?

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Loosen up

Twisting the wrist counter clockwise. In a Popeye since of humor to grab the imaginations naked eye. Nothing more than an image coming alive. Based on words fulled with the explosiveness of the mind. Guiding an audience through the pow bang boom of batmans connection. Swung with motivation to move the unseens reaction. Face licked with a flavor of tasting the snout of scooby dooby doo. Trying to hold back that fiesty scrappy dappy doo. Feeling the flow of slobber drenching the sights of letters pushing out the reality that owns us all. Losening up the frames nuts and bolts to ease out of societies brawl.

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