Until we meet...

I don't want you to see me with anyone else. So I remain single waiting to be felt. For you to pass me by wouldn't be his for me. To be fun in your eyes with another in my life. I'd miss out on it as as I lose my mind. As there's just some things patience truly stands for. I guess I'll see you eventually when you're done taking score. Trying out smokes to see which one fits you the best. Knowing it isn't me face attached to the feeling so it's not the same when it's coming from the chest. All yourself if I was taken then how would you know it was me? The one you've admitting doesn't exist but I'm dreams. As even in there I can't chase anyone but you. But your not here nor there to be put to use. Maybe time just forgot about us. Or possibly, you're holding on to someone you think is your one n only. With a loner within that aches for more. Do you ever state off into the unknown n think something's wrong in your core? Bcuz I'm stagnant but sidestepping others that claim to be your silhouette. Looking like I'm broken but it's ok bcuz I know, with you I'll take my last breath. N it could be I've already encountered the likes of you. Idk due to I'm so far in my lane I can't see the wood. Caught behind the lines of myself without a friend. As it'll prolly be this way until the end. Even though I'm open minded to what you may look like. It's who you are that will cure my sight. From the blur I believe we're trapped within. Feeling our way around in others from time to time seeking to live. Falling short or fighting the urge to submit to a stranger having something to give. Or is it you are just that? N somehow I've dismissed the chance n placed you in my past. Idk but I havta keep on moving. Can't stop, won't stop, until we meet in the middle of the soothing. Thinking, damn it's nice ASF to finally have you around. But for now...