you're too late...

I'd go under the radar with you just to surface with you as a friend. And in the middle of getting to know one another we could be defined in the time we spent. It may not be much to you but it would be everything to me. I'd come from the time down as a better version of living completely and totally free. With you next to me I'd fall as if I could every be caught. If you understand that I'm even so much more than gone. Ready to get lost in your arms holding on for dear life. Making every moment count nas we love so far pay the shallowness of the hype. I'd be real with intent when no one had a single eye on the making of us. Just to find my other half not giving a fuck what others thought of you and I creating a luv for us. If be damned of I never swept you off of your feet the way you crave to be felt. And yes I have it on me to explore pieces of me I keep to myself. For you I'd break the chains that restrict my emotions from opening up. Bcuz I feel you already as we haven't even touched. But I'm selfish with my heart and don't wanna give it away. So I believe this is goodbye before we ever met face to face. So if we never meet know I have up prior to you every finding me. N that I got tired of waiting as I found n different sense of forever free. I found me listening to my heart in every song while you took your time to get over everyone that was never me in the makings. But also know I'm no longer dating. You simply want there when I actually need a friend of my own. As I figure out that desperation is the source of the never ending hope. So toodles is how I'll leave you wondering if we'd ever hit it off. Even after everything without you I truly felt lost...