I wanna feel…

I wanna be a different version of me. I wanna be happy. I wanna be somewhere else. I wanna be felt. I wanna feel alive again. I wanna believe I am a man. I wanna look in the mirror and say hi. I wanna find what brings me back to life. I wanna free myself from this endless thought. I wanna not be so fuckin’ lost. I wanna descend from the brain and allow the heart to open up. I wanna remember what it was like to be in luv. I wanna walk in true form. I wave know that I’m someone’s some kinda imperfect norm. I wanna speak without sounding as if I live in fear. I wanna absorb another when their eyes leak of tears. I wanna truly transform into who I am supposed to be. I wanna accept the next phase where my friend never leaves. I wanna, wanna, wanna is all I want. I wanna fall into my crush that’s never nonchalant…