I am…

Falling through luv and landing on my feet. The beast is I for I am the beast. Without surrender and there is no regrets. In a mindset of make it into the now and stick around or step aside bcuz I don’t place bets. Glitches faded and fixed the issues within. I hit the ground standing up with a grin. Lifting myself from the dwelling with a better understanding of what a friend is. Even though I’ve never truly known one so I live. Emotion eats the heart in due time. Thoughts hate memory that don’t continue with life. So why try to believe anything will last. We all walk our paths as others come and go to create a past.  The outcast awakened to find fingers pointing at the difference they couldn’t relate to. The freak on the loose in the middle of everything bypassed to regain self being put to use. I am free for the dream died in the deep. All there is beneath the surface is just me. With room that isn’t empty yet vacant by choice. My time is endless until I cannot make anymore noise. I’m in the presence of who I am as the outsider drifting along. Unwilling to play the same ol games I believe I cannot go wrong. I’ve been to the bottom and I don’t belong there. Bcuz for me without another I do care. I was the hardest thing to dig outta me and I ain’t going back in. I wanna live. For the grr in me is the one I’ve come to be. Living I rest, for beginnings have ends and that’s when people leave. And yet I enjoy moments that build up on my mind. One day after the next I laugh at the hype. It never finds the now so I blink and I’m alone again. It’s just me in here as I’m a specific kinda man. Playing on the inside and out, I the weirdo don’t need another to exist. As silence is the words unspoken upon the lips. The creature of sanity unseen by eyes rolling is I that changed for ya better of I. And for it (I) don’t need a reason why…