either way...

I'm okay with don't alone but I wanna live. Idk of that makes sense. I do want the feeling I one felt to find me again. Only if I could meet my last best friend. My friends W hollow n waiting for the fulfillment of that burning fire. A luv they won't expire. But it's alright if I fade away on my own. List is a word that can go wherever it wants to looking for hope. Or maybe it'll be just me on the end. Chuckling with what's been wasted n trapped in the chest. I won't be mad b but I did have feel alive. Fighting the good fight. It's just not a choice Antonia but a wonder ofy lol chance. One to show me to a tender hand. Knowing emotions ain't shit without a bff. Although I may just lay to rest before I'm deaf. Enjoying a different kinds peace. Even though the mind would like to do more than daydream. N I don't believe it matters either way it goes. A home is a home...