Playing catchup much.?.

How far in the past are you? It seems your hanging on to old feels that ruined your use. what’ll it take to died up the process to catch you up to the now where we’re are. Bcuz back then I can’t take to part of the toe of harm. How much are it attached to the feel of being let down? Out looks as if you’ve lost yourself and have never been found. Of not on me to correct your mindset when you can hurt I and bet on work life. I can’t allow myself to be talked in your mental stability doing time. Your vibe is just off. Your mask wore off. As now I see the pain controlling your thoughts. Leasing y down into your emotions where you’re prisoner afraid to heal from someone else’s flaws. Unless this is the real you that’s come along claiming to have overcome your decisions. Have you even considered that nothing is the same as it was when your heart was sowing up incisions. So why does the pain override every good intent displayed before you? Aren’t you moved? You’re still dangling when you should’ve already let go. It’s time to be grown. Shit happens. Start laughing. Or everything prior to now can be the reason I walk away. This isn’t a game. You cave keep going back and forth and expect me to deliver myself when you cater to what no longer exists. You can keep it alive on it own bcuz that’s not I chose to live. It’s my responsibility to go shopping with the chaos in your head. Clear out your mind Ava empty your chest. Yes, is that fuckin easy. What matters in the presence of you still breathing? Nothing can hurt you here but you’re gonna havta comprehend who’s your true enemy. You have inconsistencies. You don’t be smearing your spoils onto me. Decide who it is you wanna be. Be present out longer in it memories. Your reality is conflicting with you’re dreams. It’s evident that the trauma is keeping you from happiness. I don’t want any doings with the distastefulness. Be respectful and move on or gather yourself in your own accord. Either way this show can’t go on. You’re not y pity party. I owe it to myself for you not to harm me. I don’t want your issues for I have my own  that I’ve dealt with a long time ago. Get with it or leave me alone…