Your way or no way…

In the here down under the sky, in which you look upon me from above. From under your halo I don’t seem to appear to be me, in my own eyes. For judgements that aren’t mine that paint a picture in a different shade claims to know me better than self. Tilted sight rolls on the presence of my absence as it’s ok. Your highness is all knowing and I’m a mere afterthought drifting from the memory you forget. Yeah, it’s me. Fading in my own anticipation that you blindly never regret. It must be nice to cast a banishment as if you know everything when wisdom is spoken to protect you. Trust being broken by a tongue speaking too soon. I guess I wasn’t supposed to expect you to wait to gather truths prior to doing your part to tarring us apart. And that’s when it’s me looking after the contents of my own heart. From a distance for you to learn how to be the ol mighty that hands out the rules. But you fail to mention that I’m no fool. I’ve been where you haven’t been as of yet so I’ll be the peasant drifting until you acknowledge your crown is made up. Just don’t tell yourself I never lead with luv. You’ll believe it like the confusion that’s consumed your thoughts. You’re gonna havta get lost. To remember the feel of familiar not wanting to be right but to protect. And I’ve done my best. So, off you go to move with life. As I redirect energy not taken for granted that weakens my mind…