Backwards

I try not to hard to be in this situation.
Lifes sneaking up with its immitations.
Wrapped around my mind is a barbed wire fence.
I cant escape and there no line of defence.
Pitty me not for am what I am.
I just thought as a man I could withstand.
Dreams of a better place are fading fast.
I'm hoping all goes well and allows me to outlast.
The suffering with a side of torment.
My well being in slowly cracking with the bend.
Falling behind is a frightened state of mind.
With fingernails bent backwards in the grind.
The sky is coming down quicker everyday.
Walls collapsing and I am affraid.
Tomorrow hasn't a chance for the first time ever.
Searching for a simpler way so clever.
Never to return to this way of life.
All I'm trying to do is make it right.

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