I sense the tension in your presence...

What did you expect to find even you looked into my eyes? There’s someone and home and I'm at rest. You can’t pound hard enough for me to respond. Yeah, I felt your heart beating as if it were trying to escape your chest. But you didn’t see a sunset staring back. So what was it you thought I was gonna do just bcuz you put your emotions on display? I've already went through me and deciphered what matters to me, and the way it hasta be is I’m not advisable to play along. I’m a sexual interactions if I see fit at best to wanna play. As it seems you haven’t a clue in what you’ve seen in my hazel eyes. Too far in you dove as if they were a baby blue ocean waiting only for you. You should’ve noticed in their design I wasn’t for the okey doke. I own my own worth as I ease with the way I move. I’m happy whether you come around or not. My smile isn't doing its thing bcuz you appeared one random day. Making your way into a night where obscenities came to life. I won’t flatter myself in arrogance so you can realize I’m the monster you cannot tame with an evenings sun rays. When you’re gone, that’s just what it is. Not even an afterthought other than lingering in a memory from time to time. And we all have moments in which we chuckle of a past that belongs to no one in particular.  Don’t lose yourself at my expense for your beauty will voodoo another willing to believe in forevers hype. I sense the tension in your presence. Trust me when I tell you there’s no pain with a clear mind for the conscious is free. We’re all just talking turns. Try a lil something different for once. Maybe then you’ll see me and comprehend why I look at you the way I do. For I see nothing beneath the surface I'd wanna awaken. The man in me is alive and I seek peace in the quiet without a storm to come along. I cannot pretend the faking...